Down to the wire I wanted water but But I'll walk through the fire If this is what it takes To take me even higher Then I'll come through Like I do When the world keeps Testing me, testing me,testing me
~Vultures

mmm i love john mayer. haha his songs have so much soul :)

i realise whenever i consider future ambitions, musician always comes out. its one of the few crazy dreams i had when i was a kid. and im still a kid and im still dreaming. i love music but im not any good at it. i cant write and cant really sing so its not really possible for me to do music right? but i can always try. :/ i do love music but its understandable that the music industry is for people that actually have talent. which i have some, like a small mini bit of, but then thats it. and its stupid cos i have like a small bit of talent and like a large shitload of pride and i hate myself for that.

sigh.

i wish the world was split clearly into black and white. then u cud hate the ones who are evil n love the ones who are good. instead of hating and then realising that they arent really that bad, jus mean to u or watever. i dunno. if makes me feel rotten n stupid and judgmental but then how do u love a part of a person without encouraging the bad side?

oh shit. promos in like 4 weeks or smth.
must.
study.

:)