Never meant a word of it, never did.

TAI!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea! viv and the twins have yet to get me SANTI (new word i have been using) but thats ok. the fact they're getting it for me is good inuf and almost here is keeping me up in the mean time.

bands like The Academy Is.... are really inspiring. their a group of normal, funny guys who write damn good songs and really make me want to be a musician. But i dont know. i mean is it worth it? plus being a musician in singapore is really hard, it'll take alot to break the barriers.

i think the guy in my drum class is funny. my drum teacher asked us what kind of music we listen to and he goes:

emo music... with screaming and everyone wants to die.

he says this SACARSTICALLY la i mean jasmin thought he was serious but he was so obviously not, i was laughing my lungs out (lmlo HAHA so cool) but no sound came out (my laugh is really not a nice one, not something to brag about)

ah well. today was quite a good day. lots of things happened wrong but then they turned out okay. anyway as u've known ive been trying to stay away from people who are BENT on trying to spoil my harry potter experience (the last book is really really important and as i am savouring each page and not a fast reader, im only half way thru) but it seems the people closest to me and who know i really dont want the book to be spoilt have SPOILED IT FOR ME and it makes me so freaking pissed. its such a petty thing but ugh. sometimes friends can be so annoying. or all the times.

im having problems. the clique im hanging out with at school is getting on my nerves. they've changed and they're not exactly giving respect to teachers (not listening during class) and its so jackassy. haha i mean. i've realised that academically, i need to buck up and i've been listening intently to wat people say but my frens jus cant seem to shut up. and when i lecture them they get irritated and it annoys me. i mean i dont blame them, PEOPLE CHANGE. and i have to stop hanging out with them i guess. but then i wont any other frens.

i really miss gg recess with sirius and lupin and trying to save the library fishes and occasionally doing lame things like bursting empty packet drinks. THOSE WERE THE TIMES, MATE. gahh. lucky hermione has a time-turner. :/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im getting mushy. haha here are a list of things i am feeling right now.

IRRITATING THINGS
Ndp rules the list
Friends who don't remember you
Friends who change
People who do irritating things
Saying the wrong things
Knowing im not doing what I should
Me.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME GO "WHOOO"
THE ACADEMY IS!
Music music.
God!
HARRY POTTER BOOK!
going out with viv to watch HARRY POTTER!
BENITA! haha i love u la MAKE SURE U CALL ME AND HAVE HIM TALK TO MEE.
Friends who are always there and ARE COOOL.

SO SUCK UR SO-CALLED PITY DOWN. -Checkmarks (The academy is...)
why oh why u wear sunglasses at home when the sun went down about an hour ago?

Would u believe me if i said i didn't need you cos i wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me -Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is

NDP is a thorn in my fat ass. i really hate it. after much consideration, i have realised the worst enemies are the ppl from my school. they are intimidating! yes they are. especially those ppl who blindly bang into me for no reason and give me evil stares.

brrr.

i have an english compo to do. and science wb. but.................. i have to go collect my specs and go for drums and then go for mass. which leaves me an hour to do my compo.

IT IS NOT MY FAULT! harry potter is too good to leave behind. right now im at chapter 17 but im taking a break (hands are stiff from holding the book up). its really really good. and i love my mummy, i came back from ndp and she had collected the book for me. then stayed up till 1am to read it then this morning i woke at 8am and immediately started reading.

anyway i hate how ppl tend to call when im the only one at home. for example, i was in the middle of HP when my grandpa called asking for my mum. a dumb girl as i am I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SPEAK IN TEOCHEW so i said "um shes not home can u call her handphone" then i said handphone in chinese and then there was silence for a really long so i hung up. then i went back to my book feeling weird and my cousin-in-law i think called and asked for my dad and i had to tell him i didnt know when my dad was coming back from work.

haha im such a horrid daughter.

ahhhhhhh watever. i gotta rush and do me homeworky. ok.

sirius black.

:D

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. cheong fan.

!!!!


MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT RULES

yay. i talked about him today. haha. haaaaaaaa.

thanks to amanda for making me realise guy ripley and ryland were the same person. HAHA. so funny. i can be so unobservant sometimes.

anywayyyyyyyyy. I don't get the new click 5 video. kyle is cute tho but i miss eric. ahh u bozo u. wat happened? bands are supposed to stick together. i sound to retarded talking to someone who doesnt even know i exist.

i don't like ppl who gossip. i try not to but recently i told someone how bitchy a certain girl was. I FEEL SO BAD LA. but i dont really know her that well so i shud just shut up. gossiping. who gave u the authority to say such things? and if u do, what makes u think u're right? how do you knw you're not the enemy? SO DONT GOSSIP. thats right kiddos. dont make trouble if you don't want any. and who wants enemies for friends anyway?

YA. i jus felt like saying that. i really hate it when ppl try to pretend to be someone else. then they talk about someone as if he/she is inferior to them. and im like "could you not talk about ppl here?" and they're jus like "it's not as if u dont do it." ahh well. IM TRYING. haha.

and jennifer i was right! milo isnt coming to singapore you fat ass. only 4 of them are. sigh. how sad.


i still dont get the click five video? phone endorsment? something about japan... haha. but they are good eyecandy.

but this is:










How'd guy/ryland get there? haha. JUST KDDING. here's what's REALLY eyecandy.






THATS RIGHT KIDS.

Bullet for my valentine.

OH MY!


Guess who wrote another chapter.

haha. it's super crappy. well the whole story is... so nothing new. haha. sunday's gonna be a busy day I hope.

[edit]

I WROTE ANOTHER CHAPTER! 2 CHAPTERS IN A DAY! my finger hurts.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOSH WOOSH.

so yknw alot of pottery things been going on. harry potter comes out today and stuff. instead of rushing to watch it (oh please) i decided to increase my literary skills by going to change my specs after piano. haha no. i went to Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore and Popular and Sans Bookstore again. basically me and my mum were comparing prices of harrypotter books (i wanna get the full set) and we were looking at interesting books too and

I PREORDERED DEATH HALLOWS

thanks to me mummy!

and also the twins are gg to watch harry potter with their mum and dad so i guess its jus me and u viv.

damn, it'll be fun. my plan is to wake up spankin early, for for mass, go watch harry potter, go for drums, come back home and watch dodgeball on channel 5.

hopefully it'll be a funky funky day. i shall go do chapter ? of my dying story.

SIRIUS BLACK! WOOOSH.

haha.

okay. abstaining from the computer is fun. until u come online and find urself going to every blog possible. its worse when u find that a certain friend called AMANDA who shall not be named, is really upset cos someone killed some fictional character who is female and it really annoys me because she doesn't state who. BUT i wont ask her. cos she might have read the info from that hacker guy who apparantly gave out info about J.K Rowling's last book. and amanda has pretty much spoiled all the harry potter books for me (thinking about it.... *hands make throttling gesture)

speaking of harry potter.... it's exciting isnt it? movie coming out tmr. im thinkin of preordering the book. i want it to be a perfect read, not one spoiled by ppl who have read it and have a big mouth. ehh. it'll be so sad. no more harry potter books! gahh! anyway, i plan to keep myself alive by writing fan fictions. about the marauders and stuff. gosh. bring back memories dont it?

anyway, i havent been online cos last week wasnt the best week ever. the jamming thing was a failure and the teachers in my school have been scolding me for misunderstandings. BLEAGH. but im okay now. so far the week's good and stuff, my frens being highly amusing and my brain being kept sane with the Prisoner of Azkaban. i did do some really lame foolish things during fencing but watever.

AHH! i jus remembered! i forgot to take my cca shirt. woops.

and about my story.... ARGH. its dying isnt it. maybe i shud continue that chapter i havent exactly been finishing.... haha.


stupid homework.

HEHEHE.

i cut my hair ystr. thats right kids, watever hair i had left i CUT ITT well not he hairdresser did that but yea i cut it and tho it isnt exactly wat i want im happy with it.

today i was so nervous about seeing ppl i knew and how theyd react that i forget to take my art portfolio and left it in the car.

anyway my frens/aqquintesess have said that i look like a boy/have become a bung/look cool/look like cheryl teo from the back.

ahh well. haha at least i dont have to comb anymore.

and did gerard way get engaged? he better. with looks like that he'll scare all the girls away. taking some MCR tabs and stuff now. GHOST whisper later! whys no one online. and joy, u better come online and tell me wat happened.

happy weeken peepoops.

Hold your head high, heavy heart.

I make plans to break plans
And I've been planning something big
Planning something big

There are quite a number of things in this world that can make me feel inspired.
Listening to The Academy Is... is one of those things.

SO THANKS TO JAS AND AMANDA WHO BOUGHT ME ALMOST HERE.

AND KARYN AND WHOEVER SHE PLANS TO SHARE IT WITH FOR SANTI WHICH SHE WILL HOPEFULLY BUY.

yay.

today in math class, melissa did a mean thing and pulled my chair away and i landed on the floor.

AHHH. GAAH.

okay okay.

wats greater than finding out like more than one famous (and favorite) band is coming to singapore? nothing really. but wats worse? finding out that tickets are priced at 150bucks. not only that, i wont be able to GO becaaauuuuseee...

it's on national day. and as u all know that's when my big break is (im lying). plus i dont think they shud have it on national day cos TEENS LIKE ME SHUD STAY HOME AND BE PATRIOTIC. so if u cant afford the tix dont cry. u can still watch me. hahaha.

ok. so at first i was depressed but i guess im okay with it i mean.watever la. i mean if RHSB had like a demo cd i would so skip ndp and go to the concert so i can hand one of the bands our cd. BUT SADLY WE DO NOT HAVE ONE. haha. but we will. soon. maybe.

anyway back to happier(not so) things. today me viv n kelly went out.too bad karyn cudnt come it was an interesting trip.

PHOTOS AND SHOPS
we walked along orchard road taking pictures and getting lost like tourists. first we walked from plaza sing and crossed roads and stuff and i took this REALLLY nice picture of this cloud and the top of a building that said "Le Meridian" or something. its like the only nice one. then we walked to.... some place. cant rmb. we kept rejecting ppl who asked for donations cos we're kind of stingy. haha. and like we're afraid of scams and shit. so we kept stopping at malls and exploring them and we ate delifrance. then we had to cross the road to go to takashimaya and it was damn scary cos there was alot of cars. a close shave with death! when we got there walked around that book store with a really long japanese name which i keep forgetting and thinking its "koniyaku" but thats the jelly.

FUNNY FUNNY MAN
ANYWAY we were walking around and getting lost and kelly and viv said on our ride home that there was a guy following us that had spiky hair and shit. as usual i didnt notice. then theres this guy who worked at the store and he was really funny. cos we went into the store and kelly was all "AHH!" when she saw this shelf things of japanese comic and the guy had this like booth near there whr he was selling things and when kelly squealed he got a fright and started laughing and me and viv started laughing. then we walked around and looked at books. then we were back where we started and this time viv accidentally jabbed kelly in the face with her lethal elbow and kelly was making a big scene and the guy saw and he started laughing and me and viv started laughing.

