Thurday already? ah shucks.

Hey hey we're not far from home.
I'm missing you to death, missing you to death yeaeyeah.
-The Academy Is... -Almost Here

i love love TAI. i cant help but be jealous, i mean ALL their songs are catchy. all that i've heard anyway. i've been listening to 4 songs by The Used, they're good too.


I would like Almost Here by The Academy Is... and also Santi by The Academy Is...

did i tell u my birthday's coming up?

*hint hint*

haha. anyway dont rush out and buy it for me, cos i might end up with more than one copy if u do. yknw the whole miscommunication thing? yea. haha.

i think im gonna write chap watever number. cos its like a dead seaweed. the story i mean.

i watched the final episode of SYTYCD2 just now. again, for the 2nd time. i actually have changed my mind, i think travis shuda won. well even if he didnt, i still wish to see him dance contemporary more. man. i love it when he does. its like WHOA. the best thing ever. when he gets all emotional about it i start tearing. and i liked how he dances hiphop in light blue shirt. so cute. i esp liked it when allison was kicked off and she danced around travis. it was so.... SO....... i cant explain. it was soo cool. but i actually missed it this time round, encore was on monday and i was at jenn's house.



Bittersweet.

QUIZQUIZUIQUIZ!

OKAY! got quizzes from fren's blogs. first is joey's blog. i actually did this before but since she wants me to do it i shall.

Rules of game:
1)Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2)People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3)At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!

1] I think cloud patterns are cool.
2] I think my ears are smelly.
3] I think God put me here for a purpose but im not doing a very good job.
4] I get pissed at everyone including me sometimes.
5] I don't like cramps! AHH!
6] I'm not mushy. IM NOT!
7] I like cool things.
8] I think im being watched. haha. NO LA.
9] Im out of things to write.
10] I really am.

ANOTHER ONE FROM CLEO CHEW'S BLOG! i havent talked to her in a long time. shes all holy now and she didnt put a tagboard so i cant contact her. and shes doing mission work in some country and wont be in singapore for my birthday. haha. but i wished she had taken me along. i really need to do something nice.

1. YOUR REAL NAME- Bernadette

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first threeletters of your name, plus izzle)- Berizzle (haha. sounds bear like.)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)- Blow (HAHAHHA.)

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)- Blackdolphin (ok so i dont really have a fav colour/animal...)

5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OFYOUR FIRST NAME,then slam your hand on the keyboard.)- Berbfvyi (OW!)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3letters of your last name, first 2letters of your first name, first 3letters of mom's name)- Lowberjea (HAHA IT REALLY SOUNDS STARWARSISH)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)- Whitesprite (once again, i have no fav drink/colour)

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name,3rd letter of your moms maidenname,letter of a siblings first name,last letter of your moms middle name)- Ewaube (haha. cool)

9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )- Doyoki (haha!)

10.SMELLY NAME : ( write ur fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )- toilblue (haha. why isit smelly?)

OK. done!
bleagh i got lotsa homework to do. but im gonna watch Ocean's Thirteen later! YAY.

photoshop photoshop ahhh.

HELLO. it's a tueday and im having bad cramps.

but yknw wats worse? jenn lent me her Photoshop installation CD ystr (thanks jenn!) and im installing it now and i clicked on "install adobe reader" but that didnt work cos apparantly i alr have it and its a better version. so i browse the cd and find the software Photoshop and install THAT only so now i dunno if it might have problems. and also this window popped up saying it was installing dunno wat windows unit 9 thing and i dunno if it belongs to the photoshop thing.

installing things creep me out.

anyway its done installing i have to restart to see if it works. i'll restart it later, blog first. haha.

THE VISIT
so yesterday me, isis, amanda and joy were supposed to go to jenn's house and celebrate her birthday but amanda cudnt go cos her great grandfather passed away (she was on page six of the Straits Times 10th of June issue. jas told me) and so she cudnt come. so isis and joy and jenn were partying and watching that korean movie about the 200pounds woman who liked this guy and thens he became slimmer blablabla while i was at home showering and recovering from fencing practise. haha i was supposed to be there at 2pm but my dad was eating so i didnt wanna bug him and told him that i cud go anytime. and my DAD IS nice, he sent me to jenn's house and then i got lost. haha. i went to the 14th storey and walked the wrong way at the corridoor there and i was jus standing there and i called joy and while her fone was ringing this lady looked at me weirdly and asked if i was looking for someone and i said "no, wait." quietly then she went away. phew. so then joy asked where i was and i said outside the door n she said no u're not there so i knew i was at the wrong door so i walked the other way and i found the door and joy had trouble opening it until isis came and saved the day.

