Holidays are ending soon.

I look like a golfball. well just now. now my hair's all wet and messed up it looks okay. hopefully when it grows out it'll be the hairstyle i really liked last time when my cut hair grew out. all messy and uneven. i liked that, haha. i was highly amused at the hairdresser cos the guy who was shampooing my hair (shampoo boy!) was a young 'punk' as my mom would say, and he was really funny. like the way he massaged the head (i dont see why the massaging helps i think it was supposed to make u feel relaxed but it made me want to laugh) was really cool and very hilarious and my mum said he looked like he was having fun. then in perfect singlishness he answered "work must be fun mah" then he quickly corrected himself saying that he took his job seriously though. and then he tried to sell me hair products while drying my hair and i couldnt hear him past the hairdryer and i was like "WAAAT?" rather hysterically cos i was very amused.

ANYWAY. the holidays are ending and its back to school soon. i don't like school very much but i guess theres no point in trying to stop it. hmm. so i guess i'll just live thru it. haha.

i am bored.

i shall confine myself in my room today and write stuff and play the keyboard/guitar. yesterday i was playing starlight so many times that i dreamt about playing starlight so many times.

why can't i dream about meadows and a girl and a realyl handsome vampire like stephenie meyer did?

toodles. :)

twilight.midnightsun.newmoon.eclipse.

if you read blog post titles and u know what im talking about then u probably would know what i am ABOUT to talk about.

ahem. coff.

okay so yesterday was christmas woohoo and all that cheer but really, stop with the over santa-nizing. i mean how much can u convince unsuspecting young children that there really is a big jolly dude who likes red and rides in a sleigh carried by flying reindeer? whats with all the christmas shows being about santa claus and none about the true meaning? love, Jesus being born, family, anyone remember those?

anyway, my computer is killing me. i am in need of some panic! at the disco right now but theres something wrong with the speaker.

bla.

okay. anyway, on with what i came here to do. before u read i shall have a warning.

Spoiler warning! If you have not read the book Eclipse or New Moon and plan to do it without some asshole blogger spoiling it, you can refrain from reading the remainder of this post thought i think you should anyway just because im too darn cool. (thats not really a reason, is it?)

So recently, thanks to my sister and a 20 bucks kinokuniya(cant spell but pronounced that way) voucher, i acquired a rather wonderful book yesterday, Eclipse by Mrs Stephenie Meyer, a book that I have been eagerly waiting to read, but suprisingly not eager enough to actually go BUY it myself. anyway i finished today (Don't mean to brag but if you want to gasp in awe, by all means do.) and found myself pitying poor Jacob Black.

so because panic! at the disco won't be playing anytime soon, i am going to satisfy my sanity by making a list on why Bell, why EVERYONE should want Jacob more than Edward Cullen. althought none will have him cos hes mine. haha. anyway i know this list will do no difference because i know alot of teenage girls (and perhaps, disturbingly so, boys too) are already in love and believe that one day Edward will swoop in and kiss them like Mrs Meyer describes in her books. those parts i find rather disturbing, honestly, and i sometimes skip them. haha *flashes innocent smile*

anyway, let's not procrastinate no longer, (well let me actually, im the one doing the list) and so here it is:

LIST OF REASONS WHY JACOB > EDWARD aka why Jacob is better than Edward (duh) aka why Jacob rocks my freakin socks yo.

*ahem*
reasons not listed in any particular order, mind you.

#1 Jacob is warm. As we all have probably noticed, Edward = Cold. because hes a vampire and all that jazz. what good really, is snuggling up to an ice block at night? ahh, but imagine this. it's 1am, and it's freezing cold. You're in your bed, woken up by a nightmare about giant watermelons and you can't go back to sleep as an outcome. so then you roll to your right/left alittle/alot and you feel an arm around you and it feels you with warmth. then you move alittle closer and WHOOM (i couldn't think of any other sound. it doesn't really create a sound actually but this makes it climatic i think.) you feel yourself drifting off to dreamland again, smiling to yourself. and why? because nothing feels better than a cuppa hot chocolate, people!

