"Satuday" becomes "SAT ERR DAY."

me and jenn are talking about how cool british accents are. they are. oh yes they are.

chapter 18 out btw.

anyway im checking out local bands. surprising task for me as i have been against local bands ever since i saw the video Running Away by Electrico. trust me, i did not feel very patriotic then. also because everytime i hear/see a local band i get all up in jealousy.

BUT, i am opening up to them. i guess if u WANNA have a local band you gotta LIKE EM first. right? first i checked out The Great Spy Experiment's myspace cos Life! was raving about how good their new CD is. the guy is a really good singer, well i mean he hides his singaporean accent REALLY well so they sound like a British/American band. cant say much about their fashion sense. so i went to look for FrontLineDisaster's purevolume and myspace to see how they're doing because i really would like to know how a bunch of 14 year olds are doing. they're getting a number of gigs so that's good. jerald's a decent singer too, he can emo scream abit. (but he is still short). then i went to check out caracal's myspace again (ive done this for a total of 3 times if im not wrong) and im listening to their performance at baybeats.

i have a question.

WHERE ARE THE GIRLS.

yes yes, there a girl keyboardist and girl singers but really, WHERE ARE THE GIRL GUITARISTS? GIRL DRUMMERS?

GIRL BANDS??!

lets not say 'girl', more like WHERE ARE THE FEMALE BANDS. like HELLOOOOEEE. okay that means 2 things

-God is giving me a chance to be SPECIAL. haha
-Girls cant cut it.

bleagh i would not like to think the latter is true. because girls can ROCK. okay. i wont necessarily be the one to prove that but i will try.

but in the meantime, its time to hit the books and try not to fail every exam i come across.

P.S. if u are wondering why i checked out these 3 bands its cos
1) Great Spy Experiement's new cd came out and as i said above ^ Life! was raving about how good it was so i just HAD to check it out.
2) Front Line Disaster's vocalist and guitarist (jerald and paxton) are frens of my frens Bianca and Kelicia and well, i met em a loong time ago tho i barely remember... and also they were on Junior Jams and i find that HIGHLY AMUSING. haha. oh and so i jus wanted to see how they were doing.
3)Caracal's guitarist (Gabriel i think) is my fren's cousin and also my other fren's ex crush's cousin. which means my fren is related to my other fren's ex crush. HAHA cool right.

CHIN CHIN! (you jus gotta love guy ripley)

fangs up, baby!

everyone's frantic about the EOY (end of year... exams) and i think i am slacking alot. i admit it, i havent studied anything. eh. but i shall!



haha. so from today u wont really see anymore of me on the internet cos ishall be MUGGING.



whoo. okay. right.



i really have nothing to blog about.



oh yknw the "Original Musical Drama" that Mediacorp is holding auditions for? the advertisments for the auditions keep showing on kidscentral and i wonder, which insane kid age 9 to 14 would actually audtion when end of years are coming up. i think acting at such a "young" age engdangers ur studies and studies are very very VERY important in Singapore.


YEA. so thats all now. happy mugging, peeps.

So kiss me goodbye, i can see the venom in your eyes. -Bring it

OH IM READY FOR IT

C'MON BRING IT!

yea! Bring it is such a nice song. i know its abit late for me to get obsessed with it cos its quite an old song but IT IS NICE. ty to jenn for sending me and song and video(altho the video is louya pok one, the xray thingy wasnt put in) so i dont have to keep resorting to youtube.com :D but its all in itunes and i dont have an ipod but jasmin has one she has one, she has a VIDEO ipod which is so not fair if i had one i would be shoving video after video inside.

but i dont have one so yes.

fwalala. so i guess the holidays have already gone by and i havent even studied anything. ahh crap who cares. as soon as i finish all my hw i will study. i hope the teachers dont give homework in the following weeks. but i know they will.

ahh.

i want my yellowcard cd. i want SANTI! aiyo.

so back to my homework....

CHIN CHIN!

Hold on, if you feel like letting go. -Hold On (Good Charlotte)

yesterday i spent the whole day out. sort of. in the morning I had a trip to the NEWater plant, it was cool cos we werent IN the plant we were sort of in the building that the plant was next to. haha. its like this visitors centre with info about when NEWater, why NEWater, who NEWater, what NEWater and so on and so forth. and the doors and videos and thingys were all computerized, even the toilet door was cool, u have u push this button thing and it jus SWINGS open by itself. ultra cool.

then after that i went to VIVO city with my parents and brother to watch Ratatoullie (pronounced RAT-A-2-EE), the movie was nice, i actually kept wishing at one point, that it would not end and it didnt. haha there are like at least 3 story lines in the movie like when u think its gonna end it doesnt so thats good. and the animation is AMAZING i tell ya. remy is the rat is adorable.

so im supposed to be studying/finishing my history homework. ok i think i shalldo my history now. toodles.

am i talking to myself, cause i don't know what I just said. -Walking Disaster (Sum41)

so since theres a reason why im actually bothering to blog, i shall talk about it first.

today i had CHINESE. yes, MOTHER TONGUE. its not too bad really. miss chia is a good teacher but nono, shes not the subject. guess who is? THE GIRL WHO SITS BESIDE ME.

EVELYN TOH.

ahah!you see. evelyn is this girl who sits besides me and is fishballlike and yes yes, "she makes chinese lesson enjoyable."

haha. ok i said it. i blogged about you! NOW MOVING ON...


im at halfblood prince right now. i mean the boook. been reading the 1st till the 6th i am at now. managed to squeeze in To Kill A Mockingbird and 2 chapters of Tunnels while i waited for my dear fren, brigid to finish the books (shes also rereading the whole series and im borrowing the books from her but while i took TWO DAYS TO READ ORDER OF THE PHEONIX [hem,hem], she took a rather longer time to finish half blood.)

yayaya. so this harry potter fever has gotten me um 'feverish' haha yes so i might MIGHT jus write a little fan fic about my four fav char (MOONEY, WORMTAIL, PADFOOT AND PRONGS)


hmm, so wat else? my sis got underclass heroes (sum41) and so far i have heard 2 songs and its okay. i was so afraid it might turn out.... avril lavigneish. that, my frens, is scary. if u dont get it, understand that: Avril is Deryck Whibley's wife and uhhh Deryck Whibley is Avril's husband. haha.

YA. so that's all folks.

mischief managed.

Cause i fear I might break -Pressure (paramore)

BOY DO I FEEL RELIEVED.

haha. finally stupid piano exam is OVER. tho i highly doubt i'll pass, i am still happy its over. do u know how depressed it made me? well let's see, occasional tears,a whole saturday of lying in bed and reading Order of the Pheonix(ahem i finished it in TWO DAYS.) and yes basically feeling very down in the dumps.

but it is OVER. oh yay yay.

also i have been eating an apple a day (on friday i ate 2, 1 red, 1 green) which probably means i wouldnt be seeing the doctor.

ha,ha.

i think i shall get started on:
buying cds
writing my hp fan fic
studying


yes i should.

trophy boys, trophy wives.

FRIDAY NIGHT! baby are u sleeping? -click five.

ah. sadly its merely halfway into the week and i have to study for final years. i am so gonna fail everything, get expelled and have to go pick leaves for a living.

joy is evil. she does not tag me and tell me her new url.eviil.

on a lighter note, this morning when i came to school they were testing out this video of little philipino kids on the vigiliser and then that usual thought of doing something good in my life struck me.

oh God, i thought, one day, since i am lazy, one day could u jus throw the opputunity of doing charity my way? thanks.

and guess wat? the video actually WAS about charity. this woman was telling us about how they were gg to philipines to help the kiddies there. and oh man, i was touched by wat she said.

then i realised, so was half of my class. so now asking my mum (who said i shud do it) hopefully, i am going on this mission trip and not mess things up.

yesyes. so today was an okay day. darrylin was pissed at me for saying she was insensitive cos she kind of told me that brigid was crying was SOO not nescesscary. but i hate that she said it cos for pete's (sexy) sake, DONT INSULT A FREN BEHIND THE GIRL'S BACK. i hate that.

grr.

ya so then i got myself all caught up in head and about 3 hours later started complaining to three frens. AH WELL. im okay now.

okay so i shall do a quiz(from karyn and kelly's blog) and im off, doing my art. plfff.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - karyn and kelly. or if u wanna say it really fast its krynnklly.

2. (your relationship with him/her is) – haha. they're my butlers.

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) – 1) OMG THEY LOOK THE SAME!
2) are they twins? 3)they HAVE to be twins. 4)they ARE twins. 5)gosh. they look the same!

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) – giving me Santi for my birthday, OH WAIT. they havent! hint hint. haha.

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) – "Bernadette!" "Stop hitting me with the pillow."

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) – slap them.

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) – having better taste.

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) – be sad.

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) – because.... i did something wrong or vice versa.

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - laugh at them. haha.

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - late on birthday gifts. HAHA. no la. um funny and nice and covered in ice. (rhyming)

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) – i think they would feel like they stepped into a really bad nightmare.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) – Being SPECIAL! haha.

14. (on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is) – everything.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) – someone whos nice and makes everyone around her feel happy.

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) – I CARE AND LIKE U TOOOO. :D

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) -
1) HAH i shall make Karyn
2) and Kelly do it again.
3) Amanda
4) Jasmin
5) Joy
6) Jennifer
7) Vivecka
8) Benita (if she even sees this)
9) Cleo
10) AHHA! michael guy!

(who is no.6 having relationship with?) – probably one of the Man U footballers.

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - dunno. HAHa female la

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) – *TURNS VERY RED* NO!

(What is no.2 studying about?) – i doubt she even studies. haha. but she still gets high marks! PFF.

(Whenwas the last time you had a chat with no.3?) – oh my. a week ago? i cant really remember

(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) - punk rock stuff :D

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) – 2 sisters

(Will you woo no.3?) – COFF COFF *pukes*

(How about no.7?) – first she tries to still chislett and now me? haha COFF COFF *pukes*

(Is no.4 single?) – yea, she turned anti-guy

(What's the surname of no.5?) - PRIYA! haha

(What's the name of no.10?) - MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT.

(What's the hobby of no.4?) – being anti-guy

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)- I JUS REALISED THEY DONT KNOW EACH OTHER! :-o

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - Xinmin

(Say something casual about no.1) – hello karyn!

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - COFF COFF *puke* if u ask too many of this ques i might become bullimic.

(Where does no.9 live?) – in cleoworld.

(What color does no.4 like?) – BLACK! haha im smart.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) – nope, they're too busy being best friends with ME. haha kidding.

(Does no.7 likes no.2?) – as in friends? yea.

