You make me siiing.

MICHAEL BUBLE MAKES ME SING.

LITERALLY.

haha. been listening to his songs alot. gets really my mind. but the most annoying thing is i cant rmb how they sound like exactly. and i got to school telling my fren about this song that goes "something something babe kohkohkoh! or something like that. some spanish thing." haha. and she laughs at me.

presently, finished printing science notes. gotta mug hard. I'll probably not blog/come online till after next week. exams all throughout the week, can die man.

and i think the oral examiner from yesterday hates me. she's a teacher. and i seriously dont want her teaching me next year or anything. why? i dont think i'll be able to like/respect her which is bad cos i respect all my teachers. anyway this oral examiner was insulted by me i think. cos i said singaporeans tend to slang when they're around foreigners but when around fellow singaporeans they tend to speak singlish all the time which is why we aren't formal.

YA. its so true la. i mean.... the dancefloor? everyone was slanging cos benji was there. haha. but watever la. i regret saying that. TOTALLY WRONG THING TO SAY. ifeel so stupid when im reminded of oral so let's talk about something else.


HMM. yes. i really wanna go watch spiderman 3. and shrek 3 and fantastic four and harry potter and the simpsons. nicenicenicenice movies.

ok. so i shall go check out who blogged (or not!) then go hide in my room and bury myself in books.


toodley. noodles. poodles.

OH YA. funny funny quote for the day. im sure amanda will love it.

MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU.
-Vernon A. on the MORNING MUTTONS. this morning (duh.)

Your every line, your ever word; your everything.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

ok. SOMETHING INTERESTING HAS HAPPENED.

i..... bought Michael Buble's CD.

yepp. the latest. Call Me Irresponsible. no that's the title, not a request. BUTBUT dont blame me hor. blame it on the damn good advertisment. AHHHHHRRRGHH.

i mean. ahh. his songs are so nice. he wrote two of them in this album too! AND LIKE. his voice is nice. and i like jazz.


no really. i do. IM NOT KIDDING YOU. ilike jazz. there i said it! im not lying. gosh. but i dunno if i wasted 18 bucks on it la. i mean the cd cover thingo has FUNNY SCRATCHES ON IT. makes me so sad. haha. butbut the songs. aiyo.

im such a sucker for hotvoicedjazzguys.

im gonna die if they sell a dvd of the songs + the cd for like 20 bucks. AIYO. waste my money can? i want the dvd. i like how mr buble dances. haha. so SAUVE LA. very cool. yes he may be abit chubby but hes funny. and his voice is to die for.

i hope i dont treat it like my jamie cullum cd. which.. i listen to... once... in a while....

!!!

ok. i shall put it in my mp3 and listen to it when i go to bed. so i can have nice jazz dreams. haha.

something else happened. not sure if its today. i wanted to blog about it but forgot wat it was. HAHA. farny.

OH YA OH YA.

BENJI.

how could i forgot? like the best dance floor episode ive watched. ok so i only paid attention to the episode cos of.... BENJi. everytime he appeared i would squeal.

sigh. he danced contemporary. and stripped abit.

*swoons*

and theres this part where glenn is like "so your a international superstar now?" then benji jumps and go "I HAVE SUPER POWERS!" and glenn and FD arent laughing so benji quickly regains composure and pretends it didnt even happen.

i was laughing like a mad. thing. cow? i dunno. i was laughing. aye.

so michael and benji. benji is love. while michael.. is a surprise.

i still dunno if i wasted money on buble. GAHH. im pathetic.


and and. i dun think i did VERY badly for todays chinse exam. EEPS.

This innocence is brilliant.

HELOo.

avril lavigne's songs are good.

so its a sunday. i dont really like sundays. cos like the next day is monday. i hate mondays. fridays and saturdays are good. yea. haha.

im somewhat done studying for tomorrow's chinses exam. GAAH. i have oral this thurday too. i think i have chinese oral too. i hate chi oral. i always make a fool outta myself. GAAH.

anyway, right now im looking for red jumpsuit appratus tabs. face down and false pretense. i like those songs. lala. also im burning cds for jas. cos her com is dead and she cant get acess to her songs and stuff so like yeah. gg to meet her for drum lesson.

oh yea and i wrote a song yeterday. sound all pop punk. more pop and less punk. no good and 100% crappy. BUT IM JUS EXPERIMENTING. yuuppp.

so yea. nothing to blog about, really. cept exams are coming and im worried. ahh.

