Waiting for the day when I am free, without you.

Yes so i don't think you can call me a true blue(or any other colour) Click Five fan. SUUURRREE i bought Greetings from Imrie House even though i was saying the whole pop rock thing was not for me. it was under a whim thing if i can remember.

well then after that i kind of lost track of them and only started getting interested when I heard Eric left the band.

"I don't like click five anymore," i said. "Not with Eric Dill (whoop) gone and all. no new singer will make up for it."

then their new CD came out with a single fabulously named "Jenny" and with it a rather corny and hard to believe video with Japanese.... girls? And involving and elevator. Now i wasn't very turned on with this because I thought of the Jenny song as ... how do you say? Stupid. I mean we're SOOO over the whole naming a song after a girl (Jenny, Ruby, maureen[sp?]) so I'm just like "oh." then my dear friend darrylin fell in love and sent me the song so i listened to it and I guess it wasn't THAT bad.

Then she bought the CD (which turned out to be called MODERN MINDS AND PASTIMES) and after Helena kept it hostage for weeks i was finally given the opportunity to hold it in my own puny hands. the thing is, i didn't really listen to the CD until a few days later i put the songs into my mp3 along with 2 more NEW CDs.

so between Yellowcard, The Academy Is... and The Click 5 who had a singer whom i deemed "not as good as Eric", who would you think I would choose.

So yea, i didn't listen to all the songs, just part of them but I did fall in love with Flipside which i still do dearly love and sing in my mind for many days. after awhile i realised that Kyle could ACTUALLY live up to Eric's standard, thought different his voice was still nice and as those people who enjoy adding random letters into their words, smexy.

anyway the point of making this post because of the BIG i mean BIIIIG! event that happened on Tuesday (yes i am slightly behind time) that shook the nation!!.... or maybe just helped me get some friends annoyed with me in a jealous way (HA!)though all in good nature... all in good nature... *chuckles*

ahem.

SO where was I? oh right. another thing that annoys me, the bloody school schedule says the Radio Programme thing was on THURDAY. so i was supposed to bring my camera today and catch EVERYTHING and get good pics but NOOO. it just happened to be on Tuesday and NO ONE TOLD ME so i was caught completely off guard. of course, i thought all i was going to miss were a few pictures of Vernon A and Justin Ang both of whom i am not THAT excited to see. and then they had to lie and say "Oh we're bringing you your click five merchandise. it's coming!"

"They're bringing your merchandise now... it's coming up the stairs... it's here!"

Naturally, everyone in the hall (sec 1s, 2s, 3s and a few sec 4s) looked behind and suddenly people were standing.... no no JUMPING and screaming their lungs out and basically going ballistic and then i saw those beautiful blond and brown haired heads of the Click Five and followed suit and i would have imagined that a by stander would have seen a very wide mouthed girl.

i wonder how many SJCians have already blogged about this.

The whole thing was kind of cool and stupid at the same time because the Click 5 looked bored and tired (they had their concert with the black eye peas that past night) so i felt really bad for them. did i mention the camera men were blocking my view? Those flashes looked painful. so they sort of a press conference in my hall, the 5 of them, seated in a particular order from left to right, as my fabulous memory refuses to allow me to forget, Kyle, Joey, Ethan, Ben and Joe or as I would politely address, Mr Patrick, Mr Zehr, Mr Mentzer, Mr Romans and last but not least, Mr Guese. there basically talked about their new album and answered some questions, Mr Patrick sang the chorus of Jenny with us and also sang happy birthday (as in the real song not the one from their album) to a girl (but he couldn't hear her name so he just mumbled that part).then they took a picture but because of my clumsy legs and bad reaction, me and my friends weren't anywhere NEAR them, we weren't even in the picture. then the band went backstage, everyone got seated and they left the hall followed by screams and some sec 4s who decided to pursue.

did you know Kyle Patrick has his own Wiki page? and the rest of the band do not. haha. hes 21!

anyway. back to my rather long and boring story. the band headed down to the office to have a chat with my principal, then went to the teachers meeting room where they were interviewed by the press and got to take pictures with teachers (how unfair is that) and my lucky friend vivecka got to steal their water bottles and talk to their tour manager. meanwhile my class and the rest of the sec 2s were in the gym waiting for some guitar performance by a class but we heard screams and all of us ran to see whats up. apparently the click five were leaving and they were standing outside the car park doing something. so then we stood and watched for a while before running back into the gym. then i had this great idea of going downstairs to the big gates so we could wave goodbye to them when they left but then it so happened Jasmin(the most horrible self professed non click five fan) and Darrylin(who was hysterical at that time) had already ran down leaving me shouting "DARRYLIN you wanna go down?" to a classmate who so happened to NOT be darrylin. [if i spelt your name wrong, im sorry. haha i am a horrible speller]

well we went down and waited and ignored some seniors who told us to go back. we saw the 98.7fm crew and DJs leave and then my bio teacher....

and then my two friends, Brigid and Darrylin had the great idea of running opposite to the other side where the flowery bushes situated because there was a HUGE crowd standing on my side and people were overtaking me even though i saying "Excuse me" and pushing them aside (yes mean, i know. haha but they didn't even notice!) and jasmin saying "shove off."

then there were screams and i saw that beloved peach coloured van coming up and i RAN across and prayed i wouldn't get hit/get scolding for taking the risk to get hit but no, neither happened because the van was going pretty slow. then when i got to the other side something big banged into me but turned out to be jasmin who had taken the last minute run too. so while jasmin cried "BUSH BUSH!" and we tried to entangle ourselves from the bushes, the van was coming and more screams erupted. practically the whole school was running down but only four of us were standing on the left side of the road. now HOW COOL IS THAT.

so then the van bus thing came up and i saw Mr Patrick and i waved at him but he didn't see.
then i caught sight of Mr Zehr who was sitting closest to the left window (nearest to us) and he
caught sight of the four of us and naturally i waved at him and smiled and he waved back and smiled too.

according to Jasmin, Kyle had seen us and waved and said "Bye" but i was too hypnotised by Mr Zehr's handsome face and pretty eyes and his smile that I did not see him. oh well.

seconds after the van/bus passed, my friend Darrilyn who was calm for once, started jumping and shrieking so not wanting to spoil the moment i jumped and shrieked too. then she and brigid ran after the bus/van (people were like blowing kisses to the window and putting their hand on it) while i turned to Jasmin and said "Joey waved at me!"

it was just the coolest thing. that night they showed it on the news and but i wasn't anywhere on it. haha. but still...every time i think about the Click Five, THE CLICK FIVE entering MY school's HALL its just the most amazing thing. i mean, i wont say it but I never knew anything so amazing would happen to me school.

yes i am saying something.

haha. anyway. this is my 3rd celebrity encounter. my past 2 did not go too well (I didn't really ENCOUNTER much fall out boy at their concert and the phone conversation with Michael Guy Chislett can't really be called a conversation). i am freaking stoked.

i really really really really really really want to be a musician right now.

go,dream go!

hey mr zehr has a friends or enemies account! ahaha.

yes, well sorry for the long post. all this was on tuesday, 2 days ago and it's still fresh in my mind. amazing really.

i have a piano theory exam coming up. yes,somehow i don't seem to be studying enough but I can't disappoint now. gahh. once i get all these exams off me I'll be free... until of course i get my new school books.

that's life i guess.

The drum fills on Modern Minds and Pastimes, in my opinion, are fabulous.

Now, who's in some mood for some song writing....?

Let me light up the sky.

alright alright.

so today is the last day of the so-called holidays and its back to school. monday was fun,tuesday was lazy and today was.... tiring? haha.

today i went out with Kelly and Viv to walk on the grand streets of orchard and to enter posh malls and look absolutely out of place. dejavu. we actually did this like a few months back. anyway i managed to do two(three..?) things that i was hoping to achieve: Get PaperWalls, Santi and collect my deposit from the yamaha people (who had some problem and they had not inuf money so i had to stand at the counter for a few minutes feeling like i did was problematic while they tried to sort things out.) and i achieved all these so yay me.

going out with kelly and viv.... things always happen. like somehow all of us manage to bump into countless people by mistake, get really evil looks and I just HAD to back away and then step on a pink slippered foot and get a grumpy "OUCH!" making me feel rather guilty and embarassed even after saying "sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry."

bleagh. but the day was fun i guess, going out with kell and viv is always laughable... what? haha i dunno wat im saying.

i cant even see straight.

BLEAGH, my leg painful.

thanks kell and viv, for a good day, full of laughs, my 4 month late birthday present and for making me buy Grease.

We only want to sing you to sleep.

So yestereday i spent the whole 1pm to 10pm in my room, the aircon at full blast and just relearning Fall Out Boy songs on my guitar, annoying amanda with senseless SMSs about how my palm muting sounds like a frog farting, and only taking breaks to eat the very delicious meal my mom cooked and to watch tv.

survivor china is cool. Erik is handsome. but he likes jamie. :(

anyway the aircon caused all my blue tack to shrink and then expand making all the posters on my wall fall off causing me to wake up in the morning finding +44 squashed between my bed and the wall.

right. so cedar sec 2s have all their results back already, im so nervous to get mine. sure get zero A1s.

i shall stop my boring blogging and do a quiz from Joy's blog.

1 Kelly
2 Karyn
3 Amanda
4 Jenn
5 Jasmin
6 Cleo
7 Kelicia
8 Sirin
9 Benita
10 Michael Guy Chislett!
11 Mr. Beckett.
12 Pete Wentz
13 Brigid Desouza
14 Darrilyn
15 (I am running out of names) Spongebob
16 Joy
17 Patrick Stump(h)
18 GUY RIPLEY
19 Melissa
20 Helena Lim

1.How did you meet 14?
Darrylin: In same school mah, same class for sec 1 and 2

2.What would you do if you never met 1?
Kelly: well i wont really like PANIC cos because i never met her, i wouldnt know she existed so i wouldnt i had never met someone cos i had never met her... anyway im lucky i met her. haha.

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Helena Lim and Benita: Well counting that both dont know who the heck the other is.... or maybe they do. well it'll be gross tho.

4.Did you ever like 19?
Melissa: Yes well u cant hate a friend its not very smart.

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Cleo and Patrick Stump: YES, YES THEY WOULD. then cleo can introduce me to patrick who would then introduce me to pete who would introduce me to willliam beckett who would introduce me to michael guy chislett.

6.Describe 3..
Amanda: I am going to be sincere and nice now, i shall say, shes a funny person, nice and she can play guitar well and she is angmoh.