THE MOVIE AND PIZZA
so i went in and watched Yours, Mine and Ours which is funny but i think the Lau guy isnt as good as the boy from Ugly Betty. they were eating Pizza Hut but i alr ate so i didnt eat and i refused to pay and jenn refused to let me drink abit of pepsi but in the end she did and i was like "yay".

THE LOVERS
then we went into the room and called Botanic Gardens and the guy that joy loved was working so he was like "hello botanic gardens, may i help u" and we were all silent and he was like "hello? hello?" then we started laughing into the fone and jenn hung up. then the second time, jenn n isis called him again and started laughing again and isis asked if he was a stinky chicken and i felt so bad for him i went up to the fone and said "Hi, this is joy" cos he knows joy so hearing a familiar name wouldnt freak him out so much. then i ran out of the room cos joy was about to kill me. then jenn hung up. then joy called him on her cellphone and apologized, saying that her frens were crazy. then he asked her to call him back later after work and she started flying high. thanks to us. haha.

THE CANDLES
Then we attempted to watch Chicago but then we decided to eat cake and this was the funny part. firstly i tried being cool with the lighter but i only managed to light it once and that was when joy HAD to turn around so i had to put the flame out.

THE KITCHEN
then joy and her oh great matched lit the cake but the living room was very bright and we were like "lets go to the toilet" but then we decided to go to the kitchen so me and joy stood in the middle of the kitchen holding the cake in the air. then me and isis and joy started singing the birthday song but it was so crappy and jenn wasnt satisfied and isis talked alot and one of the candles blew out so she had to go to the dining area and take the extra candle to light the candle she blew out.

THE CRAPPINESS
so this time we tried singing by each saying one word but that was crappy too and joy talked and SHE blew out one candle and isis had to light it again. then jenn ran out too to get the knife and me and joy were left standing, holding the cake. and we had a little conversation.

Joy: hahahahahha
bernie: hahahahahah
joy: ....
bernie: .....
joy: hahahahahha!
bernie: hahahahah!
joy: haha this is the giggling cake!

THE CUTTING CAKENESS!
or she said something like that. i know we were laughing and then we paused for a second then we started laughing again at the same time. then finally me and isis and joy managed to sing the birthday song and jenn was SMILING so then it was all good and jenn cut the cake and the nuts were dropping so we went back to the living room and cut the cake and then joy called the guy and he said he was driving and i was like "WAIT how old is he" and i tot he was 18 but hes 23 and thats far too old for joy.

CHICAGO
then we ate while watching Chicago which is a really nice movie and joy had to go halfway thru the movie cos she had to get home by 6pm and it was jus me isis and jenn. and when the movie was ending her parents came back home then when the movie ended we went into this stuffy room where isis uploaded songs and videos into her beloved video ipod and jenn made me and isis watch this korean music video about love and stuff and it was sweet and stuff but i cant be bothered to cry and go "OMG" and have spasms like isis did. and then i went downstairs to wait for my dad and then we went home.

THE END.
thanks jenn, for having me over! and u better thank me for clearing the stinkin bowl of soup/curry.

AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME I OPENED THE MAROON 5 ALBUM WHICH JENNIFER LENT ME AND GUESS WAT?

no cd.

and CIP is killing me also.

anyway thanks for reading this post of long sentences. haha. have a nice tuesday.

NOOOOOO!

I. MISSED. THAT. 70S. SHOW.

i looked down to see the time remembering that i HAVE to watch it at 4pm and GUESS WAT TIME IT WAS.


4.30PM!! AHHH! im pissed. sort of. AHHH! I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED IT.

i have to wait til NEXT week to get a good laugh. plus i think my mum's fren took the Music & Lyrics DVD so i cant watch it.

AHHH!

and the CIP script is KEEELING ME.

"Are you insane? No one grows up in Florida! Unless you're an orange."

Before i go into heavy elaboration on the physical hell I have gone through this week and all the great movies that have kept me alive, i would like to reply to the tags that made me smile cos they are just oh-so darn amusing.

to joy: Frankly, joy, i tink YOU'RE the idiot. and i think jennifer agrees! haha :D AND WHY IS THIS BLOGSKIN GAY IT IS NOT GAY! i am insulted.
to viv: YEA I KNOW. it totally makes me smile when i listen to it. and its like STUCK in my head! and if u can navigate my blog howd u get to my tagboard?
to karyn: no probo, u guys were fun to have over :) and i dunno wat a mood ring looks like! haha show meeeeee. and i cudnt update cos i was dying in bed and the thought of sitting up infront of the com would make me nauseous.
to pris: HAHA pris is LAME.
to cleo: YES CLEO I KNEW! IM NOT THAT DUMB! haaaaah.
to jenn: haha i know there are coms in korea la! and i didnt know they were a christian rock band cos as i said in my blog post (which u OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ coff coff!) i only heard THREE of their songs and they arent about God. at least i think so. haha