BENJI SCHWIMMER TODAY!

When he says he loves you

HELLO.

so ive been ABSTAINING from computer! managed to STUDY CHINESE. FOUND OUT I STUDIED CHAPTERS THAT THEY WONT TEST.

haiyoh.

nothing much this week, really. joey love shan, melissa likes pushing, darrylin likes being stupid, brigid likes silently laughing,sharmini likes laughing at my lame jokes and staring at my funny ones, jasmin likes drawing and black and i dislike going through emotional turmoil.

same old same old.

exams are coming! STRESS, haha. but im going do my best. i want to make myself proud. my parents proud. YAY. whoo. and after scoring well im going to party hard.

my defination of party hard: write songs that are nice, practise guitar, play soccor with darrylin, do lame things, catch a movie and do something really really nice.

AND I STILL NEED TO DO CIP.

alamak! oh yes and NDP will resume after exam. damn scared la. the cheographer isnt gonna be there anymore. from now on its like mass reharsels of whatyoumightcallit.

and amanda told me esparagus is ASPARAGUS.

her goal in life is to spell vegetables correctly.


and and and. CHAPTER 13! omg. haha NO YET LA. gonna write after im done with this.

i still need to watch my taped american idol. BLAKE!

OH YA.

BENJI SCHWIMMER + SINGAPORE = VERY HAPPY ME.

I would've kept you forever...

just abit of 30 seconds to mars will do the trick.

right. so my com is freaking me out. the java thing wants to download but im afraid that a virus my infect the com. so then i installed it then blocked it. so i DIDNT install it. haha. AYA. im weird la.

i really dont know what im gonna blog about. my world's like all bleagh, my emotions arent very specific with me.

i was reading the newspaper, reading about the virginia school gun rampage thing. and i shivered abit. i mean, its scary okay? what would you do if you were in such a situation? One day, you go to school as normal. You sit down, get bored of listening to your science teacher. Then things move so fast. some one says something about doors being locked? then a guy. gun shots. screaming. running.

the girl beside you screams and falls. and doesnt get up. then he turns the barrell to you and...


AYE, mate. its scary.

anyway on a lighter note, i was supposed to burn a cd for my fren. and urrr i forgot wat songs. i can remember SOME. haha the gc and fob and fray songs. but i cant rmb the rest.

my com is lagging! WHY? creepy. its not my com btw. its my dad's so yea. ANYWAY HES BACK FROM NEWYORK.

WITH ESPARAGUS!

and my mum's mad again. also annoyed at the fact that im not studying. AYA.

haha im watching the blue october into the ocean video. very very intricate. nice.

EH. so yea. i'll think i'll work on chap 13 til 8.15.

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO. cokatoos?

so lock up, baby, before the dreams break in.

AYE.

right. so i have to finish a science mindmap BUT IM STRAYING AWAYY...

RIIIIIIIGHT. so didnt go for XM homecoming (such a letdown. i wanted to see the school. haha and the TWINS OF COURSE. coff.) but u have to blame it on 2.4 and viv. haha.i really wanted to go with viv. but NOOO. so in the end amanda n jas went. haha.

AYE. i really need to go now. do s much science before i go for drum class.

i think im gonna have cramps.

Pen, Paper, Dreams...

Okay no time to collect thoughts and such so let's see where this post goes.

hmm. so havent been online for a while huh? but back by popular demand (according to Ellen: I demanded it and im popular) this is me. and im blogging. basically.

sigh. homework, homework. ive gotta do it. i dont fill too well. why? its night. honestly? I hate the night. cos it creeps me out. eh. i woke up in the middle of the night. 2/3am? and i couldnt sleep. so i lay there. and i freaked myself out. haha. waking up in the middle of the night is the worse thing that could happen to me. i rmb one night i woke up at 3am something and i didnt sleep. until like 6am? yes. i really am so tempted to take sleeping pills or something. i find waking up in the middle of the night the most annoying thing.

gaaahhhh.