#2 Jacob isn't as hard as rock unlike someone. I'm not gonna mention who that someone is but Jacob is far softer than Edward is. did i say his name? oh boo. anyway, why go hug a tree when you got a teddy bear? a WARM one too!

#3 Jacob can turn into a werewolf. And if you have already read Eclipse, it's described that Bella felt like he was like a dog. and what's more adorable than a dog? well some may say a puppy. but really, imagine having a boyfriend being able to turn into an innocent, playful animal, that whines and makes funny noises. well sure, you say, wait till he bites your head off. which moves on to my next point

#4 Unlike some people, Jacob has self-control. well i don't mean the whole kissing thing (refer to Eclipse). I mean like he isn't tempted to bite Bella's head off or any part of her. especially not the neck. Werewolves are the good guys! they want to protect the humans and all. while poor Edward has to keep himself in check everytime and can't.... well can't do naughty things with Bell like she wants to (tho i highly support this whole non pre marital sex thing. so score one for Edward.) Still, you don't have to keep worrying about what would happen if you were at a birthday party with a pack of werewolves and you got a papercut. they would probably just hand you a band-aid.

#5 Jacob isn't perfect. I know you're probably going like "whaaaaat?" but don't you get it? In perfection there are so many flaws. for example, Bella was rather irritated at Edward for not getting angry at her. and Edward is barely angry with Bella and even if he does get mad, he doesn't stay that way for long. because hes too perfect. I know it's not exactly good to be with a partner you're always fighting with but then being with a partner who seems okay with everything you do? it's like he doesn't even care and that's not good. but Jacob obviously cares because he gets angry and when Bella gets angry he quickly calls her up to apologize. and yknw how Bella feels somewhat inferior standing next to Edward? because hes perfectly built and bla. but Jacob isn't perfect! He's pretty darn handsome and muscular but he's not Greek godly and doesn't SHINE in the sunlight. So hes pretty normal (when hes in human form).

#6 Most of the time Jacob has his shirt off. haha. :D

#7 Jacob is a mechanic and has a car and a motorcycle. You can't really deny that this is highly attractive and really cool. And if you go, "What do you mean? A Volvo and a Porsche is waaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy cooler." let me just remind you that the rather wealthy Edward merely bought those. Jacob however, repaired them.

#8 Jacob is a DIY kind of guy Like i said earlier, he actually repaired pretty bleahed up cars and made them as good as new. plus he made that pretty charm for Bella's bracelet. Unlike Edward, who gave her something passed from his mother, and though it was all jewels and stuff, still, doesn't Jacob's gift seem more heartfelt?

#9 Jacob is funny Unlike a certain Mr Cullen who enjoys keeping things to himself unless asked, Jacob says and does what he feels, not keeping to himself. Which leads to him saying rather amusing stuff. And c'mon, who can resist a funny guy?

#10 Marrying Jacob doesn't include the whole 'damming yourself for eternity' part.
While marrying someone like Edward Cullen would include having to wear a hugehuge ring with alot of diamonds on it which increase the risk of someone stealing your finger, and not to mention becoming a vampire too so that you can never grow up just like he won't, marrying Jacob doesn't really have much strings attached than if you marry a normal dude. because Jacob is a normal dude. just that he's really really strong and fast and he can transform into a wolf and is really cold and can heal, other than that he's totally normal.

#11 Jacob surrendered because he loved Bella and as a result, lost his sanity.
and this is the sweetest thing. well not the losing sanity part, that's really sad but he gave her up because he really loved her and wanted her to be happy. But then he loved her too much and that drove him mad and he became depressed so it just shows how much he loves her. and that is just so romantic in someway.

So if you're dont reading this and Jacob Black doesn't seem anymore attractive to you than before, then.... that doesn't really matter! Because he's mine and if you like him i'll just have more competitors.

but really. i think Jacob loves Bella as much as Edward does or maybe even more and so you can't say that Edward wins hands down, because Jacob Black has just as much chance as Edward Cullen does. Plus werewolves are just as cool as vampires. haha. And so the battle between the vampires and werewolves continue! anyway i still support Jacob as much as i think Edward is very sexy.

:D

I can't wait for Breaking Dawn and Midnight Sun!

TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS.....

today is christmas, the blessed day in which we Christians celebrated the birth of Jesus Christ.

SO

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL
no matter what religion you are! may the good Lord bless you in the remainder of the year and the year ahead.

:D



i don't wanna go back to school!

Nightmare AFTERRRRR christmas.

i dont know if all of you guys have noticed (maybe u have and im just slowww) but recently, (5 mins ago) i realised the 2nd of January is 7 days from christmas (correct me if im wrong which is HAHA highly unlikely.). and 7 days = a week(wat ive learnt in my years as a tiny thing). so its like christmas (HOORAY!) then 1 week later i have to get my ass back to that school of mine. ahhhhhh.



i wonder how people are wasting the rest of the holidays. haha guess what im doing? playing nintendo wii. alot of nintendo wii.



Metroid Prime 3: Corruption to be exact. i tell you, wat can be more fun then shooting aliens and running around falling off stuff. and whats more the hero's a GIRL! hahaha. with a cool suit. anyway im 6% done if you're wondering. haha.



well then. i shall go practise my piano (someday...) and then call amanda and jasmin.

BYEBYE!

Merry Christmas to aaaaaalll.

I got a nintendo Wii. well it's shared between my siblings(my brother is playing bowling with it now). and it's for christmas. which i find quite awkward because, HEY! christmas isnt even here yet. and well honestly, im abit sick of getting presents BEFORE christmas. haha but im not complaining or anything :)

altho it was rather embarassing when i found out we had it. i was reading my Terry Pratchett book when my dad came home with his good fren who is my sister's godfather and whom i address "Uncle (plus his name)". so then i went to say hi to him then went back to the room then went to my parent's room to fetch the nail clipper when my brother comes rushing in saying that uncle (plus his name) bought us a nintendo wii and my brother was grinning his head off. so im like "what? crazy ah, so damn expensive." then my dad comes to the room and asks if i know how to fix the thing (he is OBVIOUSLY asking me to go out and see it) so i go out and i say "thank you uncle (plus his name)" and then my dad's like "WADDYA MEAN? its from ur mother and i!" then im like "oh." and i feel stupid. and then the uncle (plus his name) looks at me oddly. and then jus stand around and randomly inspect things then i thank my dad and then i went back into the room and finished my book. feeling sheepish.

haha. oh well. i shall check out the wii after my mom comes home and i thanks her or when the uncle (plus his name) goes home.

meanwhile i shall laugh about guy ripley's obviously fictitious one cd compact disc.

and the song Rite Of Spring from I-Empire by Angels and Airwaves is about BLINK 182!

i shall go watch that plain white ts video where the guy sings "oh oh oh" or smth and chases ppl away with a cross.

crush... crush... crush... crush crushcrushcrush

hello you.

tomorrow is the day, my first ever fencing competition. excited? not really. sort of dreading it. i mean it DOES take up my whole friday so that sucks. and my sunday too. wow THAT sucks. havent they heard of the day of rest? oh well. i hope i dont screw up and fall flat on my face (tho if im wearing my mask than that wouldn't hurt much i think..... stiiiiill).

bridge to teribithia (sorry if i misspell) is a really really sad movie. made me tear :(
but the girl reminded me alot of keira knightley and that girl who played as that spoiled gum chewing girl in charlie and the chocolate factory. oh and yknw the guy who plays charlie in the chocolate factory is in spiderwick chronicles and the golden compass (at least his voice is). and he looks like a really nice kid so kudos to him for making so much money. haha.

anyway, theres nothing else i wanna say so yea.

toodle-loo.

oh, HA!

p.s. ystr i attempted to write the new chapter for my story. i wrote 3 lines and died of writer's block. HEH.

nostalgia

so, been cramming my afternoon with Blink 182 videos and Blink 182 information on wikipedia. found out some interesting thing stuff. gahh.

bring blink back!

i want me some blink 182.

hohoho.

AHHH. i found out who that person who added me on msn was! it was CHERYL CHIN. and guess how i found out?

my genius friend/classmate EILEEN LAU came up with that brilliant idea to check Friendster. so thank you, eileen!