right. so about my sickness? just a summary:

monday: woke up. sore throat. but the twins and viv came over and we watched 2 movies. dodgeball was a HOOT i tell ya. ben stiller is a very good actor. thanks karyn, kelly and viv for coming over! we shud do it again and watch Music & Lyrics cos its VERY good.
tuesday: sickest day. i waited an eternity for the doctor. doctor angela lim. she's very nice mind u, she can remember me. said that if my fever wasnt gone by fri i had to do a blood test to see if i had dengue. anyway i waited so long and i tot i was gonna die. when we came back i sat myself on the floor was about to reply jasmin's why-u-never-go-for-math-olympiad sms when i jus burst out crying. and my mum came out of the kitchen and was shocked and was all "Why?" then i jus shrugged cos i didnt know why i was crying. i jus was. that was how sick i felt. my head was feverish, i had a killer sore throat. the rest of the day i took pills, slept and tried to stay alive.
wednesday: smsed ppl. found out jasmin's grandad passed away. really really sorry. also found out the twins were sick. kelly was VERY sick. and viv was NOT. haha shes such a lucky nincompoop. spent the day taking pills, sleeping and trying to survive. i watched How To Lose A Guy in 10 days. it was REALLY good. matthew macoughnay(cant spell) is hot. haha kate hudson is funny.
thurs: slept. my mum's frens came over and i jus stayed in the bedroom. took pills. watched 50 First Dates. stayed up to watch Ocean's 11. cudnt sleep the whole night.
friday: yay! today! i feel much better. im sad that i wasted my whole week. :( my bro's coming back today. and i still have alot of projects to do. jus thinking about it makes me exhausted. siiiiiiiiigh. i watched Music & Lyrics today. SO NICE. my blog title is a little quote from the show.


ANYWAY TOMORROW IS SATURDAY AND THERES NDP FROM 2.30 TO 9.30 THATS LIKE 6 HOURS AND I REALLY AM NOT USING CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE IM EXCITING. i really dont wanna go. i still have a cough! haha.

but i'll be responsible and go. yipee me.

Let's all get emotional girls to all wear mood rings.

did u know Relient K was a christian rock band? haha I DIDNT. cos so far the 3 songs that i listen to by them arent about Jesus. so like. i didnt know. haha BUT I THINK ITS COOL. i like how Matt Thiessen's (lead singer) first band could be described as a grunge Nirvana cover band called Social Distortion. He was in this band until he says Jesus told him to write music for Him, and he became a part of making Christian music instead. Thiessen said of the song "Wake Up Call," "At one point in my life, I was about 15 years old, God started, really tugging on my heartstrings... I was in a band at the time. It was actually a Nirvana, Filter, Marilyn Manson cover band. It was pretty funny. We called ourselves 'Social Distortion'... Jesus just gave me that wake up call, and said, 'Start writing music for me.' And so, I did... If you're on your butt, get off it. Start living for Jesus."

info from WIKI.org btw. haha. it'll be cool if Jesus called me one day. maybe he alr has jus that i've been completely oblivious to it. HMM. haha. anyway relient K is good. i like the song Mood Rings, its so cute! haha. i sent to kelly and she agrees that it's cute.

i've decided to borrow The Academy Is... CDS from amanda cos i dun really wanna spend money anymore. i shall SAVE SAVE SAVE. and one day... i dunno. i still owe ppl presents. bla.

kelly, karyn, viv are coming over later to watch movies. funny thing is, i was gonna warn them that i have a sore throat and then i found out kelly and viv are in the same situation.

cool right? didnt go for fencing cos i gt sore throat and body ache. bleagh. brigid didnt go cos i jus told her there was traning today. haha i cant believe she didnt know! so funny.

yea. so its a monday and my mum is nagging. "dont make plans on days that im mopping!" gahh.

VIVO CITY IS FAR TOO LARGE FOR ME.

hello!!!

yesterday was FRIDAY. and it was really weird.

first thing's first, went for PTM.
P.T.M: PARENT TEACHER MEETING. aka time for teacher, mom and child to sit in intense silence and say weird things.

me and my mum went early with the theory of go early and leave early. BUT NOOO. ms chia HAD to come only at 2.40pm. me and mom waited for like 20mins and we talked about olden days and stuff. then when it was time ms chia handed the report book and tests papers to my mum. then we kind of sat in silence. then my mum and my form teacher started contemplating on why i got so low for english (b4 people, mourn for me) and yet did quite well for lit. then my mum was going on about how i was straightlaced and would only read one type of book and if she tried to make me read like serious non-fiction books i would reject. then half way thru their oh-so-interesting (sacarsm people, sacarsm) conversation, i noticed something VERY COOL but tiny on my report slip.