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
Sirin: HAHA. well everytime i see her (Which is what? once a millinium?) she looks different. well maybe its just my bad memory.

8.Do you know any of 12’s family?
oh yea, i met his parents once when he brought me home and then proposed to me with a 232432-caret ring.

9.What is 8’s favourite?
Sirin: TV shows and rock bands i think.

10.What would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
GUY RIPLEY: haha. yes, yes i do!

11.What language does 15 speak?
Spongebob: Gibberish.

12.Who is 9 going out with?
Benita:Shes single i think. NONO shes dating one of the line dancers that dance outside Rivervale mall! haha. oh my shes gonna kill me if she reads this.

13.How old is 16 now?
Joy: A hundred and four.

14.When was the last time you talked to 13?
Brigid: On friday!

15.What’s 2’s favourite band/singer?
Karyn: Um lets seee, any band i am in and her favourite singer is me. haha. well she has like alot of fav bands and singers.

16. Would you date 4?
Jenn: haha i am straight! and i think she is too.

17.Would you date 7?
Kelicia: Ditto the previous answer.

18. Is 15 single?
Spongbob: nono hes married to his square pants.

19.What’s 10’s last name?
Michael Guy Chislett: Chislett! Same as mine.

20.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
William Beckett: YES I WOULD haha!

21.What school does 3 go to?
Amanda: Cedar Girls school

22.Where does 6 live?
Cleo: Near me!

23.What is your favourite thing about 5?
Jasmin: Um her similar sense of humour and taste in music. her taste in guys i cant say much about. haha.


OH WELL. tats it. now i think i'll go offline and play my keytar.

hyuck.

hey... saints!

reading pete's blog. he talks about world affairs like the whole Burma situation. but i really wonder if hes any different from any of us? hmm.

no one online talk-worthy. that sucks big time.

gonna sneak into my room and play dee guitar.

anyway apparantly decaydance is looking for a new band they can nurture. i feel so frustrated! gahhh.

ah weell.

i need to learn cartel and jaminsonparkerr.

OH HOHO. HAHAHAHAHHA HAAAAAAA!

Cos I wanna tell you. How I feel.


MY EXAMS ARE OVER. AHAHAHHAHA!

Tho i swear i am going to do very badly in most of them, there are OVER. which means i'll be able to just laze around all day(S). AHAHA. i shall concentrate on my piano exams (Theory. sure die one la) and well trying to write music.

haha. oh did u know?

I PASSED MY PIANO PRACTICAL. a miracle, really. my mum was so happy cos this means i cant quit piano. but i asked her to get me a keyboard for christmas. haha. haaa.

okay. so. heres a few things i need to do during the holidays(not in any order):

1) Get Santi and Paper Walls. dangit!
2) Exercise. build up some muscles (physically impossible)
3) WRITE THINGS. LIKE MY NON-EXISTENT FAN FIC. AND IMPOSSIBLE SONGS.
4) catch up on piano since im going to continue it. SIGH.
5) relax
6) find another celebrity to crush on. AHAHA.
7) hang out with long lost fweeeeennns.
8) jammity jam.
9) listen to......music.
10) sleeep.
11) find myself........ haha so cliche
12) oh oh! get reliant K cds! ah! they are nice.
13) watch movies
14) borrow That 70s show dvds from Brigid. if possible.
15) go on holiday? gosh. i dunno if i wanna.
16) just do SOMETHING.
17) go to another rock concert! ah! maybe.

im looking forward to no school. i think im gonna waste my time tho. sheeshkabab. ah well. i hope i manage to pass my exams just inuf for me to apply for 8 subs, yknw. not that im gonna take 8.

chin chin.

Inquitita, mira que yo quiero decirte lo que no sabes(i have no idea wat this means, its in the cobra starship song)

haha.

Jack (the camera guy) should seriously do more of the cleanshaven-sunglasses-leatherjacket thing. totally works out for him.

i am downloading TAI tv podcasts. but i dont get it. somethings not working. ah well.

[EDIT: haha it says at the bottom of the lyrics page, apparantly "Inquitita, mira que yo quiero decirte lo que no sabes" means "Restless Girl, look I want to tell you What you don't know". VERY spiffy. haha i am going to learn how to sing this part!]

oh dang. ipod no space luh.

Testing...1,2,3

oh HOHO. the blogskin is a-okay i hope. i do hope its not because theres something wrong with the anti-virus thingo. i HOPE my blog doesnt have a virus of any kind. or is a phish. whatever that is. haha.

mika is goooood. thanks brigid.

my studying is going... pretty well/bad. its bad cos im sort of slacking. its good cos im actually STUDYING and sorta following this timetable thingy. of course now im not la. cos im using the com and yes.

ah well..

I AM RELIEVED THO. today was the day of my chi oral and sc practical exam and tho i am confident that i will fail in both areas and not reach my dreams of being a chinese newsreporter or biologist (HAH! sacarsm) i am happy it is over. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH A WORRIED. exams give me anxiety attacks, seriously. if this keeps up...


i may jus drop dead one day from a heart attack. (touchwood)

well it is OVER and i thank God for bringing me through it I LUV HIM LORZ. haha. sigh. oh yes yknw on sunday i went to church and the church maintanence guy(this white haired man who goes around switching on/off lights and the airconditioners) and the choir conductor were quarrelling.

REALLY LOUDLY. it was in church it was like outside but it was near the church and they were yelling about something or other. its was pretty cool cos things like that do not happen every day.yea. YEEA.tho i totally disapprove of bad vibes near the church. haha.

i guess i'll go soon.

haha. good bye and good luck with exams fellow learners.

big girl YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

exam time!

exam calls for stress and it seems my computer is doing that.

blogger has some problem, when i went to my blog something was wrong, apparantly it was fraudulent. i think it has something to do with the template/cbox so since i cant change the cbox i changed the template. this will be fixed soon i hope.

ok i jus went to 2 blogs. amanda's one is under contruction too and jasmin's one has something wrong too so im guessing cbox has something wrong. like theres somekind of virus. hmm. ok. bye bye cbox.

ahh my lovely cobra starship.

I have a confession.

I am currently watching TAI TV and when they showed scenes of guitarist Michael Guy Chislett as he went to (As Jack emphasizes) THE GUITAR STORE(!) i realised that i am no longer attracted to him.

yes that's right.
no amount of sexy australian accent or sparkly eyes or funny laugh can get me interested again (i think).

this is wat happens when u have a stupid conversation with a celebtiry crush and then u get ur exam shit stuffed into ur brain.

ur hormones get written off the no. spot on the list. haha. seriously.
i dont find Michael ATTRACTIVE OR HANDSOME OR SEXY IN ANYWAY.

wat is wrong with me? HAHA.

brigid wants me to get a Facebook but i doubt i will.

NEXT MONDAY: CHINESE ORAL AAAAAAAND SCIENCE PRACTICAL EXAM.

like i wish i had taken the sc exam last monday but i think my bio teacher forgot about me so i have to wait til next mon.

sooo immediately AFTER taking oral ihave to rush off for the practical exam. when i think about it... oh gosh i dont want to. its just.

UGH. stressful. i seriously do not like close ecounters with teachers. if i were to choose between orals and hands on things with a teacher invigilating or exam papers i'll take papers anytime of the year. the whole i-am-being-watched-as-i-fail makes me fell pressurized which results in me embarassing myself AND failing. gah.

ah well. i wont think about it till monday. gah. im gonna die.

CHIN CHIN anyway.

I will never let you down. -Thrice The Artist in the Ambulance

I dont know wat my dad did with the com but it is DYING ON ME. he must have deleted some very important programmes because the computer is lagging and windows media player cant open.

hmm.

right i am reading someone blog and i am sort of happy im not rather involved in her in any way anymore. shes kind of emotionally imbalanced of as those ahem "COOL" ppl would say,

emo.

YA. ack. my stomach's hurting. did u know i did not go to school on friday thanks to my frens FATABUULOUR idea of eating a waffle at 4.30 resulting that being my only meal for a day RESULTING in gastric resulting in stressing with the fact that school toilet flushes sucks and also resulting in my having serious giddy spells (i thought there was another aftershock of the earthquakes. HAHA) and not gg to school resulting in my not passing up alot of homework and not getting the math worksheet that just might result in me improving my math.

yes. so now im doing my home econs. i seriously hate the fact that i made such a foolish mistake during the practical by taking grated COCONUT instead of grated TAPIOCA so that instead of the TAPIOCA SLICES i was making it was more like WATER GREEN COCONUT THING. i failed cos i exceeded the time line lucky for me, my teacher didnt want me to eat my product. and i blame it on the lousy labelling (there were NO LABELS. NO LABELS AT ALL) and my inexperience with tapiocas and coconut. they looked the same wat.

im supposed to be studying... gosh. ive only read thru geo and did some math. i am going to FLUNK EV.ER.RY.THING.

I think the Butcher is adorable.

*Slaps self*

alright im gonna finish my HE then do abit of chap 1 of my fan fic and then play some guitar and then study AHAHA. okok maybe i wont do the guitar part. i HAVE to study. or not im wasting my sat!
im not gg for cat class cos
1)its at 2.30pm andi dunno when it finishes and i need to study
2)my mum cant send me which means i have to go there myself which means im not gonna get ANY studying done today
3) i dont like cat class, today got some youth activity thing which means i have to work together with ppl but i am anti social. haaaa!


ya. lousy reasons, i know and my concsience is screaming at me. but i really cant waste my saturday. i even gave up the possibility of JAMMING! to STUDY! *clutches heart* haha. well ok im not that great.

right. so.

CHIN CHIN. i doubt u'll hear from me soon.

"Satuday" becomes "SAT ERR DAY."

me and jenn are talking about how cool british accents are. they are. oh yes they are.

chapter 18 out btw.

anyway im checking out local bands. surprising task for me as i have been against local bands ever since i saw the video Running Away by Electrico. trust me, i did not feel very patriotic then. also because everytime i hear/see a local band i get all up in jealousy.

BUT, i am opening up to them. i guess if u WANNA have a local band you gotta LIKE EM first. right? first i checked out The Great Spy Experiment's myspace cos Life! was raving about how good their new CD is. the guy is a really good singer, well i mean he hides his singaporean accent REALLY well so they sound like a British/American band. cant say much about their fashion sense. so i went to look for FrontLineDisaster's purevolume and myspace to see how they're doing because i really would like to know how a bunch of 14 year olds are doing. they're getting a number of gigs so that's good. jerald's a decent singer too, he can emo scream abit. (but he is still short). then i went to check out caracal's myspace again (ive done this for a total of 3 times if im not wrong) and im listening to their performance at baybeats.

i have a question.