(How did you get to know no.2?) - i was trying to borrow a harry potter book i think but she wasnt a very good librarian. we're exschool mates :D

(Does no.1 have any pets?) – Niki (right?) the dog.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) – nope, shes the SECOND sexiest. guess who's the first.....?


no. 10 lor.

Face it, this is what we're up, up against.

under the influence of the nagging voice in my brain, i watched about.... an hour of Taking Back Sunday. Yessiree, i took out THAT taking back sunday DVD which i so love and i watched it again. and boy, was it good. i'm all high in spirits cos the guys made me laugh alot.

if you have no idea who or what I am talking about, go to wikipedia/youtube, search Taking Back Sunday, watch their videos, listen to their songs.... TBS is really really good.

I am about to do the unthinkable. I shall blog about my day.

6.45, woke up. well actually i woke up a few minutes before to my mom asking me to get up, told myself i had to wake up but fell back to sleep. heh.

7.05, sat in car, listening to the radio. oh how horrid mainstream songs are these days. but their not that bad, some of them arent. i guess.

7.20, went to school. gosh. i dreaded it as soon as i got out of the car. well SURRE, education is a necessity! but is dealing with social problems and total boredom really needed. its like those shows where a certain scene is repeated over, and over and over and over.

7.30... gosh darn morning assembly. gahh.

8 to 2.10. had lessons.
nothign interesting during this. oh i got a measuring cylinder with a lil paper tag on it that says "Excellence for Science in Mid-year 2007" mid-year made me proud of myself, i dont think i will have a smarter moment than that. anyway cassandra seats beside me in sc and she kept insulting the measuring cylinder (which at the moment was being called the "test tube" cos thats wat we thought it was) and im like "aiya u're jus jealous" in a joking sort of way and she was all pissed and ignored me. so im like "if you're going to ignore me, tell me so i cant jus not say anything."then at first she didnt answer then she muttered something about not being jealous. and i clucked my tongue. cant she jus rest her case? well she did and the rest of the sc lesson was doing of workbooks and the finding of my chinese book.
then during chinese, did ting xie. evelyn was seating beside me like always and i am putting her name here cos she complains about how i dont blog about her and how shes very funny. well she is, she called me chicken once :)
ha, ha. haha.
i managed to pass my ting xie. hoorah.
then...... had to waste 20 bucks on the family day tix. garh.
wat else? cant remember. i hate school its getting abit boring. i need to time to study by myself anyway. why must we have school?

2.45-3.45 piano lessons.
i have been practising piano for all the days since NDP finished, except yesterday.and what happened? I SUCKED. i played my pieces really badly i think my teacher has this feeling im going to fail my exam (which by the way is on the 27th, and i am NOT looking forward to it). there was a period of time when i actually liked piano but who am i kidding? i liked piano but i dont like have to work hard. i think self teaching is the best way to go.

3.50 thereafter.
visited jasmin! i was really staying away from her, but nOOO she came out of the house and i had this urgency to run away. no offence but she has chicken pox and i havent mine yet and NOW is NOT the time to have it cos ihave so many shitty exams coming up. then i went back home and watched taking back sunday! im home alone so like whatever. i cant remember wat homework to do so im going to confine my self in the bedroom and put a guitar on my lap and try to write a song.

so that's it. my day.
boring... tired.

yesyes. i am not looking forward to tomorrow, theres music and all so that means guitar but i dont really like it, i mean we are learning SLOWLY. like SLOOOWWWLLY. we havent even gotten to chords yet. sure, i learnt something but, butbut. i dunno. plus theres training tomorrow, GAHH! i dont like my cca truth be told. first it was cos i was an annoyance to the seniors. now its cos im an annoyance to myself. im being so pessimistic. *slaps self*

:D

:D

i think Fred and George are cool.

weekendwarriors&ourbestfriends.

so hows the new blogskin treating ur eyes? haha. it took me 2 days to finish, garh, im so lousy. but i couldnt find any TAI blogskins on blogskins.com that had the new lineup in it (aka tom conrad was the guitarist in the skins) so i had to make one.

i don't think there's anything wrong with dreaming. unless you abuse the previlege by forgetting about life. farfetch dreaming disppoints, doesn't it?
I don't know what I'm saying. This post doesn't really have a point.

i came online to print some guitar tabs, so i'll be on my way soon. ahh. sidetracking, sidetracking. i've been asking quite a number of musicians (mainly people who can play musical intruments), well okay, joy, sirin and amanda only. but so far none have common musical influences with me so........

haha. i am bored.

throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the Great Escape.

Why oh why you wear sunglass in your home -Down and out.

HEYHEY.

i think benita and sirin are really lucky... i keep badgering them for details of their encounter with TAI and Cobra, im so annoying. :D

i still think its so annoying i had ndp on that day. i couldve have been getting pushed and squashed while watching 2 of the best bands but noo, ihad to be dancing around a fluffy skirt on a floating stage with really cool special effects.

life works in funny ways, huh?

haha.

ahhhhh. im still embarassed about the conversation with mr chislett. ah well. the next time i meet him i'll be sure to put on my aussie accent and bring 2 white boards and marker jus incase we can't understand each other.

:D

i dont want to do my home econs.

PS. sirin says that michael guy thought i wasnt speaking english.

argh.

Aust in translation.

haha.

i talked to michael guy chislett on the phone.

"hello?"
"hello?"
"OMGOMG IS THIS MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT?"
"ehh hey, what are you doing now?"
"ERrr, well i jus finished dancing at the national day parade and im very very tired."
*silence*
"......celebration....?" (this was when everything went crashing down. i couldnt make out what he was saying thanks to 1)noise around me 2)his really really strong aussie accent 3)he was speaking really loudly in the phone so it was like really really not clear)
"erm. huh?"
".............celebration.."
"huh, hUH? wait hold on its really noisy here." (i try to figure out wat to do with the phone.)
then he says something and i jus go "HUH?"
then we stop saying anything and i want to cry and i almost HUNG up ok then LUCKILY
"hey he cant understand what you're saying, i think its the accent difference." (this is BENITA talking)
"uhh okok, um tell him that im great fan and (i said something else but i cant rmb), goodnight"
"bye"
i hung up.

OKAY. then i started getting all depressed in the bus gg back to school and i complained to the ppl in the bus around me and then i called jasmin and amanda but she was in her grandmas house so i called jasmin again then i called jennifer and tried to call amanda but nooo.

theni called benita but she said something and hung up and i sent her a sms saying "WHAT?" then i was afraid she was mad at me or something so i smsed her again and thanked her for the opportunity but min later she didnt reply n i was afraid she didnt get the msg so i wanted to call her but i hung up then mins later she called me and explained:

"Michael didnt know wat the parade was so we told him it was a celebration."
"He seemed to be having an OFF day (at this point im like "WHAT?" cos to me off day=not working haha then she explained that) he seemed very glum."
"after u and him finished talking, we just told him that u were a great fan and that you loved him and he was like "really?" and he started blushing (i dunno if thats wat benita said, i couldnt really hear her)."

YA so after that i was HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and i was telling the joleen who was in the bus with me that i was having violent moodswings in the bus. haha.

MAN. that phone call with michael was the most embarassing yet coolest thing that could happen. I WAS SO RUDE AND LOSERISH. ahh!

but i still love him.
THANK THANK THANK YOU BENITA AND SIRIN!

and ndp was okay, i shook hands with one of the rollerblader guy he was really nice.

you can't tell me that you don't beg.

new TAI tv episode out, Jack's first music video :D its for the song 40 Sides from their B-side of Santi which i dont have because they dont sell the those in singapore (oh heck) but they DO sell Santi here and I eagerly await mine.

thinking about The Academy Is... makes me slightly disappointed. They play 7pm to 8pm on 9th August i think, that would be about the time I run out in an overly decorated costume and dance to Kit Chan singing.

amanda wants to await William Beckett's arrival at the airport. BUT HOW DO WE DO THAT. RUN PAST THE GATES NON STOP? we don't even know which plane they're on. Sheesh.

OKAY. i had a dream on the night after the OTHER dream. ahah.

it was ALSO about TAI! how amazing. this time they were coming to my house but it wasnt really my house it was this really big place and they were staying there for the day/night, watever. but i knew where to go so i was like being their 'tour guide' and i rmb helping william with stuff and i cant really remember anything except the part when i rmb thinking of calling melissa over cos we were having sushi. ANYWAY TAI started leaving and i was frantically tryint to call amanda so she could talk to beckett (she loves him) so i was calling her handphone but she wouldnt pick up and i tried to call her house phone but the number that was in my phone was like "6283818 123..." (numbers not specific) so like when i called it only the numbers before the spacing would be dialled out then the operator woman was all "there is a missing number.." bla so then after alot of calling i realised that i could jus try moving the number after the space , in this case, 1, to behind the other numbers so in this case i would get "62838181" but i think i was too late and they left and i cant rmb anything else which means i must have woken up around there.

so there it is. 2 nights in a row, dreamt of TAI. gosh darnit i love them. ahrgrhgrhgahr cant believe im not gg for singfest! but my mum says they'll come back so hopefully, yes. i'll wait. or i could take another alternative, start a band and actually OPEN FOR TAI! haha that way i could invite them for coffee even! haha how cool.

ah well. the piano tuner guy is amazing. he plays random notes then tunes the keys. pitch perfect, as they say.

lalala.

was it a dream?

i deleted the previous post cos yesterday when i was walking back from the ndp stage to the ndp holding area, me and viv were yelling at each other like drunken doughnuts (it was friendly yells) and she told me that she finds a certain sentence in my post offensive so i have deleted the whole post cos i feel the post is dumb.

:p

so im having a flu now. how sucky.

i had a dream last night. i dreamt i met TAI and it was like really real! like it wasnt all unrealistic to the point that i became friends with them or i started dating michael guy chislett but it was like i was their fan and i bumped into em and started badgering them for autographs. jack the camera guy was there too. there was this particularly embarassing scene after i had gotten beckett's and chislett's (both i addressed "MR beckett" and "MR chislett") i wanted to walk away but i couldnt leave without getting the whole band's autograph so i decided to ask The Butcher and Michael Carden and then it went something like this:

Michael: Ask Jackie too. (rather stern face)
Me: (Fakes laugh) who's jackie? (thinks of girl from That 70s Show. wonders if TAI got a new girl band member and its so embarassing that as a fan, i dont know)

then after a second i REALISE that jackie = jack = camera guy. then i go "OHH" and i give the autographed book to jack showing michael that i knew who "jackie" was. ok so it might be weird but it was EMBARASSING like i felt that michael didnt like me much.

hah. ok.

doing my HE. ahhh.

SANTI TO YOU TOO.

today i wrote "THE ACADEMY IS..." in pen in really small font on my school table. i wanted to write santi on my hand but then i decided not to.

im such a fan.