:D

i have, i have you breathing down my neck breathing down my neck.

guess what? i have to PAY to join the fencing competition. 40 bucks! now i know why it's a richkids sport. sheesh. i am growing increasingly impatient at the last minute changes to when exactly i have to go where exactly.

anyway, i was watching blink 182 videos of them live and i guess i still miss them alot.
gahhh.

someone by the name of Cheryl added me on msn and i do not know who the heck she is. plus she doesnt answer my messages so i think i'll delete the contact as soon as i narrow down all suspects. i do NOT like unknown people adding me. >:/

i think im gonna watch a movie today! woohoo. haha.

should i go for the maroon 5 concert? i DO know all theyre songs. butbut. its so expensive.

anyway i shall go watch danny phantom now. haha

edit. it's 1.42pm and no im not gg to watch a movie. and the cheryl person is REALLY pissing me off and creeping me out. cos im trying to find out who she is but no one on my msn list that i am asking is actually replying me. OH WELL.

i am bored. talk to me. i think i shall go play little fighter2

yeeea.

today i:

got really bored
annoyed amanda and jasmin with my persistant calling
found out i do not have a song (i threw it away.. sometime ago i think)
read an old story by me and had to stuff my fist in my mouth to keep from laughing
watched Looney Tunes: Back in Action!
am light headed
need to practise my piano
dread tomorrow
watched the last episode of Reba!
hate this inactivity

eh my head is whoozy. i shall get off this keyboard and get on the other.

It's me again

I love this video and the song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Oec8RuwVVs

I don't mind well you don't mind.

This night's a perfect shade of dark blue.

After wasting precious time going to rockers' biographies on wikipedia, i have some very interesting stuff to show you. firstly, something about Chris Carrabba, lead singer of Dashboard Confessional. I would love to go to one of DC's live shows but then i'd have to buy all their albums. haha. anyway:
A notable feature of a live show involving Carrabba is that while performing he will stare, almost unsettlingly, into the audience at a particular person. This has come to be known among his fans as "eye sexing." Carrabba, in an interview with the Associated Press, said, "You can't help but look at the audience, and if you find somebody and they're having that movement listening to a song that gets to you, I'll connect with them and have eye sex with them."

i find this amusing and yet some what disturbing.

next,
take a look at this really nice Jack Mannequin song, Dark Blue.
Now watch Something Corporate's Punk Rock Princess or If You C Jordan

now you're probably wondering, what's similar between all these videos? well if you look CLOSELY. REALLY CLOSELY. the lead singer/pianist for both bands are the SAME PERSON. that's right. Andrew Ross McMahon, 25 and very handsome. haha. well he formed Jack Mannequin later so he looks older in the Dark Blue video. and the video was also after he was diagnosed with leukemia and thankfully recovered from it. yea. poor guy. but hes a really good piano player.

Andrew Ross McMahon was born on September 3, 1982 in Concord, Massachusetts and has been playing the piano since he was eight years old. In 1991 he moved to Bexley, Ohio where he attended Cassingham Elementary School for 5th and 6th grades,HAY-O and became a local legend by performing piano solos before he could even read music.

information taken from Wikipedia.org

anyway, i said i would make a christmas list, but i dont feel like it. so another day.

the holidays are ending! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

guess who's back?

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
Which ever you prefer

I am back in singapore, and very very happy to be back. although i'll be much happier when this coming week is over. because, guess what? i have to go back to school to hang a banner (oh whoopee.) then i have stupid #$#%#$% spinal checkup (argh) then i have fencing competition thing where im going to have to find some way to get to RJC by myself because my frens in fencing are not good inuf frens to go with me (boo you all). im thinking of skipping the competiion. my seniors are not going to be happy.

im annoyed.

on a lighter note...