LOST AND FOUND
ahh. so we walked around the book store and even asked the guy for directions. when that failed we asked a security guard. she was nice. then i attempted to take a pic of the darth vadar mask but like this woman told me cameras and phototaking werent allowed. so likke... ooops.

TOILET DOOR SCARE
then we walked summore. blablabla skip to our exploration of this other mall. like there was this cool toilet which had a door which we thot was a wall so we cudnt find the toilet until this woman came out and like the door opened. and then when we tried to go into the toilet again viv tot it was auto so she stood infront of it bloccking the janitor and NOTHING happened. then i realised there was a push button infront of me and i pushed it but at the wrong place (this sounds so wrong) and so nth happened and the janitor was super irritated and pushed in the RIGHT place (again, sounds wrong) and like the janitor rushed in and we felt so embarassed.

ELEVATOR SCARE(damn funny must read)
another embarassing moment was when viv was craving ice cream so we wanted to see if there were shop that sold any upstairs(or was it down?) but then i saw a mcdonalds and i was like "lets go there" so we were near the escalator and like kelly pushed viv out of the way and VIV GOSH KNOWS HOW SHE DID IT suddenly started MOVING away and kelly grabbed viv and i looked at them and saw viv with this shocked "OH!" expression on her face and when i looked down i realised that...

she had SAT on the escalator's railing and was moving slowly down(or was it up?) and like i quickly grabbed viv and like pulled her back then suddenly i felt a hand push me and i knew i had knocked somebody but i cudnt turn back and say sorry cos i was TOO BUSY CONCENTRATING ON HOW TO SAVE VIV. and like i think the whole world didnt notice viv had sat on the handrail thing. haha! anyway me and kell managed to get viv off and i looked around for the person i pushed and i SAW THIS WOMAN WITH HER DAUGHTER WHO GAVE ME THIS FRIGHTENED LOOK AND THE WOMAN GAVE ME THIS EVIL STARE and i think i had like almost bumped into the daughter and the woman had to push me away. so embarassing la! i felt so evil. but its all viv's fault.

MILK SHAKE (brings all the boys to the yaarrrrrd.)
then we made it to mcdonalds and kelly and viv managed to make the mcdonalds cashier woman laugh. then we took a seat (after a long time of looking for one) and sat down and i drank my milkshake and kell drank her milo and viv ate her lime icecream that looked so gross when it melted that i almost puked my milkshake out. then kell talked about school life in america, it was very fascinating!

AH BENG SCAMMERS!
then kell viv and i headed for the orchard mrt station and viv talked about dahlia's life in america n how this guy liked her and it was also very interesting. then when we were ABOUT to reach the mrt 2 AH BENGS with spiky dyed hair and long painted fingernails came up to ask asking for donations. naturally, i waited until the one that was talking to us was talking to kell and viv then iquickly took my cowardly position behind viv and jus stared at that guys fingernails. and he was asking about how we can donate like 2bucks for ex convicts and stuff. i REALLY tot viv and kell were gonna say no cos thats wat they had been doing this whole day but surprisingly kell said yes and she took out her wallet. like u cud see she wasnt sure but like she said she felt guilty. then kell asked if we cud share the 2bucks and the guy said something like "u can try not to share like jus share" WHICH DOESNT MAKE SENSE then kell took out 2 BUCKS and viv took out one dollar and i pretended to not have notes and jus poured out all the coins i had which i tot equaled to like 70 cents but apparantly it was one dollar. then after that

LADY DEAR LADY
we walked in the station and started discussing possibilities that it might be a scam. then the convo was halted for a moment when this old lady further up infront of us fell off the escalator step and it was like "WHOA" but she looked okay, she was pretty pissed and was like checking her leg.

ACK!
then we walked towards the platform and started talking about the scammers and kelly was really really regretting giving 2 dollars she was like "shud i go ask them back for my money"
and me and viv are like "no need la. wats done is done."

WE LEARNT STUFF
in the mrt we continued talking more about the beng and this is what we learnt from each other.
-Kelly only said yes bcos she felt guilty about rejecting ppl
-kelly wanted to share but viv and i didnt know and paid money too
-viv wanted to say no
-kelly wanted to say no
-i was thinking "NONONO!"
-a guy in white who was like 18 17 yrs old passed by kelly and whispered "say no" but she only figured out wat he said after she took out her wallet
-the bengs cud be related to the beng who was stalking us in the book store!
-me and viv think the white guy is an angel
-it's okay kelly, its jus 2 bucks. and if it wasnt a scam then we're helping right?
-viv thinks if they were scammers they would go to hell
-haha!
-i think that bengs who eat money are not good people

so there. our day. im freakin tired. im calling everyone to tell them about the academy is. haha not everyone la. like 3 ppl. and i think i freaked benita out when i smsed saying weird things. hahaha. OKAY.

I LOVE MICHEAL GUY CHISLETT.

HAIKU FOR ME AND YOU

Here's a haiku yes
on my birthday, got a cam
and Falloutboy's vid


:D

haiku master i am not.

Thurday already? ah shucks.

Hey hey we're not far from home.
I'm missing you to death, missing you to death yeaeyeah.
-The Academy Is... -Almost Here

i love love TAI. i cant help but be jealous, i mean ALL their songs are catchy. all that i've heard anyway. i've been listening to 4 songs by The Used, they're good too.


I would like Almost Here by The Academy Is... and also Santi by The Academy Is...

did i tell u my birthday's coming up?

*hint hint*

haha. anyway dont rush out and buy it for me, cos i might end up with more than one copy if u do. yknw the whole miscommunication thing? yea. haha.

i think im gonna write chap watever number. cos its like a dead seaweed. the story i mean.

i watched the final episode of SYTYCD2 just now. again, for the 2nd time. i actually have changed my mind, i think travis shuda won. well even if he didnt, i still wish to see him dance contemporary more. man. i love it when he does. its like WHOA. the best thing ever. when he gets all emotional about it i start tearing. and i liked how he dances hiphop in light blue shirt. so cute. i esp liked it when allison was kicked off and she danced around travis. it was so.... SO....... i cant explain. it was soo cool. but i actually missed it this time round, encore was on monday and i was at jenn's house.



Bittersweet.

QUIZQUIZUIQUIZ!

OKAY! got quizzes from fren's blogs. first is joey's blog. i actually did this before but since she wants me to do it i shall.

Rules of game:
1)Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2)People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3)At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!

1] I think cloud patterns are cool.
2] I think my ears are smelly.
3] I think God put me here for a purpose but im not doing a very good job.
4] I get pissed at everyone including me sometimes.
5] I don't like cramps! AHH!
6] I'm not mushy. IM NOT!
7] I like cool things.
8] I think im being watched. haha. NO LA.
9] Im out of things to write.
10] I really am.

ANOTHER ONE FROM CLEO CHEW'S BLOG! i havent talked to her in a long time. shes all holy now and she didnt put a tagboard so i cant contact her. and shes doing mission work in some country and wont be in singapore for my birthday. haha. but i wished she had taken me along. i really need to do something nice.

1. YOUR REAL NAME- Bernadette

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first threeletters of your name, plus izzle)- Berizzle (haha. sounds bear like.)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)- Blow (HAHAHHA.)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)- Blackdolphin (ok so i dont really have a fav colour/animal...)

5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OFYOUR FIRST NAME,then slam your hand on the keyboard.)- Berbfvyi (OW!)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3letters of your last name, first 2letters of your first name, first 3letters of mom's name)- Lowberjea (HAHA IT REALLY SOUNDS STARWARSISH)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)- Whitesprite (once again, i have no fav drink/colour)

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name,3rd letter of your moms maidenname,letter of a siblings first name,last letter of your moms middle name)- Ewaube (haha. cool)

9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )- Doyoki (haha!)

10.SMELLY NAME : ( write ur fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )- toilblue (haha. why isit smelly?)

OK. done!
bleagh i got lotsa homework to do. but im gonna watch Ocean's Thirteen later! YAY.

photoshop photoshop ahhh.

HELLO. it's a tueday and im having bad cramps.

but yknw wats worse? jenn lent me her Photoshop installation CD ystr (thanks jenn!) and im installing it now and i clicked on "install adobe reader" but that didnt work cos apparantly i alr have it and its a better version. so i browse the cd and find the software Photoshop and install THAT only so now i dunno if it might have problems. and also this window popped up saying it was installing dunno wat windows unit 9 thing and i dunno if it belongs to the photoshop thing.

installing things creep me out.

anyway its done installing i have to restart to see if it works. i'll restart it later, blog first. haha.

THE VISIT
so yesterday me, isis, amanda and joy were supposed to go to jenn's house and celebrate her birthday but amanda cudnt go cos her great grandfather passed away (she was on page six of the Straits Times 10th of June issue. jas told me) and so she cudnt come. so isis and joy and jenn were partying and watching that korean movie about the 200pounds woman who liked this guy and thens he became slimmer blablabla while i was at home showering and recovering from fencing practise. haha i was supposed to be there at 2pm but my dad was eating so i didnt wanna bug him and told him that i cud go anytime. and my DAD IS nice, he sent me to jenn's house and then i got lost. haha. i went to the 14th storey and walked the wrong way at the corridoor there and i was jus standing there and i called joy and while her fone was ringing this lady looked at me weirdly and asked if i was looking for someone and i said "no, wait." quietly then she went away. phew. so then joy asked where i was and i said outside the door n she said no u're not there so i knew i was at the wrong door so i walked the other way and i found the door and joy had trouble opening it until isis came and saved the day.

THE MOVIE AND PIZZA
so i went in and watched Yours, Mine and Ours which is funny but i think the Lau guy isnt as good as the boy from Ugly Betty. they were eating Pizza Hut but i alr ate so i didnt eat and i refused to pay and jenn refused to let me drink abit of pepsi but in the end she did and i was like "yay".

THE LOVERS
then we went into the room and called Botanic Gardens and the guy that joy loved was working so he was like "hello botanic gardens, may i help u" and we were all silent and he was like "hello? hello?" then we started laughing into the fone and jenn hung up. then the second time, jenn n isis called him again and started laughing again and isis asked if he was a stinky chicken and i felt so bad for him i went up to the fone and said "Hi, this is joy" cos he knows joy so hearing a familiar name wouldnt freak him out so much. then i ran out of the room cos joy was about to kill me. then jenn hung up. then joy called him on her cellphone and apologized, saying that her frens were crazy. then he asked her to call him back later after work and she started flying high. thanks to us. haha.