WHERE ARE THE GIRLS.

yes yes, there a girl keyboardist and girl singers but really, WHERE ARE THE GIRL GUITARISTS? GIRL DRUMMERS?

GIRL BANDS??!

lets not say 'girl', more like WHERE ARE THE FEMALE BANDS. like HELLOOOOEEE. okay that means 2 things

-God is giving me a chance to be SPECIAL. haha
-Girls cant cut it.

bleagh i would not like to think the latter is true. because girls can ROCK. okay. i wont necessarily be the one to prove that but i will try.

but in the meantime, its time to hit the books and try not to fail every exam i come across.

P.S. if u are wondering why i checked out these 3 bands its cos
1) Great Spy Experiement's new cd came out and as i said above ^ Life! was raving about how good it was so i just HAD to check it out.
2) Front Line Disaster's vocalist and guitarist (jerald and paxton) are frens of my frens Bianca and Kelicia and well, i met em a loong time ago tho i barely remember... and also they were on Junior Jams and i find that HIGHLY AMUSING. haha. oh and so i jus wanted to see how they were doing.
3)Caracal's guitarist (Gabriel i think) is my fren's cousin and also my other fren's ex crush's cousin. which means my fren is related to my other fren's ex crush. HAHA cool right.

CHIN CHIN! (you jus gotta love guy ripley)

fangs up, baby!

everyone's frantic about the EOY (end of year... exams) and i think i am slacking alot. i admit it, i havent studied anything. eh. but i shall!



haha. so from today u wont really see anymore of me on the internet cos ishall be MUGGING.



whoo. okay. right.



i really have nothing to blog about.



oh yknw the "Original Musical Drama" that Mediacorp is holding auditions for? the advertisments for the auditions keep showing on kidscentral and i wonder, which insane kid age 9 to 14 would actually audtion when end of years are coming up. i think acting at such a "young" age engdangers ur studies and studies are very very VERY important in Singapore.


YEA. so thats all now. happy mugging, peeps.

So kiss me goodbye, i can see the venom in your eyes. -Bring it

OH IM READY FOR IT

C'MON BRING IT!

yea! Bring it is such a nice song. i know its abit late for me to get obsessed with it cos its quite an old song but IT IS NICE. ty to jenn for sending me and song and video(altho the video is louya pok one, the xray thingy wasnt put in) so i dont have to keep resorting to youtube.com :D but its all in itunes and i dont have an ipod but jasmin has one she has one, she has a VIDEO ipod which is so not fair if i had one i would be shoving video after video inside.

but i dont have one so yes.

fwalala. so i guess the holidays have already gone by and i havent even studied anything. ahh crap who cares. as soon as i finish all my hw i will study. i hope the teachers dont give homework in the following weeks. but i know they will.

ahh.

i want my yellowcard cd. i want SANTI! aiyo.

so back to my homework....

CHIN CHIN!

Hold on, if you feel like letting go. -Hold On (Good Charlotte)

yesterday i spent the whole day out. sort of. in the morning I had a trip to the NEWater plant, it was cool cos we werent IN the plant we were sort of in the building that the plant was next to. haha. its like this visitors centre with info about when NEWater, why NEWater, who NEWater, what NEWater and so on and so forth. and the doors and videos and thingys were all computerized, even the toilet door was cool, u have u push this button thing and it jus SWINGS open by itself. ultra cool.

then after that i went to VIVO city with my parents and brother to watch Ratatoullie (pronounced RAT-A-2-EE), the movie was nice, i actually kept wishing at one point, that it would not end and it didnt. haha there are like at least 3 story lines in the movie like when u think its gonna end it doesnt so thats good. and the animation is AMAZING i tell ya. remy is the rat is adorable.

so im supposed to be studying/finishing my history homework. ok i think i shalldo my history now. toodles.

am i talking to myself, cause i don't know what I just said. -Walking Disaster (Sum41)

so since theres a reason why im actually bothering to blog, i shall talk about it first.

today i had CHINESE. yes, MOTHER TONGUE. its not too bad really. miss chia is a good teacher but nono, shes not the subject. guess who is? THE GIRL WHO SITS BESIDE ME.

EVELYN TOH.

ahah!you see. evelyn is this girl who sits besides me and is fishballlike and yes yes, "she makes chinese lesson enjoyable."

haha. ok i said it. i blogged about you! NOW MOVING ON...


im at halfblood prince right now. i mean the boook. been reading the 1st till the 6th i am at now. managed to squeeze in To Kill A Mockingbird and 2 chapters of Tunnels while i waited for my dear fren, brigid to finish the books (shes also rereading the whole series and im borrowing the books from her but while i took TWO DAYS TO READ ORDER OF THE PHEONIX [hem,hem], she took a rather longer time to finish half blood.)

yayaya. so this harry potter fever has gotten me um 'feverish' haha yes so i might MIGHT jus write a little fan fic about my four fav char (MOONEY, WORMTAIL, PADFOOT AND PRONGS)


hmm, so wat else? my sis got underclass heroes (sum41) and so far i have heard 2 songs and its okay. i was so afraid it might turn out.... avril lavigneish. that, my frens, is scary. if u dont get it, understand that: Avril is Deryck Whibley's wife and uhhh Deryck Whibley is Avril's husband. haha.

YA. so that's all folks.

mischief managed.

Cause i fear I might break -Pressure (paramore)

BOY DO I FEEL RELIEVED.

haha. finally stupid piano exam is OVER. tho i highly doubt i'll pass, i am still happy its over. do u know how depressed it made me? well let's see, occasional tears,a whole saturday of lying in bed and reading Order of the Pheonix(ahem i finished it in TWO DAYS.) and yes basically feeling very down in the dumps.

but it is OVER. oh yay yay.

also i have been eating an apple a day (on friday i ate 2, 1 red, 1 green) which probably means i wouldnt be seeing the doctor.

ha,ha.

i think i shall get started on:
buying cds
writing my hp fan fic
studying


yes i should.

trophy boys, trophy wives.

FRIDAY NIGHT! baby are u sleeping? -click five.

ah. sadly its merely halfway into the week and i have to study for final years. i am so gonna fail everything, get expelled and have to go pick leaves for a living.

joy is evil. she does not tag me and tell me her new url.eviil.

on a lighter note, this morning when i came to school they were testing out this video of little philipino kids on the vigiliser and then that usual thought of doing something good in my life struck me.

oh God, i thought, one day, since i am lazy, one day could u jus throw the opputunity of doing charity my way? thanks.

and guess wat? the video actually WAS about charity. this woman was telling us about how they were gg to philipines to help the kiddies there. and oh man, i was touched by wat she said.

then i realised, so was half of my class. so now asking my mum (who said i shud do it) hopefully, i am going on this mission trip and not mess things up.

yesyes. so today was an okay day. darrylin was pissed at me for saying she was insensitive cos she kind of told me that brigid was crying was SOO not nescesscary. but i hate that she said it cos for pete's (sexy) sake, DONT INSULT A FREN BEHIND THE GIRL'S BACK. i hate that.

grr.

ya so then i got myself all caught up in head and about 3 hours later started complaining to three frens. AH WELL. im okay now.

okay so i shall do a quiz(from karyn and kelly's blog) and im off, doing my art. plfff.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - karyn and kelly. or if u wanna say it really fast its krynnklly.

2. (your relationship with him/her is) – haha. they're my butlers.

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) – 1) OMG THEY LOOK THE SAME!
2) are they twins? 3)they HAVE to be twins. 4)they ARE twins. 5)gosh. they look the same!

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) – giving me Santi for my birthday, OH WAIT. they havent! hint hint. haha.

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) – "Bernadette!" "Stop hitting me with the pillow."

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) – slap them.

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) – having better taste.

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) – be sad.

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) – because.... i did something wrong or vice versa.

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - laugh at them. haha.

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - late on birthday gifts. HAHA. no la. um funny and nice and covered in ice. (rhyming)

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) – i think they would feel like they stepped into a really bad nightmare.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) – Being SPECIAL! haha.

14. (on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is) – everything.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) – someone whos nice and makes everyone around her feel happy.

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) – I CARE AND LIKE U TOOOO. :D

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) -
1) HAH i shall make Karyn
2) and Kelly do it again.
3) Amanda
4) Jasmin
5) Joy
6) Jennifer
7) Vivecka
8) Benita (if she even sees this)
9) Cleo
10) AHHA! michael guy!

(who is no.6 having relationship with?) – probably one of the Man U footballers.

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - dunno. HAHa female la

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) – *TURNS VERY RED* NO!

(What is no.2 studying about?) – i doubt she even studies. haha. but she still gets high marks! PFF.

(Whenwas the last time you had a chat with no.3?) – oh my. a week ago? i cant really remember

(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) - punk rock stuff :D

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) – 2 sisters

(Will you woo no.3?) – COFF COFF *pukes*

(How about no.7?) – first she tries to still chislett and now me? haha COFF COFF *pukes*

(Is no.4 single?) – yea, she turned anti-guy

(What's the surname of no.5?) - PRIYA! haha

(What's the name of no.10?) - MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT.

(What's the hobby of no.4?) – being anti-guy

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)- I JUS REALISED THEY DONT KNOW EACH OTHER! :-o

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - Xinmin

(Say something casual about no.1) – hello karyn!

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - COFF COFF *puke* if u ask too many of this ques i might become bullimic.

(Where does no.9 live?) – in cleoworld.

(What color does no.4 like?) – BLACK! haha im smart.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) – nope, they're too busy being best friends with ME. haha kidding.

(Does no.7 likes no.2?) – as in friends? yea.

(How did you get to know no.2?) - i was trying to borrow a harry potter book i think but she wasnt a very good librarian. we're exschool mates :D

(Does no.1 have any pets?) – Niki (right?) the dog.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) – nope, shes the SECOND sexiest. guess who's the first.....?


no. 10 lor.

Face it, this is what we're up, up against.

under the influence of the nagging voice in my brain, i watched about.... an hour of Taking Back Sunday. Yessiree, i took out THAT taking back sunday DVD which i so love and i watched it again. and boy, was it good. i'm all high in spirits cos the guys made me laugh alot.

if you have no idea who or what I am talking about, go to wikipedia/youtube, search Taking Back Sunday, watch their videos, listen to their songs.... TBS is really really good.