28 Nov 07, 18:53

bernie: hey thanks for jamming with us, really appreciate it!
28 Nov 07, 20:58

sirin: no problem (: jamming was fun. i'd do it again any day.

oh haha this is so suprising! she actually said "i'd do it again any day". interesting. i wonder if sirin reads my blog.....

im still annoyed. i need someone to talk to!

and australia was fun i guess. kept hoping Michael Guy Chislett would pop out of the thin air. sadly he didnt. i saw some really cute guys at the penguin parade place. oh and the penguin parade thing was awesome. on the plane ride there i threw up 3 times and almost died. on the plane ride back i was well armed with air sickness pills and i saw these 2 aussie dudes, and one of them looked like Ryan Ross from Panic! At the Disco and i was hoping the other was a Brendon Urie lookalike (cos that would mean they WERE panic! at the disco. then how cool would that be.) but no, he looked cute tho.but the dignified female i am, i did not flirt with them or even make eye contact. haha im cool.

yea.

and if u're wondering, no i did not get anything for you.

haha. ishall construct a christmas wishlist. for my next post. cos thats wat jasmin and brigid did on their blogs. we shall create a TREND!

Goodbye Singapore, hello Australia

i watched 3 movies today and to me that is an accomplishment in itself. *Applause* not to mention that i plan on watching 3 or 4 more on the plane.

i watched Nightmare Before Christmas followed by Blades of Glory, followed by Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! now if u noticed that 2 out of the 3 movies are productions that involve Tim Burton it is somewhat a pure coincidence. i tell you, nightmade before christmas is really really awesome, its not freaky and scary it's actually very amazing, the dolls and stuff. and the songs are nice and storyline is unique and the ending is oh so sweet. Blades of Glory is really funny and stupid and downright gay. WillFerrel+Jon Heder+Funny stalker guy who acted in Benchwarmers+Will Arnest+Pretty girl from The Office= VERY FUN MOVIE. there are some laugh out loud parts and then there are parts that make me cringe but all in all, good movie. and i think we all know how Charlie and The Choc Fac is because everyone should have watched it by now right?

oh well.

i am leaving soon and i hope the ipod charges in time. i will see you guys next next saturday(that'd be 3rd). i hope the trip goes well.

toodles.

ps. i wanted to blog about something but i forgot. heh.
pss. last night my bro and i taught my dad how to use MSN it was hilarious.
psss. just wanna say goodbye. haha

I have the tendency to be very anti-climax.

yesterday wore me out. i found out what a difference a bass makes in music, though i highly doubt the particular bassist wasn't bored out of her skull with out lame antics. haha anyway today i was supposed to go out but then i had really bad cramps and ended up playing Star Wars and trying to defeat Obi Wan.

i shall do a quiz i stole from a classmate who's blog i randomly went to.
Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!
[i shall not do no. 2-4 just cause i wasnt tagged and i dont want to]

Favourites
Favourite Color: some where over the rainbow
Favourite Food: edible once
Favourite Movie: well i watched Xmen 3 today for the 34324354545 time so i shall say that's my fav now
Favourite Sport: guitaring. ha,ha.
Favourite Day of the Week: Sunday because it is the day of rest!
Favourite Season: happy season
Favourite Ice Cream: the ones that people eat

Currents
Current Mood: bleah
Current Clothes: BIG SHIRT. and shorts and more
Current Desktop: desktop=computer..?
Current Time: 6.59pm
Current Surroundings: bedroom
Current Annoyances: cramp
Current Thoughts: songs,piano,phua chu kang

Firsts
First Best Friend: hmmm...
First Crush: HAHA U dont wanna know.
First Movie: cant remember
First Lie: after all i've made am i supposed to remember this
First Music: jet/busted/good charlotte/BRITNEY SPEARS. haha

Lasts
Last Drink: Vitamin C (orange flavour)
Last Car Ride: ystr
Last Crush: Michael Guy Chislett... no wait. jonathan rhys meyer? but then he got drunk n thats not a very good thing to do
Last Phone Call: hmm. to my mom i think
Last CD Played: i havent played cds recently.

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: ive never dated anyone! haha.
Have you ever broken the law : yes, the laws of fashion
Have you ever been arrested?: by the fashion police?
Have you ever been on TV: YES. haha for 1 or 2 secs
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: haha haahaha no la! haha why would i do that

Random 5 things you are good at:
Guitar playing
thinking up story plots
screaming at people
being an annoyance
playing star wars on the nintendo ds

4 things you've done today:
played star wars on the nintendo ds
used computer
eaten
bathed!