these few days have been boring. badluck rolls after another. boring days and blah. my interest in anything and everything is wearing out like that big puff of ozone layer killing smoke in the story that has settled happily in my chinese book.


anyway. sigh. i feel really lethargic. i wish i could stay up and watch AI and My name is earl. but no, i shall have to tape it and watch it another day. ggggggggggrrrrr. tmrs a thurdays. after that a friday. then a saturday. a busy one. then a sunday. then comes a monday followed by a tueday and then a wednesday.

and then thurday's coming round the mountain again.

don't you other people ever get so sick of it?


booo. week after week. stupid commontest coming up. stupid 2.4 run.

btw, i am over pete. yes. he and ashlee can go live happily or not or watever i dont care. haha. REALLY! trust me! im not lying! I WILLL STAND BY MY WOOORRRDD.

also, i am not very very serious and watever on becoming a professional musician. it is no longer my dream. no longer my passion. ok maybe music IS still my passion. but im not gonna think abt wat im gonna call myself when i get interviewed by Ryan Seacrest. playing music is just a hobby. listening to it is leisure. and well, music is my passion. so watever.

I HAVE NO IDEA WAT IM GONNA DO WITH MY FISHFUL LIFE.

Have a nice dayyy... duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh...

heeeeellllllllllloooooo.

h
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l
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H
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L
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HIIIIIIIII!

hah.

ok.
so yesterday was good friday. special day for christians, mind you. the day God suffered and died for us. yes, for u, for u and u. even if u dont believe christ he still DIED FOR U, ok? haha. so yeah.

um. i gotta finish homework. not by today tho. heh. im lazy. and maybe i feel studious I'll study chinese. gotta practise guitar. practise piano. ummmm. write a song maybe. haha i shall TRY! um um ummmmmmmm tape my name is earl cos i gotta go to church. YAA.


meanwhile i shall go write chap 12 until my bro chases me off the seat.

you've got best friends
I've got best pens

baby don't be gentle; I can handle anything.

hey you all!!!!!!


peeeeeeeeeeoples.

haha. thanks for the um overwhelming "HELLO"s on my tagboard... very very... greetingful.

OH WAIT. haha I JUS REALISED. THAT IN MY LAST POST. I SAID "HELLO HELLO HELLO" many times. so maybe u guys were replying to it!

HAHA. im so smart.


ok. so im at the FOB web (like usual) and then theres this interview on Pete and his anxiety/depression problem (rmb overdose of pills...?) and then i started reading about bipolar disorder and anxiety and wat they are.

OH JEEZ THE EXPLANATION ISNT VERY GOOD. haha. iwas reading and was like "uhhh. ok. what?" cos i dont really get it. it says that a person with bipolar doesnt really know he/she has is so for all i care i have it and i dont even know. so.... how?

haha. i dunno. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna. hmm. but hopefully im find. maybe abit freaky, but hopefully fine. but the fact that me or YOU OR YOU OR YOU! might have any of this um disorders? yea. watever u call it. and like it's scary.

anyway JUST FYI, SUICIDE WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING. so if u ppl have thought about jumping off a building or slitting ur wrists DONT! cos like its not gonna help. when u hurt urself and make wounds visible, SURE U'LL GET ATTENTION. but its all FAKE. ITS FAKE FRIENDSHIP. ITS JUS SYMPATHY. so you wont gain anything. and suicide will harm the ppl around u.... and well, let's just say i doubt u'll get into heaven.

yea. SO DONT COMMIT SUICIDE HOOOOORRRR!

don't. yea. no matter how down life gets, theres still ppl who love u. perhaps not the kids around u or ur parents. maybe u dont have anyone but urself. BUT U FORGET!

GOD LOVES U. YES HE DOES.
HE LOVES U.

SO SHUTTUP AND SHUT OFF ABOUT SUICIDE.

ya.
hopefully i got the msg across.

HAHA. right.

so ive run out of things to post.

AAAH! band prac tmr! im panicking. isit gonna go well? isit? ISIT? i dunno. ahh. worrier.


OK. SO CHAP12 HERE I COME.

THE ACADEMY IS.... *drum roll*

hello.

hellooo.

hellOOO.

HELLOOO.