I am about to do the unthinkable. I shall blog about my day.

6.45, woke up. well actually i woke up a few minutes before to my mom asking me to get up, told myself i had to wake up but fell back to sleep. heh.

7.05, sat in car, listening to the radio. oh how horrid mainstream songs are these days. but their not that bad, some of them arent. i guess.

7.20, went to school. gosh. i dreaded it as soon as i got out of the car. well SURRE, education is a necessity! but is dealing with social problems and total boredom really needed. its like those shows where a certain scene is repeated over, and over and over and over.

7.30... gosh darn morning assembly. gahh.

8 to 2.10. had lessons.
nothign interesting during this. oh i got a measuring cylinder with a lil paper tag on it that says "Excellence for Science in Mid-year 2007" mid-year made me proud of myself, i dont think i will have a smarter moment than that. anyway cassandra seats beside me in sc and she kept insulting the measuring cylinder (which at the moment was being called the "test tube" cos thats wat we thought it was) and im like "aiya u're jus jealous" in a joking sort of way and she was all pissed and ignored me. so im like "if you're going to ignore me, tell me so i cant jus not say anything."then at first she didnt answer then she muttered something about not being jealous. and i clucked my tongue. cant she jus rest her case? well she did and the rest of the sc lesson was doing of workbooks and the finding of my chinese book.
then during chinese, did ting xie. evelyn was seating beside me like always and i am putting her name here cos she complains about how i dont blog about her and how shes very funny. well she is, she called me chicken once :)
ha, ha. haha.
i managed to pass my ting xie. hoorah.
then...... had to waste 20 bucks on the family day tix. garh.
wat else? cant remember. i hate school its getting abit boring. i need to time to study by myself anyway. why must we have school?

2.45-3.45 piano lessons.
i have been practising piano for all the days since NDP finished, except yesterday.and what happened? I SUCKED. i played my pieces really badly i think my teacher has this feeling im going to fail my exam (which by the way is on the 27th, and i am NOT looking forward to it). there was a period of time when i actually liked piano but who am i kidding? i liked piano but i dont like have to work hard. i think self teaching is the best way to go.

3.50 thereafter.
visited jasmin! i was really staying away from her, but nOOO she came out of the house and i had this urgency to run away. no offence but she has chicken pox and i havent mine yet and NOW is NOT the time to have it cos ihave so many shitty exams coming up. then i went back home and watched taking back sunday! im home alone so like whatever. i cant remember wat homework to do so im going to confine my self in the bedroom and put a guitar on my lap and try to write a song.

so that's it. my day.
boring... tired.

yesyes. i am not looking forward to tomorrow, theres music and all so that means guitar but i dont really like it, i mean we are learning SLOWLY. like SLOOOWWWLLY. we havent even gotten to chords yet. sure, i learnt something but, butbut. i dunno. plus theres training tomorrow, GAHH! i dont like my cca truth be told. first it was cos i was an annoyance to the seniors. now its cos im an annoyance to myself. im being so pessimistic. *slaps self*

:D

:D

i think Fred and George are cool.

weekendwarriors&ourbestfriends.

so hows the new blogskin treating ur eyes? haha. it took me 2 days to finish, garh, im so lousy. but i couldnt find any TAI blogskins on blogskins.com that had the new lineup in it (aka tom conrad was the guitarist in the skins) so i had to make one.

i don't think there's anything wrong with dreaming. unless you abuse the previlege by forgetting about life. farfetch dreaming disppoints, doesn't it?
I don't know what I'm saying. This post doesn't really have a point.

i came online to print some guitar tabs, so i'll be on my way soon. ahh. sidetracking, sidetracking. i've been asking quite a number of musicians (mainly people who can play musical intruments), well okay, joy, sirin and amanda only. but so far none have common musical influences with me so........

haha. i am bored.

throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the Great Escape.

Why oh why you wear sunglass in your home -Down and out.

HEYHEY.

i think benita and sirin are really lucky... i keep badgering them for details of their encounter with TAI and Cobra, im so annoying. :D

i still think its so annoying i had ndp on that day. i couldve have been getting pushed and squashed while watching 2 of the best bands but noo, ihad to be dancing around a fluffy skirt on a floating stage with really cool special effects.

life works in funny ways, huh?

haha.

ahhhhh. im still embarassed about the conversation with mr chislett. ah well. the next time i meet him i'll be sure to put on my aussie accent and bring 2 white boards and marker jus incase we can't understand each other.

:D

i dont want to do my home econs.

PS. sirin says that michael guy thought i wasnt speaking english.

argh.

Aust in translation.

haha.

i talked to michael guy chislett on the phone.

"hello?"
"hello?"
"OMGOMG IS THIS MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT?"
"ehh hey, what are you doing now?"
"ERrr, well i jus finished dancing at the national day parade and im very very tired."
*silence*
"......celebration....?" (this was when everything went crashing down. i couldnt make out what he was saying thanks to 1)noise around me 2)his really really strong aussie accent 3)he was speaking really loudly in the phone so it was like really really not clear)
"erm. huh?"
".............celebration.."
"huh, hUH? wait hold on its really noisy here." (i try to figure out wat to do with the phone.)
then he says something and i jus go "HUH?"
then we stop saying anything and i want to cry and i almost HUNG up ok then LUCKILY
"hey he cant understand what you're saying, i think its the accent difference." (this is BENITA talking)
"uhh okok, um tell him that im great fan and (i said something else but i cant rmb), goodnight"
"bye"
i hung up.

OKAY. then i started getting all depressed in the bus gg back to school and i complained to the ppl in the bus around me and then i called jasmin and amanda but she was in her grandmas house so i called jasmin again then i called jennifer and tried to call amanda but nooo.

theni called benita but she said something and hung up and i sent her a sms saying "WHAT?" then i was afraid she was mad at me or something so i smsed her again and thanked her for the opportunity but min later she didnt reply n i was afraid she didnt get the msg so i wanted to call her but i hung up then mins later she called me and explained:

"Michael didnt know wat the parade was so we told him it was a celebration."
"He seemed to be having an OFF day (at this point im like "WHAT?" cos to me off day=not working haha then she explained that) he seemed very glum."
"after u and him finished talking, we just told him that u were a great fan and that you loved him and he was like "really?" and he started blushing (i dunno if thats wat benita said, i couldnt really hear her)."

YA so after that i was HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and i was telling the joleen who was in the bus with me that i was having violent moodswings in the bus. haha.

MAN. that phone call with michael was the most embarassing yet coolest thing that could happen. I WAS SO RUDE AND LOSERISH. ahh!

but i still love him.
THANK THANK THANK YOU BENITA AND SIRIN!

and ndp was okay, i shook hands with one of the rollerblader guy he was really nice.

you can't tell me that you don't beg.

new TAI tv episode out, Jack's first music video :D its for the song 40 Sides from their B-side of Santi which i dont have because they dont sell the those in singapore (oh heck) but they DO sell Santi here and I eagerly await mine.

thinking about The Academy Is... makes me slightly disappointed. They play 7pm to 8pm on 9th August i think, that would be about the time I run out in an overly decorated costume and dance to Kit Chan singing.

amanda wants to await William Beckett's arrival at the airport. BUT HOW DO WE DO THAT. RUN PAST THE GATES NON STOP? we don't even know which plane they're on. Sheesh.

OKAY. i had a dream on the night after the OTHER dream. ahah.

it was ALSO about TAI! how amazing. this time they were coming to my house but it wasnt really my house it was this really big place and they were staying there for the day/night, watever. but i knew where to go so i was like being their 'tour guide' and i rmb helping william with stuff and i cant really remember anything except the part when i rmb thinking of calling melissa over cos we were having sushi. ANYWAY TAI started leaving and i was frantically tryint to call amanda so she could talk to beckett (she loves him) so i was calling her handphone but she wouldnt pick up and i tried to call her house phone but the number that was in my phone was like "6283818 123..." (numbers not specific) so like when i called it only the numbers before the spacing would be dialled out then the operator woman was all "there is a missing number.." bla so then after alot of calling i realised that i could jus try moving the number after the space , in this case, 1, to behind the other numbers so in this case i would get "62838181" but i think i was too late and they left and i cant rmb anything else which means i must have woken up around there.

so there it is. 2 nights in a row, dreamt of TAI. gosh darnit i love them. ahrgrhgrhgahr cant believe im not gg for singfest! but my mum says they'll come back so hopefully, yes. i'll wait. or i could take another alternative, start a band and actually OPEN FOR TAI! haha that way i could invite them for coffee even! haha how cool.

ah well. the piano tuner guy is amazing. he plays random notes then tunes the keys. pitch perfect, as they say.

lalala.

was it a dream?

i deleted the previous post cos yesterday when i was walking back from the ndp stage to the ndp holding area, me and viv were yelling at each other like drunken doughnuts (it was friendly yells) and she told me that she finds a certain sentence in my post offensive so i have deleted the whole post cos i feel the post is dumb.

:p

so im having a flu now. how sucky.

i had a dream last night. i dreamt i met TAI and it was like really real! like it wasnt all unrealistic to the point that i became friends with them or i started dating michael guy chislett but it was like i was their fan and i bumped into em and started badgering them for autographs. jack the camera guy was there too. there was this particularly embarassing scene after i had gotten beckett's and chislett's (both i addressed "MR beckett" and "MR chislett") i wanted to walk away but i couldnt leave without getting the whole band's autograph so i decided to ask The Butcher and Michael Carden and then it went something like this:

Michael: Ask Jackie too. (rather stern face)
Me: (Fakes laugh) who's jackie? (thinks of girl from That 70s Show. wonders if TAI got a new girl band member and its so embarassing that as a fan, i dont know)

then after a second i REALISE that jackie = jack = camera guy. then i go "OHH" and i give the autographed book to jack showing michael that i knew who "jackie" was. ok so it might be weird but it was EMBARASSING like i felt that michael didnt like me much.

hah. ok.

doing my HE. ahhh.

SANTI TO YOU TOO.

today i wrote "THE ACADEMY IS..." in pen in really small font on my school table. i wanted to write santi on my hand but then i decided not to.

im such a fan.

THE PING PONG SONG VIDEO IS LAME. but jonny the dj is in it!

haha. i cant believe im not gg for the SINGFEST! GAHH! and i cant believe TAI are playing EARLY i mean not EARLY BUT EARLY INUF FOR ME TO NOT BE THERE IN ANY SITUATION AS I AM DANCING.

like wahhhhh. hopefully they wait for cobra (WHO HOPEFULLY FINISH THEIR SET AT AROUND... 9?) to finish their set and then they WALK OUT TOGETHER haha then they walk to marina bay to check out the fire works!