THE CANDLES
Then we attempted to watch Chicago but then we decided to eat cake and this was the funny part. firstly i tried being cool with the lighter but i only managed to light it once and that was when joy HAD to turn around so i had to put the flame out.

THE KITCHEN
then joy and her oh great matched lit the cake but the living room was very bright and we were like "lets go to the toilet" but then we decided to go to the kitchen so me and joy stood in the middle of the kitchen holding the cake in the air. then me and isis and joy started singing the birthday song but it was so crappy and jenn wasnt satisfied and isis talked alot and one of the candles blew out so she had to go to the dining area and take the extra candle to light the candle she blew out.

THE CRAPPINESS
so this time we tried singing by each saying one word but that was crappy too and joy talked and SHE blew out one candle and isis had to light it again. then jenn ran out too to get the knife and me and joy were left standing, holding the cake. and we had a little conversation.

Joy: hahahahahha
bernie: hahahahahah
joy: ....
bernie: .....
joy: hahahahahha!
bernie: hahahahah!
joy: haha this is the giggling cake!

THE CUTTING CAKENESS!
or she said something like that. i know we were laughing and then we paused for a second then we started laughing again at the same time. then finally me and isis and joy managed to sing the birthday song and jenn was SMILING so then it was all good and jenn cut the cake and the nuts were dropping so we went back to the living room and cut the cake and then joy called the guy and he said he was driving and i was like "WAIT how old is he" and i tot he was 18 but hes 23 and thats far too old for joy.

CHICAGO
then we ate while watching Chicago which is a really nice movie and joy had to go halfway thru the movie cos she had to get home by 6pm and it was jus me isis and jenn. and when the movie was ending her parents came back home then when the movie ended we went into this stuffy room where isis uploaded songs and videos into her beloved video ipod and jenn made me and isis watch this korean music video about love and stuff and it was sweet and stuff but i cant be bothered to cry and go "OMG" and have spasms like isis did. and then i went downstairs to wait for my dad and then we went home.

THE END.
thanks jenn, for having me over! and u better thank me for clearing the stinkin bowl of soup/curry.

AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME I OPENED THE MAROON 5 ALBUM WHICH JENNIFER LENT ME AND GUESS WAT?

no cd.

and CIP is killing me also.

anyway thanks for reading this post of long sentences. haha. have a nice tuesday.

NOOOOOO!

I. MISSED. THAT. 70S. SHOW.

i looked down to see the time remembering that i HAVE to watch it at 4pm and GUESS WAT TIME IT WAS.


4.30PM!! AHHH! im pissed. sort of. AHHH! I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT.

i have to wait til NEXT week to get a good laugh. plus i think my mum's fren took the Music & Lyrics DVD so i cant watch it.

AHHH!

and the CIP script is KEEELING ME.

"Are you insane? No one grows up in Florida! Unless you're an orange."

Before i go into heavy elaboration on the physical hell I have gone through this week and all the great movies that have kept me alive, i would like to reply to the tags that made me smile cos they are just oh-so darn amusing.

to joy: Frankly, joy, i tink YOU'RE the idiot. and i think jennifer agrees! haha :D AND WHY IS THIS BLOGSKIN GAY IT IS NOT GAY! i am insulted.
to viv: YEA I KNOW. it totally makes me smile when i listen to it. and its like STUCK in my head! and if u can navigate my blog howd u get to my tagboard?
to karyn: no probo, u guys were fun to have over :) and i dunno wat a mood ring looks like! haha show meeeeee. and i cudnt update cos i was dying in bed and the thought of sitting up infront of the com would make me nauseous.
to pris: HAHA pris is LAME.
to cleo: YES CLEO I KNEW! IM NOT THAT DUMB! haaaaah.
to jenn: haha i know there are coms in korea la! and i didnt know they were a christian rock band cos as i said in my blog post (which u OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ coff coff!) i only heard THREE of their songs and they arent about God. at least i think so. haha

right. so about my sickness? just a summary:

monday: woke up. sore throat. but the twins and viv came over and we watched 2 movies. dodgeball was a HOOT i tell ya. ben stiller is a very good actor. thanks karyn, kelly and viv for coming over! we shud do it again and watch Music & Lyrics cos its VERY good.
tuesday: sickest day. i waited an eternity for the doctor. doctor angela lim. she's very nice mind u, she can remember me. said that if my fever wasnt gone by fri i had to do a blood test to see if i had dengue. anyway i waited so long and i tot i was gonna die. when we came back i sat myself on the floor was about to reply jasmin's why-u-never-go-for-math-olympiad sms when i jus burst out crying. and my mum came out of the kitchen and was shocked and was all "Why?" then i jus shrugged cos i didnt know why i was crying. i jus was. that was how sick i felt. my head was feverish, i had a killer sore throat. the rest of the day i took pills, slept and tried to stay alive.
wednesday: smsed ppl. found out jasmin's grandad passed away. really really sorry. also found out the twins were sick. kelly was VERY sick. and viv was NOT. haha shes such a lucky nincompoop. spent the day taking pills, sleeping and trying to survive. i watched How To Lose A Guy in 10 days. it was REALLY good. matthew macoughnay(cant spell) is hot. haha kate hudson is funny.
thurs: slept. my mum's frens came over and i jus stayed in the bedroom. took pills. watched 50 First Dates. stayed up to watch Ocean's 11. cudnt sleep the whole night.
friday: yay! today! i feel much better. im sad that i wasted my whole week. :( my bro's coming back today. and i still have alot of projects to do. jus thinking about it makes me exhausted. siiiiiiiiigh. i watched Music & Lyrics today. SO NICE. my blog title is a little quote from the show.


ANYWAY TOMORROW IS SATURDAY AND THERES NDP FROM 2.30 TO 9.30 THATS LIKE 6 HOURS AND I REALLY AM NOT USING CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE IM EXCITING. i really dont wanna go. i still have a cough! haha.

but i'll be responsible and go. yipee me.

Let's all get emotional girls to all wear mood rings.

did u know Relient K was a christian rock band? haha I DIDNT. cos so far the 3 songs that i listen to by them arent about Jesus. so like. i didnt know. haha BUT I THINK ITS COOL. i like how Matt Thiessen's (lead singer) first band could be described as a grunge Nirvana cover band called Social Distortion. He was in this band until he says Jesus told him to write music for Him, and he became a part of making Christian music instead. Thiessen said of the song "Wake Up Call," "At one point in my life, I was about 15 years old, God started, really tugging on my heartstrings... I was in a band at the time. It was actually a Nirvana, Filter, Marilyn Manson cover band. It was pretty funny. We called ourselves 'Social Distortion'... Jesus just gave me that wake up call, and said, 'Start writing music for me.' And so, I did... If you're on your butt, get off it. Start living for Jesus."

info from WIKI.org btw. haha. it'll be cool if Jesus called me one day. maybe he alr has jus that i've been completely oblivious to it. HMM. haha. anyway relient K is good. i like the song Mood Rings, its so cute! haha. i sent to kelly and she agrees that it's cute.

i've decided to borrow The Academy Is... CDS from amanda cos i dun really wanna spend money anymore. i shall SAVE SAVE SAVE. and one day... i dunno. i still owe ppl presents. bla.

kelly, karyn, viv are coming over later to watch movies. funny thing is, i was gonna warn them that i have a sore throat and then i found out kelly and viv are in the same situation.

cool right? didnt go for fencing cos i gt sore throat and body ache. bleagh. brigid didnt go cos i jus told her there was traning today. haha i cant believe she didnt know! so funny.

yea. so its a monday and my mum is nagging. "dont make plans on days that im mopping!" gahh.

VIVO CITY IS FAR TOO LARGE FOR ME.

hello!!!

yesterday was FRIDAY. and it was really weird.

first thing's first, went for PTM.
P.T.M: PARENT TEACHER MEETING. aka time for teacher, mom and child to sit in intense silence and say weird things.

me and my mum went early with the theory of go early and leave early. BUT NOOO. ms chia HAD to come only at 2.40pm. me and mom waited for like 20mins and we talked about olden days and stuff. then when it was time ms chia handed the report book and tests papers to my mum. then we kind of sat in silence. then my mum and my form teacher started contemplating on why i got so low for english (b4 people, mourn for me) and yet did quite well for lit. then my mum was going on about how i was straightlaced and would only read one type of book and if she tried to make me read like serious non-fiction books i would reject. then half way thru their oh-so-interesting (sacarsm people, sacarsm) conversation, i noticed something VERY COOL but tiny on my report slip.

Class position: 2

"OMG MUMMY! I GOT 2ND IN CLASS"

okay. i totally regret rudely interrupting the convo but i was AWESTRUCKED okay. haha. and then ms chia was all staring at me weirdly. but watever. then it got more awkward when my sis called and i answered and she got locked out of the house. SIGH. my sis hor.. haha. then i had to ask my mum where the spare key was. it was really weird. then i went out to tell my sis where it was then as i was about to go back into the class my mum came out.

PTM WAS OVER!

yay.

then i went down to the basement to CHANGE INTO NICE CIVILIAN CLOTHES.
and my and my mum headed to VIVO CITY!

whoo. vivo is really big. we went there and watched Pirates of the Carrbean at World's End which so FREAKINGLY ROCKS MY SOCKS EVEN THOUGH I WORE NONE.

it was GOOD. very good. then as we were heading back to the mrt station we decided to go try out the Vinco doughnuts cos there had been a long queue ever since we came (not the same ppl la mind u) so my mum queued up while i called jennifer but she wouldnt answer.
then all the doughnuts with the "okay" sign which supposedly meant it was recommended was sold out so we had to like buy others. the Sky Berry one is NICE. its all sweet. i tried it for breakfast this morning.

Anyway, back to yesterday, me and mum took mrt to compass and walked to the carpark where she had parked her car. As me and my mum were in the lift to go to this carpark, a guy came in with this woman and he saw my mum carrying the doughnuts and was like "Y'knw theres this doughnut shop in City Hall, i think all the people there are very free."

like WAH LAU. i felt like gg "AHEM!" i mean, there he is making a comment like that and my mum is there carrying a doughnut box. then when we were in the car my mum was gg on about how he was rude. haha he's such an asshole.

so yesterday was fun time with my mum. the movie was great. jennifer has left for koh-ree-ere. tomorrow i have drums. i have to make a timetable for june so i can see when are my free dates. I NEED TO TOUCH MY HOMEWORK!!

ya. and im making blogskin. check it out soon.

I can't think of a blog title. hmm howabout: FRIDAY!

A serious conversation between me and Sharmini on human rights and deforestation. Okay not really.
"Hey Bernadette, you got sweet?"
"Nope. But I can ask from Darrylin I gave her one whole tube of Fox sweet."
"ACK! I don't like."
"Okay. Then tomorrow I bring Wolf for you, okay?"