3 things you can hear right now:
phua chu kang talking
my sister's guitar playing
cars

5 People to tag:
ha! i shant do this.

well so its done.hmm. i think i shall go watch phua chu kang and after that head to my room and finish something. oh well. toodles.

I aint got you

spent time with amanda and jasmin today, managed 5 new songs (are we good or wat? i say what. haha) and met with some rather amusing interruptions. when we were done with the first song amanda's mom called to tell her Star Wars was showing. then her volleyball frens kept smsing her. my camera also lost all hope of battery life after taping a few minutes of us playing. i shall charge it today.

sirin's gonna join us tomorrow, and then we'll be (As amanda says) COMPLETE! in sound i guess.

the month is ending and i am leaving singapore on soon.... oh i do hope the holiday goes well.

Guy Ripley/Ryland is so freaking hilarious. i like how he steals william's hair. haha

Michael Guy Chislett is my guitar lick hero.

edit: i wanna add this in cause i just found out that the guitarist and backup vocalist of Hawthorne Heights died in his sleep and this was comfirmed by the band on 24 NOV i think (got this from wiki). it's really very sad because i like Hawthorne heights and i feel very bad for the band and his family. its also quite similar to the two cases in Singapore in which two drummers from local bands also died in their sleep, i think. so yea, it very tragic and mysterious.

hmm.

I got a closet filled up to the brim with the ghost of my past..

HEYHEY.

it's a saturday and im up early only because i woke up at 5/6am and couldnt sleep.

i shall
- Go for Mass today
- Practise my piano
- Play my guitarrrr
- Think about tomorrow
- Waste time playing Star Wars/Nintendogs
- Get rid of that dang pimple
today.

AHHH a certain friend posted UNFLATTERING pics of my on her blog. i shall pester her until she deletes them. note to self: fix that ugly stance of mine.

Talking to Joy is like talking to cheese. HAHA i made that up.
Smooth Operator says:
i think i'm gonna delete our emo blog
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
yea
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
haha
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
IT'S STALE
Smooth Operator says:
haha
Smooth Operator says:
ok
Smooth Operator says:
why did i become a baker?
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
*silence*
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
haha
And It just boils down to one thing. says:
u have officially told the lamest joke of the year

And Baby don't follow their lead.

TAI TV is cracking me up. It's seriously funny, the drum tech smells and carasses Mike Carden's microphone haha.

also i've been reading some stuff on the ohnotheydidn't web and seen some disturbing avatars (one was a cartoon with a guy whos face only had a pair of eyes and 3 tentacles thing....it was disturbing!!) and so i shall stop looking at that web and move on to something else....

lala.

last night i forgot to take my MP3 outta my pockets and it got dunk in a pail of water. it took one hairdryer, a battery, a pair of steady hands, tissue and my dad to finally get it working again. so yay.

happy wednesday people.

ps nicole richie and joel madden's baby is a boy! i wonder wat they'll call it...

hello!

GOODMORNING!!

well I have to go real soon and suprise a friend of mine who turns 14 today, but i shall go after i finish watching some videos.

Kevin from the Jonas brothers had really weird hair when he was Ellen, haha.

and WHAT IS AVRIL DOING IN THE HOT VIDEO? wat's with the veil? wat is with the sexually suggestive dancing? what is with spraying perfume on the mirror? and her look is really weird.....

oh well..

toodles.

Heroes!

i have watched all of Season 1 of Heroes and it is GOOOOOOOOOOOD okay, all u ANTI HEROES PEOPLE *Sharpens long pointy stick*


anyway the month is almost over and that sucks. i have yet to write a song. my temper is growing, im getting pissed at the tiniest things....

bla.

oh well. i learnt to play Boston, These Walls and Be My Escape on the keyboard-synthesizer thing over the past 3 days. its really cool cos u can add beats and guitar sounds and almost any and every instrument. of course if i were a pro i would actually KNOW wat to do with the other buttons/functions things. haha but i shall LEARN.

whoo. i had a dream of Milo Ventimiglia. he is very sexy. HAHA. i think it'd be cool to meet him oneday. hmm.

life's abit boring without jamming sessions, innit?

what happens when
you're different from them
would you try to change
or would you try to stay the same