WOOHOO.

if you were there you would hear this:
Will you make this island, amazing in all wa- AHHHH OMGOMGOMG- suprises every cor- OMGOMG WILLIAM! MICHAEL!- delightful nights and days...

and see this:
WHITE DOT RUNNING.... SEEMS TO BE RUNNING TO A GROUP OF MEN... LOOK AT THE SECURITY GUARDS GO!

what you would HEAR is me SHRIEKING and interrupting the ppl singing the finale dance song thing. and then me RUNNING to TAI.

yes that is wat i will do. BUT AS EXPECTED, id probably have no guts so i'll jus drop to the floor and cry.

ah well.

i am talking to cleo! SUCH A MIRACLE.

To padfoot
Well we AREN'T students there anymore, so what can they do, expell us? So we could go back.... soon hopefully. And how could you forget who Peter is! THOUGH SHE DISCLAIMED THE NAME. ah well. my famed sacarstic wit? when did I ever have one? I thought it was YOU.
Prongs.
Mischief Managed.

"I'll go up and you'll go up as well and i'll go down and you'll go down as well. It's really... I mean... I don't... It's frustrating!"-Ryland!

i could watch TAI episodes over and over and still laugh out loud. SIGH. okay today not much happened, my science teacher scolded the group of china students and made one of the girls cry. brutal. but i still respect him cause he's my teacher and he knows more about what happens in stomachs than i do.

i hate it when people change. i mean i cant stop them! but i feel like slapping their faces and saying "WAKE UP. WHY U DOING THIS, HUH?" in fairly broken english. but like that's selfish right? cos thats who they are.... and i shoulda seen that coming. so i shant say anymore. and i think i need to slap myself too,

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY. but i cant seem to! i mean NDP, PIANO, CCA? how to live like that. i really hate NDP, ruined my life. die you die. no longer will i be patriotic and be the only one in my school singing the anthem! NO MORE! all cos of stupidness which caused me to join the ndp. sure "this is a once in a lifetime chance!" well THAT'S GOOD. i'll never do it again! bleagh.

i found something interesting! THANKS SIRIN('s blog post)! http://community.livejournal.com/damnyouwentz/745038.html
brendon has no taste. but pete's jeanae is pretty and so is christine(amanda is not gonna be happy). and those pics with spencer and the gf are really gross and porn. AH WATEVER. AT LEAST NOTHING ON MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT :D

dear Padfoot,
you ugly git. how's life without me? i was thinking, why not remus&us take one more walk across the gym, down the stairs and through the corridoors taking as darn long as we want to. And everytime I think about Tonks and Lupin... I am sad. For obvious reasons. Ah, well.
From your fellow marauder,
Prongs
P.S.I can't believe Snivellus is the good guy. What about the HEAD BOY?

Never meant a word of it, never did.

TAI!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea! viv and the twins have yet to get me SANTI (new word i have been using) but thats ok. the fact they're getting it for me is good inuf and almost here is keeping me up in the mean time.

bands like The Academy Is.... are really inspiring. their a group of normal, funny guys who write damn good songs and really make me want to be a musician. But i dont know. i mean is it worth it? plus being a musician in singapore is really hard, it'll take alot to break the barriers.

i think the guy in my drum class is funny. my drum teacher asked us what kind of music we listen to and he goes:

emo music... with screaming and everyone wants to die.

he says this SACARSTICALLY la i mean jasmin thought he was serious but he was so obviously not, i was laughing my lungs out (lmlo HAHA so cool) but no sound came out (my laugh is really not a nice one, not something to brag about)

ah well. today was quite a good day. lots of things happened wrong but then they turned out okay. anyway as u've known ive been trying to stay away from people who are BENT on trying to spoil my harry potter experience (the last book is really really important and as i am savouring each page and not a fast reader, im only half way thru) but it seems the people closest to me and who know i really dont want the book to be spoilt have SPOILED IT FOR ME and it makes me so freaking pissed. its such a petty thing but ugh. sometimes friends can be so annoying. or all the times.

im having problems. the clique im hanging out with at school is getting on my nerves. they've changed and they're not exactly giving respect to teachers (not listening during class) and its so jackassy. haha i mean. i've realised that academically, i need to buck up and i've been listening intently to wat people say but my frens jus cant seem to shut up. and when i lecture them they get irritated and it annoys me. i mean i dont blame them, PEOPLE CHANGE. and i have to stop hanging out with them i guess. but then i wont any other frens.

i really miss gg recess with sirius and lupin and trying to save the library fishes and occasionally doing lame things like bursting empty packet drinks. THOSE WERE THE TIMES, MATE. gahh. lucky hermione has a time-turner. :/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im getting mushy. haha here are a list of things i am feeling right now.

IRRITATING THINGS
Ndp rules the list
Friends who don't remember you
Friends who change
People who do irritating things
Saying the wrong things
Knowing im not doing what I should
Me.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME GO "WHOOO"
THE ACADEMY IS!
Music music.
God!
HARRY POTTER BOOK!
going out with viv to watch HARRY POTTER!
BENITA! haha i love u la MAKE SURE U CALL ME AND HAVE HIM TALK TO MEE.
Friends who are always there and ARE COOOL.

SO SUCK UR SO-CALLED PITY DOWN. -Checkmarks (The academy is...)
why oh why u wear sunglasses at home when the sun went down about an hour ago?

Would u believe me if i said i didn't need you cos i wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me -Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is

NDP is a thorn in my fat ass. i really hate it. after much consideration, i have realised the worst enemies are the ppl from my school. they are intimidating! yes they are. especially those ppl who blindly bang into me for no reason and give me evil stares.

brrr.

i have an english compo to do. and science wb. but.................. i have to go collect my specs and go for drums and then go for mass. which leaves me an hour to do my compo.

IT IS NOT MY FAULT! harry potter is too good to leave behind. right now im at chapter 17 but im taking a break (hands are stiff from holding the book up). its really really good. and i love my mummy, i came back from ndp and she had collected the book for me. then stayed up till 1am to read it then this morning i woke at 8am and immediately started reading.

anyway i hate how ppl tend to call when im the only one at home. for example, i was in the middle of HP when my grandpa called asking for my mum. a dumb girl as i am I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SPEAK IN TEOCHEW so i said "um shes not home can u call her handphone" then i said handphone in chinese and then there was silence for a really long so i hung up. then i went back to my book feeling weird and my cousin-in-law i think called and asked for my dad and i had to tell him i didnt know when my dad was coming back from work.

haha im such a horrid daughter.

ahhhhhhh watever. i gotta rush and do me homeworky. ok.

sirius black.

:D

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. cheong fan.

!!!!


MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT RULES

yay. i talked about him today. haha. haaaaaaaa.

thanks to amanda for making me realise guy ripley and ryland were the same person. HAHA. so funny. i can be so unobservant sometimes.

anywayyyyyyyyy. I don't get the new click 5 video. kyle is cute tho but i miss eric. ahh u bozo u. wat happened? bands are supposed to stick together. i sound to retarded talking to someone who doesnt even know i exist.

i don't like ppl who gossip. i try not to but recently i told someone how bitchy a certain girl was. I FEEL SO BAD LA. but i dont really know her that well so i shud just shut up. gossiping. who gave u the authority to say such things? and if u do, what makes u think u're right? how do you knw you're not the enemy? SO DONT GOSSIP. thats right kiddos. dont make trouble if you don't want any. and who wants enemies for friends anyway?

YA. i jus felt like saying that. i really hate it when ppl try to pretend to be someone else. then they talk about someone as if he/she is inferior to them. and im like "could you not talk about ppl here?" and they're jus like "it's not as if u dont do it." ahh well. IM TRYING. haha.

and jennifer i was right! milo isnt coming to singapore you fat ass. only 4 of them are. sigh. how sad.


i still dont get the click five video? phone endorsment? something about japan... haha. but they are good eyecandy.

but this is:










How'd guy/ryland get there? haha. JUST KDDING. here's what's REALLY eyecandy.






THATS RIGHT KIDS.

Bullet for my valentine.

OH MY!


Guess who wrote another chapter.

haha. it's super crappy. well the whole story is... so nothing new. haha. sunday's gonna be a busy day I hope.

[edit]

I WROTE ANOTHER CHAPTER! 2 CHAPTERS IN A DAY! my finger hurts.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOSH WOOSH.

so yknw alot of pottery things been going on. harry potter comes out today and stuff. instead of rushing to watch it (oh please) i decided to increase my literary skills by going to change my specs after piano. haha no. i went to Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore again. basically me and my mum were comparing prices of harrypotter books (i wanna get the full set) and we were looking at interesting books too and

I PREORDERED DEATH HALLOWS

thanks to me mummy!

and also the twins are gg to watch harry potter with their mum and dad so i guess its jus me and u viv.

damn, it'll be fun. my plan is to wake up spankin early, for for mass, go watch harry potter, go for drums, come back home and watch dodgeball on channel 5.

hopefully it'll be a funky funky day. i shall go do chapter ? of my dying story.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOOSH.

haha.

okay. abstaining from the computer is fun. until u come online and find urself going to every blog possible. its worse when u find that a certain friend called AMANDA who shall not be named, is really upset cos someone killed some fictional character who is female and it really annoys me because she doesn't state who. BUT i wont ask her. cos she might have read the info from that hacker guy who apparantly gave out info about J.K Rowling's last book. and amanda has pretty much spoiled all the harry potter books for me (thinking about it.... *hands make throttling gesture)

speaking of harry potter.... it's exciting isnt it? movie coming out tmr. im thinkin of preordering the book. i want it to be a perfect read, not one spoiled by ppl who have read it and have a big mouth. ehh. it'll be so sad. no more harry potter books! gahh! anyway, i plan to keep myself alive by writing fan fictions. about the marauders and stuff. gosh. bring back memories dont it?

anyway, i havent been online cos last week wasnt the best week ever. the jamming thing was a failure and the teachers in my school have been scolding me for misunderstandings. BLEAGH. but im okay now. so far the week's good and stuff, my frens being highly amusing and my brain being kept sane with the Prisoner of Azkaban. i did do some really lame foolish things during fencing but watever.

AHH! i jus remembered! i forgot to take my cca shirt. woops.

and about my story.... ARGH. its dying isnt it. maybe i shud continue that chapter i havent exactly been finishing.... haha.


stupid homework.