I'm finally listening to 30 Seconds to Mars. Nice nice. Listening to Attack gives me the chills and the image of a person playing the guitar really coolly.

Did you here about the drummer guy from the band The Suns? They're a local band i think. anyway the drummer guy died in his sleep and he was only 20 something! so sad. and the lead singer from Ronin was almost crying when he talked about the guy. so very very sad. i think we shud all live like its our last day cos we dunno if it is and stuff. ya.

haha tuesdays with morrie is a good book. it teaches u how to LIVE UR LIFE. but im not doing very well in following. these few days im getting more rude, more offensive, im saying things i dont mean to say and im annoying everyone including myself. i wish i cud change but the problem is, I CANT. well ok i can but its like hard yknw? BUT I SHALL TRY.

*cue applause*


my ear is itchy. haha. I HAVE TO GO FOR PTM LATERRR. i hope ms chia (or mrs chua as she is supposed to be called. but ms chia is MUCH nicer) doesnt say anything mean about me to my mom!! and i hope if she does, she doesnt take too long. cos me and my mum gotta rush to vivo and watch

*drum roll*

PIRATES! OF! THE! CARRIBEAN!

Life! gave it 2 out of three stars while the Today newspaper gave it 3(or was it 4?). But whatever the critics say, im gonna watch it. yes becos i already booked the tix so i cant like go back but ALSO because pirates of the carribean is like one of the good blockbusters u cant miss.

like spiderman3 yknw? jus that spiderman3 was given better ratings. haha.

shrek 3 coming out soon. on the 31st to be exact. and i need to do a june holiday timetable and sort of my priorities.

I CANT WAIT FOR STARKSY AND HUTCH!

i'm not crying, im not a cryer, i...i work out.
- Ben Stiller in Starksy and Hutch (or at least thats what i think he says haha.)

Cant wait for monday too. i need to call jenn today. wish her goodbye, shes going to korea til june 9th. then on the 10th its her birthhdaaayy. we are june babies. oh yes we are. uh huh.

yeaa.

anyone going to the Jet concert? haha not me.

I'm my pain in the ass.

YOOHOOHOOOO!

haha guess wat? im sort of proud of myself for my results. i mean. im not gonna brag but no one seems proud of me so im jus gonna give myself a pat on the back.

*pat pat* it's kind of hard. i mean my back is hard. cos im wearing my brace. haha. IBET U DIDNT KNOW THAT. i found out that if i DONT wear my brace for many many weeks my back bone becomes all curved and it hurts abitty witty when i sit. so im WEARING IT.

so other then that i went to drum lesson on sunday in hope of getting Santi and Almost Here but apprantly both MJ and Sembawang have NEVER heard of The Academy Is...

ARGH. shudve bought it that day. but it was in such a crappy condition. ah well. shall buy it when i go to HMV (i dunno WHEN i'll do that) or when i go watch Pirates on fri. but i DID buy A Beautiful Lie (30 Seconds to Mars)

havent listened to it yet tho. THE LETO BROTHERS ARE COOL. so is that watcher and tomo guys. haha IM NOT A VERY GOOD FAN. i dun produce inuf wind. HAHA. GET IT? HAHAHA. ok nvm.

so wat else? umum. oh yes. the experience of booking movie tickets online is a scary one. scaryy.

the twins and viv are coming over on monday! 4 hours of ben stiller! WHOO.

yea. and we're gonna learn Famous Last Words this coming sunday for drums. cant wait.

I CANT BELIEVE IT'S STILL MONDAY.

GAAHH!

And when you go...

HELLO.

it's a sunday. and im wondering where the twins and viv are. stupid william-beckett stealer is online. im talking to her. sort of. im not saying anything and neither is she. its like STALE. hopefully it doesnt breed mosquitos.


ok. so life's good i guess. im really happy with my results! so sad that it isnt mid year and so whatever i scored is only some kind of percentage of overall marks BLABLA. gahh.

yesterday most of the sec 2s went for NDP. it wasnt half bad actually. it was AT NIGHT. and night totally freaks me out but the good thing is that it isnt HOT. but after running 231248384324 rounds i was feeling neither hot nor cold and i was so afraid of fainting. it wasnt half bad also because i wasnt lonely. i had DAWNLEE to talk to. haha and marianne who was from my original group. and elizabeth who is no. 1 of my group (im no. 2 so im pretty much sitting behind her and seperating her from her frens. i feel guilty). me and dawn managed to drink up 5 bottles of NEWater. the coolest part was when it was 10pm and we were all in this bus heading for school and the lights were all off (after demands from the ppl behind) and so me and dawn attempted to sleep. then i told dawn that it felt like a tour bus and it was like i was in a band. anyway we didnt manage to sleep so we ended up whacking joleen and joanne's head jus for fun. and freaking joleen out by moving the curtain.

the funny part was when i was walking off the bus and said "BYE!" to the army guy who TOTALLY IGNORED ME. then the bus uncle was like "BYE!" cos he thought i was saying to him. haha. so funny so i said "bye uncle!" to the bus uncle but i jus continued waving to the army guy cos i was too tired to change hand. so awkward.

when i reached home i took a shower. it was a damn good one. I FELT ALL CLEAN. i swear i could have even been shining. anyway after that i watched 28 Days (no kids, not the one with zombies, the one with sandra bullock and viggo mortensens [cant spell]) with my parents. it was a really cool movie. the ending was kind of sad cos they didnt show if sandra's character went with viggo's character. viggo is a cool name. haha. but in the movie he was speaking with this drawl and it was really hard to understand him. but watever. ITS A NICE MOVIE. viggo is cute. i still liked him better in LOTR tho. haha.

anyway. I AM SINGLE. as in, I HAVE NO CELEBRITY CRUSH AT THE PRESENT MOMENT. which is surprising cos im always gushing about how cute a certain angmoh guy is. haha. BUT IM LIKE SOOO OVER THAT CHILDISH STUFF.ok not really, im only single cos amanda and melissa lim are stealing my potential boyfrens. haha. funny.

AHH! i better go get ready to meet jas for drum lesson. hmm. i still havent bought her a birthday present (her birthday was in FEB. damn i suck big)

but im so gonna get Almost Here and Santi today. I WILL. even tho it will cost me a flipping 40 bucks. but i need new music to listen to. the music in my mp3 is growing cobwebs and speaking dinosaur language. the only nice songs are The Kill, Attack and Ohio is for Lovers.

ya. so i shall take my leave. I BID U FAREWELL. byebye.

ps. wat is with ppl(not really ppl. more like kelicia low. haha) and asking me to go with them to watch pirates? like HELLO it opens on thurs, its abit late right? haha. im gg with my mom on thurs and fri. i feel so bad rejecting ppl.

MAROON 5!

i want maroon 5's new cd. may some something right? haha. im so horrid. also pirates, CANT WAIT FOR THAT. i want the acedemy is.... too. AHH. william. how charismatic are u.

haha. i think brigid is a funny thing that flies. melissa is a funny thing that cant stand her pimple. jasmin is a funny thing that owes me my Eldest book. darrylin is a funny thing that sings really well. and helena is a funny thing i havent seen for 3 days cos she's sick. jennifer is a funny thing that is going to korea. kelly and karyn and viv are funny things that i havent seen in a long time. (not really, isee viv quite often. haha)

and my stomach hurts.

bleagh. and i think my fencing coach is funny. haha.

ok.
so nothing to post about really. maybe i'll finish chap 14? dunno.

One and a half weeks to exam. 8 more days to Pirates of the Caribean

I DELETED MY OLD OLD BLOG.

the 2005 and 2006 one. couldnt take it. BAAAD memories.

okay. anyway something exciting happened to me on Monday.

WENT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN3 WITH MUM AND BRO.

mannn! it was the BEST MOVIE EVERRR (sure to get kicked off the list when i watch pirates). haha. it was GOOD. i cried my eyes out at the last part.

WHY DO THE HANDSOME DIE?!?!.

and i really really love the computer graphics. VERY VERY good. absolutely brilliant. and topher grace does a good job being venom.

its so good, i might be watching it again with viv! haha.

ITS GOOD. GOOD GOOD GOOD. GO WATCH IT.

other than that nothing exciting. except results. got one c5 (chi DUH), two A1s, two A2s and one B4 (stupid home econs. so disappointing.) still dont have lit and geog.

okay. so ya. haha. I need to go to the toilet!! haha. when i come back im gonna finish chap 14 and POST IT. haha. WATCH OUT!

OKAY. after um 15 mins since i came back from the toilet, i saw viv's tag. so i jus remembered that...


I SAW A SNAKE DURING NDP PRAC.

how it hapened? i walked past this patch of grass, everyone was doing the same la. then like someone shouted "SNAKE!" and i SAW IT. IT SLITHERED AND IT WENT AWAY. IT WAS SO COOL. but this girl was so scared. and she started crying. i was like "dont cry!" even tho i didnt know her. so embarassing. then after awhile she was okay. anyway before she was okay, viv's group walked by. and my group was like "DONT WALK ACROSS! GOT SNAKE." then some of the ppl from her group believed. then they walked the other way. then viv who was walking down the pavement was like "HAHAH DONT BLUFF LA. U THINK U VERY FUNNNY ISIT."

i was looking at viv. and thinking how stupid she was. haha. stupid.

ANYWAY I SAW A SNAKE LAAA. for 2secs. FOR THAT 2 SECS, IT WAS COOL.

and i cant finish chap 14!!! AHH! so sad. i wrote up to this certain part and i could jus end and post it. but i dowan. i wanna write the whole convo between kaine and jenn. YA. haha. so u guys have to wait. hopefully i'll finish soon. hopefully it'll be long. hopefully it'll be good. but most likely not.


OKOK. byebye. my parents wanna sleep. im being selfish :(

HEYHEYHEY! im back. and i predict many butts to be kicked.