Class position: 2

"OMG MUMMY! I GOT 2ND IN CLASS"

okay. i totally regret rudely interrupting the convo but i was AWESTRUCKED okay. haha. and then ms chia was all staring at me weirdly. but watever. then it got more awkward when my sis called and i answered and she got locked out of the house. SIGH. my sis hor.. haha. then i had to ask my mum where the spare key was. it was really weird. then i went out to tell my sis where it was then as i was about to go back into the class my mum came out.

PTM WAS OVER!

yay.

then i went down to the basement to CHANGE INTO NICE CIVILIAN CLOTHES.
and my and my mum headed to VIVO CITY!

whoo. vivo is really big. we went there and watched Pirates of the Carrbean at World's End which so FREAKINGLY ROCKS MY SOCKS EVEN THOUGH I WORE NONE.

it was GOOD. very good. then as we were heading back to the mrt station we decided to go try out the Vinco doughnuts cos there had been a long queue ever since we came (not the same ppl la mind u) so my mum queued up while i called jennifer but she wouldnt answer.
then all the doughnuts with the "okay" sign which supposedly meant it was recommended was sold out so we had to like buy others. the Sky Berry one is NICE. its all sweet. i tried it for breakfast this morning.

Anyway, back to yesterday, me and mum took mrt to compass and walked to the carpark where she had parked her car. As me and my mum were in the lift to go to this carpark, a guy came in with this woman and he saw my mum carrying the doughnuts and was like "Y'knw theres this doughnut shop in City Hall, i think all the people there are very free."

like WAH LAU. i felt like gg "AHEM!" i mean, there he is making a comment like that and my mum is there carrying a doughnut box. then when we were in the car my mum was gg on about how he was rude. haha he's such an asshole.

so yesterday was fun time with my mum. the movie was great. jennifer has left for koh-ree-ere. tomorrow i have drums. i have to make a timetable for june so i can see when are my free dates. I NEED TO TOUCH MY HOMEWORK!!

ya. and im making blogskin. check it out soon.

I can't think of a blog title. hmm howabout: FRIDAY!

A serious conversation between me and Sharmini on human rights and deforestation. Okay not really.
"Hey Bernadette, you got sweet?"
"Nope. But I can ask from Darrylin I gave her one whole tube of Fox sweet."
"ACK! I don't like."
"Okay. Then tomorrow I bring Wolf for you, okay?"

I'm finally listening to 30 Seconds to Mars. Nice nice. Listening to Attack gives me the chills and the image of a person playing the guitar really coolly.

Did you here about the drummer guy from the band The Suns? They're a local band i think. anyway the drummer guy died in his sleep and he was only 20 something! so sad. and the lead singer from Ronin was almost crying when he talked about the guy. so very very sad. i think we shud all live like its our last day cos we dunno if it is and stuff. ya.

haha tuesdays with morrie is a good book. it teaches u how to LIVE UR LIFE. but im not doing very well in following. these few days im getting more rude, more offensive, im saying things i dont mean to say and im annoying everyone including myself. i wish i cud change but the problem is, I CANT. well ok i can but its like hard yknw? BUT I SHALL TRY.

*cue applause*


my ear is itchy. haha. I HAVE TO GO FOR PTM LATERRR. i hope ms chia (or mrs chua as she is supposed to be called. but ms chia is MUCH nicer) doesnt say anything mean about me to my mom!! and i hope if she does, she doesnt take too long. cos me and my mum gotta rush to vivo and watch

*drum roll*

PIRATES! OF! THE! CARRIBEAN!

Life! gave it 2 out of three stars while the Today newspaper gave it 3(or was it 4?). But whatever the critics say, im gonna watch it. yes becos i already booked the tix so i cant like go back but ALSO because pirates of the carribean is like one of the good blockbusters u cant miss.

like spiderman3 yknw? jus that spiderman3 was given better ratings. haha.

shrek 3 coming out soon. on the 31st to be exact. and i need to do a june holiday timetable and sort of my priorities.

I CANT WAIT FOR STARKSY AND HUTCH!

i'm not crying, im not a cryer, i...i work out.
- Ben Stiller in Starksy and Hutch (or at least thats what i think he says haha.)

Cant wait for monday too. i need to call jenn today. wish her goodbye, shes going to korea til june 9th. then on the 10th its her birthhdaaayy. we are june babies. oh yes we are. uh huh.

yeaa.

anyone going to the Jet concert? haha not me.

I'm my pain in the ass.