HEHEHE.

i cut my hair ystr. thats right kids, watever hair i had left i CUT ITT well not he hairdresser did that but yea i cut it and tho it isnt exactly wat i want im happy with it.

today i was so nervous about seeing ppl i knew and how theyd react that i forget to take my art portfolio and left it in the car.

anyway my frens/aqquintesess have said that i look like a boy/have become a bung/look cool/look like cheryl teo from the back.

ahh well. haha at least i dont have to comb anymore.

and did gerard way get engaged? he better. with looks like that he'll scare all the girls away. taking some MCR tabs and stuff now. GHOST whisper later! whys no one online. and joy, u better come online and tell me wat happened.

happy weeken peepoops.

Hold your head high, heavy heart.

I make plans to break plans
And I've been planning something big
Planning something big

There are quite a number of things in this world that can make me feel inspired.
Listening to The Academy Is... is one of those things.

SO THANKS TO JAS AND AMANDA WHO BOUGHT ME ALMOST HERE.

AND KARYN AND WHOEVER SHE PLANS TO SHARE IT WITH FOR SANTI WHICH SHE WILL HOPEFULLY BUY.

yay.

today in math class, melissa did a mean thing and pulled my chair away and i landed on the floor.

AHHH. GAAH.

okay okay.

wats greater than finding out like more than one famous (and favorite) band is coming to singapore? nothing really. but wats worse? finding out that tickets are priced at 150bucks. not only that, i wont be able to GO becaaauuuuseee...

it's on national day. and as u all know that's when my big break is (im lying). plus i dont think they shud have it on national day cos TEENS LIKE ME SHUD STAY HOME AND BE PATRIOTIC. so if u cant afford the tix dont cry. u can still watch me. hahaha.

ok. so at first i was depressed but i guess im okay with it i mean.watever la. i mean if RHSB had like a demo cd i would so skip ndp and go to the concert so i can hand one of the bands our cd. BUT SADLY WE DO NOT HAVE ONE. haha. but we will. soon. maybe.

anyway back to happier(not so) things. today me viv n kelly went out.too bad karyn cudnt come it was an interesting trip.

PHOTOS AND SHOPS
we walked along orchard road taking pictures and getting lost like tourists. first we walked from plaza sing and crossed roads and stuff and i took this REALLLY nice picture of this cloud and the top of a building that said "Le Meridian" or something. its like the only nice one. then we walked to.... some place. cant rmb. we kept rejecting ppl who asked for donations cos we're kind of stingy. haha. and like we're afraid of scams and shit. so we kept stopping at malls and exploring them and we ate delifrance. then we had to cross the road to go to takashimaya and it was damn scary cos there was alot of cars. a close shave with death! when we got there walked around that book store with a really long japanese name which i keep forgetting and thinking its "koniyaku" but thats the jelly.

FUNNY FUNNY MAN
ANYWAY we were walking around and getting lost and kelly and viv said on our ride home that there was a guy following us that had spiky hair and shit. as usual i didnt notice. then theres this guy who worked at the store and he was really funny. cos we went into the store and kelly was all "AHH!" when she saw this shelf things of japanese comic and the guy had this like booth near there whr he was selling things and when kelly squealed he got a fright and started laughing and me and viv started laughing. then we walked around and looked at books. then we were back where we started and this time viv accidentally jabbed kelly in the face with her lethal elbow and kelly was making a big scene and the guy saw and he started laughing and me and viv started laughing.

LOST AND FOUND
ahh. so we walked around the book store and even asked the guy for directions. when that failed we asked a security guard. she was nice. then i attempted to take a pic of the darth vadar mask but like this woman told me cameras and phototaking werent allowed. so likke... ooops.

TOILET DOOR SCARE
then we walked summore. blablabla skip to our exploration of this other mall. like there was this cool toilet which had a door which we thot was a wall so we cudnt find the toilet until this woman came out and like the door opened. and then when we tried to go into the toilet again viv tot it was auto so she stood infront of it bloccking the janitor and NOTHING happened. then i realised there was a push button infront of me and i pushed it but at the wrong place (this sounds so wrong) and so nth happened and the janitor was super irritated and pushed in the RIGHT place (again, sounds wrong) and like the janitor rushed in and we felt so embarassed.

ELEVATOR SCARE(damn funny must read)
another embarassing moment was when viv was craving ice cream so we wanted to see if there were shop that sold any upstairs(or was it down?) but then i saw a mcdonalds and i was like "lets go there" so we were near the escalator and like kelly pushed viv out of the way and VIV GOSH KNOWS HOW SHE DID IT suddenly started MOVING away and kelly grabbed viv and i looked at them and saw viv with this shocked "OH!" expression on her face and when i looked down i realised that...

she had SAT on the escalator's railing and was moving slowly down(or was it up?) and like i quickly grabbed viv and like pulled her back then suddenly i felt a hand push me and i knew i had knocked somebody but i cudnt turn back and say sorry cos i was TOO BUSY CONCENTRATING ON HOW TO SAVE VIV. and like i think the whole world didnt notice viv had sat on the handrail thing. haha! anyway me and kell managed to get viv off and i looked around for the person i pushed and i SAW THIS WOMAN WITH HER DAUGHTER WHO GAVE ME THIS FRIGHTENED LOOK AND THE WOMAN GAVE ME THIS EVIL STARE and i think i had like almost bumped into the daughter and the woman had to push me away. so embarassing la! i felt so evil. but its all viv's fault.

MILK SHAKE (brings all the boys to the yaarrrrrd.)
then we made it to mcdonalds and kelly and viv managed to make the mcdonalds cashier woman laugh. then we took a seat (after a long time of looking for one) and sat down and i drank my milkshake and kell drank her milo and viv ate her lime icecream that looked so gross when it melted that i almost puked my milkshake out. then kell talked about school life in america, it was very fascinating!

AH BENG SCAMMERS!
then kell viv and i headed for the orchard mrt station and viv talked about dahlia's life in america n how this guy liked her and it was also very interesting. then when we were ABOUT to reach the mrt 2 AH BENGS with spiky dyed hair and long painted fingernails came up to ask asking for donations. naturally, i waited until the one that was talking to us was talking to kell and viv then iquickly took my cowardly position behind viv and jus stared at that guys fingernails. and he was asking about how we can donate like 2bucks for ex convicts and stuff. i REALLY tot viv and kell were gonna say no cos thats wat they had been doing this whole day but surprisingly kell said yes and she took out her wallet. like u cud see she wasnt sure but like she said she felt guilty. then kell asked if we cud share the 2bucks and the guy said something like "u can try not to share like jus share" WHICH DOESNT MAKE SENSE then kell took out 2 BUCKS and viv took out one dollar and i pretended to not have notes and jus poured out all the coins i had which i tot equaled to like 70 cents but apparantly it was one dollar. then after that

LADY DEAR LADY
we walked in the station and started discussing possibilities that it might be a scam. then the convo was halted for a moment when this old lady further up infront of us fell off the escalator step and it was like "WHOA" but she looked okay, she was pretty pissed and was like checking her leg.

ACK!
then we walked towards the platform and started talking about the scammers and kelly was really really regretting giving 2 dollars she was like "shud i go ask them back for my money"
and me and viv are like "no need la. wats done is done."

WE LEARNT STUFF
in the mrt we continued talking more about the beng and this is what we learnt from each other.
-Kelly only said yes bcos she felt guilty about rejecting ppl
-kelly wanted to share but viv and i didnt know and paid money too
-viv wanted to say no
-kelly wanted to say no
-i was thinking "NONONO!"
-a guy in white who was like 18 17 yrs old passed by kelly and whispered "say no" but she only figured out wat he said after she took out her wallet
-the bengs cud be related to the beng who was stalking us in the book store!
-me and viv think the white guy is an angel
-it's okay kelly, its jus 2 bucks. and if it wasnt a scam then we're helping right?
-viv thinks if they were scammers they would go to hell
-haha!
-i think that bengs who eat money are not good people

so there. our day. im freakin tired. im calling everyone to tell them about the academy is. haha not everyone la. like 3 ppl. and i think i freaked benita out when i smsed saying weird things. hahaha. OKAY.

I LOVE MICHEAL GUY CHISLETT.

HAIKU FOR ME AND YOU

Here's a haiku yes
on my birthday, got a cam
and Falloutboy's vid


:D

haiku master i am not.

Thurday already? ah shucks.

Hey hey we're not far from home.
I'm missing you to death, missing you to death yeaeyeah.
-The Academy Is... -Almost Here

i love love TAI. i cant help but be jealous, i mean ALL their songs are catchy. all that i've heard anyway. i've been listening to 4 songs by The Used, they're good too.


I would like Almost Here by The Academy Is... and also Santi by The Academy Is...

did i tell u my birthday's coming up?

*hint hint*

haha. anyway dont rush out and buy it for me, cos i might end up with more than one copy if u do. yknw the whole miscommunication thing? yea. haha.

i think im gonna write chap watever number. cos its like a dead seaweed. the story i mean.

i watched the final episode of SYTYCD2 just now. again, for the 2nd time. i actually have changed my mind, i think travis shuda won. well even if he didnt, i still wish to see him dance contemporary more. man. i love it when he does. its like WHOA. the best thing ever. when he gets all emotional about it i start tearing. and i liked how he dances hiphop in light blue shirt. so cute. i esp liked it when allison was kicked off and she danced around travis. it was so.... SO....... i cant explain. it was soo cool. but i actually missed it this time round, encore was on monday and i was at jenn's house.



Bittersweet.

QUIZQUIZUIQUIZ!

OKAY! got quizzes from fren's blogs. first is joey's blog. i actually did this before but since she wants me to do it i shall.

Rules of game:
1)Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2)People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3)At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!

1] I think cloud patterns are cool.
2] I think my ears are smelly.
3] I think God put me here for a purpose but im not doing a very good job.
4] I get pissed at everyone including me sometimes.
5] I don't like cramps! AHH!
6] I'm not mushy. IM NOT!
7] I like cool things.
8] I think im being watched. haha. NO LA.
9] Im out of things to write.
10] I really am.

ANOTHER ONE FROM CLEO CHEW'S BLOG! i havent talked to her in a long time. shes all holy now and she didnt put a tagboard so i cant contact her. and shes doing mission work in some country and wont be in singapore for my birthday. haha. but i wished she had taken me along. i really need to do something nice.