HELLLOOOOO!!

HELLO

haha. ok inuf with that. right. so im pretty busy. gotta do research. gotta study for my home econs. aahhh..

in the mean time, im watching videos. The Academy Is... videos and....


THE NEW LINKIN PARK SONG.

like OMG. i cant wait to see it. it's loading. hah. im so close.

AAAHHH! CHESTER! i see mike too. HAH. linkin park is so cool. chester's hair is cool. the song is cool.

haha. im cool. for the moment.

yeeeeeeah.

ok. i love the song. video's really cool. tho i would like it if chester did his screamo thing. but we dont wanna hurt his poor throat right? SO... YEA.

linkinpark is cool. HAH!


ok. right. so um. back to my research for now.

PS. eh. haha. this post is pretty boring is guess. bleagh. i shall blog another time and maybe you'll get so excited you'll pee in ur pants. or shorts. or skirt. or... bear suit?

Make us poster boys in ur scene.

so last night my mood went on a rollercoaster ride again. haha. im gonna delete the post. and i've got the rest of chapter11 written out in my mind, and now i gotta write it on on the blog. yea.

so this few days I've been coming back home at 6pm. thank god theres barely any homework, or i would be breaking down and eating alot of chocolate.

ALOT.

been doing situps lately. I FEEL STRONGER!! whoo.

no i dont.

but watever. its NOON NOON NOON. i woke up at 11am and kind of lazed around. got the whole house to myself.

haha im finally watching Stacey's Mom. haha. FUNNY. fountains of wayne are so perverted. i love the song tho.

well. guess wat? i need to go pee. haha. buhbye.

WINDOWS DOOOWN.

i wrote a song today. during math lesson. after PE. pe sucked. i feel like a useless piece of crapp. its not very good when u're a tall girl who acts stupid and isnt cool cos she cant play basketball. haha. but watever. the song made things better.

whoo that rhymes.

argh. i cant find... a certain Mark Hoppus Podcast which i wanna listen to... but fine. i wont die cos i cant listen to it.

but im damn thirsty tho.

grr. haha. got art stuff to collect and science ws to mark. but i dun really care actully. my arms are hurting from ballet. and i still gotta excersize. so yea.

read a few blogs, extend chap 11 and i'll be gone.

hello citizens of singaporeeee and more.

dear pete, whats it take to be the celebrity u are?

so today's character development period was spent kind of discussing with ourselves about the FUTURE. mann... i love the future. flying space crafts and excalators everywhere aside, its the time when i'll be a WOMAN(haha i feel like puking) and i go around and do whatever shit i wanna do and theres no way im gonna be handed a yellow booking form. ahyes the police. i will not steal dont worry.

right. so where was i? right the future. not too far into the future lah. mrs tan asked us to think abt wat careers we want so we can choose the right subjects. i kind of highlighted the careers i wanted which included legal stuff umum artist, umum nurse? (actually i wanted to be a doctor then i didnt want so the nurse thing was under some kind of weird impulse) and well, editor and blah. then we had to go line up in the career we wanted.

so with me and my trusty sidekick, darrilyn, we skipped off to be the only 2 students of SEC 2 to want to be...


*drum roll*

EDITORRR.

i felt damn good about myself. i looked at the line of future "Artists" and damn SJC girls do have wild dreams, no?

haha. so yea. me and darrilyn and viv and karijah (both who are SUPPOSEDLY INTERESTED in advertising. haha viv wanted to be a marine biologist but she didnt wanna leave the entertainment department. i told her she could jus tell jokes in the sea.) are in thie group and we gotta do research and other blah.

hah. talking to viv. we could be best friends.


watching the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. the lead's hair is freaking me out.. haha he sounds like tyson from AAR.I WANT AAR BACK. stupid hiatus!

im thinking of spiking my hair one day. and wearing cool clothes. and piercing my nose.

sheesh. the whole emo thing.. ARGH. get the newspapers, the adults, the parents, the immature kids, outta my sight! everyone's fussing about who where wat. slitting wrists, and wearing eyeliner and writing poems about suicide... is it FOB's/MCR's fault? IS IT? its not okay. so dont blame the bands. the bands inspire. what those kids are doing are what they choose to do. its them u need to badger. not us. stop the newspaper reports. its stupid. ur pushing ppl. kids are gonna read these newspaper and go : "so is this the trend? i gotta do it too."