YOOHOOHOOOO!

haha guess wat? im sort of proud of myself for my results. i mean. im not gonna brag but no one seems proud of me so im jus gonna give myself a pat on the back.

*pat pat* it's kind of hard. i mean my back is hard. cos im wearing my brace. haha. IBET U DIDNT KNOW THAT. i found out that if i DONT wear my brace for many many weeks my back bone becomes all curved and it hurts abitty witty when i sit. so im WEARING IT.

so other then that i went to drum lesson on sunday in hope of getting Santi and Almost Here but apprantly both MJ and Sembawang have NEVER heard of The Academy Is...

ARGH. shudve bought it that day. but it was in such a crappy condition. ah well. shall buy it when i go to HMV (i dunno WHEN i'll do that) or when i go watch Pirates on fri. but i DID buy A Beautiful Lie (30 Seconds to Mars)

havent listened to it yet tho. THE LETO BROTHERS ARE COOL. so is that watcher and tomo guys. haha IM NOT A VERY GOOD FAN. i dun produce inuf wind. HAHA. GET IT? HAHAHA. ok nvm.

so wat else? umum. oh yes. the experience of booking movie tickets online is a scary one. scaryy.

the twins and viv are coming over on monday! 4 hours of ben stiller! WHOO.

yea. and we're gonna learn Famous Last Words this coming sunday for drums. cant wait.

I CANT BELIEVE IT'S STILL MONDAY.

GAAHH!

And when you go...

HELLO.

it's a sunday. and im wondering where the twins and viv are. stupid william-beckett stealer is online. im talking to her. sort of. im not saying anything and neither is she. its like STALE. hopefully it doesnt breed mosquitos.


ok. so life's good i guess. im really happy with my results! so sad that it isnt mid year and so whatever i scored is only some kind of percentage of overall marks BLABLA. gahh.

yesterday most of the sec 2s went for NDP. it wasnt half bad actually. it was AT NIGHT. and night totally freaks me out but the good thing is that it isnt HOT. but after running 231248384324 rounds i was feeling neither hot nor cold and i was so afraid of fainting. it wasnt half bad also because i wasnt lonely. i had DAWNLEE to talk to. haha and marianne who was from my original group. and elizabeth who is no. 1 of my group (im no. 2 so im pretty much sitting behind her and seperating her from her frens. i feel guilty). me and dawn managed to drink up 5 bottles of NEWater. the coolest part was when it was 10pm and we were all in this bus heading for school and the lights were all off (after demands from the ppl behind) and so me and dawn attempted to sleep. then i told dawn that it felt like a tour bus and it was like i was in a band. anyway we didnt manage to sleep so we ended up whacking joleen and joanne's head jus for fun. and freaking joleen out by moving the curtain.

the funny part was when i was walking off the bus and said "BYE!" to the army guy who TOTALLY IGNORED ME. then the bus uncle was like "BYE!" cos he thought i was saying to him. haha. so funny so i said "bye uncle!" to the bus uncle but i jus continued waving to the army guy cos i was too tired to change hand. so awkward.

when i reached home i took a shower. it was a damn good one. I FELT ALL CLEAN. i swear i could have even been shining. anyway after that i watched 28 Days (no kids, not the one with zombies, the one with sandra bullock and viggo mortensens [cant spell]) with my parents. it was a really cool movie. the ending was kind of sad cos they didnt show if sandra's character went with viggo's character. viggo is a cool name. haha. but in the movie he was speaking with this drawl and it was really hard to understand him. but watever. ITS A NICE MOVIE. viggo is cute. i still liked him better in LOTR tho. haha.

anyway. I AM SINGLE. as in, I HAVE NO CELEBRITY CRUSH AT THE PRESENT MOMENT. which is surprising cos im always gushing about how cute a certain angmoh guy is. haha. BUT IM LIKE SOOO OVER THAT CHILDISH STUFF.ok not really, im only single cos amanda and melissa lim are stealing my potential boyfrens. haha. funny.

AHH! i better go get ready to meet jas for drum lesson. hmm. i still havent bought her a birthday present (her birthday was in FEB. damn i suck big)

but im so gonna get Almost Here and Santi today. I WILL. even tho it will cost me a flipping 40 bucks. but i need new music to listen to. the music in my mp3 is growing cobwebs and speaking dinosaur language. the only nice songs are The Kill, Attack and Ohio is for Lovers.

ya. so i shall take my leave. I BID U FAREWELL. byebye.

ps. wat is with ppl(not really ppl. more like kelicia low. haha) and asking me to go with them to watch pirates? like HELLO it opens on thurs, its abit late right? haha. im gg with my mom on thurs and fri. i feel so bad rejecting ppl.