HELLOHELOHELLO.

exams are over. but not for me. i mean to me,exams are only over when they give back results and i get to have 4 weeks of holiday.

i love results. why? cos it comes up behind u and bites u in the ass and goes "SURPRISE!" u don't know wats coming. hopefully, all the results that bite my butt are gonna be good. cos i studied! STUDIED.

also the 4 weeks of holidays arent gonna happen. WHY? stupid NDP. and yknw wat else? i have to CHANGE GROUP. like DAMMIT! how many times does this have to happen to me? im going to group 4. got 2b,2c and 2d ppl. not anyone im close to. which means, once again im jus gonna be talking to myself in my mind. all alone. rejected. hurt.

ok maybe not that bad. jus gonna be lonely. at least when i was in group nine i could talk to my frens in group 10. BUT NOW? nooo! plus i have to learn new steps. ARGH.

stupid.stupid.

went jamming with jasmin and amanda yesterday. managed to play dirty lil secret. i made jasmin's sister cry. haha. NOT MY FAULT. all i did was take the camera! then she was all teary eye! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I DID IT. until much realization. yes. so all in all it was fun. didnt manage to write a song. i shud be doing that with right handed salad bowl. i wonder wat RHSB is going to do now. haha. we're dying!

went to cat class after jamming. was talking to Dawn about bands and stuff. we were like talking and talking until out teacher had to go "EXCUSE ME! sorry." like as in scolding us. u could see he was pissed. and ifelt so guilty. but i wasnt really paying attention. i was drawing 12 heads with tongues of flames on them. cos we were talking about pentecost. so ya.

so basically i spend my whole morning finishing NightRise by Anthony Horowitz. IT WAS VERY VERY EXCITING. especially the last part. cant wait for the fourth book. and i wanna read the latest Alex Rider book! Snake Skin or something. ahh.

then i read abit of Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom. a few pages and i was touched. GO READ IT.

ok so gona watch some videos. or check out some blogs. or something. not gonna write story, no mood today. haha.

toodles noodles!

PS: anyone watched Janice Dickonson's Modelling Agency last night? HER SON IS A FUNNY GUY. haha. and TJ Wilks or watever is cute. haha hes a NANNY!

You make me siiing.

MICHAEL BUBLE MAKES ME SING.

LITERALLY.

haha. been listening to his songs alot. gets really my mind. but the most annoying thing is i cant rmb how they sound like exactly. and i got to school telling my fren about this song that goes "something something babe kohkohkoh! or something like that. some spanish thing." haha. and she laughs at me.

presently, finished printing science notes. gotta mug hard. I'll probably not blog/come online till after next week. exams all throughout the week, can die man.

and i think the oral examiner from yesterday hates me. she's a teacher. and i seriously dont want her teaching me next year or anything. why? i dont think i'll be able to like/respect her which is bad cos i respect all my teachers. anyway this oral examiner was insulted by me i think. cos i said singaporeans tend to slang when they're around foreigners but when around fellow singaporeans they tend to speak singlish all the time which is why we aren't formal.

YA. its so true la. i mean.... the dancefloor? everyone was slanging cos benji was there. haha. but watever la. i regret saying that. TOTALLY WRONG THING TO SAY. ifeel so stupid when im reminded of oral so let's talk about something else.


HMM. yes. i really wanna go watch spiderman 3. and shrek 3 and fantastic four and harry potter and the simpsons. nicenicenicenice movies.

ok. so i shall go check out who blogged (or not!) then go hide in my room and bury myself in books.


toodley. noodles. poodles.

OH YA. funny funny quote for the day. im sure amanda will love it.

MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU.
-Vernon A. on the MORNING MUTTONS. this morning (duh.)

Your every line, your ever word; your everything.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

ok. SOMETHING INTERESTING HAS HAPPENED.

i..... bought Michael Buble's CD.

yepp. the latest. Call Me Irresponsible. no that's the title, not a request. BUTBUT dont blame me hor. blame it on the damn good advertisment. AHHHHHRRRGHH.

i mean. ahh. his songs are so nice. he wrote two of them in this album too! AND LIKE. his voice is nice. and i like jazz.


no really. i do. IM NOT KIDDING YOU. ilike jazz. there i said it! im not lying. gosh. but i dunno if i wasted 18 bucks on it la. i mean the cd cover thingo has FUNNY SCRATCHES ON IT. makes me so sad. haha. butbut the songs. aiyo.

im such a sucker for hotvoicedjazzguys.

im gonna die if they sell a dvd of the songs + the cd for like 20 bucks. AIYO. waste my money can? i want the dvd. i like how mr buble dances. haha. so SAUVE LA. very cool. yes he may be abit chubby but hes funny. and his voice is to die for.

i hope i dont treat it like my jamie cullum cd. which.. i listen to... once... in a while....

!!!

ok. i shall put it in my mp3 and listen to it when i go to bed. so i can have nice jazz dreams. haha.

something else happened. not sure if its today. i wanted to blog about it but forgot wat it was. HAHA. farny.

OH YA OH YA.

BENJI.

how could i forgot? like the best dance floor episode ive watched. ok so i only paid attention to the episode cos of.... BENJi. everytime he appeared i would squeal.

sigh. he danced contemporary. and stripped abit.

*swoons*

and theres this part where glenn is like "so your a international superstar now?" then benji jumps and go "I HAVE SUPER POWERS!" and glenn and FD arent laughing so benji quickly regains composure and pretends it didnt even happen.

i was laughing like a mad. thing. cow? i dunno. i was laughing. aye.

so michael and benji. benji is love. while michael.. is a surprise.

i still dunno if i wasted money on buble. GAHH. im pathetic.


and and. i dun think i did VERY badly for todays chinse exam. EEPS.

This innocence is brilliant.

HELOo.

avril lavigne's songs are good.

so its a sunday. i dont really like sundays. cos like the next day is monday. i hate mondays. fridays and saturdays are good. yea. haha.

im somewhat done studying for tomorrow's chinses exam. GAAH. i have oral this thurday too. i think i have chinese oral too. i hate chi oral. i always make a fool outta myself. GAAH.

anyway, right now im looking for red jumpsuit appratus tabs. face down and false pretense. i like those songs. lala. also im burning cds for jas. cos her com is dead and she cant get acess to her songs and stuff so like yeah. gg to meet her for drum lesson.

oh yea and i wrote a song yeterday. sound all pop punk. more pop and less punk. no good and 100% crappy. BUT IM JUS EXPERIMENTING. yuuppp.

so yea. nothing to blog about, really. cept exams are coming and im worried. ahh.

BENJI SCHWIMMER TODAY!

When he says he loves you

HELLO.

so ive been ABSTAINING from computer! managed to STUDY CHINESE. FOUND OUT I STUDIED CHAPTERS THAT THEY WONT TEST.

haiyoh.

nothing much this week, really. joey love shan, melissa likes pushing, darrylin likes being stupid, brigid likes silently laughing,sharmini likes laughing at my lame jokes and staring at my funny ones, jasmin likes drawing and black and i dislike going through emotional turmoil.

same old same old.

exams are coming! STRESS, haha. but im going do my best. i want to make myself proud. my parents proud. YAY. whoo. and after scoring well im going to party hard.

my defination of party hard: write songs that are nice, practise guitar, play soccor with darrylin, do lame things, catch a movie and do something really really nice.

AND I STILL NEED TO DO CIP.

alamak! oh yes and NDP will resume after exam. damn scared la. the cheographer isnt gonna be there anymore. from now on its like mass reharsels of whatyoumightcallit.

and amanda told me esparagus is ASPARAGUS.

her goal in life is to spell vegetables correctly.


and and and. CHAPTER 13! omg. haha NO YET LA. gonna write after im done with this.

i still need to watch my taped american idol. BLAKE!

OH YA.

BENJI SCHWIMMER + SINGAPORE = VERY HAPPY ME.

I would've kept you forever...

just abit of 30 seconds to mars will do the trick.

right. so my com is freaking me out. the java thing wants to download but im afraid that a virus my infect the com. so then i installed it then blocked it. so i DIDNT install it. haha. AYA. im weird la.

i really dont know what im gonna blog about. my world's like all bleagh, my emotions arent very specific with me.

i was reading the newspaper, reading about the virginia school gun rampage thing. and i shivered abit. i mean, its scary okay? what would you do if you were in such a situation? One day, you go to school as normal. You sit down, get bored of listening to your science teacher. Then things move so fast. some one says something about doors being locked? then a guy. gun shots. screaming. running.

the girl beside you screams and falls. and doesnt get up. then he turns the barrell to you and...


AYE, mate. its scary.

anyway on a lighter note, i was supposed to burn a cd for my fren. and urrr i forgot wat songs. i can remember SOME. haha the gc and fob and fray songs. but i cant rmb the rest.

my com is lagging! WHY? creepy. its not my com btw. its my dad's so yea. ANYWAY HES BACK FROM NEWYORK.

WITH ESPARAGUS!

and my mum's mad again. also annoyed at the fact that im not studying. AYA.

haha im watching the blue october into the ocean video. very very intricate. nice.

EH. so yea. i'll think i'll work on chap 13 til 8.15.

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO. cokatoos?

so lock up, baby, before the dreams break in.

AYE.

right. so i have to finish a science mindmap BUT IM STRAYING AWAYY...

RIIIIIIIGHT. so didnt go for XM homecoming (such a letdown. i wanted to see the school. haha and the TWINS OF COURSE. coff.) but u have to blame it on 2.4 and viv. haha.i really wanted to go with viv. but NOOO. so in the end amanda n jas went. haha.

AYE. i really need to go now. do s much science before i go for drum class.

i think im gonna have cramps.

Pen, Paper, Dreams...

Okay no time to collect thoughts and such so let's see where this post goes.

hmm. so havent been online for a while huh? but back by popular demand (according to Ellen: I demanded it and im popular) this is me. and im blogging. basically.

sigh. homework, homework. ive gotta do it. i dont fill too well. why? its night. honestly? I hate the night. cos it creeps me out. eh. i woke up in the middle of the night. 2/3am? and i couldnt sleep. so i lay there. and i freaked myself out. haha. waking up in the middle of the night is the worse thing that could happen to me. i rmb one night i woke up at 3am something and i didnt sleep. until like 6am? yes. i really am so tempted to take sleeping pills or something. i find waking up in the middle of the night the most annoying thing.

gaaahhhh.

these few days have been boring. badluck rolls after another. boring days and blah. my interest in anything and everything is wearing out like that big puff of ozone layer killing smoke in the story that has settled happily in my chinese book.


anyway. sigh. i feel really lethargic. i wish i could stay up and watch AI and My name is earl. but no, i shall have to tape it and watch it another day. ggggggggggrrrrr. tmrs a thurdays. after that a friday. then a saturday. a busy one. then a sunday. then comes a monday followed by a tueday and then a wednesday.

and then thurday's coming round the mountain again.

don't you other people ever get so sick of it?


booo. week after week. stupid commontest coming up. stupid 2.4 run.

btw, i am over pete. yes. he and ashlee can go live happily or not or watever i dont care. haha. REALLY! trust me! im not lying! I WILLL STAND BY MY WOOORRRDD.

also, i am not very very serious and watever on becoming a professional musician. it is no longer my dream. no longer my passion. ok maybe music IS still my passion. but im not gonna think abt wat im gonna call myself when i get interviewed by Ryan Seacrest. playing music is just a hobby. listening to it is leisure. and well, music is my passion. so watever.

I HAVE NO IDEA WAT IM GONNA DO WITH MY FISHFUL LIFE.