don't worry daddy, falloutboy isnt gonna make me an "emo" kid.

oh gosh. how i hate that term. so watever.

been feeling and thinking alot lately. so i think im gonna write a song or something. and try to make music. argh. u suck bernie. haha.

but if the rockstar thing doesnt work out, theres always the editing thing... right?

haha. :)

So is this what we're up against?

wat i had for breakfast just a minute ago: Bread in brocolli soup.

u're probably going: EWWWW! she can't spell brocolli!

haha it's not my fault. anyway the FOB ppl are not keeping to their word. They said the video for Thnks Fr Th Mmrs was coming out on 23rd march. but it's not here yet....

so meanwhile i shall watch A conversation with Pete and Mark. Two of my fav bassists. Funny funny guys.

blink182 rules 4ever.

im waiting for keli, mandy, jas and cleo to come over. havent seen those aliens in a loong time (excluding jas i see her every sunday to friday.)

thursday. I AM BEING AN EVIL CHILD HAHA. i have a sc ws AND IM NOT DOING IT. YET.

"I like the fact that we're only half-done here."

Damen looked up at his opponent, beads of sweat falling from his brow. A sneer was the only sight he saw. That same old sneer that had been directed in his way for two years now, the same sneer that he had complained about, the sneer that the elders of the castle said that Hahras wasn't capable of.

"Let's just..." Hahras suddenly retreated and sheathed his sword. "Leave it here. Shall we?"

Eyes opened wide in slight surprise, Damen stood his ground but made small movements for his sword on the floor. This could be a trick for all he cared, victory was the only way of satisfaction for the man who stood infront of him. Only a few years younger yet more sly, more skilled and rather well-loved. But Damen had always seen through those fake speeches and his pretty brown hair and lovely blue eyes that could make any castle maid swoon.

Now this perfect cousin of his took another step back. The sword remained where he had sheathed it and one of his hand was running through his hair.

Disgusting.

Then just to make his leave fancy, Hahras flashed one of his smiles and saluted. Then he made a quick walk out of the room.

If Hahras had walked out on a fight before cutting his head off and hanging parts of his body all around the kingdom, Damen guessed that he hadn't decided to show his true colours to another others just yet.

Sighing as he got up, Damen could just imagine a heated conversation going on between him and the king.

The sad thing about telling his dad "I told you so" was that he would probably not believe him. Along with the kingdom.


hello HELLO. yea so wassup? i hv a sc ws to do so i gotta make this FAST. and up there? WAT IS THAT u're asking? well i was reading amanda's star wars and it inspired me. so i jus wrote a little passage. it's based on this story i wrote last year. about this girl.. and a guy. medival times shit. so yea. maybe i might continue this? who knows? ah well..


so tday i went for confession. i feel BETTER actually. i mean.. i feel all forgiven. haha. so cool right? and then during recess we had cake. for brigid and celine lim (U ARE BOTH 14 AND OLD. HAH.) and like. it was good.

i ate 2 pieces and almost puked. ah me.


JOY, we need to make a band blog. it is NOT stupid jenn. SHUTTUP. haha.

today i had NDP. it was LAME. it was raining so we sat in the shade for a FREAKING 3HOURS. its more fun than dancing but HELLO. IT WASTED MY LIFE.

there was this part where they gave out bread and everyone was screaming and reaching. and then my sc teacher walked towards me and ppl were like "AAAH" like he was a celebrity. so then i started laughing and was like


"MR TAN, I WANT UR AUTOGRAPH!"

its sad that no one heard me say it. haha i had to tell jas and helena and mel and deanna wat i said. and its not funny when u EXPLAIN IT.

sheesh. after NDP i went home and managed to catch abit of Ellen interviewing John Mayer.
they said something like this:

John: So yknw if u make people go "Wow... huh."
Ellen: Hey that's a song itself! Make ppl go "wow.. huh"
John: Haha, YEAH.

SOMETHING LIKE THAT. anyway it was funny. made me smile. and then John Mayer performed. love his voice.

and yea. that's pretty much it. thanks to jas for lending me her cds. thanks to you for reading this shit.

