i wonder if he sees me,
or if he sees through me.
i wonder if this is healthy

or if it would mean anything

in the end?

need to set my priorities right. what with DBSK, MM, pre-u, basically school stuff and music leaving me rather disappointed, i shall set a new set of goals:

-God
-Studies. studystudystudy
-Japanese. studystudystudy
-just being a better person. making others happy (:

after JC i hope i'll free time to catch up on stuff like piano,diving,writing, reading.. and maybe i'll join more church stuff.

ok im feeling abit more organized now