1. YOUR REAL NAME- Bernadette

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first threeletters of your name, plus izzle)- Berizzle (haha. sounds bear like.)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)- Blow (HAHAHHA.)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)- Blackdolphin (ok so i dont really have a fav colour/animal...)

5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OFYOUR FIRST NAME,then slam your hand on the keyboard.)- Berbfvyi (OW!)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3letters of your last name, first 2letters of your first name, first 3letters of mom's name)- Lowberjea (HAHA IT REALLY SOUNDS STARWARSISH)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)- Whitesprite (once again, i have no fav drink/colour)

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name,3rd letter of your moms maidenname,letter of a siblings first name,last letter of your moms middle name)- Ewaube (haha. cool)

9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )- Doyoki (haha!)

10.SMELLY NAME : ( write ur fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )- toilblue (haha. why isit smelly?)

OK. done!
bleagh i got lotsa homework to do. but im gonna watch Ocean's Thirteen later! YAY.

photoshop photoshop ahhh.

HELLO. it's a tueday and im having bad cramps.

but yknw wats worse? jenn lent me her Photoshop installation CD ystr (thanks jenn!) and im installing it now and i clicked on "install adobe reader" but that didnt work cos apparantly i alr have it and its a better version. so i browse the cd and find the software Photoshop and install THAT only so now i dunno if it might have problems. and also this window popped up saying it was installing dunno wat windows unit 9 thing and i dunno if it belongs to the photoshop thing.

installing things creep me out.

anyway its done installing i have to restart to see if it works. i'll restart it later, blog first. haha.

THE VISIT
so yesterday me, isis, amanda and joy were supposed to go to jenn's house and celebrate her birthday but amanda cudnt go cos her great grandfather passed away (she was on page six of the Straits Times 10th of June issue. jas told me) and so she cudnt come. so isis and joy and jenn were partying and watching that korean movie about the 200pounds woman who liked this guy and thens he became slimmer blablabla while i was at home showering and recovering from fencing practise. haha i was supposed to be there at 2pm but my dad was eating so i didnt wanna bug him and told him that i cud go anytime. and my DAD IS nice, he sent me to jenn's house and then i got lost. haha. i went to the 14th storey and walked the wrong way at the corridoor there and i was jus standing there and i called joy and while her fone was ringing this lady looked at me weirdly and asked if i was looking for someone and i said "no, wait." quietly then she went away. phew. so then joy asked where i was and i said outside the door n she said no u're not there so i knew i was at the wrong door so i walked the other way and i found the door and joy had trouble opening it until isis came and saved the day.

THE MOVIE AND PIZZA
so i went in and watched Yours, Mine and Ours which is funny but i think the Lau guy isnt as good as the boy from Ugly Betty. they were eating Pizza Hut but i alr ate so i didnt eat and i refused to pay and jenn refused to let me drink abit of pepsi but in the end she did and i was like "yay".

THE LOVERS
then we went into the room and called Botanic Gardens and the guy that joy loved was working so he was like "hello botanic gardens, may i help u" and we were all silent and he was like "hello? hello?" then we started laughing into the fone and jenn hung up. then the second time, jenn n isis called him again and started laughing again and isis asked if he was a stinky chicken and i felt so bad for him i went up to the fone and said "Hi, this is joy" cos he knows joy so hearing a familiar name wouldnt freak him out so much. then i ran out of the room cos joy was about to kill me. then jenn hung up. then joy called him on her cellphone and apologized, saying that her frens were crazy. then he asked her to call him back later after work and she started flying high. thanks to us. haha.

THE CANDLES
Then we attempted to watch Chicago but then we decided to eat cake and this was the funny part. firstly i tried being cool with the lighter but i only managed to light it once and that was when joy HAD to turn around so i had to put the flame out.

THE KITCHEN
then joy and her oh great matched lit the cake but the living room was very bright and we were like "lets go to the toilet" but then we decided to go to the kitchen so me and joy stood in the middle of the kitchen holding the cake in the air. then me and isis and joy started singing the birthday song but it was so crappy and jenn wasnt satisfied and isis talked alot and one of the candles blew out so she had to go to the dining area and take the extra candle to light the candle she blew out.

THE CRAPPINESS
so this time we tried singing by each saying one word but that was crappy too and joy talked and SHE blew out one candle and isis had to light it again. then jenn ran out too to get the knife and me and joy were left standing, holding the cake. and we had a little conversation.

Joy: hahahahahha
bernie: hahahahahah
joy: ....
bernie: .....
joy: hahahahahha!
bernie: hahahahah!
joy: haha this is the giggling cake!

THE CUTTING CAKENESS!
or she said something like that. i know we were laughing and then we paused for a second then we started laughing again at the same time. then finally me and isis and joy managed to sing the birthday song and jenn was SMILING so then it was all good and jenn cut the cake and the nuts were dropping so we went back to the living room and cut the cake and then joy called the guy and he said he was driving and i was like "WAIT how old is he" and i tot he was 18 but hes 23 and thats far too old for joy.

CHICAGO
then we ate while watching Chicago which is a really nice movie and joy had to go halfway thru the movie cos she had to get home by 6pm and it was jus me isis and jenn. and when the movie was ending her parents came back home then when the movie ended we went into this stuffy room where isis uploaded songs and videos into her beloved video ipod and jenn made me and isis watch this korean music video about love and stuff and it was sweet and stuff but i cant be bothered to cry and go "OMG" and have spasms like isis did. and then i went downstairs to wait for my dad and then we went home.

THE END.
thanks jenn, for having me over! and u better thank me for clearing the stinkin bowl of soup/curry.

AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME I OPENED THE MAROON 5 ALBUM WHICH JENNIFER LENT ME AND GUESS WAT?

no cd.

and CIP is killing me also.

anyway thanks for reading this post of long sentences. haha. have a nice tuesday.

NOOOOOO!

I. MISSED. THAT. 70S. SHOW.

i looked down to see the time remembering that i HAVE to watch it at 4pm and GUESS WAT TIME IT WAS.


4.30PM!! AHHH! im pissed. sort of. AHHH! I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT.

i have to wait til NEXT week to get a good laugh. plus i think my mum's fren took the Music & Lyrics DVD so i cant watch it.

AHHH!

and the CIP script is KEEELING ME.

"Are you insane? No one grows up in Florida! Unless you're an orange."

Before i go into heavy elaboration on the physical hell I have gone through this week and all the great movies that have kept me alive, i would like to reply to the tags that made me smile cos they are just oh-so darn amusing.

to joy: Frankly, joy, i tink YOU'RE the idiot. and i think jennifer agrees! haha :D AND WHY IS THIS BLOGSKIN GAY IT IS NOT GAY! i am insulted.
to viv: YEA I KNOW. it totally makes me smile when i listen to it. and its like STUCK in my head! and if u can navigate my blog howd u get to my tagboard?
to karyn: no probo, u guys were fun to have over :) and i dunno wat a mood ring looks like! haha show meeeeee. and i cudnt update cos i was dying in bed and the thought of sitting up infront of the com would make me nauseous.
to pris: HAHA pris is LAME.
to cleo: YES CLEO I KNEW! IM NOT THAT DUMB! haaaaah.
to jenn: haha i know there are coms in korea la! and i didnt know they were a christian rock band cos as i said in my blog post (which u OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ coff coff!) i only heard THREE of their songs and they arent about God. at least i think so. haha

right. so about my sickness? just a summary:

monday: woke up. sore throat. but the twins and viv came over and we watched 2 movies. dodgeball was a HOOT i tell ya. ben stiller is a very good actor. thanks karyn, kelly and viv for coming over! we shud do it again and watch Music & Lyrics cos its VERY good.
tuesday: sickest day. i waited an eternity for the doctor. doctor angela lim. she's very nice mind u, she can remember me. said that if my fever wasnt gone by fri i had to do a blood test to see if i had dengue. anyway i waited so long and i tot i was gonna die. when we came back i sat myself on the floor was about to reply jasmin's why-u-never-go-for-math-olympiad sms when i jus burst out crying. and my mum came out of the kitchen and was shocked and was all "Why?" then i jus shrugged cos i didnt know why i was crying. i jus was. that was how sick i felt. my head was feverish, i had a killer sore throat. the rest of the day i took pills, slept and tried to stay alive.
wednesday: smsed ppl. found out jasmin's grandad passed away. really really sorry. also found out the twins were sick. kelly was VERY sick. and viv was NOT. haha shes such a lucky nincompoop. spent the day taking pills, sleeping and trying to survive. i watched How To Lose A Guy in 10 days. it was REALLY good. matthew macoughnay(cant spell) is hot. haha kate hudson is funny.
thurs: slept. my mum's frens came over and i jus stayed in the bedroom. took pills. watched 50 First Dates. stayed up to watch Ocean's 11. cudnt sleep the whole night.
friday: yay! today! i feel much better. im sad that i wasted my whole week. :( my bro's coming back today. and i still have alot of projects to do. jus thinking about it makes me exhausted. siiiiiiiiigh. i watched Music & Lyrics today. SO NICE. my blog title is a little quote from the show.


ANYWAY TOMORROW IS SATURDAY AND THERES NDP FROM 2.30 TO 9.30 THATS LIKE 6 HOURS AND I REALLY AM NOT USING CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE IM EXCITING. i really dont wanna go. i still have a cough! haha.

but i'll be responsible and go. yipee me.

Let's all get emotional girls to all wear mood rings.

did u know Relient K was a christian rock band? haha I DIDNT. cos so far the 3 songs that i listen to by them arent about Jesus. so like. i didnt know. haha BUT I THINK ITS COOL. i like how Matt Thiessen's (lead singer) first band could be described as a grunge Nirvana cover band called Social Distortion. He was in this band until he says Jesus told him to write music for Him, and he became a part of making Christian music instead. Thiessen said of the song "Wake Up Call," "At one point in my life, I was about 15 years old, God started, really tugging on my heartstrings... I was in a band at the time. It was actually a Nirvana, Filter, Marilyn Manson cover band. It was pretty funny. We called ourselves 'Social Distortion'... Jesus just gave me that wake up call, and said, 'Start writing music for me.' And so, I did... If you're on your butt, get off it. Start living for Jesus."

info from WIKI.org btw. haha. it'll be cool if Jesus called me one day. maybe he alr has jus that i've been completely oblivious to it. HMM. haha. anyway relient K is good. i like the song Mood Rings, its so cute! haha. i sent to kelly and she agrees that it's cute.

i've decided to borrow The Academy Is... CDS from amanda cos i dun really wanna spend money anymore. i shall SAVE SAVE SAVE. and one day... i dunno. i still owe ppl presents. bla.

kelly, karyn, viv are coming over later to watch movies. funny thing is, i was gonna warn them that i have a sore throat and then i found out kelly and viv are in the same situation.

cool right? didnt go for fencing cos i gt sore throat and body ache. bleagh. brigid didnt go cos i jus told her there was traning today. haha i cant believe she didnt know! so funny.

yea. so its a monday and my mum is nagging. "dont make plans on days that im mopping!" gahh.