THE PING PONG SONG VIDEO IS LAME. but jonny the dj is in it!

haha. i cant believe im not gg for the SINGFEST! GAHH! and i cant believe TAI are playing EARLY i mean not EARLY BUT EARLY INUF FOR ME TO NOT BE THERE IN ANY SITUATION AS I AM DANCING.

like wahhhhh. hopefully they wait for cobra (WHO HOPEFULLY FINISH THEIR SET AT AROUND... 9?) to finish their set and then they WALK OUT TOGETHER haha then they walk to marina bay to check out the fire works!

WOOHOO.

if you were there you would hear this:
Will you make this island, amazing in all wa- AHHHH OMGOMGOMG- suprises every cor- OMGOMG WILLIAM! MICHAEL!- delightful nights and days...

and see this:
WHITE DOT RUNNING.... SEEMS TO BE RUNNING TO A GROUP OF MEN... LOOK AT THE SECURITY GUARDS GO!

what you would HEAR is me SHRIEKING and interrupting the ppl singing the finale dance song thing. and then me RUNNING to TAI.

yes that is wat i will do. BUT AS EXPECTED, id probably have no guts so i'll jus drop to the floor and cry.

ah well.

i am talking to cleo! SUCH A MIRACLE.

To padfoot
Well we AREN'T students there anymore, so what can they do, expell us? So we could go back.... soon hopefully. And how could you forget who Peter is! THOUGH SHE DISCLAIMED THE NAME. ah well. my famed sacarstic wit? when did I ever have one? I thought it was YOU.
Prongs.
Mischief Managed.

"I'll go up and you'll go up as well and i'll go down and you'll go down as well. It's really... I mean... I don't... It's frustrating!"-Ryland!

i could watch TAI episodes over and over and still laugh out loud. SIGH. okay today not much happened, my science teacher scolded the group of china students and made one of the girls cry. brutal. but i still respect him cause he's my teacher and he knows more about what happens in stomachs than i do.

i hate it when people change. i mean i cant stop them! but i feel like slapping their faces and saying "WAKE UP. WHY U DOING THIS, HUH?" in fairly broken english. but like that's selfish right? cos thats who they are.... and i shoulda seen that coming. so i shant say anymore. and i think i need to slap myself too,

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY. but i cant seem to! i mean NDP, PIANO, CCA? how to live like that. i really hate NDP, ruined my life. die you die. no longer will i be patriotic and be the only one in my school singing the anthem! NO MORE! all cos of stupidness which caused me to join the ndp. sure "this is a once in a lifetime chance!" well THAT'S GOOD. i'll never do it again! bleagh.

i found something interesting! THANKS SIRIN('s blog post)! http://community.livejournal.com/damnyouwentz/745038.html
brendon has no taste. but pete's jeanae is pretty and so is christine(amanda is not gonna be happy). and those pics with spencer and the gf are really gross and porn. AH WATEVER. AT LEAST NOTHING ON MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT :D

dear Padfoot,
you ugly git. how's life without me? i was thinking, why not remus&us take one more walk across the gym, down the stairs and through the corridoors taking as darn long as we want to. And everytime I think about Tonks and Lupin... I am sad. For obvious reasons. Ah, well.
From your fellow marauder,
Prongs
P.S.I can't believe Snivellus is the good guy. What about the HEAD BOY?

Never meant a word of it, never did.

TAI!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea! viv and the twins have yet to get me SANTI (new word i have been using) but thats ok. the fact they're getting it for me is good inuf and almost here is keeping me up in the mean time.

bands like The Academy Is.... are really inspiring. their a group of normal, funny guys who write damn good songs and really make me want to be a musician. But i dont know. i mean is it worth it? plus being a musician in singapore is really hard, it'll take alot to break the barriers.

i think the guy in my drum class is funny. my drum teacher asked us what kind of music we listen to and he goes:

emo music... with screaming and everyone wants to die.

he says this SACARSTICALLY la i mean jasmin thought he was serious but he was so obviously not, i was laughing my lungs out (lmlo HAHA so cool) but no sound came out (my laugh is really not a nice one, not something to brag about)

ah well. today was quite a good day. lots of things happened wrong but then they turned out okay. anyway as u've known ive been trying to stay away from people who are BENT on trying to spoil my harry potter experience (the last book is really really important and as i am savouring each page and not a fast reader, im only half way thru) but it seems the people closest to me and who know i really dont want the book to be spoilt have SPOILED IT FOR ME and it makes me so freaking pissed. its such a petty thing but ugh. sometimes friends can be so annoying. or all the times.

im having problems. the clique im hanging out with at school is getting on my nerves. they've changed and they're not exactly giving respect to teachers (not listening during class) and its so jackassy. haha i mean. i've realised that academically, i need to buck up and i've been listening intently to wat people say but my frens jus cant seem to shut up. and when i lecture them they get irritated and it annoys me. i mean i dont blame them, PEOPLE CHANGE. and i have to stop hanging out with them i guess. but then i wont any other frens.

i really miss gg recess with sirius and lupin and trying to save the library fishes and occasionally doing lame things like bursting empty packet drinks. THOSE WERE THE TIMES, MATE. gahh. lucky hermione has a time-turner. :/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im getting mushy. haha here are a list of things i am feeling right now.

IRRITATING THINGS
Ndp rules the list
Friends who don't remember you
Friends who change
People who do irritating things
Saying the wrong things
Knowing im not doing what I should
Me.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME GO "WHOOO"
THE ACADEMY IS!
Music music.
God!
HARRY POTTER BOOK!
going out with viv to watch HARRY POTTER!
BENITA! haha i love u la MAKE SURE U CALL ME AND HAVE HIM TALK TO MEE.
Friends who are always there and ARE COOOL.

SO SUCK UR SO-CALLED PITY DOWN. -Checkmarks (The academy is...)
why oh why u wear sunglasses at home when the sun went down about an hour ago?

Would u believe me if i said i didn't need you cos i wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me -Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is

NDP is a thorn in my fat ass. i really hate it. after much consideration, i have realised the worst enemies are the ppl from my school. they are intimidating! yes they are. especially those ppl who blindly bang into me for no reason and give me evil stares.

brrr.

i have an english compo to do. and science wb. but.................. i have to go collect my specs and go for drums and then go for mass. which leaves me an hour to do my compo.

IT IS NOT MY FAULT! harry potter is too good to leave behind. right now im at chapter 17 but im taking a break (hands are stiff from holding the book up). its really really good. and i love my mummy, i came back from ndp and she had collected the book for me. then stayed up till 1am to read it then this morning i woke at 8am and immediately started reading.

anyway i hate how ppl tend to call when im the only one at home. for example, i was in the middle of HP when my grandpa called asking for my mum. a dumb girl as i am I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SPEAK IN TEOCHEW so i said "um shes not home can u call her handphone" then i said handphone in chinese and then there was silence for a really long so i hung up. then i went back to my book feeling weird and my cousin-in-law i think called and asked for my dad and i had to tell him i didnt know when my dad was coming back from work.

haha im such a horrid daughter.

ahhhhhhh watever. i gotta rush and do me homeworky. ok.

sirius black.

:D

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. cheong fan.

!!!!


MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT RULES

yay. i talked about him today. haha. haaaaaaaa.

thanks to amanda for making me realise guy ripley and ryland were the same person. HAHA. so funny. i can be so unobservant sometimes.

anywayyyyyyyyy. I don't get the new click 5 video. kyle is cute tho but i miss eric. ahh u bozo u. wat happened? bands are supposed to stick together. i sound to retarded talking to someone who doesnt even know i exist.

i don't like ppl who gossip. i try not to but recently i told someone how bitchy a certain girl was. I FEEL SO BAD LA. but i dont really know her that well so i shud just shut up. gossiping. who gave u the authority to say such things? and if u do, what makes u think u're right? how do you knw you're not the enemy? SO DONT GOSSIP. thats right kiddos. dont make trouble if you don't want any. and who wants enemies for friends anyway?

YA. i jus felt like saying that. i really hate it when ppl try to pretend to be someone else. then they talk about someone as if he/she is inferior to them. and im like "could you not talk about ppl here?" and they're jus like "it's not as if u dont do it." ahh well. IM TRYING. haha.

and jennifer i was right! milo isnt coming to singapore you fat ass. only 4 of them are. sigh. how sad.


i still dont get the click five video? phone endorsment? something about japan... haha. but they are good eyecandy.

but this is:










How'd guy/ryland get there? haha. JUST KDDING. here's what's REALLY eyecandy.






THATS RIGHT KIDS.

Bullet for my valentine.

OH MY!


Guess who wrote another chapter.

haha. it's super crappy. well the whole story is... so nothing new. haha. sunday's gonna be a busy day I hope.

[edit]

I WROTE ANOTHER CHAPTER! 2 CHAPTERS IN A DAY! my finger hurts.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOSH WOOSH.

so yknw alot of pottery things been going on. harry potter comes out today and stuff. instead of rushing to watch it (oh please) i decided to increase my literary skills by going to change my specs after piano. haha no. i went to Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore again. basically me and my mum were comparing prices of harrypotter books (i wanna get the full set) and we were looking at interesting books too and

I PREORDERED DEATH HALLOWS

thanks to me mummy!

and also the twins are gg to watch harry potter with their mum and dad so i guess its jus me and u viv.

damn, it'll be fun. my plan is to wake up spankin early, for for mass, go watch harry potter, go for drums, come back home and watch dodgeball on channel 5.

hopefully it'll be a funky funky day. i shall go do chapter ? of my dying story.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOOSH.

haha.

okay. abstaining from the computer is fun. until u come online and find urself going to every blog possible. its worse when u find that a certain friend called AMANDA who shall not be named, is really upset cos someone killed some fictional character who is female and it really annoys me because she doesn't state who. BUT i wont ask her. cos she might have read the info from that hacker guy who apparantly gave out info about J.K Rowling's last book. and amanda has pretty much spoiled all the harry potter books for me (thinking about it.... *hands make throttling gesture)

speaking of harry potter.... it's exciting isnt it? movie coming out tmr. im thinkin of preordering the book. i want it to be a perfect read, not one spoiled by ppl who have read it and have a big mouth. ehh. it'll be so sad. no more harry potter books! gahh! anyway, i plan to keep myself alive by writing fan fictions. about the marauders and stuff. gosh. bring back memories dont it?

anyway, i havent been online cos last week wasnt the best week ever. the jamming thing was a failure and the teachers in my school have been scolding me for misunderstandings. BLEAGH. but im okay now. so far the week's good and stuff, my frens being highly amusing and my brain being kept sane with the Prisoner of Azkaban. i did do some really lame foolish things during fencing but watever.