Have a nice dayyy... duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh...

heeeeellllllllllloooooo.

h
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H
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L
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HIIIIIIIII!

hah.

ok.
so yesterday was good friday. special day for christians, mind you. the day God suffered and died for us. yes, for u, for u and u. even if u dont believe christ he still DIED FOR U, ok? haha. so yeah.

um. i gotta finish homework. not by today tho. heh. im lazy. and maybe i feel studious I'll study chinese. gotta practise guitar. practise piano. ummmm. write a song maybe. haha i shall TRY! um um ummmmmmmm tape my name is earl cos i gotta go to church. YAA.


meanwhile i shall go write chap 12 until my bro chases me off the seat.

you've got best friends
I've got best pens

baby don't be gentle; I can handle anything.

hey you all!!!!!!


peeeeeeeeeeoples.

haha. thanks for the um overwhelming "HELLO"s on my tagboard... very very... greetingful.

OH WAIT. haha I JUS REALISED. THAT IN MY LAST POST. I SAID "HELLO HELLO HELLO" many times. so maybe u guys were replying to it!

HAHA. im so smart.


ok. so im at the FOB web (like usual) and then theres this interview on Pete and his anxiety/depression problem (rmb overdose of pills...?) and then i started reading about bipolar disorder and anxiety and wat they are.

OH JEEZ THE EXPLANATION ISNT VERY GOOD. haha. iwas reading and was like "uhhh. ok. what?" cos i dont really get it. it says that a person with bipolar doesnt really know he/she has is so for all i care i have it and i dont even know. so.... how?

haha. i dunno. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna. hmm. but hopefully im find. maybe abit freaky, but hopefully fine. but the fact that me or YOU OR YOU OR YOU! might have any of this um disorders? yea. watever u call it. and like it's scary.

anyway JUST FYI, SUICIDE WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING. so if u ppl have thought about jumping off a building or slitting ur wrists DONT! cos like its not gonna help. when u hurt urself and make wounds visible, SURE U'LL GET ATTENTION. but its all FAKE. ITS FAKE FRIENDSHIP. ITS JUS SYMPATHY. so you wont gain anything. and suicide will harm the ppl around u.... and well, let's just say i doubt u'll get into heaven.

yea. SO DONT COMMIT SUICIDE HOOOOORRRR!

don't. yea. no matter how down life gets, theres still ppl who love u. perhaps not the kids around u or ur parents. maybe u dont have anyone but urself. BUT U FORGET!

GOD LOVES U. YES HE DOES.
HE LOVES U.

SO SHUTTUP AND SHUT OFF ABOUT SUICIDE.

ya.
hopefully i got the msg across.

HAHA. right.

so ive run out of things to post.

AAAH! band prac tmr! im panicking. isit gonna go well? isit? ISIT? i dunno. ahh. worrier.


OK. SO CHAP12 HERE I COME.

THE ACADEMY IS.... *drum roll*

hello.

hellooo.

hellOOO.

HELLOOO.

HELLLOOOOO!!

HELLO

haha. ok inuf with that. right. so im pretty busy. gotta do research. gotta study for my home econs. aahhh..

in the mean time, im watching videos. The Academy Is... videos and....


THE NEW LINKIN PARK SONG.

like OMG. i cant wait to see it. it's loading. hah. im so close.

AAAHHH! CHESTER! i see mike too. HAH. linkin park is so cool. chester's hair is cool. the song is cool.

haha. im cool. for the moment.

yeeeeeeah.

ok. i love the song. video's really cool. tho i would like it if chester did his screamo thing. but we dont wanna hurt his poor throat right? SO... YEA.

linkinpark is cool. HAH!


ok. right. so um. back to my research for now.

PS. eh. haha. this post is pretty boring is guess. bleagh. i shall blog another time and maybe you'll get so excited you'll pee in ur pants. or shorts. or skirt. or... bear suit?

Make us poster boys in ur scene.

so last night my mood went on a rollercoaster ride again. haha. im gonna delete the post. and i've got the rest of chapter11 written out in my mind, and now i gotta write it on on the blog. yea.

so this few days I've been coming back home at 6pm. thank god theres barely any homework, or i would be breaking down and eating alot of chocolate.

ALOT.

been doing situps lately. I FEEL STRONGER!! whoo.

no i dont.

but watever. its NOON NOON NOON. i woke up at 11am and kind of lazed around. got the whole house to myself.

haha im finally watching Stacey's Mom. haha. FUNNY. fountains of wayne are so perverted. i love the song tho.

well. guess wat? i need to go pee. haha. buhbye.

WINDOWS DOOOWN.

i wrote a song today. during math lesson. after PE. pe sucked. i feel like a useless piece of crapp. its not very good when u're a tall girl who acts stupid and isnt cool cos she cant play basketball. haha. but watever. the song made things better.

whoo that rhymes.

argh. i cant find... a certain Mark Hoppus Podcast which i wanna listen to... but fine. i wont die cos i cant listen to it.

but im damn thirsty tho.

grr. haha. got art stuff to collect and science ws to mark. but i dun really care actully. my arms are hurting from ballet. and i still gotta excersize. so yea.

read a few blogs, extend chap 11 and i'll be gone.

hello citizens of singaporeeee and more.

dear pete, whats it take to be the celebrity u are?

so today's character development period was spent kind of discussing with ourselves about the FUTURE. mann... i love the future. flying space crafts and excalators everywhere aside, its the time when i'll be a WOMAN(haha i feel like puking) and i go around and do whatever shit i wanna do and theres no way im gonna be handed a yellow booking form. ahyes the police. i will not steal dont worry.

right. so where was i? right the future. not too far into the future lah. mrs tan asked us to think abt wat careers we want so we can choose the right subjects. i kind of highlighted the careers i wanted which included legal stuff umum artist, umum nurse? (actually i wanted to be a doctor then i didnt want so the nurse thing was under some kind of weird impulse) and well, editor and blah. then we had to go line up in the career we wanted.

so with me and my trusty sidekick, darrilyn, we skipped off to be the only 2 students of SEC 2 to want to be...


*drum roll*

EDITORRR.

i felt damn good about myself. i looked at the line of future "Artists" and damn SJC girls do have wild dreams, no?

haha. so yea. me and darrilyn and viv and karijah (both who are SUPPOSEDLY INTERESTED in advertising. haha viv wanted to be a marine biologist but she didnt wanna leave the entertainment department. i told her she could jus tell jokes in the sea.) are in thie group and we gotta do research and other blah.

hah. talking to viv. we could be best friends.


watching the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. the lead's hair is freaking me out.. haha he sounds like tyson from AAR.I WANT AAR BACK. stupid hiatus!

im thinking of spiking my hair one day. and wearing cool clothes. and piercing my nose.

sheesh. the whole emo thing.. ARGH. get the newspapers, the adults, the parents, the immature kids, outta my sight! everyone's fussing about who where wat. slitting wrists, and wearing eyeliner and writing poems about suicide... is it FOB's/MCR's fault? IS IT? its not okay. so dont blame the bands. the bands inspire. what those kids are doing are what they choose to do. its them u need to badger. not us. stop the newspaper reports. its stupid. ur pushing ppl. kids are gonna read these newspaper and go : "so is this the trend? i gotta do it too."

don't worry daddy, falloutboy isnt gonna make me an "emo" kid.

oh gosh. how i hate that term. so watever.

been feeling and thinking alot lately. so i think im gonna write a song or something. and try to make music. argh. u suck bernie. haha.

but if the rockstar thing doesnt work out, theres always the editing thing... right?

haha. :)

So is this what we're up against?

wat i had for breakfast just a minute ago: Bread in brocolli soup.

u're probably going: EWWWW! she can't spell brocolli!

haha it's not my fault. anyway the FOB ppl are not keeping to their word. They said the video for Thnks Fr Th Mmrs was coming out on 23rd march. but it's not here yet....

so meanwhile i shall watch A conversation with Pete and Mark. Two of my fav bassists. Funny funny guys.

blink182 rules 4ever.

im waiting for keli, mandy, jas and cleo to come over. havent seen those aliens in a loong time (excluding jas i see her every sunday to friday.)

thursday. I AM BEING AN EVIL CHILD HAHA. i have a sc ws AND IM NOT DOING IT. YET.

"I like the fact that we're only half-done here."

Damen looked up at his opponent, beads of sweat falling from his brow. A sneer was the only sight he saw. That same old sneer that had been directed in his way for two years now, the same sneer that he had complained about, the sneer that the elders of the castle said that Hahras wasn't capable of.

"Let's just..." Hahras suddenly retreated and sheathed his sword. "Leave it here. Shall we?"

Eyes opened wide in slight surprise, Damen stood his ground but made small movements for his sword on the floor. This could be a trick for all he cared, victory was the only way of satisfaction for the man who stood infront of him. Only a few years younger yet more sly, more skilled and rather well-loved. But Damen had always seen through those fake speeches and his pretty brown hair and lovely blue eyes that could make any castle maid swoon.

Now this perfect cousin of his took another step back. The sword remained where he had sheathed it and one of his hand was running through his hair.

Disgusting.

Then just to make his leave fancy, Hahras flashed one of his smiles and saluted. Then he made a quick walk out of the room.

If Hahras had walked out on a fight before cutting his head off and hanging parts of his body all around the kingdom, Damen guessed that he hadn't decided to show his true colours to another others just yet.

Sighing as he got up, Damen could just imagine a heated conversation going on between him and the king.

The sad thing about telling his dad "I told you so" was that he would probably not believe him. Along with the kingdom.


hello HELLO. yea so wassup? i hv a sc ws to do so i gotta make this FAST. and up there? WAT IS THAT u're asking? well i was reading amanda's star wars and it inspired me. so i jus wrote a little passage. it's based on this story i wrote last year. about this girl.. and a guy. medival times shit. so yea. maybe i might continue this? who knows? ah well..


so tday i went for confession. i feel BETTER actually. i mean.. i feel all forgiven. haha. so cool right? and then during recess we had cake. for brigid and celine lim (U ARE BOTH 14 AND OLD. HAH.) and like. it was good.

i ate 2 pieces and almost puked. ah me.


JOY, we need to make a band blog. it is NOT stupid jenn. SHUTTUP. haha.

today i had NDP. it was LAME. it was raining so we sat in the shade for a FREAKING 3HOURS. its more fun than dancing but HELLO. IT WASTED MY LIFE.

there was this part where they gave out bread and everyone was screaming and reaching. and then my sc teacher walked towards me and ppl were like "AAAH" like he was a celebrity. so then i started laughing and was like


"MR TAN, I WANT UR AUTOGRAPH!"

its sad that no one heard me say it. haha i had to tell jas and helena and mel and deanna wat i said. and its not funny when u EXPLAIN IT.

sheesh. after NDP i went home and managed to catch abit of Ellen interviewing John Mayer.
they said something like this:

John: So yknw if u make people go "Wow... huh."
Ellen: Hey that's a song itself! Make ppl go "wow.. huh"
John: Haha, YEAH.

