Have a nice dayyy... duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh...

heeeeellllllllllloooooo.

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HIIIIIIIII!

hah.

ok.
so yesterday was good friday. special day for christians, mind you. the day God suffered and died for us. yes, for u, for u and u. even if u dont believe christ he still DIED FOR U, ok? haha. so yeah.

um. i gotta finish homework. not by today tho. heh. im lazy. and maybe i feel studious I'll study chinese. gotta practise guitar. practise piano. ummmm. write a song maybe. haha i shall TRY! um um ummmmmmmm tape my name is earl cos i gotta go to church. YAA.


meanwhile i shall go write chap 12 until my bro chases me off the seat.

you've got best friends
I've got best pens

baby don't be gentle; I can handle anything.

hey you all!!!!!!


peeeeeeeeeeoples.

haha. thanks for the um overwhelming "HELLO"s on my tagboard... very very... greetingful.

OH WAIT. haha I JUS REALISED. THAT IN MY LAST POST. I SAID "HELLO HELLO HELLO" many times. so maybe u guys were replying to it!

HAHA. im so smart.


ok. so im at the FOB web (like usual) and then theres this interview on Pete and his anxiety/depression problem (rmb overdose of pills...?) and then i started reading about bipolar disorder and anxiety and wat they are.

OH JEEZ THE EXPLANATION ISNT VERY GOOD. haha. iwas reading and was like "uhhh. ok. what?" cos i dont really get it. it says that a person with bipolar doesnt really know he/she has is so for all i care i have it and i dont even know. so.... how?

haha. i dunno. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna. hmm. but hopefully im find. maybe abit freaky, but hopefully fine. but the fact that me or YOU OR YOU OR YOU! might have any of this um disorders? yea. watever u call it. and like it's scary.

anyway JUST FYI, SUICIDE WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING. so if u ppl have thought about jumping off a building or slitting ur wrists DONT! cos like its not gonna help. when u hurt urself and make wounds visible, SURE U'LL GET ATTENTION. but its all FAKE. ITS FAKE FRIENDSHIP. ITS JUS SYMPATHY. so you wont gain anything. and suicide will harm the ppl around u.... and well, let's just say i doubt u'll get into heaven.

yea. SO DONT COMMIT SUICIDE HOOOOORRRR!

don't. yea. no matter how down life gets, theres still ppl who love u. perhaps not the kids around u or ur parents. maybe u dont have anyone but urself. BUT U FORGET!

GOD LOVES U. YES HE DOES.
HE LOVES U.

SO SHUTTUP AND SHUT OFF ABOUT SUICIDE.

ya.
hopefully i got the msg across.

HAHA. right.

so ive run out of things to post.

AAAH! band prac tmr! im panicking. isit gonna go well? isit? ISIT? i dunno. ahh. worrier.


OK. SO CHAP12 HERE I COME.

THE ACADEMY IS.... *drum roll*

hello.

hellooo.

hellOOO.

HELLOOO.

HELLLOOOOO!!

HELLO

haha. ok inuf with that. right. so im pretty busy. gotta do research. gotta study for my home econs. aahhh..

in the mean time, im watching videos. The Academy Is... videos and....


THE NEW LINKIN PARK SONG.

like OMG. i cant wait to see it. it's loading. hah. im so close.

AAAHHH! CHESTER! i see mike too. HAH. linkin park is so cool. chester's hair is cool. the song is cool.

haha. im cool. for the moment.

yeeeeeeah.

ok. i love the song. video's really cool. tho i would like it if chester did his screamo thing. but we dont wanna hurt his poor throat right? SO... YEA.

linkinpark is cool. HAH!


ok. right. so um. back to my research for now.

PS. eh. haha. this post is pretty boring is guess. bleagh. i shall blog another time and maybe you'll get so excited you'll pee in ur pants. or shorts. or skirt. or... bear suit?