AHH! i jus remembered! i forgot to take my cca shirt. woops.

and about my story.... ARGH. its dying isnt it. maybe i shud continue that chapter i havent exactly been finishing.... haha.


stupid homework.

HEHEHE.

i cut my hair ystr. thats right kids, watever hair i had left i CUT ITT well not he hairdresser did that but yea i cut it and tho it isnt exactly wat i want im happy with it.

today i was so nervous about seeing ppl i knew and how theyd react that i forget to take my art portfolio and left it in the car.

anyway my frens/aqquintesess have said that i look like a boy/have become a bung/look cool/look like cheryl teo from the back.

ahh well. haha at least i dont have to comb anymore.

and did gerard way get engaged? he better. with looks like that he'll scare all the girls away. taking some MCR tabs and stuff now. GHOST whisper later! whys no one online. and joy, u better come online and tell me wat happened.

happy weeken peepoops.

Hold your head high, heavy heart.

I make plans to break plans
And I've been planning something big
Planning something big

There are quite a number of things in this world that can make me feel inspired.
Listening to The Academy Is... is one of those things.

SO THANKS TO JAS AND AMANDA WHO BOUGHT ME ALMOST HERE.

AND KARYN AND WHOEVER SHE PLANS TO SHARE IT WITH FOR SANTI WHICH SHE WILL HOPEFULLY BUY.

yay.

today in math class, melissa did a mean thing and pulled my chair away and i landed on the floor.

AHHH. GAAH.

okay okay.

wats greater than finding out like more than one famous (and favorite) band is coming to singapore? nothing really. but wats worse? finding out that tickets are priced at 150bucks. not only that, i wont be able to GO becaaauuuuseee...

it's on national day. and as u all know that's when my big break is (im lying). plus i dont think they shud have it on national day cos TEENS LIKE ME SHUD STAY HOME AND BE PATRIOTIC. so if u cant afford the tix dont cry. u can still watch me. hahaha.

ok. so at first i was depressed but i guess im okay with it i mean.watever la. i mean if RHSB had like a demo cd i would so skip ndp and go to the concert so i can hand one of the bands our cd. BUT SADLY WE DO NOT HAVE ONE. haha. but we will. soon. maybe.

anyway back to happier(not so) things. today me viv n kelly went out.too bad karyn cudnt come it was an interesting trip.

PHOTOS AND SHOPS
we walked along orchard road taking pictures and getting lost like tourists. first we walked from plaza sing and crossed roads and stuff and i took this REALLLY nice picture of this cloud and the top of a building that said "Le Meridian" or something. its like the only nice one. then we walked to.... some place. cant rmb. we kept rejecting ppl who asked for donations cos we're kind of stingy. haha. and like we're afraid of scams and shit. so we kept stopping at malls and exploring them and we ate delifrance. then we had to cross the road to go to takashimaya and it was damn scary cos there was alot of cars. a close shave with death! when we got there walked around that book store with a really long japanese name which i keep forgetting and thinking its "koniyaku" but thats the jelly.

FUNNY FUNNY MAN
ANYWAY we were walking around and getting lost and kelly and viv said on our ride home that there was a guy following us that had spiky hair and shit. as usual i didnt notice. then theres this guy who worked at the store and he was really funny. cos we went into the store and kelly was all "AHH!" when she saw this shelf things of japanese comic and the guy had this like booth near there whr he was selling things and when kelly squealed he got a fright and started laughing and me and viv started laughing. then we walked around and looked at books. then we were back where we started and this time viv accidentally jabbed kelly in the face with her lethal elbow and kelly was making a big scene and the guy saw and he started laughing and me and viv started laughing.

LOST AND FOUND
ahh. so we walked around the book store and even asked the guy for directions. when that failed we asked a security guard. she was nice. then i attempted to take a pic of the darth vadar mask but like this woman told me cameras and phototaking werent allowed. so likke... ooops.

TOILET DOOR SCARE
then we walked summore. blablabla skip to our exploration of this other mall. like there was this cool toilet which had a door which we thot was a wall so we cudnt find the toilet until this woman came out and like the door opened. and then when we tried to go into the toilet again viv tot it was auto so she stood infront of it bloccking the janitor and NOTHING happened. then i realised there was a push button infront of me and i pushed it but at the wrong place (this sounds so wrong) and so nth happened and the janitor was super irritated and pushed in the RIGHT place (again, sounds wrong) and like the janitor rushed in and we felt so embarassed.

ELEVATOR SCARE(damn funny must read)
another embarassing moment was when viv was craving ice cream so we wanted to see if there were shop that sold any upstairs(or was it down?) but then i saw a mcdonalds and i was like "lets go there" so we were near the escalator and like kelly pushed viv out of the way and VIV GOSH KNOWS HOW SHE DID IT suddenly started MOVING away and kelly grabbed viv and i looked at them and saw viv with this shocked "OH!" expression on her face and when i looked down i realised that...

she had SAT on the escalator's railing and was moving slowly down(or was it up?) and like i quickly grabbed viv and like pulled her back then suddenly i felt a hand push me and i knew i had knocked somebody but i cudnt turn back and say sorry cos i was TOO BUSY CONCENTRATING ON HOW TO SAVE VIV. and like i think the whole world didnt notice viv had sat on the handrail thing. haha! anyway me and kell managed to get viv off and i looked around for the person i pushed and i SAW THIS WOMAN WITH HER DAUGHTER WHO GAVE ME THIS FRIGHTENED LOOK AND THE WOMAN GAVE ME THIS EVIL STARE and i think i had like almost bumped into the daughter and the woman had to push me away. so embarassing la! i felt so evil. but its all viv's fault.

MILK SHAKE (brings all the boys to the yaarrrrrd.)
then we made it to mcdonalds and kelly and viv managed to make the mcdonalds cashier woman laugh. then we took a seat (after a long time of looking for one) and sat down and i drank my milkshake and kell drank her milo and viv ate her lime icecream that looked so gross when it melted that i almost puked my milkshake out. then kell talked about school life in america, it was very fascinating!

AH BENG SCAMMERS!
then kell viv and i headed for the orchard mrt station and viv talked about dahlia's life in america n how this guy liked her and it was also very interesting. then when we were ABOUT to reach the mrt 2 AH BENGS with spiky dyed hair and long painted fingernails came up to ask asking for donations. naturally, i waited until the one that was talking to us was talking to kell and viv then iquickly took my cowardly position behind viv and jus stared at that guys fingernails. and he was asking about how we can donate like 2bucks for ex convicts and stuff. i REALLY tot viv and kell were gonna say no cos thats wat they had been doing this whole day but surprisingly kell said yes and she took out her wallet. like u cud see she wasnt sure but like she said she felt guilty. then kell asked if we cud share the 2bucks and the guy said something like "u can try not to share like jus share" WHICH DOESNT MAKE SENSE then kell took out 2 BUCKS and viv took out one dollar and i pretended to not have notes and jus poured out all the coins i had which i tot equaled to like 70 cents but apparantly it was one dollar. then after that

LADY DEAR LADY
we walked in the station and started discussing possibilities that it might be a scam. then the convo was halted for a moment when this old lady further up infront of us fell off the escalator step and it was like "WHOA" but she looked okay, she was pretty pissed and was like checking her leg.

ACK!
then we walked towards the platform and started talking about the scammers and kelly was really really regretting giving 2 dollars she was like "shud i go ask them back for my money"
and me and viv are like "no need la. wats done is done."

WE LEARNT STUFF
in the mrt we continued talking more about the beng and this is what we learnt from each other.
-Kelly only said yes bcos she felt guilty about rejecting ppl
-kelly wanted to share but viv and i didnt know and paid money too
-viv wanted to say no
-kelly wanted to say no
-i was thinking "NONONO!"
-a guy in white who was like 18 17 yrs old passed by kelly and whispered "say no" but she only figured out wat he said after she took out her wallet
-the bengs cud be related to the beng who was stalking us in the book store!
-me and viv think the white guy is an angel
-it's okay kelly, its jus 2 bucks. and if it wasnt a scam then we're helping right?
-viv thinks if they were scammers they would go to hell
-haha!
-i think that bengs who eat money are not good people

so there. our day. im freakin tired. im calling everyone to tell them about the academy is. haha not everyone la. like 3 ppl. and i think i freaked benita out when i smsed saying weird things. hahaha. OKAY.

I LOVE MICHEAL GUY CHISLETT.

HAIKU FOR ME AND YOU

Here's a haiku yes
on my birthday, got a cam
and Falloutboy's vid


:D

haiku master i am not.

Thurday already? ah shucks.

Hey hey we're not far from home.
I'm missing you to death, missing you to death yeaeyeah.
-The Academy Is... -Almost Here

i love love TAI. i cant help but be jealous, i mean ALL their songs are catchy. all that i've heard anyway. i've been listening to 4 songs by The Used, they're good too.


I would like Almost Here by The Academy Is... and also Santi by The Academy Is...

did i tell u my birthday's coming up?

*hint hint*

haha. anyway dont rush out and buy it for me, cos i might end up with more than one copy if u do. yknw the whole miscommunication thing? yea. haha.

i think im gonna write chap watever number. cos its like a dead seaweed. the story i mean.

i watched the final episode of SYTYCD2 just now. again, for the 2nd time. i actually have changed my mind, i think travis shuda won. well even if he didnt, i still wish to see him dance contemporary more. man. i love it when he does. its like WHOA. the best thing ever. when he gets all emotional about it i start tearing. and i liked how he dances hiphop in light blue shirt. so cute. i esp liked it when allison was kicked off and she danced around travis. it was so.... SO....... i cant explain. it was soo cool. but i actually missed it this time round, encore was on monday and i was at jenn's house.



Bittersweet.

QUIZQUIZUIQUIZ!

OKAY! got quizzes from fren's blogs. first is joey's blog. i actually did this before but since she wants me to do it i shall.

Rules of game:
1)Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2)People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3)At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!

1] I think cloud patterns are cool.
2] I think my ears are smelly.
3] I think God put me here for a purpose but im not doing a very good job.
4] I get pissed at everyone including me sometimes.
5] I don't like cramps! AHH!
6] I'm not mushy. IM NOT!
7] I like cool things.
8] I think im being watched. haha. NO LA.
9] Im out of things to write.
10] I really am.

ANOTHER ONE FROM CLEO CHEW'S BLOG! i havent talked to her in a long time. shes all holy now and she didnt put a tagboard so i cant contact her. and shes doing mission work in some country and wont be in singapore for my birthday. haha. but i wished she had taken me along. i really need to do something nice.

1. YOUR REAL NAME- Bernadette

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first threeletters of your name, plus izzle)- Berizzle (haha. sounds bear like.)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)- Blow (HAHAHHA.)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)- Blackdolphin (ok so i dont really have a fav colour/animal...)