MAROON 5!

i want maroon 5's new cd. may some something right? haha. im so horrid. also pirates, CANT WAIT FOR THAT. i want the acedemy is.... too. AHH. william. how charismatic are u.

haha. i think brigid is a funny thing that flies. melissa is a funny thing that cant stand her pimple. jasmin is a funny thing that owes me my Eldest book. darrylin is a funny thing that sings really well. and helena is a funny thing i havent seen for 3 days cos she's sick. jennifer is a funny thing that is going to korea. kelly and karyn and viv are funny things that i havent seen in a long time. (not really, isee viv quite often. haha)

and my stomach hurts.

bleagh. and i think my fencing coach is funny. haha.

ok.
so nothing to post about really. maybe i'll finish chap 14? dunno.

One and a half weeks to exam. 8 more days to Pirates of the Caribean

I DELETED MY OLD OLD BLOG.

the 2005 and 2006 one. couldnt take it. BAAAD memories.

okay. anyway something exciting happened to me on Monday.

WENT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN3 WITH MUM AND BRO.

mannn! it was the BEST MOVIE EVERRR (sure to get kicked off the list when i watch pirates). haha. it was GOOD. i cried my eyes out at the last part.

WHY DO THE HANDSOME DIE?!?!.

and i really really love the computer graphics. VERY VERY good. absolutely brilliant. and topher grace does a good job being venom.

its so good, i might be watching it again with viv! haha.

ITS GOOD. GOOD GOOD GOOD. GO WATCH IT.

other than that nothing exciting. except results. got one c5 (chi DUH), two A1s, two A2s and one B4 (stupid home econs. so disappointing.) still dont have lit and geog.

okay. so ya. haha. I need to go to the toilet!! haha. when i come back im gonna finish chap 14 and POST IT. haha. WATCH OUT!

OKAY. after um 15 mins since i came back from the toilet, i saw viv's tag. so i jus remembered that...


I SAW A SNAKE DURING NDP PRAC.

how it hapened? i walked past this patch of grass, everyone was doing the same la. then like someone shouted "SNAKE!" and i SAW IT. IT SLITHERED AND IT WENT AWAY. IT WAS SO COOL. but this girl was so scared. and she started crying. i was like "dont cry!" even tho i didnt know her. so embarassing. then after awhile she was okay. anyway before she was okay, viv's group walked by. and my group was like "DONT WALK ACROSS! GOT SNAKE." then some of the ppl from her group believed. then they walked the other way. then viv who was walking down the pavement was like "HAHAH DONT BLUFF LA. U THINK U VERY FUNNNY ISIT."

i was looking at viv. and thinking how stupid she was. haha. stupid.

ANYWAY I SAW A SNAKE LAAA. for 2secs. FOR THAT 2 SECS, IT WAS COOL.

and i cant finish chap 14!!! AHH! so sad. i wrote up to this certain part and i could jus end and post it. but i dowan. i wanna write the whole convo between kaine and jenn. YA. haha. so u guys have to wait. hopefully i'll finish soon. hopefully it'll be long. hopefully it'll be good. but most likely not.


OKOK. byebye. my parents wanna sleep. im being selfish :(

HEYHEYHEY! im back. and i predict many butts to be kicked.

HELLOHELOHELLO.

exams are over. but not for me. i mean to me,exams are only over when they give back results and i get to have 4 weeks of holiday.

i love results. why? cos it comes up behind u and bites u in the ass and goes "SURPRISE!" u don't know wats coming. hopefully, all the results that bite my butt are gonna be good. cos i studied! STUDIED.

also the 4 weeks of holidays arent gonna happen. WHY? stupid NDP. and yknw wat else? i have to CHANGE GROUP. like DAMMIT! how many times does this have to happen to me? im going to group 4. got 2b,2c and 2d ppl. not anyone im close to. which means, once again im jus gonna be talking to myself in my mind. all alone. rejected. hurt.

ok maybe not that bad. jus gonna be lonely. at least when i was in group nine i could talk to my frens in group 10. BUT NOW? nooo! plus i have to learn new steps. ARGH.

stupid.stupid.

went jamming with jasmin and amanda yesterday. managed to play dirty lil secret. i made jasmin's sister cry. haha. NOT MY FAULT. all i did was take the camera! then she was all teary eye! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I DID IT. until much realization. yes. so all in all it was fun. didnt manage to write a song. i shud be doing that with right handed salad bowl. i wonder wat RHSB is going to do now. haha. we're dying!

went to cat class after jamming. was talking to Dawn about bands and stuff. we were like talking and talking until out teacher had to go "EXCUSE ME! sorry." like as in scolding us. u could see he was pissed. and ifelt so guilty. but i wasnt really paying attention. i was drawing 12 heads with tongues of flames on them. cos we were talking about pentecost. so ya.

so basically i spend my whole morning finishing NightRise by Anthony Horowitz. IT WAS VERY VERY EXCITING. especially the last part. cant wait for the fourth book. and i wanna read the latest Alex Rider book! Snake Skin or something. ahh.

then i read abit of Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom. a few pages and i was touched. GO READ IT.

ok so gona watch some videos. or check out some blogs. or something. not gonna write story, no mood today. haha.

toodles noodles!

