Friday, March 16, 2007

Step one...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


Dammit. I really love the lyrics. if only i could write lyrics like this... haha. argh. this song makes me wanna cry. sigh. its damn nice. i get this chilly feeling when i read the lyrics. ITS DAMN NICE. AAAAAAAAAH. its nice. haha. i really have nothing else to say other then "this song is really really nice." it is. And when u read thru it i hope it makes u think. it's just really really nice. haha okay i'll stop saying that and get back to chap9.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and I could've stayed up with you all night, if I'd known how to save a life.

This afternoon after a VERY BAD ALMOST FAINT FROM MENSTRAL CRAMPS ndp practise, i came home, used to toilet and saw something very exciting in the newspaper.

5.00pm
The Ellen Degeneres show:
Edward Norton/Anne Hathaway/The Fray

Now what exactly you may ask, is so darn exciting about that? It's not like theres a tsunami or maybe my picture some how got on the newspaper. well i'll answer you:

EDWARD NORTON (i really dunno if im correct with spelling his sur name) AND THE FRAY ARE ON THE SHOW!!!

So then u ask : who the heck are these people.

then I'll answer: THE COOLEST THING. okay the only movie i ever watched with Edward in it was Italian Job and he was the BAD BAD MAN. but i really wanted to watch The Illusionist. and he interests me :) so i watched ellen interview him and he's really funny.

Ellen and Edward are playing PING PONG. edward was in China shooting his new film and was trained by this ping pong master whom he called "Pong Master D".

Ellen: I like badminton. Have you tried Badminton? I like badminton.
Edward: What do you like paddles or something?
Audience and Ellen (And my mom): *laughs*
Ellen: *Puts on serious face* It's none of your business.

WHEEEEEEE. AND THE FRAY IS DAMN GOOD. i really really like the song "How To Save A Life" it gives me goose bumps everytime i hear it. It's damn nice la. I wanna get their CD.

so anyway, MY TAGBOARD ISNT WORKING FOR ME. i cant tag on it! and its depressing. so i shall answer the HAPPY HAPPY ABUNDANCE OF TAGS here! whee.

to kelly: Haha i really dont get it. ok actually i do. but why isit mean when u say it. okay i dont get it.
to joy: huh? wat two chapters? do wat to ur story?
to viv: yea i know it was out LOOOOONG time ago but as an avid-non-hilary fan i didnt bother to watch or listen to it.... but for the sake of the hot guy, maybe i will... one day.... when im bored... and i remember...
to karyn: yea hilary cant sing la! she can HIT NOTES but thats NOTHING. i can hit notes too! but i can play guitar so im superior to her.... right? and paris hilton's songs are nice but she has a freaky LOW voice that freaks me out. heh. and i remember hilary crazy viv too... HAHAHAHHA. and no i am not avoiding you if i am, i didnt know :D

ok so much for tags. i wanna tell u guys an INTERESTING STORY.

so here i was, searching for blank cds in this cardboard (i owe cheryl teo Infinity On High and Chrons of Life And Death but she forgot when i told her i owed her it she was all "really? haha nvm" so nvm la. ok.) AND INSTEAD OF FINDING CDS, I FOUND TWO VERY COOL THINGS THAT WILL BENEFIT ME AND MY BAND (oh dear dysfunctional band).

RIGHT. i found a cd label thinger. it is VERY DAMN COOL. u can label ur cds! LIKE LABEL! LIKE COOL LA!

and i found the microfone (finally, i tot my dad gave it away) the plug looks like it can fit into one of the guitar amps lying around my house so one day I'll try. i think mikes are cool. so are gerards.


HHAHHAHAHA.

ignore me. or dont. 7pm show starting soon. and thanks to amanda's post for reminding me I WANT KERRANG!. ARRRRRRRGH. i want my FOB and GC. bleagh. and i wanna watch Music & Lyrics.



GOOOOOOOOSEBUMPS. dont ask unless u wanna know.


chapter 9 here i cooooooome. dear sweet beloved! hah.


So where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.

Monday, March 12, 2007

HEY HEY YOU YOU

haha. avril lavigne is amusing me! yknw at first i was watching the video and i was thinking "SHIT! avril's become one of THEM (them as in those unoriginal pop-punk girls who merely walk around in a piece of cloth)" then the video started amusing me and i thought "hmm, maybe shes just kidding?" so then i go see her official web (usually theres like a JOURNAL BUT NOOO) and then i read the bio and it talks abt how avril feels abt the new album and the song and then i realise shes

NOT joking.

so its kind of hard for me to like accept the new avril. cos i used to really like her lyrics, they werent mindless crap and stuff, they had meaning (but pete's lyrics are the best tho. HAHA.). yea. but i guess its like more pop punk and i dont really mind cos the songs catchy.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

i think some weird virus person hacked into my hotmail.

cos i got TWO emails which were sent from MY EMAIL and they were abt GAS AND TRADE BLAH. and its SCARY LA.

im very very freaked out.

and the new MCR video isnt helping. the girl has freaky big pupils in her eyes IT SCARES ME. but gerard way looks like hes gonna cry and its kind of cute.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

NAH.

so i didnt go to drum class. i got all dressed up and ready to go and then...

"I not gg drum today."

SHEEESH. NOW she tells me! then my mum said since jas isnt gg and since im kind of sick so i shudnt go. and i didnt bother to disagree because i didnt feel like going. going drum class alone BORES ME. especially since im the ONLY GIRL/FEMALE.

CHEEEEEEEE. im trying to play a game with joleen but the damn thing wont work. SO ANNOYING. haha.

Joleen reminds me of computer club. we shud have a freaking computer club reunion la! i miss those clowns. SIGH.

if i could, i would live SVA (the process, the awards, EVERYTHING) all over again.


baaaaaaaaaaaand practise! WHEN? WHERE? HOW?

HELLOOOOOOOO.

HAHA. i am AMUSED. by Fahrenheit AKA fei lun hai. yes isnt suprising that i listen to chinese music? WELL I DONT. haha. the speakers arent even on! im jus trying to see how the Jiro guy dances/sings cos i have been watching the 7pm show (its nice OKAY?) and hes damn funny la and its quite weird when i try to imagine him sing/dance/be all 5566/F4

well. its actually very very amusing. lala.


so its a sunday. im so happy i dont have school tomorrow. but IM SO SAD I DO HAVE NDP.


mAAAAAAAAAAAAN. i have to wakeup at 7am tmr. ARRRRRRRGH. annoying! and my school holidays are BUUUURNT. here's the schedule:

Monday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Movie: I plan to catch a movie after NDP.... MUSIC AND LYRICS!

Tuesday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Wednesday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Invite mel to my house: haha cos she wants to see my house -.-

Thursday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Friday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm

NOW YOU TELL ME WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THAT? with ndp and fencing trainings. YEEEECH. pffffffffffffffft.

ah well. i gotta go for drums later then go to church. meantime i shall eat lunch/play neopets(haha its FUN OKAY?)/watch american dragon(WHAAAT. ITS NICE OKAY?). BUHBYE.