5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OFYOUR FIRST NAME,then slam your hand on the keyboard.)- Berbfvyi (OW!)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3letters of your last name, first 2letters of your first name, first 3letters of mom's name)- Lowberjea (HAHA IT REALLY SOUNDS STARWARSISH)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)- Whitesprite (once again, i have no fav drink/colour)

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name,3rd letter of your moms maidenname,letter of a siblings first name,last letter of your moms middle name)- Ewaube (haha. cool)

9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )- Doyoki (haha!)

10.SMELLY NAME : ( write ur fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )- toilblue (haha. why isit smelly?)

OK. done!
bleagh i got lotsa homework to do. but im gonna watch Ocean's Thirteen later! YAY.

photoshop photoshop ahhh.

HELLO. it's a tueday and im having bad cramps.

but yknw wats worse? jenn lent me her Photoshop installation CD ystr (thanks jenn!) and im installing it now and i clicked on "install adobe reader" but that didnt work cos apparantly i alr have it and its a better version. so i browse the cd and find the software Photoshop and install THAT only so now i dunno if it might have problems. and also this window popped up saying it was installing dunno wat windows unit 9 thing and i dunno if it belongs to the photoshop thing.

installing things creep me out.

anyway its done installing i have to restart to see if it works. i'll restart it later, blog first. haha.

THE VISIT
so yesterday me, isis, amanda and joy were supposed to go to jenn's house and celebrate her birthday but amanda cudnt go cos her great grandfather passed away (she was on page six of the Straits Times 10th of June issue. jas told me) and so she cudnt come. so isis and joy and jenn were partying and watching that korean movie about the 200pounds woman who liked this guy and thens he became slimmer blablabla while i was at home showering and recovering from fencing practise. haha i was supposed to be there at 2pm but my dad was eating so i didnt wanna bug him and told him that i cud go anytime. and my DAD IS nice, he sent me to jenn's house and then i got lost. haha. i went to the 14th storey and walked the wrong way at the corridoor there and i was jus standing there and i called joy and while her fone was ringing this lady looked at me weirdly and asked if i was looking for someone and i said "no, wait." quietly then she went away. phew. so then joy asked where i was and i said outside the door n she said no u're not there so i knew i was at the wrong door so i walked the other way and i found the door and joy had trouble opening it until isis came and saved the day.

THE MOVIE AND PIZZA
so i went in and watched Yours, Mine and Ours which is funny but i think the Lau guy isnt as good as the boy from Ugly Betty. they were eating Pizza Hut but i alr ate so i didnt eat and i refused to pay and jenn refused to let me drink abit of pepsi but in the end she did and i was like "yay".

THE LOVERS
then we went into the room and called Botanic Gardens and the guy that joy loved was working so he was like "hello botanic gardens, may i help u" and we were all silent and he was like "hello? hello?" then we started laughing into the fone and jenn hung up. then the second time, jenn n isis called him again and started laughing again and isis asked if he was a stinky chicken and i felt so bad for him i went up to the fone and said "Hi, this is joy" cos he knows joy so hearing a familiar name wouldnt freak him out so much. then i ran out of the room cos joy was about to kill me. then jenn hung up. then joy called him on her cellphone and apologized, saying that her frens were crazy. then he asked her to call him back later after work and she started flying high. thanks to us. haha.

THE CANDLES
Then we attempted to watch Chicago but then we decided to eat cake and this was the funny part. firstly i tried being cool with the lighter but i only managed to light it once and that was when joy HAD to turn around so i had to put the flame out.

THE KITCHEN
then joy and her oh great matched lit the cake but the living room was very bright and we were like "lets go to the toilet" but then we decided to go to the kitchen so me and joy stood in the middle of the kitchen holding the cake in the air. then me and isis and joy started singing the birthday song but it was so crappy and jenn wasnt satisfied and isis talked alot and one of the candles blew out so she had to go to the dining area and take the extra candle to light the candle she blew out.

THE CRAPPINESS
so this time we tried singing by each saying one word but that was crappy too and joy talked and SHE blew out one candle and isis had to light it again. then jenn ran out too to get the knife and me and joy were left standing, holding the cake. and we had a little conversation.

Joy: hahahahahha
bernie: hahahahahah
joy: ....
bernie: .....
joy: hahahahahha!
bernie: hahahahah!
joy: haha this is the giggling cake!

THE CUTTING CAKENESS!
or she said something like that. i know we were laughing and then we paused for a second then we started laughing again at the same time. then finally me and isis and joy managed to sing the birthday song and jenn was SMILING so then it was all good and jenn cut the cake and the nuts were dropping so we went back to the living room and cut the cake and then joy called the guy and he said he was driving and i was like "WAIT how old is he" and i tot he was 18 but hes 23 and thats far too old for joy.

CHICAGO
then we ate while watching Chicago which is a really nice movie and joy had to go halfway thru the movie cos she had to get home by 6pm and it was jus me isis and jenn. and when the movie was ending her parents came back home then when the movie ended we went into this stuffy room where isis uploaded songs and videos into her beloved video ipod and jenn made me and isis watch this korean music video about love and stuff and it was sweet and stuff but i cant be bothered to cry and go "OMG" and have spasms like isis did. and then i went downstairs to wait for my dad and then we went home.

THE END.
thanks jenn, for having me over! and u better thank me for clearing the stinkin bowl of soup/curry.

AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME I OPENED THE MAROON 5 ALBUM WHICH JENNIFER LENT ME AND GUESS WAT?

no cd.

and CIP is killing me also.

anyway thanks for reading this post of long sentences. haha. have a nice tuesday.

NOOOOOO!

I. MISSED. THAT. 70S. SHOW.

i looked down to see the time remembering that i HAVE to watch it at 4pm and GUESS WAT TIME IT WAS.


4.30PM!! AHHH! im pissed. sort of. AHHH! I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT.

i have to wait til NEXT week to get a good laugh. plus i think my mum's fren took the Music & Lyrics DVD so i cant watch it.

AHHH!

and the CIP script is KEEELING ME.

"Are you insane? No one grows up in Florida! Unless you're an orange."

Before i go into heavy elaboration on the physical hell I have gone through this week and all the great movies that have kept me alive, i would like to reply to the tags that made me smile cos they are just oh-so darn amusing.

to joy: Frankly, joy, i tink YOU'RE the idiot. and i think jennifer agrees! haha :D AND WHY IS THIS BLOGSKIN GAY IT IS NOT GAY! i am insulted.
to viv: YEA I KNOW. it totally makes me smile when i listen to it. and its like STUCK in my head! and if u can navigate my blog howd u get to my tagboard?
to karyn: no probo, u guys were fun to have over :) and i dunno wat a mood ring looks like! haha show meeeeee. and i cudnt update cos i was dying in bed and the thought of sitting up infront of the com would make me nauseous.
to pris: HAHA pris is LAME.
to cleo: YES CLEO I KNEW! IM NOT THAT DUMB! haaaaah.
to jenn: haha i know there are coms in korea la! and i didnt know they were a christian rock band cos as i said in my blog post (which u OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ coff coff!) i only heard THREE of their songs and they arent about God. at least i think so. haha

right. so about my sickness? just a summary:

monday: woke up. sore throat. but the twins and viv came over and we watched 2 movies. dodgeball was a HOOT i tell ya. ben stiller is a very good actor. thanks karyn, kelly and viv for coming over! we shud do it again and watch Music & Lyrics cos its VERY good.
tuesday: sickest day. i waited an eternity for the doctor. doctor angela lim. she's very nice mind u, she can remember me. said that if my fever wasnt gone by fri i had to do a blood test to see if i had dengue. anyway i waited so long and i tot i was gonna die. when we came back i sat myself on the floor was about to reply jasmin's why-u-never-go-for-math-olympiad sms when i jus burst out crying. and my mum came out of the kitchen and was shocked and was all "Why?" then i jus shrugged cos i didnt know why i was crying. i jus was. that was how sick i felt. my head was feverish, i had a killer sore throat. the rest of the day i took pills, slept and tried to stay alive.
wednesday: smsed ppl. found out jasmin's grandad passed away. really really sorry. also found out the twins were sick. kelly was VERY sick. and viv was NOT. haha shes such a lucky nincompoop. spent the day taking pills, sleeping and trying to survive. i watched How To Lose A Guy in 10 days. it was REALLY good. matthew macoughnay(cant spell) is hot. haha kate hudson is funny.
thurs: slept. my mum's frens came over and i jus stayed in the bedroom. took pills. watched 50 First Dates. stayed up to watch Ocean's 11. cudnt sleep the whole night.
friday: yay! today! i feel much better. im sad that i wasted my whole week. :( my bro's coming back today. and i still have alot of projects to do. jus thinking about it makes me exhausted. siiiiiiiiigh. i watched Music & Lyrics today. SO NICE. my blog title is a little quote from the show.


ANYWAY TOMORROW IS SATURDAY AND THERES NDP FROM 2.30 TO 9.30 THATS LIKE 6 HOURS AND I REALLY AM NOT USING CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE IM EXCITING. i really dont wanna go. i still have a cough! haha.

but i'll be responsible and go. yipee me.

Let's all get emotional girls to all wear mood rings.

did u know Relient K was a christian rock band? haha I DIDNT. cos so far the 3 songs that i listen to by them arent about Jesus. so like. i didnt know. haha BUT I THINK ITS COOL. i like how Matt Thiessen's (lead singer) first band could be described as a grunge Nirvana cover band called Social Distortion. He was in this band until he says Jesus told him to write music for Him, and he became a part of making Christian music instead. Thiessen said of the song "Wake Up Call," "At one point in my life, I was about 15 years old, God started, really tugging on my heartstrings... I was in a band at the time. It was actually a Nirvana, Filter, Marilyn Manson cover band. It was pretty funny. We called ourselves 'Social Distortion'... Jesus just gave me that wake up call, and said, 'Start writing music for me.' And so, I did... If you're on your butt, get off it. Start living for Jesus."

info from WIKI.org btw. haha. it'll be cool if Jesus called me one day. maybe he alr has jus that i've been completely oblivious to it. HMM. haha. anyway relient K is good. i like the song Mood Rings, its so cute! haha. i sent to kelly and she agrees that it's cute.

i've decided to borrow The Academy Is... CDS from amanda cos i dun really wanna spend money anymore. i shall SAVE SAVE SAVE. and one day... i dunno. i still owe ppl presents. bla.

kelly, karyn, viv are coming over later to watch movies. funny thing is, i was gonna warn them that i have a sore throat and then i found out kelly and viv are in the same situation.

cool right? didnt go for fencing cos i gt sore throat and body ache. bleagh. brigid didnt go cos i jus told her there was traning today. haha i cant believe she didnt know! so funny.

yea. so its a monday and my mum is nagging. "dont make plans on days that im mopping!" gahh.