PS: anyone watched Janice Dickonson's Modelling Agency last night? HER SON IS A FUNNY GUY. haha. and TJ Wilks or watever is cute. haha hes a NANNY!

You make me siiing.

MICHAEL BUBLE MAKES ME SING.

LITERALLY.

haha. been listening to his songs alot. gets really my mind. but the most annoying thing is i cant rmb how they sound like exactly. and i got to school telling my fren about this song that goes "something something babe kohkohkoh! or something like that. some spanish thing." haha. and she laughs at me.

presently, finished printing science notes. gotta mug hard. I'll probably not blog/come online till after next week. exams all throughout the week, can die man.

and i think the oral examiner from yesterday hates me. she's a teacher. and i seriously dont want her teaching me next year or anything. why? i dont think i'll be able to like/respect her which is bad cos i respect all my teachers. anyway this oral examiner was insulted by me i think. cos i said singaporeans tend to slang when they're around foreigners but when around fellow singaporeans they tend to speak singlish all the time which is why we aren't formal.

YA. its so true la. i mean.... the dancefloor? everyone was slanging cos benji was there. haha. but watever la. i regret saying that. TOTALLY WRONG THING TO SAY. ifeel so stupid when im reminded of oral so let's talk about something else.


HMM. yes. i really wanna go watch spiderman 3. and shrek 3 and fantastic four and harry potter and the simpsons. nicenicenicenice movies.

ok. so i shall go check out who blogged (or not!) then go hide in my room and bury myself in books.


toodley. noodles. poodles.

OH YA. funny funny quote for the day. im sure amanda will love it.

MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU.
-Vernon A. on the MORNING MUTTONS. this morning (duh.)

Your every line, your ever word; your everything.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

ok. SOMETHING INTERESTING HAS HAPPENED.

i..... bought Michael Buble's CD.

yepp. the latest. Call Me Irresponsible. no that's the title, not a request. BUTBUT dont blame me hor. blame it on the damn good advertisment. AHHHHHRRRGHH.

i mean. ahh. his songs are so nice. he wrote two of them in this album too! AND LIKE. his voice is nice. and i like jazz.


no really. i do. IM NOT KIDDING YOU. ilike jazz. there i said it! im not lying. gosh. but i dunno if i wasted 18 bucks on it la. i mean the cd cover thingo has FUNNY SCRATCHES ON IT. makes me so sad. haha. butbut the songs. aiyo.

im such a sucker for hotvoicedjazzguys.

im gonna die if they sell a dvd of the songs + the cd for like 20 bucks. AIYO. waste my money can? i want the dvd. i like how mr buble dances. haha. so SAUVE LA. very cool. yes he may be abit chubby but hes funny. and his voice is to die for.

i hope i dont treat it like my jamie cullum cd. which.. i listen to... once... in a while....

!!!

ok. i shall put it in my mp3 and listen to it when i go to bed. so i can have nice jazz dreams. haha.

something else happened. not sure if its today. i wanted to blog about it but forgot wat it was. HAHA. farny.

OH YA OH YA.

BENJI.

how could i forgot? like the best dance floor episode ive watched. ok so i only paid attention to the episode cos of.... BENJi. everytime he appeared i would squeal.

sigh. he danced contemporary. and stripped abit.

*swoons*

and theres this part where glenn is like "so your a international superstar now?" then benji jumps and go "I HAVE SUPER POWERS!" and glenn and FD arent laughing so benji quickly regains composure and pretends it didnt even happen.

i was laughing like a mad. thing. cow? i dunno. i was laughing. aye.

so michael and benji. benji is love. while michael.. is a surprise.

i still dunno if i wasted money on buble. GAHH. im pathetic.


and and. i dun think i did VERY badly for todays chinse exam. EEPS.

This innocence is brilliant.

HELOo.

avril lavigne's songs are good.

so its a sunday. i dont really like sundays. cos like the next day is monday. i hate mondays. fridays and saturdays are good. yea. haha.

im somewhat done studying for tomorrow's chinses exam. GAAH. i have oral this thurday too. i think i have chinese oral too. i hate chi oral. i always make a fool outta myself. GAAH.

anyway, right now im looking for red jumpsuit appratus tabs. face down and false pretense. i like those songs. lala. also im burning cds for jas. cos her com is dead and she cant get acess to her songs and stuff so like yeah. gg to meet her for drum lesson.

oh yea and i wrote a song yeterday. sound all pop punk. more pop and less punk. no good and 100% crappy. BUT IM JUS EXPERIMENTING. yuuppp.

so yea. nothing to blog about, really. cept exams are coming and im worried. ahh.