SOMETHING LIKE THAT. anyway it was funny. made me smile. and then John Mayer performed. love his voice.

and yea. that's pretty much it. thanks to jas for lending me her cds. thanks to you for reading this shit.

Buhhh-bye.

The city lights are too much for me.

HELLOOOOOO KIDDDOS!!

i bet all of u are really bummed out that school just started. SHEESH. don't feel alone, so do i. so wassup y'all? on sunday i did something EXCITING. okay other than gg church and drum class.

I WENT TO HMV.

yes yesi did! and i bought two cds. very very cool cds. i think they're like the coolest CDs i ever bought. okay maybe not. i love all my cds.

LOVE.

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

when i lost my gc and sp cds i cried for a night(okay im very sure i did. maybe i jus ALMOST cried and disillusioned myself that i cried. HEH) . and almost cried for a few more. but im not EMO. sheesh! ANYWAY i was heartbroken. i felt so dumb i mean I IMAGINE THE GIRL PICKING UP TWO CDS FOR FREE AND SHOWING IT OFF AND GG "hey i love gc and sp!"

SHEESH. watever! haha

yea. so i collect cds and i treasure everyone one of em. and these two cds are gg to be treated like kings.

first one.....

THE FRAY
How to Save A Life

and then

TAKING BACK SUNDAY
Louder Now (CD+DVD)

i cant wait to watch the DVD. if any of u have it, can u tell me if it's the home videos one? haha tt one if FUNNAYE. anyway watever it is, i know it'll be cool cos...

IT'S TAKING BACK SUNDAY FOR PETE'S SAKE. yea. and the songs are nice i cant wait to hear all..

LALALA. so im pretty happy about this.

today something bad happened. i did something really weird and i was so shaken. okay my math teacher didnt come. so then i went to sit with jas (she ask me to sit with her) then on the seat was this orange blot thing which i didnt wanna sit on so i went to look for an empty chair then i grabbed it and as i was walking away with it my classmate walked towards tt table and was like "WHAT U DOING?" then i was faking a laugh (i didnt know wat the heck i was doing either) then i took the orange blot chair and gave it to her then i quickly walked away and i felt so weird and guilty about wat i did. LIKE HELLO I JUS GAVE A GIRL A ORANGE BLOT CHAIR.

then i went to sit with jas and POOF another classmate is standing behind me and im like "HUH WAT?" then she says mus sit in groups and like the girl whom i gave the orange blot chair was sitting behind me (she was in my group) then i felt super awkward then i went to sit down and i was shivering and having goose bumps.

it was the weirdest freakiest feeling ever. and i dunno wat the heck happened.

HMM. weird huh?

i was telling jas abt how i might have biopolar disorder. then i said i wasnt serious.

i think i freaked her out abit.

Step one...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Dammit. I really love the lyrics. if only i could write lyrics like this... haha. argh. this song makes me wanna cry. sigh. its damn nice. i get this chilly feeling when i read the lyrics. ITS DAMN NICE. AAAAAAAAAH. its nice. haha. i really have nothing else to say other then "this song is really really nice." it is. And when u read thru it i hope it makes u think. it's just really really nice. haha okay i'll stop saying that and get back to chap9.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and I could've stayed up with you all night, if I'd known how to save a life.

This afternoon after a VERY BAD ALMOST FAINT FROM MENSTRAL CRAMPS ndp practise, i came home, used to toilet and saw something very exciting in the newspaper.

5.00pm
The Ellen Degeneres show:
Edward Norton/Anne Hathaway/The Fray

Now what exactly you may ask, is so darn exciting about that? It's not like theres a tsunami or maybe my picture some how got on the newspaper. well i'll answer you:

EDWARD NORTON (i really dunno if im correct with spelling his sur name) AND THE FRAY ARE ON THE SHOW!!!

So then u ask : who the heck are these people.

then I'll answer: THE COOLEST THING. okay the only movie i ever watched with Edward in it was Italian Job and he was the BAD BAD MAN. but i really wanted to watch The Illusionist. and he interests me :) so i watched ellen interview him and he's really funny.

Ellen and Edward are playing PING PONG. edward was in China shooting his new film and was trained by this ping pong master whom he called "Pong Master D".

Ellen: I like badminton. Have you tried Badminton? I like badminton.
Edward: What do you like paddles or something?
Audience and Ellen (And my mom): *laughs*
Ellen: *Puts on serious face* It's none of your business.

WHEEEEEEE. AND THE FRAY IS DAMN GOOD. i really really like the song "How To Save A Life" it gives me goose bumps everytime i hear it. It's damn nice la. I wanna get their CD.

so anyway, MY TAGBOARD ISNT WORKING FOR ME. i cant tag on it! and its depressing. so i shall answer the HAPPY HAPPY ABUNDANCE OF TAGS here! whee.

to kelly: Haha i really dont get it. ok actually i do. but why isit mean when u say it. okay i dont get it.
to joy: huh? wat two chapters? do wat to ur story?
to viv: yea i know it was out LOOOOONG time ago but as an avid-non-hilary fan i didnt bother to watch or listen to it.... but for the sake of the hot guy, maybe i will... one day.... when im bored... and i remember...
to karyn: yea hilary cant sing la! she can HIT NOTES but thats NOTHING. i can hit notes too! but i can play guitar so im superior to her.... right? and paris hilton's songs are nice but she has a freaky LOW voice that freaks me out. heh. and i remember hilary crazy viv too... HAHAHAHHA. and no i am not avoiding you if i am, i didnt know :D

ok so much for tags. i wanna tell u guys an INTERESTING STORY.

so here i was, searching for blank cds in this cardboard (i owe cheryl teo Infinity On High and Chrons of Life And Death but she forgot when i told her i owed her it she was all "really? haha nvm" so nvm la. ok.) AND INSTEAD OF FINDING CDS, I FOUND TWO VERY COOL THINGS THAT WILL BENEFIT ME AND MY BAND (oh dear dysfunctional band).

RIGHT. i found a cd label thinger. it is VERY DAMN COOL. u can label ur cds! LIKE LABEL! LIKE COOL LA!

and i found the microfone (finally, i tot my dad gave it away) the plug looks like it can fit into one of the guitar amps lying around my house so one day I'll try. i think mikes are cool. so are gerards.


HHAHHAHAHA.

ignore me. or dont. 7pm show starting soon. and thanks to amanda's post for reminding me I WANT KERRANG!. ARRRRRRRGH. i want my FOB and GC. bleagh. and i wanna watch Music & Lyrics.



GOOOOOOOOSEBUMPS. dont ask unless u wanna know.


chapter 9 here i cooooooome. dear sweet beloved! hah.


So where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.

HEY HEY YOU YOU

haha. avril lavigne is amusing me! yknw at first i was watching the video and i was thinking "SHIT! avril's become one of THEM (them as in those unoriginal pop-punk girls who merely walk around in a piece of cloth)" then the video started amusing me and i thought "hmm, maybe shes just kidding?" so then i go see her official web (usually theres like a JOURNAL BUT NOOO) and then i read the bio and it talks abt how avril feels abt the new album and the song and then i realise shes

NOT joking.

so its kind of hard for me to like accept the new avril. cos i used to really like her lyrics, they werent mindless crap and stuff, they had meaning (but pete's lyrics are the best tho. HAHA.). yea. but i guess its like more pop punk and i dont really mind cos the songs catchy.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

i think some weird virus person hacked into my hotmail.

cos i got TWO emails which were sent from MY EMAIL and they were abt GAS AND TRADE BLAH. and its SCARY LA.

im very very freaked out.

and the new MCR video isnt helping. the girl has freaky big pupils in her eyes IT SCARES ME. but gerard way looks like hes gonna cry and its kind of cute.

NAH.

so i didnt go to drum class. i got all dressed up and ready to go and then...

"I not gg drum today."

SHEEESH. NOW she tells me! then my mum said since jas isnt gg and since im kind of sick so i shudnt go. and i didnt bother to disagree because i didnt feel like going. going drum class alone BORES ME. especially since im the ONLY GIRL/FEMALE.

CHEEEEEEEE. im trying to play a game with joleen but the damn thing wont work. SO ANNOYING. haha.

Joleen reminds me of computer club. we shud have a freaking computer club reunion la! i miss those clowns. SIGH.

if i could, i would live SVA (the process, the awards, EVERYTHING) all over again.


baaaaaaaaaaaand practise! WHEN? WHERE? HOW?

HELLOOOOOOOO.

HAHA. i am AMUSED. by Fahrenheit AKA fei lun hai. yes isnt suprising that i listen to chinese music? WELL I DONT. haha. the speakers arent even on! im jus trying to see how the Jiro guy dances/sings cos i have been watching the 7pm show (its nice OKAY?) and hes damn funny la and its quite weird when i try to imagine him sing/dance/be all 5566/F4

well. its actually very very amusing. lala.


so its a sunday. im so happy i dont have school tomorrow. but IM SO SAD I DO HAVE NDP.


mAAAAAAAAAAAAN. i have to wakeup at 7am tmr. ARRRRRRRGH. annoying! and my school holidays are BUUUURNT. here's the schedule:

Monday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Movie: I plan to catch a movie after NDP.... MUSIC AND LYRICS!

Tuesday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Wednesday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Invite mel to my house: haha cos she wants to see my house -.-

Thursday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Friday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm

NOW YOU TELL ME WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THAT? with ndp and fencing trainings. YEEEECH. pffffffffffffffft.

ah well. i gotta go for drums later then go to church. meantime i shall eat lunch/play neopets(haha its FUN OKAY?)/watch american dragon(WHAAAT. ITS NICE OKAY?). BUHBYE.

HELLO KIDDOOSS.

zingzagazoon, it's the late afternoon!

so it's a tuesday. and im not in school why? IM SICK. coughing all night. so two days; no school. yay. but its not like i have alot of time anyway. i woke up at 12pm.

have u seen the new patd video? Build God, Then We'll Talk. DONT SEE IT. i think they have some kind of sick mind thing going on. haha. the video's abt this girl. and his porn mime.

EEEYAACH. not for 14yr olds like me. anyway i watched 4 secs of it. then fast forwarded. then closed the thing.

its another one of those videos where patd arent seen playing.

bleagh. to tell u the truth im kind of sick of the whole circus thing.

but watever. im jus gonna spend the rest of my day doing ... nothing. maybe i shall call fellow sickling viv up? haha.

poodles to the toodles.

or was it the other way...