VIVO CITY IS FAR TOO LARGE FOR ME.

hello!!!

yesterday was FRIDAY. and it was really weird.

first thing's first, went for PTM.
P.T.M: PARENT TEACHER MEETING. aka time for teacher, mom and child to sit in intense silence and say weird things.

me and my mum went early with the theory of go early and leave early. BUT NOOO. ms chia HAD to come only at 2.40pm. me and mom waited for like 20mins and we talked about olden days and stuff. then when it was time ms chia handed the report book and tests papers to my mum. then we kind of sat in silence. then my mum and my form teacher started contemplating on why i got so low for english (b4 people, mourn for me) and yet did quite well for lit. then my mum was going on about how i was straightlaced and would only read one type of book and if she tried to make me read like serious non-fiction books i would reject. then half way thru their oh-so-interesting (sacarsm people, sacarsm) conversation, i noticed something VERY COOL but tiny on my report slip.

Class position: 2

"OMG MUMMY! I GOT 2ND IN CLASS"

okay. i totally regret rudely interrupting the convo but i was AWESTRUCKED okay. haha. and then ms chia was all staring at me weirdly. but watever. then it got more awkward when my sis called and i answered and she got locked out of the house. SIGH. my sis hor.. haha. then i had to ask my mum where the spare key was. it was really weird. then i went out to tell my sis where it was then as i was about to go back into the class my mum came out.

PTM WAS OVER!

yay.

then i went down to the basement to CHANGE INTO NICE CIVILIAN CLOTHES.
and my and my mum headed to VIVO CITY!

whoo. vivo is really big. we went there and watched Pirates of the Carrbean at World's End which so FREAKINGLY ROCKS MY SOCKS EVEN THOUGH I WORE NONE.

it was GOOD. very good. then as we were heading back to the mrt station we decided to go try out the Vinco doughnuts cos there had been a long queue ever since we came (not the same ppl la mind u) so my mum queued up while i called jennifer but she wouldnt answer.
then all the doughnuts with the "okay" sign which supposedly meant it was recommended was sold out so we had to like buy others. the Sky Berry one is NICE. its all sweet. i tried it for breakfast this morning.

Anyway, back to yesterday, me and mum took mrt to compass and walked to the carpark where she had parked her car. As me and my mum were in the lift to go to this carpark, a guy came in with this woman and he saw my mum carrying the doughnuts and was like "Y'knw theres this doughnut shop in City Hall, i think all the people there are very free."

like WAH LAU. i felt like gg "AHEM!" i mean, there he is making a comment like that and my mum is there carrying a doughnut box. then when we were in the car my mum was gg on about how he was rude. haha he's such an asshole.

so yesterday was fun time with my mum. the movie was great. jennifer has left for koh-ree-ere. tomorrow i have drums. i have to make a timetable for june so i can see when are my free dates. I NEED TO TOUCH MY HOMEWORK!!

ya. and im making blogskin. check it out soon.

I can't think of a blog title. hmm howabout: FRIDAY!

A serious conversation between me and Sharmini on human rights and deforestation. Okay not really.
"Hey Bernadette, you got sweet?"
"Nope. But I can ask from Darrylin I gave her one whole tube of Fox sweet."
"ACK! I don't like."
"Okay. Then tomorrow I bring Wolf for you, okay?"

I'm finally listening to 30 Seconds to Mars. Nice nice. Listening to Attack gives me the chills and the image of a person playing the guitar really coolly.

Did you here about the drummer guy from the band The Suns? They're a local band i think. anyway the drummer guy died in his sleep and he was only 20 something! so sad. and the lead singer from Ronin was almost crying when he talked about the guy. so very very sad. i think we shud all live like its our last day cos we dunno if it is and stuff. ya.

haha tuesdays with morrie is a good book. it teaches u how to LIVE UR LIFE. but im not doing very well in following. these few days im getting more rude, more offensive, im saying things i dont mean to say and im annoying everyone including myself. i wish i cud change but the problem is, I CANT. well ok i can but its like hard yknw? BUT I SHALL TRY.

*cue applause*


my ear is itchy. haha. I HAVE TO GO FOR PTM LATERRR. i hope ms chia (or mrs chua as she is supposed to be called. but ms chia is MUCH nicer) doesnt say anything mean about me to my mom!! and i hope if she does, she doesnt take too long. cos me and my mum gotta rush to vivo and watch

*drum roll*

PIRATES! OF! THE! CARRIBEAN!

Life! gave it 2 out of three stars while the Today newspaper gave it 3(or was it 4?). But whatever the critics say, im gonna watch it. yes becos i already booked the tix so i cant like go back but ALSO because pirates of the carribean is like one of the good blockbusters u cant miss.

like spiderman3 yknw? jus that spiderman3 was given better ratings. haha.

shrek 3 coming out soon. on the 31st to be exact. and i need to do a june holiday timetable and sort of my priorities.

I CANT WAIT FOR STARKSY AND HUTCH!

i'm not crying, im not a cryer, i...i work out.
- Ben Stiller in Starksy and Hutch (or at least thats what i think he says haha.)

Cant wait for monday too. i need to call jenn today. wish her goodbye, shes going to korea til june 9th. then on the 10th its her birthhdaaayy. we are june babies. oh yes we are. uh huh.

yeaa.

anyone going to the Jet concert? haha not me.

I'm my pain in the ass.

YOOHOOHOOOO!

haha guess wat? im sort of proud of myself for my results. i mean. im not gonna brag but no one seems proud of me so im jus gonna give myself a pat on the back.

*pat pat* it's kind of hard. i mean my back is hard. cos im wearing my brace. haha. IBET U DIDNT KNOW THAT. i found out that if i DONT wear my brace for many many weeks my back bone becomes all curved and it hurts abitty witty when i sit. so im WEARING IT.

so other then that i went to drum lesson on sunday in hope of getting Santi and Almost Here but apprantly both MJ and Sembawang have NEVER heard of The Academy Is...

ARGH. shudve bought it that day. but it was in such a crappy condition. ah well. shall buy it when i go to HMV (i dunno WHEN i'll do that) or when i go watch Pirates on fri. but i DID buy A Beautiful Lie (30 Seconds to Mars)

havent listened to it yet tho. THE LETO BROTHERS ARE COOL. so is that watcher and tomo guys. haha IM NOT A VERY GOOD FAN. i dun produce inuf wind. HAHA. GET IT? HAHAHA. ok nvm.

so wat else? umum. oh yes. the experience of booking movie tickets online is a scary one. scaryy.

the twins and viv are coming over on monday! 4 hours of ben stiller! WHOO.

yea. and we're gonna learn Famous Last Words this coming sunday for drums. cant wait.

I CANT BELIEVE IT'S STILL MONDAY.

GAAHH!

And when you go...

HELLO.

it's a sunday. and im wondering where the twins and viv are. stupid william-beckett stealer is online. im talking to her. sort of. im not saying anything and neither is she. its like STALE. hopefully it doesnt breed mosquitos.


ok. so life's good i guess. im really happy with my results! so sad that it isnt mid year and so whatever i scored is only some kind of percentage of overall marks BLABLA. gahh.

yesterday most of the sec 2s went for NDP. it wasnt half bad actually. it was AT NIGHT. and night totally freaks me out but the good thing is that it isnt HOT. but after running 231248384324 rounds i was feeling neither hot nor cold and i was so afraid of fainting. it wasnt half bad also because i wasnt lonely. i had DAWNLEE to talk to. haha and marianne who was from my original group. and elizabeth who is no. 1 of my group (im no. 2 so im pretty much sitting behind her and seperating her from her frens. i feel guilty). me and dawn managed to drink up 5 bottles of NEWater. the coolest part was when it was 10pm and we were all in this bus heading for school and the lights were all off (after demands from the ppl behind) and so me and dawn attempted to sleep. then i told dawn that it felt like a tour bus and it was like i was in a band. anyway we didnt manage to sleep so we ended up whacking joleen and joanne's head jus for fun. and freaking joleen out by moving the curtain.

the funny part was when i was walking off the bus and said "BYE!" to the army guy who TOTALLY IGNORED ME. then the bus uncle was like "BYE!" cos he thought i was saying to him. haha. so funny so i said "bye uncle!" to the bus uncle but i jus continued waving to the army guy cos i was too tired to change hand. so awkward.

when i reached home i took a shower. it was a damn good one. I FELT ALL CLEAN. i swear i could have even been shining. anyway after that i watched 28 Days (no kids, not the one with zombies, the one with sandra bullock and viggo mortensens [cant spell]) with my parents. it was a really cool movie. the ending was kind of sad cos they didnt show if sandra's character went with viggo's character. viggo is a cool name. haha. but in the movie he was speaking with this drawl and it was really hard to understand him. but watever. ITS A NICE MOVIE. viggo is cute. i still liked him better in LOTR tho. haha.

anyway. I AM SINGLE. as in, I HAVE NO CELEBRITY CRUSH AT THE PRESENT MOMENT. which is surprising cos im always gushing about how cute a certain angmoh guy is. haha. BUT IM LIKE SOOO OVER THAT CHILDISH STUFF.ok not really, im only single cos amanda and melissa lim are stealing my potential boyfrens. haha. funny.

AHH! i better go get ready to meet jas for drum lesson. hmm. i still havent bought her a birthday present (her birthday was in FEB. damn i suck big)

but im so gonna get Almost Here and Santi today. I WILL. even tho it will cost me a flipping 40 bucks. but i need new music to listen to. the music in my mp3 is growing cobwebs and speaking dinosaur language. the only nice songs are The Kill, Attack and Ohio is for Lovers.

ya. so i shall take my leave. I BID U FAREWELL. byebye.

ps. wat is with ppl(not really ppl. more like kelicia low. haha) and asking me to go with them to watch pirates? like HELLO it opens on thurs, its abit late right? haha. im gg with my mom on thurs and fri. i feel so bad rejecting ppl.

MAROON 5!

i want maroon 5's new cd. may some something right? haha. im so horrid. also pirates, CANT WAIT FOR THAT. i want the acedemy is.... too. AHH. william. how charismatic are u.

haha. i think brigid is a funny thing that flies. melissa is a funny thing that cant stand her pimple. jasmin is a funny thing that owes me my Eldest book. darrylin is a funny thing that sings really well. and helena is a funny thing i havent seen for 3 days cos she's sick. jennifer is a funny thing that is going to korea. kelly and karyn and viv are funny things that i havent seen in a long time. (not really, isee viv quite often. haha)

and my stomach hurts.

bleagh. and i think my fencing coach is funny. haha.

ok.
so nothing to post about really. maybe i'll finish chap 14? dunno.