Buhhh-bye.

The city lights are too much for me.

HELLOOOOOO KIDDDOS!!

i bet all of u are really bummed out that school just started. SHEESH. don't feel alone, so do i. so wassup y'all? on sunday i did something EXCITING. okay other than gg church and drum class.

I WENT TO HMV.

yes yesi did! and i bought two cds. very very cool cds. i think they're like the coolest CDs i ever bought. okay maybe not. i love all my cds.

LOVE.

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

when i lost my gc and sp cds i cried for a night(okay im very sure i did. maybe i jus ALMOST cried and disillusioned myself that i cried. HEH) . and almost cried for a few more. but im not EMO. sheesh! ANYWAY i was heartbroken. i felt so dumb i mean I IMAGINE THE GIRL PICKING UP TWO CDS FOR FREE AND SHOWING IT OFF AND GG "hey i love gc and sp!"

SHEESH. watever! haha

yea. so i collect cds and i treasure everyone one of em. and these two cds are gg to be treated like kings.

first one.....

THE FRAY
How to Save A Life

and then

TAKING BACK SUNDAY
Louder Now (CD+DVD)

i cant wait to watch the DVD. if any of u have it, can u tell me if it's the home videos one? haha tt one if FUNNAYE. anyway watever it is, i know it'll be cool cos...

IT'S TAKING BACK SUNDAY FOR PETE'S SAKE. yea. and the songs are nice i cant wait to hear all..

LALALA. so im pretty happy about this.

today something bad happened. i did something really weird and i was so shaken. okay my math teacher didnt come. so then i went to sit with jas (she ask me to sit with her) then on the seat was this orange blot thing which i didnt wanna sit on so i went to look for an empty chair then i grabbed it and as i was walking away with it my classmate walked towards tt table and was like "WHAT U DOING?" then i was faking a laugh (i didnt know wat the heck i was doing either) then i took the orange blot chair and gave it to her then i quickly walked away and i felt so weird and guilty about wat i did. LIKE HELLO I JUS GAVE A GIRL A ORANGE BLOT CHAIR.

then i went to sit with jas and POOF another classmate is standing behind me and im like "HUH WAT?" then she says mus sit in groups and like the girl whom i gave the orange blot chair was sitting behind me (she was in my group) then i felt super awkward then i went to sit down and i was shivering and having goose bumps.

it was the weirdest freakiest feeling ever. and i dunno wat the heck happened.

HMM. weird huh?

i was telling jas abt how i might have biopolar disorder. then i said i wasnt serious.

i think i freaked her out abit.

Step one...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Dammit. I really love the lyrics. if only i could write lyrics like this... haha. argh. this song makes me wanna cry. sigh. its damn nice. i get this chilly feeling when i read the lyrics. ITS DAMN NICE. AAAAAAAAAH. its nice. haha. i really have nothing else to say other then "this song is really really nice." it is. And when u read thru it i hope it makes u think. it's just really really nice. haha okay i'll stop saying that and get back to chap9.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and I could've stayed up with you all night, if I'd known how to save a life.

This afternoon after a VERY BAD ALMOST FAINT FROM MENSTRAL CRAMPS ndp practise, i came home, used to toilet and saw something very exciting in the newspaper.

5.00pm
The Ellen Degeneres show:
Edward Norton/Anne Hathaway/The Fray

Now what exactly you may ask, is so darn exciting about that? It's not like theres a tsunami or maybe my picture some how got on the newspaper. well i'll answer you:

EDWARD NORTON (i really dunno if im correct with spelling his sur name) AND THE FRAY ARE ON THE SHOW!!!

So then u ask : who the heck are these people.

then I'll answer: THE COOLEST THING. okay the only movie i ever watched with Edward in it was Italian Job and he was the BAD BAD MAN. but i really wanted to watch The Illusionist. and he interests me :) so i watched ellen interview him and he's really funny.

Ellen and Edward are playing PING PONG. edward was in China shooting his new film and was trained by this ping pong master whom he called "Pong Master D".

Ellen: I like badminton. Have you tried Badminton? I like badminton.
Edward: What do you like paddles or something?
Audience and Ellen (And my mom): *laughs*
Ellen: *Puts on serious face* It's none of your business.

