i am excessive and you are insistive. slipping into that self conscious selfishness again, the world won't wait for me to learn my lessons and change my ways. and everything is in fluctuation. whats right and what's wrong;

oh wait this is the guilt talking. or perhaps the fact that i have 3 hours to sleep.

i despise change, and endings. when things arent what they were and you're losing it to the past. i hate when you hang up and you think about the conversation that passed and listen to the sound of the dead line. but the problem with not letting go is that its... selfish