One and a half weeks to exam. 8 more days to Pirates of the Caribean

I DELETED MY OLD OLD BLOG.

the 2005 and 2006 one. couldnt take it. BAAAD memories.

okay. anyway something exciting happened to me on Monday.

WENT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN3 WITH MUM AND BRO.

mannn! it was the BEST MOVIE EVERRR (sure to get kicked off the list when i watch pirates). haha. it was GOOD. i cried my eyes out at the last part.

WHY DO THE HANDSOME DIE?!?!.

and i really really love the computer graphics. VERY VERY good. absolutely brilliant. and topher grace does a good job being venom.

its so good, i might be watching it again with viv! haha.

ITS GOOD. GOOD GOOD GOOD. GO WATCH IT.

other than that nothing exciting. except results. got one c5 (chi DUH), two A1s, two A2s and one B4 (stupid home econs. so disappointing.) still dont have lit and geog.

okay. so ya. haha. I need to go to the toilet!! haha. when i come back im gonna finish chap 14 and POST IT. haha. WATCH OUT!

OKAY. after um 15 mins since i came back from the toilet, i saw viv's tag. so i jus remembered that...


I SAW A SNAKE DURING NDP PRAC.

how it hapened? i walked past this patch of grass, everyone was doing the same la. then like someone shouted "SNAKE!" and i SAW IT. IT SLITHERED AND IT WENT AWAY. IT WAS SO COOL. but this girl was so scared. and she started crying. i was like "dont cry!" even tho i didnt know her. so embarassing. then after awhile she was okay. anyway before she was okay, viv's group walked by. and my group was like "DONT WALK ACROSS! GOT SNAKE." then some of the ppl from her group believed. then they walked the other way. then viv who was walking down the pavement was like "HAHAH DONT BLUFF LA. U THINK U VERY FUNNNY ISIT."

i was looking at viv. and thinking how stupid she was. haha. stupid.

ANYWAY I SAW A SNAKE LAAA. for 2secs. FOR THAT 2 SECS, IT WAS COOL.

and i cant finish chap 14!!! AHH! so sad. i wrote up to this certain part and i could jus end and post it. but i dowan. i wanna write the whole convo between kaine and jenn. YA. haha. so u guys have to wait. hopefully i'll finish soon. hopefully it'll be long. hopefully it'll be good. but most likely not.


OKOK. byebye. my parents wanna sleep. im being selfish :(

HEYHEYHEY! im back. and i predict many butts to be kicked.

HELLOHELOHELLO.

exams are over. but not for me. i mean to me,exams are only over when they give back results and i get to have 4 weeks of holiday.

i love results. why? cos it comes up behind u and bites u in the ass and goes "SURPRISE!" u don't know wats coming. hopefully, all the results that bite my butt are gonna be good. cos i studied! STUDIED.

also the 4 weeks of holidays arent gonna happen. WHY? stupid NDP. and yknw wat else? i have to CHANGE GROUP. like DAMMIT! how many times does this have to happen to me? im going to group 4. got 2b,2c and 2d ppl. not anyone im close to. which means, once again im jus gonna be talking to myself in my mind. all alone. rejected. hurt.

ok maybe not that bad. jus gonna be lonely. at least when i was in group nine i could talk to my frens in group 10. BUT NOW? nooo! plus i have to learn new steps. ARGH.

stupid.stupid.

went jamming with jasmin and amanda yesterday. managed to play dirty lil secret. i made jasmin's sister cry. haha. NOT MY FAULT. all i did was take the camera! then she was all teary eye! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I DID IT. until much realization. yes. so all in all it was fun. didnt manage to write a song. i shud be doing that with right handed salad bowl. i wonder wat RHSB is going to do now. haha. we're dying!

went to cat class after jamming. was talking to Dawn about bands and stuff. we were like talking and talking until out teacher had to go "EXCUSE ME! sorry." like as in scolding us. u could see he was pissed. and ifelt so guilty. but i wasnt really paying attention. i was drawing 12 heads with tongues of flames on them. cos we were talking about pentecost. so ya.

so basically i spend my whole morning finishing NightRise by Anthony Horowitz. IT WAS VERY VERY EXCITING. especially the last part. cant wait for the fourth book. and i wanna read the latest Alex Rider book! Snake Skin or something. ahh.

then i read abit of Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom. a few pages and i was touched. GO READ IT.

ok so gona watch some videos. or check out some blogs. or something. not gonna write story, no mood today. haha.

toodles noodles!

PS: anyone watched Janice Dickonson's Modelling Agency last night? HER SON IS A FUNNY GUY. haha. and TJ Wilks or watever is cute. haha hes a NANNY!

You make me siiing.

MICHAEL BUBLE MAKES ME SING.

LITERALLY.

haha. been listening to his songs alot. gets really my mind. but the most annoying thing is i cant rmb how they sound like exactly. and i got to school telling my fren about this song that goes "something something babe kohkohkoh! or something like that. some spanish thing." haha. and she laughs at me.

presently, finished printing science notes. gotta mug hard. I'll probably not blog/come online till after next week. exams all throughout the week, can die man.

and i think the oral examiner from yesterday hates me. she's a teacher. and i seriously dont want her teaching me next year or anything. why? i dont think i'll be able to like/respect her which is bad cos i respect all my teachers. anyway this oral examiner was insulted by me i think. cos i said singaporeans tend to slang when they're around foreigners but when around fellow singaporeans they tend to speak singlish all the time which is why we aren't formal.

YA. its so true la. i mean.... the dancefloor? everyone was slanging cos benji was there. haha. but watever la. i regret saying that. TOTALLY WRONG THING TO SAY. ifeel so stupid when im reminded of oral so let's talk about something else.


HMM. yes. i really wanna go watch spiderman 3. and shrek 3 and fantastic four and harry potter and the simpsons. nicenicenicenice movies.

ok. so i shall go check out who blogged (or not!) then go hide in my room and bury myself in books.


toodley. noodles. poodles.

OH YA. funny funny quote for the day. im sure amanda will love it.

MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU.
-Vernon A. on the MORNING MUTTONS. this morning (duh.)

Your every line, your ever word; your everything.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

ok. SOMETHING INTERESTING HAS HAPPENED.

i..... bought Michael Buble's CD.

yepp. the latest. Call Me Irresponsible. no that's the title, not a request. BUTBUT dont blame me hor. blame it on the damn good advertisment. AHHHHHRRRGHH.

i mean. ahh. his songs are so nice. he wrote two of them in this album too! AND LIKE. his voice is nice. and i like jazz.


no really. i do. IM NOT KIDDING YOU. ilike jazz. there i said it! im not lying. gosh. but i dunno if i wasted 18 bucks on it la. i mean the cd cover thingo has FUNNY SCRATCHES ON IT. makes me so sad. haha. butbut the songs. aiyo.

im such a sucker for hotvoicedjazzguys.

im gonna die if they sell a dvd of the songs + the cd for like 20 bucks. AIYO. waste my money can? i want the dvd. i like how mr buble dances. haha. so SAUVE LA. very cool. yes he may be abit chubby but hes funny. and his voice is to die for.

i hope i dont treat it like my jamie cullum cd. which.. i listen to... once... in a while....

!!!

ok. i shall put it in my mp3 and listen to it when i go to bed. so i can have nice jazz dreams. haha.

something else happened. not sure if its today. i wanted to blog about it but forgot wat it was. HAHA. farny.

OH YA OH YA.

BENJI.

how could i forgot? like the best dance floor episode ive watched. ok so i only paid attention to the episode cos of.... BENJi. everytime he appeared i would squeal.

sigh. he danced contemporary. and stripped abit.

*swoons*

and theres this part where glenn is like "so your a international superstar now?" then benji jumps and go "I HAVE SUPER POWERS!" and glenn and FD arent laughing so benji quickly regains composure and pretends it didnt even happen.

i was laughing like a mad. thing. cow? i dunno. i was laughing. aye.

so michael and benji. benji is love. while michael.. is a surprise.

i still dunno if i wasted money on buble. GAHH. im pathetic.


and and. i dun think i did VERY badly for todays chinse exam. EEPS.

This innocence is brilliant.

HELOo.

avril lavigne's songs are good.

so its a sunday. i dont really like sundays. cos like the next day is monday. i hate mondays. fridays and saturdays are good. yea. haha.

im somewhat done studying for tomorrow's chinses exam. GAAH. i have oral this thurday too. i think i have chinese oral too. i hate chi oral. i always make a fool outta myself. GAAH.

anyway, right now im looking for red jumpsuit appratus tabs. face down and false pretense. i like those songs. lala. also im burning cds for jas. cos her com is dead and she cant get acess to her songs and stuff so like yeah. gg to meet her for drum lesson.

oh yea and i wrote a song yeterday. sound all pop punk. more pop and less punk. no good and 100% crappy. BUT IM JUS EXPERIMENTING. yuuppp.

so yea. nothing to blog about, really. cept exams are coming and im worried. ahh.

BENJI SCHWIMMER TODAY!

When he says he loves you

HELLO.

so ive been ABSTAINING from computer! managed to STUDY CHINESE. FOUND OUT I STUDIED CHAPTERS THAT THEY WONT TEST.

haiyoh.

nothing much this week, really. joey love shan, melissa likes pushing, darrylin likes being stupid, brigid likes silently laughing,sharmini likes laughing at my lame jokes and staring at my funny ones, jasmin likes drawing and black and i dislike going through emotional turmoil.

same old same old.

exams are coming! STRESS, haha. but im going do my best. i want to make myself proud. my parents proud. YAY. whoo. and after scoring well im going to party hard.

my defination of party hard: write songs that are nice, practise guitar, play soccor with darrylin, do lame things, catch a movie and do something really really nice.

AND I STILL NEED TO DO CIP.

alamak! oh yes and NDP will resume after exam. damn scared la. the cheographer isnt gonna be there anymore. from now on its like mass reharsels of whatyoumightcallit.

and amanda told me esparagus is ASPARAGUS.

her goal in life is to spell vegetables correctly.


and and and. CHAPTER 13! omg. haha NO YET LA. gonna write after im done with this.

i still need to watch my taped american idol. BLAKE!

OH YA.

BENJI SCHWIMMER + SINGAPORE = VERY HAPPY ME.

I would've kept you forever...

just abit of 30 seconds to mars will do the trick.

right. so my com is freaking me out. the java thing wants to download but im afraid that a virus my infect the com. so then i installed it then blocked it. so i DIDNT install it. haha. AYA. im weird la.

i really dont know what im gonna blog about. my world's like all bleagh, my emotions arent very specific with me.

i was reading the newspaper, reading about the virginia school gun rampage thing. and i shivered abit. i mean, its scary okay? what would you do if you were in such a situation? One day, you go to school as normal. You sit down, get bored of listening to your science teacher. Then things move so fast. some one says something about doors being locked? then a guy. gun shots. screaming. running.

the girl beside you screams and falls. and doesnt get up. then he turns the barrell to you and...