VIVO CITY IS FAR TOO LARGE FOR ME.

hello!!!

yesterday was FRIDAY. and it was really weird.

first thing's first, went for PTM.
P.T.M: PARENT TEACHER MEETING. aka time for teacher, mom and child to sit in intense silence and say weird things.

me and my mum went early with the theory of go early and leave early. BUT NOOO. ms chia HAD to come only at 2.40pm. me and mom waited for like 20mins and we talked about olden days and stuff. then when it was time ms chia handed the report book and tests papers to my mum. then we kind of sat in silence. then my mum and my form teacher started contemplating on why i got so low for english (b4 people, mourn for me) and yet did quite well for lit. then my mum was going on about how i was straightlaced and would only read one type of book and if she tried to make me read like serious non-fiction books i would reject. then half way thru their oh-so-interesting (sacarsm people, sacarsm) conversation, i noticed something VERY COOL but tiny on my report slip.

Class position: 2

"OMG MUMMY! I GOT 2ND IN CLASS"

okay. i totally regret rudely interrupting the convo but i was AWESTRUCKED okay. haha. and then ms chia was all staring at me weirdly. but watever. then it got more awkward when my sis called and i answered and she got locked out of the house. SIGH. my sis hor.. haha. then i had to ask my mum where the spare key was. it was really weird. then i went out to tell my sis where it was then as i was about to go back into the class my mum came out.

PTM WAS OVER!

yay.

then i went down to the basement to CHANGE INTO NICE CIVILIAN CLOTHES.
and my and my mum headed to VIVO CITY!

whoo. vivo is really big. we went there and watched Pirates of the Carrbean at World's End which so FREAKINGLY ROCKS MY SOCKS EVEN THOUGH I WORE NONE.

it was GOOD. very good. then as we were heading back to the mrt station we decided to go try out the Vinco doughnuts cos there had been a long queue ever since we came (not the same ppl la mind u) so my mum queued up while i called jennifer but she wouldnt answer.
then all the doughnuts with the "okay" sign which supposedly meant it was recommended was sold out so we had to like buy others. the Sky Berry one is NICE. its all sweet. i tried it for breakfast this morning.

Anyway, back to yesterday, me and mum took mrt to compass and walked to the carpark where she had parked her car. As me and my mum were in the lift to go to this carpark, a guy came in with this woman and he saw my mum carrying the doughnuts and was like "Y'knw theres this doughnut shop in City Hall, i think all the people there are very free."

like WAH LAU. i felt like gg "AHEM!" i mean, there he is making a comment like that and my mum is there carrying a doughnut box. then when we were in the car my mum was gg on about how he was rude. haha he's such an asshole.

so yesterday was fun time with my mum. the movie was great. jennifer has left for koh-ree-ere. tomorrow i have drums. i have to make a timetable for june so i can see when are my free dates. I NEED TO TOUCH MY HOMEWORK!!

ya. and im making blogskin. check it out soon.

I can't think of a blog title. hmm howabout: FRIDAY!

A serious conversation between me and Sharmini on human rights and deforestation. Okay not really.
"Hey Bernadette, you got sweet?"
"Nope. But I can ask from Darrylin I gave her one whole tube of Fox sweet."
"ACK! I don't like."
"Okay. Then tomorrow I bring Wolf for you, okay?"

I'm finally listening to 30 Seconds to Mars. Nice nice. Listening to Attack gives me the chills and the image of a person playing the guitar really coolly.

Did you here about the drummer guy from the band The Suns? They're a local band i think. anyway the drummer guy died in his sleep and he was only 20 something! so sad. and the lead singer from Ronin was almost crying when he talked about the guy. so very very sad. i think we shud all live like its our last day cos we dunno if it is and stuff. ya.

haha tuesdays with morrie is a good book. it teaches u how to LIVE UR LIFE. but im not doing very well in following. these few days im getting more rude, more offensive, im saying things i dont mean to say and im annoying everyone including myself. i wish i cud change but the problem is, I CANT. well ok i can but its like hard yknw? BUT I SHALL TRY.

*cue applause*


my ear is itchy. haha. I HAVE TO GO FOR PTM LATERRR. i hope ms chia (or mrs chua as she is supposed to be called. but ms chia is MUCH nicer) doesnt say anything mean about me to my mom!! and i hope if she does, she doesnt take too long. cos me and my mum gotta rush to vivo and watch

*drum roll*

PIRATES! OF! THE! CARRIBEAN!

Life! gave it 2 out of three stars while the Today newspaper gave it 3(or was it 4?). But whatever the critics say, im gonna watch it. yes becos i already booked the tix so i cant like go back but ALSO because pirates of the carribean is like one of the good blockbusters u cant miss.

like spiderman3 yknw? jus that spiderman3 was given better ratings. haha.

shrek 3 coming out soon. on the 31st to be exact. and i need to do a june holiday timetable and sort of my priorities.

I CANT WAIT FOR STARKSY AND HUTCH!

i'm not crying, im not a cryer, i...i work out.
- Ben Stiller in Starksy and Hutch (or at least thats what i think he says haha.)

Cant wait for monday too. i need to call jenn today. wish her goodbye, shes going to korea til june 9th. then on the 10th its her birthhdaaayy. we are june babies. oh yes we are. uh huh.

yeaa.

anyone going to the Jet concert? haha not me.

I'm my pain in the ass.

YOOHOOHOOOO!

haha guess wat? im sort of proud of myself for my results. i mean. im not gonna brag but no one seems proud of me so im jus gonna give myself a pat on the back.

*pat pat* it's kind of hard. i mean my back is hard. cos im wearing my brace. haha. IBET U DIDNT KNOW THAT. i found out that if i DONT wear my brace for many many weeks my back bone becomes all curved and it hurts abitty witty when i sit. so im WEARING IT.

so other then that i went to drum lesson on sunday in hope of getting Santi and Almost Here but apprantly both MJ and Sembawang have NEVER heard of The Academy Is...

ARGH. shudve bought it that day. but it was in such a crappy condition. ah well. shall buy it when i go to HMV (i dunno WHEN i'll do that) or when i go watch Pirates on fri. but i DID buy A Beautiful Lie (30 Seconds to Mars)

havent listened to it yet tho. THE LETO BROTHERS ARE COOL. so is that watcher and tomo guys. haha IM NOT A VERY GOOD FAN. i dun produce inuf wind. HAHA. GET IT? HAHAHA. ok nvm.

so wat else? umum. oh yes. the experience of booking movie tickets online is a scary one. scaryy.

the twins and viv are coming over on monday! 4 hours of ben stiller! WHOO.

yea. and we're gonna learn Famous Last Words this coming sunday for drums. cant wait.

I CANT BELIEVE IT'S STILL MONDAY.

GAAHH!

And when you go...

HELLO.

it's a sunday. and im wondering where the twins and viv are. stupid william-beckett stealer is online. im talking to her. sort of. im not saying anything and neither is she. its like STALE. hopefully it doesnt breed mosquitos.


ok. so life's good i guess. im really happy with my results! so sad that it isnt mid year and so whatever i scored is only some kind of percentage of overall marks BLABLA. gahh.

yesterday most of the sec 2s went for NDP. it wasnt half bad actually. it was AT NIGHT. and night totally freaks me out but the good thing is that it isnt HOT. but after running 231248384324 rounds i was feeling neither hot nor cold and i was so afraid of fainting. it wasnt half bad also because i wasnt lonely. i had DAWNLEE to talk to. haha and marianne who was from my original group. and elizabeth who is no. 1 of my group (im no. 2 so im pretty much sitting behind her and seperating her from her frens. i feel guilty). me and dawn managed to drink up 5 bottles of NEWater. the coolest part was when it was 10pm and we were all in this bus heading for school and the lights were all off (after demands from the ppl behind) and so me and dawn attempted to sleep. then i told dawn that it felt like a tour bus and it was like i was in a band. anyway we didnt manage to sleep so we ended up whacking joleen and joanne's head jus for fun. and freaking joleen out by moving the curtain.

the funny part was when i was walking off the bus and said "BYE!" to the army guy who TOTALLY IGNORED ME. then the bus uncle was like "BYE!" cos he thought i was saying to him. haha. so funny so i said "bye uncle!" to the bus uncle but i jus continued waving to the army guy cos i was too tired to change hand. so awkward.

when i reached home i took a shower. it was a damn good one. I FELT ALL CLEAN. i swear i could have even been shining. anyway after that i watched 28 Days (no kids, not the one with zombies, the one with sandra bullock and viggo mortensens [cant spell]) with my parents. it was a really cool movie. the ending was kind of sad cos they didnt show if sandra's character went with viggo's character. viggo is a cool name. haha. but in the movie he was speaking with this drawl and it was really hard to understand him. but watever. ITS A NICE MOVIE. viggo is cute. i still liked him better in LOTR tho. haha.

anyway. I AM SINGLE. as in, I HAVE NO CELEBRITY CRUSH AT THE PRESENT MOMENT. which is surprising cos im always gushing about how cute a certain angmoh guy is. haha. BUT IM LIKE SOOO OVER THAT CHILDISH STUFF.ok not really, im only single cos amanda and melissa lim are stealing my potential boyfrens. haha. funny.

AHH! i better go get ready to meet jas for drum lesson. hmm. i still havent bought her a birthday present (her birthday was in FEB. damn i suck big)

but im so gonna get Almost Here and Santi today. I WILL. even tho it will cost me a flipping 40 bucks. but i need new music to listen to. the music in my mp3 is growing cobwebs and speaking dinosaur language. the only nice songs are The Kill, Attack and Ohio is for Lovers.

ya. so i shall take my leave. I BID U FAREWELL. byebye.

ps. wat is with ppl(not really ppl. more like kelicia low. haha) and asking me to go with them to watch pirates? like HELLO it opens on thurs, its abit late right? haha. im gg with my mom on thurs and fri. i feel so bad rejecting ppl.