DOWN WITH A FLEW.

flu. haha

okay. so lets jump back to SATURDAY.

woke up at 5.50am. met viv. my mum sent us to the expo (my mum rocks la). me and viv got lost. me and viv found our way. sat there for 2 hours. then viv called Jarvitha or more like jarvitha called her. anyway they talked for awhile. 2 hours later i was running a fever. i tried to sleep. couldnt. viv called cleo. they talked for an hour. tried to sleep again. couldnt. viv tried to sleep. we were dead tired, dead bored, dead frustrated and damn pissed. cos like this group of girls came at 12pm and then they lined up infront of us cos they had a fren whos fren was infront of us. and that fren of theirs was lining up BEHIND us. like WTH. me and viv were damn pissed. so basically we suffered for 3 more hours.

so after lining for SEVEN DEADLY HOURS, jenn finally said she reached. i was damn pissed at her. haha. not really. i jus wanted her to COME QWICK. so finally she came. and jus seconds after jenn came, amanda tang came. and me and viv rushed off. and my mum came and fetched us home.

so i went home and took panadol and cough medicine and went to bed. at 5.30 pm or something i called jenn and she said there was a confusion when FOB came and the line went BLEAGH and it was all in a mess and she asked me to come quick. so i called viv and told her to meet me at 6pm. i was feeling MUCH better. then i went to shower and change and soon me and viv were headed to the expo thanks to my wonderful mom. again.

WHEN WE REACHED.... i saw isis. and apparently tt other person was her sister. anyway they both APPARANTLY HAD SPECIAL PASSES. i found out later it was jus normal tickets. sigh. wasted jenn's money. isis was all "WHY ARE U HERE" and i didnt understand wat she was saying. then i saw jenn and me and viv wanted to go to her but this man told us to go to the entrance. and i didnt know where the entrance was. and isis's sister was asking us weird questions. then i was like "WHRS THE ENTRANCE." then isis's sister showed us the entrance. and we went thru and there was like a huge crowd. me and viv tried to squeeze thru. but c0uldnt. finally..... like after 10min of fretting, i got damn pissed and walked outta the hall. then i walked out to the lineup place and i saw jenn and without thinking i RAN RAN RAN AND

JUMPED OVER THE BARRIER. then viv was like "AAAHHH HELP ME" then we pulled her over. haha. so I WAS HAPPY. cos i was with jenn and amanda and diana.

then after waiting we went in. we were like in the 5th row? then we were staring at an empty stage. me viv and jenn took pics of the stage. it was a pretty stage.

ppl started coming behind us. then PUSH PUSH PUSH SHOUT SHOUT SCREAM. more ppl stacked in and the behind ppl pushed infront, the infront ppl pushed behind the ppl at the side pushed and like we were screaming. then when alot of ppl came and the first opening band came to play (i didnt know WHO THE HECK THEY WERE.) ppl got super violent and the they jus PUSHED AND PUSHED.

it was BAAAAAAAAAAD. there was this part so bad that everyone behind me and viv fell and like we almost fell. jenn and diana and amanda got lost. then like viv started grabbing this angmoh's girl's hand. so since she was grabbing i thought "WHY NOT I GRAB TOO?" so i started grabbing ppls hands. finally the pushing subsided and i was back on my feet. viv wanted to cry i think. cos it was really really violent. plus her shoe came out and she lost her sock. yepp. she lost her sock. but then

SAW LOSER

came out. the pushing continued but the bouncers actually started to do SOMETHING. anyway SAW LOSER ROCKS. sam cooper, the bassist guy and masashi looks damn good in real life. haha. and they play real well. then at the end of Saw Loser's performance the pushing was like stopping and it was good. we waited half an hour until....

FALL OUT BOY

they finally came out. no wait at first there was this really weird RNB music and everyone was like "HUH?" then Dirty came out and i started laughing. I DUNNO WHY. dirty amuses me :D by the time i found out jenn and her frens had gone to the back cause they couldnt take it. anyway pete and andy and joe and patrick came out and i was hysterical. i was like "OMG" and viv was screaming her head off.

AND DAMN the concert was good! it was sad tt pete didnt throw the plectrum far inuf, I WANT IT. bianca got it! THE IDIOT! bleagh. im so jealous. i want! pete saw me i think. but i dont think he likes me cos he was smiling when he saw me then he stopped smiling and looked away.

BOOOOOO.

anyway they played songs like (NOT NESSECARILY IN ORDER. the first, second songs are in order but i cant rmb the rest) :

Our Lawyer Made Us Change the Name of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued
Of All the Gin Joints in All the World
Thriller
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"
Some Take This to Your Grave song which i am ashamed to not to know the lyrics to
Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner
I Slept with Someone in Fall out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Shirt
This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race
Grand Theft Autumn
The Take Over, The Breaks Over
Sugar we're going down
Some Take This to Your Grave song which i am ashamed to not to know the lyrics to

UM then Dirty comes out and he bites this can of beer and starts gg "DO U WAN MORE FALLOUTBOY?" and ppl chant "FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY!" and fob comes out for an encore and before they play Pete looks at Dirty and laughs and goes "I'm crazy and drink beer!" and i start cracking up. then pete asks who was here to dance and everyone screamed. they played:

Dance, Dance
Saturday

then I see Pete's black bass (the one in the this ain't scene video in the hotel) FLY ACROSS THE STAGE. he lunges into the crowd and i cant see wat happened. and im like "WHAT HAPPENED. WHERES PETE." then i see him ontop of the crowd with his shirt ripped open.

so they finish the song and then they throw more plectrums and bottles and stuff. then they walk off. me and viv walk out, meet jenn and gang. i buy a coke, try to open, manage to open a hole before breaking the metal opening thing. getting frustrated, try to drink, squeeze the can so tt the coke comes out faster, end up breaking the can, coke spills out, i scream at jenn and viv (sorry) for tissue, get tissue, give remaining coke to viv, waves buhbye to amanda, diana and jenn.

then me and viv wait and i call isis. isis's sister picks us the fone and is all "WHO IS THIS?" and im like "bernadette la" cos i tot it was isis but it wasnt isis then isis's sister says "isis do u have a fren named bernadette." then i talk to isis. PFFT. so embarassing. then my dad fetches us home. THE END. all in all, it wasnt exactly worth 77bucks and 7hours of my saturday but it was a good concert.

FEW THINGS I'VE LEARNT:
1) Alot people who go to Fall Out Boy concerts have really heavy accents
2) they think they sing well
3) they are mostly angmohs (WHY?)
4) ppl who like FOB and curse F words can be nice tho.
5) Joe looks good, shaved or not.
6) Patrick is the cutest thing since giant teddy bears
7) Andy has sick tattoos! WHOO.
8) Being attacked by a girl behind u who is JUMPING JUMPIN infront and knocking into u is the most annoying crapp ever
9) getting hair into ur mouth while singing along to FOB is annoying too
10) Pete's abs are MUCH flatter in real life.
11) Fall Out Boy sounds damn good live

HELLLOO.

hello hello. it's a saturday. i can now say with full confidence that I KNOW SOMEONE WITH A BASS.

sirin, jazz bass, to be exact.

:D

OK. anyway. i said i wanted to elaborate on my last post. WAT HAPPENED WITH THE TEACHER WAS THAT....

me,helena,melissa: *walking in the school corridoor*
me: *hear's high heels. knows teacher is behind. doesnt bother to look back tho.*
teacher: excuse me, whrs ur name tag?
me: *knows she is talking to helena cos saw helena take out name tag an hour ago when we were in compass point. stops walking and turns back. sees helena and mrs susie lee."
helena: oh umum *reaches into pocket to take name tag.*
teacher: which class are u in?
helena: ERRRumumum 2..h...
teacher: why? scared to tell ur class isit?
me,helena,melissa: UMMM *walks v slowly*
teacher: *Walks faster then suddenly turns back* you probably don't even know my name right?
me: *puts hand up* I DO!
teacher: what?
me: umum GOOD MORNING.... ms lee..
teacher: good morning who?
me: um.. ms lee?
teacher: nooo! MRS LEE.
me: oops. sorry.

then the teacher goes on about how shes 100% gonna teach us later and mel and hel are stunned cos they thing by LATER she means later in the year but then she explains next year every sec3 has to lean social studies and she'll be teaching that. then she says that we shud not be her best fren. then she tells us to ask ppl from sec3 wat that means if we dont know. then she walks faster while me and my frens walk far behind her and finally she walks down the stairs and talks to this auntie while me and my frens rush past.

SO. ya. (sauce). it was pretty weird.

but watever. im gonna finish the story chap. becos im like halfway done i and I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT. cos it's a chap on jason and kaine's frenship. and i love love love writing conversations. haha.

PS. omgomgomgomg. falloutboy 7 days. i love love love them.
i want my earphone back.

last year's wishes are this year's apologies every last time i come home.

SUPERROBOTMONKEYTEAMHYPERFORCEGO!

I want to punch u. *punches* okay.

so wats the deal? I log into blogger and nothing happens. and i have to log in twice. think about my poor fingers.

nothing's more satisfying than finishing all ur weekend homework in 10mins in the morning. nothing kills the satisfaction more than the thought of stepping out of the house.
nothing decreases the de-satisfaction by a bit than the thought of the sweet sweet angpao.

i havent opened any yet, mind you. im gonna wait for a special moment where the thought of "im freakin rich" sinks in. or when im not too lazy. *yawn*

yesterday I went to jenn's house for band practise. band practise isn't band practise when it's not band practise with a band practising with bass, guitar and a drum set. all we had was a classical and an electrical guitar.

but we didn't throw ourselves off a building now, did we?

instead we sang while Joy played guitar (and dammit shes good) and tried to write a song. the singing worked, in a way. the writing failed. all we had was joy's spiffy guitar-melody-whatumightcallit-thing.

but we didn't slit our wrists, did we?

so i have come to the conclusion that Joy shall be lead guitar, I shall be rhthym and possibly vocals and Jennifer shall be the drummer without drums. let's use pails. anyway, with that said you guys should notice that


WE NEED A BASSIST.

Which means. the dream has to wait.

BUT I WILL CARRY ON!!! and not give up! and not get all depressed and start eating detergent. RIGHT-HANDED SALAD-BOWL SHALL PREVAIL. muaaaaahahhahahahaAAA.


nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnah.

anyway in the meantime joy's gonna write songs. and so am i. hopefully by next band prac we got material to brag about.

i gotta do a lit poem. mrs ng says dont "DO LOVE" so i shall DO LIFE.

waaaaaaaaaaaasssup?

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR.

its the new year for the cheena ppl.

so tt means angpao and relative-visiting. and i had bad cramps this morning.

but watever. so while waiting for my bro im watching OKGO.

the cutest thing on treadmills.

i needa go to my ahgong's house now, BYEBYE.