WHEEEEEEE. AND THE FRAY IS DAMN GOOD. i really really like the song "How To Save A Life" it gives me goose bumps everytime i hear it. It's damn nice la. I wanna get their CD.

so anyway, MY TAGBOARD ISNT WORKING FOR ME. i cant tag on it! and its depressing. so i shall answer the HAPPY HAPPY ABUNDANCE OF TAGS here! whee.

to kelly: Haha i really dont get it. ok actually i do. but why isit mean when u say it. okay i dont get it.
to joy: huh? wat two chapters? do wat to ur story?
to viv: yea i know it was out LOOOOONG time ago but as an avid-non-hilary fan i didnt bother to watch or listen to it.... but for the sake of the hot guy, maybe i will... one day.... when im bored... and i remember...
to karyn: yea hilary cant sing la! she can HIT NOTES but thats NOTHING. i can hit notes too! but i can play guitar so im superior to her.... right? and paris hilton's songs are nice but she has a freaky LOW voice that freaks me out. heh. and i remember hilary crazy viv too... HAHAHAHHA. and no i am not avoiding you if i am, i didnt know :D

ok so much for tags. i wanna tell u guys an INTERESTING STORY.

so here i was, searching for blank cds in this cardboard (i owe cheryl teo Infinity On High and Chrons of Life And Death but she forgot when i told her i owed her it she was all "really? haha nvm" so nvm la. ok.) AND INSTEAD OF FINDING CDS, I FOUND TWO VERY COOL THINGS THAT WILL BENEFIT ME AND MY BAND (oh dear dysfunctional band).

RIGHT. i found a cd label thinger. it is VERY DAMN COOL. u can label ur cds! LIKE LABEL! LIKE COOL LA!

and i found the microfone (finally, i tot my dad gave it away) the plug looks like it can fit into one of the guitar amps lying around my house so one day I'll try. i think mikes are cool. so are gerards.


HHAHHAHAHA.

ignore me. or dont. 7pm show starting soon. and thanks to amanda's post for reminding me I WANT KERRANG!. ARRRRRRRGH. i want my FOB and GC. bleagh. and i wanna watch Music & Lyrics.



GOOOOOOOOSEBUMPS. dont ask unless u wanna know.


chapter 9 here i cooooooome. dear sweet beloved! hah.


So where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.

HEY HEY YOU YOU

haha. avril lavigne is amusing me! yknw at first i was watching the video and i was thinking "SHIT! avril's become one of THEM (them as in those unoriginal pop-punk girls who merely walk around in a piece of cloth)" then the video started amusing me and i thought "hmm, maybe shes just kidding?" so then i go see her official web (usually theres like a JOURNAL BUT NOOO) and then i read the bio and it talks abt how avril feels abt the new album and the song and then i realise shes

NOT joking.

so its kind of hard for me to like accept the new avril. cos i used to really like her lyrics, they werent mindless crap and stuff, they had meaning (but pete's lyrics are the best tho. HAHA.). yea. but i guess its like more pop punk and i dont really mind cos the songs catchy.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

i think some weird virus person hacked into my hotmail.

cos i got TWO emails which were sent from MY EMAIL and they were abt GAS AND TRADE BLAH. and its SCARY LA.

im very very freaked out.

and the new MCR video isnt helping. the girl has freaky big pupils in her eyes IT SCARES ME. but gerard way looks like hes gonna cry and its kind of cute.

NAH.

so i didnt go to drum class. i got all dressed up and ready to go and then...

"I not gg drum today."

SHEEESH. NOW she tells me! then my mum said since jas isnt gg and since im kind of sick so i shudnt go. and i didnt bother to disagree because i didnt feel like going. going drum class alone BORES ME. especially since im the ONLY GIRL/FEMALE.

CHEEEEEEEE. im trying to play a game with joleen but the damn thing wont work. SO ANNOYING. haha.

Joleen reminds me of computer club. we shud have a freaking computer club reunion la! i miss those clowns. SIGH.

if i could, i would live SVA (the process, the awards, EVERYTHING) all over again.


baaaaaaaaaaaand practise! WHEN? WHERE? HOW?