and he has such an old name it's kinda funny and makes me think of nostalgia and things that have gone. and i wonder at the physics of the world and realise that God isn't fair. there are those that decieve and hurt but are given the liberty to do so. i would never hurt anyone if there are ever any that would want to look up towards me because i know i do not deserve it. no one should be placed on pedastals or buried into the ground. hardwork gets you respect but not the excuse to be an asshole. i wish i could please everyone and just let them know that look, im not any better than you but im here if u need me but if you don't then it's ok. time to forgive, time to change. and trust is such an important thing, that's why God gave friends.