AYE, mate. its scary.

anyway on a lighter note, i was supposed to burn a cd for my fren. and urrr i forgot wat songs. i can remember SOME. haha the gc and fob and fray songs. but i cant rmb the rest.

my com is lagging! WHY? creepy. its not my com btw. its my dad's so yea. ANYWAY HES BACK FROM NEWYORK.

WITH ESPARAGUS!

and my mum's mad again. also annoyed at the fact that im not studying. AYA.

haha im watching the blue october into the ocean video. very very intricate. nice.

EH. so yea. i'll think i'll work on chap 13 til 8.15.

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO. cokatoos?

so lock up, baby, before the dreams break in.

AYE.

right. so i have to finish a science mindmap BUT IM STRAYING AWAYY...

RIIIIIIIGHT. so didnt go for XM homecoming (such a letdown. i wanted to see the school. haha and the TWINS OF COURSE. coff.) but u have to blame it on 2.4 and viv. haha.i really wanted to go with viv. but NOOO. so in the end amanda n jas went. haha.

AYE. i really need to go now. do s much science before i go for drum class.

i think im gonna have cramps.

Pen, Paper, Dreams...

Okay no time to collect thoughts and such so let's see where this post goes.

hmm. so havent been online for a while huh? but back by popular demand (according to Ellen: I demanded it and im popular) this is me. and im blogging. basically.

sigh. homework, homework. ive gotta do it. i dont fill too well. why? its night. honestly? I hate the night. cos it creeps me out. eh. i woke up in the middle of the night. 2/3am? and i couldnt sleep. so i lay there. and i freaked myself out. haha. waking up in the middle of the night is the worse thing that could happen to me. i rmb one night i woke up at 3am something and i didnt sleep. until like 6am? yes. i really am so tempted to take sleeping pills or something. i find waking up in the middle of the night the most annoying thing.

gaaahhhh.

these few days have been boring. badluck rolls after another. boring days and blah. my interest in anything and everything is wearing out like that big puff of ozone layer killing smoke in the story that has settled happily in my chinese book.


anyway. sigh. i feel really lethargic. i wish i could stay up and watch AI and My name is earl. but no, i shall have to tape it and watch it another day. ggggggggggrrrrr. tmrs a thurdays. after that a friday. then a saturday. a busy one. then a sunday. then comes a monday followed by a tueday and then a wednesday.

and then thurday's coming round the mountain again.

don't you other people ever get so sick of it?


booo. week after week. stupid commontest coming up. stupid 2.4 run.

btw, i am over pete. yes. he and ashlee can go live happily or not or watever i dont care. haha. REALLY! trust me! im not lying! I WILLL STAND BY MY WOOORRRDD.

also, i am not very very serious and watever on becoming a professional musician. it is no longer my dream. no longer my passion. ok maybe music IS still my passion. but im not gonna think abt wat im gonna call myself when i get interviewed by Ryan Seacrest. playing music is just a hobby. listening to it is leisure. and well, music is my passion. so watever.

I HAVE NO IDEA WAT IM GONNA DO WITH MY FISHFUL LIFE.

Have a nice dayyy... duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh...

heeeeellllllllllloooooo.

h
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l
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H
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L
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HIIIIIIIII!

hah.

ok.
so yesterday was good friday. special day for christians, mind you. the day God suffered and died for us. yes, for u, for u and u. even if u dont believe christ he still DIED FOR U, ok? haha. so yeah.

um. i gotta finish homework. not by today tho. heh. im lazy. and maybe i feel studious I'll study chinese. gotta practise guitar. practise piano. ummmm. write a song maybe. haha i shall TRY! um um ummmmmmmm tape my name is earl cos i gotta go to church. YAA.


meanwhile i shall go write chap 12 until my bro chases me off the seat.

you've got best friends
I've got best pens

baby don't be gentle; I can handle anything.

hey you all!!!!!!


peeeeeeeeeeoples.

haha. thanks for the um overwhelming "HELLO"s on my tagboard... very very... greetingful.

OH WAIT. haha I JUS REALISED. THAT IN MY LAST POST. I SAID "HELLO HELLO HELLO" many times. so maybe u guys were replying to it!

HAHA. im so smart.


ok. so im at the FOB web (like usual) and then theres this interview on Pete and his anxiety/depression problem (rmb overdose of pills...?) and then i started reading about bipolar disorder and anxiety and wat they are.

OH JEEZ THE EXPLANATION ISNT VERY GOOD. haha. iwas reading and was like "uhhh. ok. what?" cos i dont really get it. it says that a person with bipolar doesnt really know he/she has is so for all i care i have it and i dont even know. so.... how?

haha. i dunno. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna. hmm. but hopefully im find. maybe abit freaky, but hopefully fine. but the fact that me or YOU OR YOU OR YOU! might have any of this um disorders? yea. watever u call it. and like it's scary.

anyway JUST FYI, SUICIDE WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING. so if u ppl have thought about jumping off a building or slitting ur wrists DONT! cos like its not gonna help. when u hurt urself and make wounds visible, SURE U'LL GET ATTENTION. but its all FAKE. ITS FAKE FRIENDSHIP. ITS JUS SYMPATHY. so you wont gain anything. and suicide will harm the ppl around u.... and well, let's just say i doubt u'll get into heaven.

yea. SO DONT COMMIT SUICIDE HOOOOORRRR!

don't. yea. no matter how down life gets, theres still ppl who love u. perhaps not the kids around u or ur parents. maybe u dont have anyone but urself. BUT U FORGET!

GOD LOVES U. YES HE DOES.
HE LOVES U.

SO SHUTTUP AND SHUT OFF ABOUT SUICIDE.

ya.
hopefully i got the msg across.

HAHA. right.

so ive run out of things to post.

AAAH! band prac tmr! im panicking. isit gonna go well? isit? ISIT? i dunno. ahh. worrier.


OK. SO CHAP12 HERE I COME.

THE ACADEMY IS.... *drum roll*

hello.

hellooo.

hellOOO.

HELLOOO.

HELLLOOOOO!!

HELLO

haha. ok inuf with that. right. so im pretty busy. gotta do research. gotta study for my home econs. aahhh..

in the mean time, im watching videos. The Academy Is... videos and....


THE NEW LINKIN PARK SONG.

like OMG. i cant wait to see it. it's loading. hah. im so close.

AAAHHH! CHESTER! i see mike too. HAH. linkin park is so cool. chester's hair is cool. the song is cool.

haha. im cool. for the moment.

yeeeeeeah.

ok. i love the song. video's really cool. tho i would like it if chester did his screamo thing. but we dont wanna hurt his poor throat right? SO... YEA.

linkinpark is cool. HAH!


ok. right. so um. back to my research for now.

PS. eh. haha. this post is pretty boring is guess. bleagh. i shall blog another time and maybe you'll get so excited you'll pee in ur pants. or shorts. or skirt. or... bear suit?

Make us poster boys in ur scene.

so last night my mood went on a rollercoaster ride again. haha. im gonna delete the post. and i've got the rest of chapter11 written out in my mind, and now i gotta write it on on the blog. yea.

so this few days I've been coming back home at 6pm. thank god theres barely any homework, or i would be breaking down and eating alot of chocolate.

ALOT.

been doing situps lately. I FEEL STRONGER!! whoo.

no i dont.

but watever. its NOON NOON NOON. i woke up at 11am and kind of lazed around. got the whole house to myself.

haha im finally watching Stacey's Mom. haha. FUNNY. fountains of wayne are so perverted. i love the song tho.

well. guess wat? i need to go pee. haha. buhbye.

WINDOWS DOOOWN.

i wrote a song today. during math lesson. after PE. pe sucked. i feel like a useless piece of crapp. its not very good when u're a tall girl who acts stupid and isnt cool cos she cant play basketball. haha. but watever. the song made things better.

whoo that rhymes.

argh. i cant find... a certain Mark Hoppus Podcast which i wanna listen to... but fine. i wont die cos i cant listen to it.

but im damn thirsty tho.

grr. haha. got art stuff to collect and science ws to mark. but i dun really care actully. my arms are hurting from ballet. and i still gotta excersize. so yea.

read a few blogs, extend chap 11 and i'll be gone.

hello citizens of singaporeeee and more.

dear pete, whats it take to be the celebrity u are?

so today's character development period was spent kind of discussing with ourselves about the FUTURE. mann... i love the future. flying space crafts and excalators everywhere aside, its the time when i'll be a WOMAN(haha i feel like puking) and i go around and do whatever shit i wanna do and theres no way im gonna be handed a yellow booking form. ahyes the police. i will not steal dont worry.

right. so where was i? right the future. not too far into the future lah. mrs tan asked us to think abt wat careers we want so we can choose the right subjects. i kind of highlighted the careers i wanted which included legal stuff umum artist, umum nurse? (actually i wanted to be a doctor then i didnt want so the nurse thing was under some kind of weird impulse) and well, editor and blah. then we had to go line up in the career we wanted.

so with me and my trusty sidekick, darrilyn, we skipped off to be the only 2 students of SEC 2 to want to be...


*drum roll*

EDITORRR.

i felt damn good about myself. i looked at the line of future "Artists" and damn SJC girls do have wild dreams, no?

haha. so yea. me and darrilyn and viv and karijah (both who are SUPPOSEDLY INTERESTED in advertising. haha viv wanted to be a marine biologist but she didnt wanna leave the entertainment department. i told her she could jus tell jokes in the sea.) are in thie group and we gotta do research and other blah.

hah. talking to viv. we could be best friends.


watching the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. the lead's hair is freaking me out.. haha he sounds like tyson from AAR.I WANT AAR BACK. stupid hiatus!

im thinking of spiking my hair one day. and wearing cool clothes. and piercing my nose.

sheesh. the whole emo thing.. ARGH. get the newspapers, the adults, the parents, the immature kids, outta my sight! everyone's fussing about who where wat. slitting wrists, and wearing eyeliner and writing poems about suicide... is it FOB's/MCR's fault? IS IT? its not okay. so dont blame the bands. the bands inspire. what those kids are doing are what they choose to do. its them u need to badger. not us. stop the newspaper reports. its stupid. ur pushing ppl. kids are gonna read these newspaper and go : "so is this the trend? i gotta do it too."

don't worry daddy, falloutboy isnt gonna make me an "emo" kid.

oh gosh. how i hate that term. so watever.

been feeling and thinking alot lately. so i think im gonna write a song or something. and try to make music. argh. u suck bernie. haha.

but if the rockstar thing doesnt work out, theres always the editing thing... right?

haha. :)