BENJI SCHWIMMER TODAY!

When he says he loves you

HELLO.

so ive been ABSTAINING from computer! managed to STUDY CHINESE. FOUND OUT I STUDIED CHAPTERS THAT THEY WONT TEST.

haiyoh.

nothing much this week, really. joey love shan, melissa likes pushing, darrylin likes being stupid, brigid likes silently laughing,sharmini likes laughing at my lame jokes and staring at my funny ones, jasmin likes drawing and black and i dislike going through emotional turmoil.

same old same old.

exams are coming! STRESS, haha. but im going do my best. i want to make myself proud. my parents proud. YAY. whoo. and after scoring well im going to party hard.

my defination of party hard: write songs that are nice, practise guitar, play soccor with darrylin, do lame things, catch a movie and do something really really nice.

AND I STILL NEED TO DO CIP.

alamak! oh yes and NDP will resume after exam. damn scared la. the cheographer isnt gonna be there anymore. from now on its like mass reharsels of whatyoumightcallit.

and amanda told me esparagus is ASPARAGUS.

her goal in life is to spell vegetables correctly.


and and and. CHAPTER 13! omg. haha NO YET LA. gonna write after im done with this.

i still need to watch my taped american idol. BLAKE!

OH YA.

BENJI SCHWIMMER + SINGAPORE = VERY HAPPY ME.

I would've kept you forever...

just abit of 30 seconds to mars will do the trick.

right. so my com is freaking me out. the java thing wants to download but im afraid that a virus my infect the com. so then i installed it then blocked it. so i DIDNT install it. haha. AYA. im weird la.

i really dont know what im gonna blog about. my world's like all bleagh, my emotions arent very specific with me.

i was reading the newspaper, reading about the virginia school gun rampage thing. and i shivered abit. i mean, its scary okay? what would you do if you were in such a situation? One day, you go to school as normal. You sit down, get bored of listening to your science teacher. Then things move so fast. some one says something about doors being locked? then a guy. gun shots. screaming. running.

the girl beside you screams and falls. and doesnt get up. then he turns the barrell to you and...


AYE, mate. its scary.

anyway on a lighter note, i was supposed to burn a cd for my fren. and urrr i forgot wat songs. i can remember SOME. haha the gc and fob and fray songs. but i cant rmb the rest.

my com is lagging! WHY? creepy. its not my com btw. its my dad's so yea. ANYWAY HES BACK FROM NEWYORK.

WITH ESPARAGUS!

and my mum's mad again. also annoyed at the fact that im not studying. AYA.

haha im watching the blue october into the ocean video. very very intricate. nice.

EH. so yea. i'll think i'll work on chap 13 til 8.15.

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO. cokatoos?

so lock up, baby, before the dreams break in.

AYE.

right. so i have to finish a science mindmap BUT IM STRAYING AWAYY...

RIIIIIIIGHT. so didnt go for XM homecoming (such a letdown. i wanted to see the school. haha and the TWINS OF COURSE. coff.) but u have to blame it on 2.4 and viv. haha.i really wanted to go with viv. but NOOO. so in the end amanda n jas went. haha.

AYE. i really need to go now. do s much science before i go for drum class.

i think im gonna have cramps.

Pen, Paper, Dreams...

Okay no time to collect thoughts and such so let's see where this post goes.

hmm. so havent been online for a while huh? but back by popular demand (according to Ellen: I demanded it and im popular) this is me. and im blogging. basically.

sigh. homework, homework. ive gotta do it. i dont fill too well. why? its night. honestly? I hate the night. cos it creeps me out. eh. i woke up in the middle of the night. 2/3am? and i couldnt sleep. so i lay there. and i freaked myself out. haha. waking up in the middle of the night is the worse thing that could happen to me. i rmb one night i woke up at 3am something and i didnt sleep. until like 6am? yes. i really am so tempted to take sleeping pills or something. i find waking up in the middle of the night the most annoying thing.

gaaahhhh.

these few days have been boring. badluck rolls after another. boring days and blah. my interest in anything and everything is wearing out like that big puff of ozone layer killing smoke in the story that has settled happily in my chinese book.


anyway. sigh. i feel really lethargic. i wish i could stay up and watch AI and My name is earl. but no, i shall have to tape it and watch it another day. ggggggggggrrrrr. tmrs a thurdays. after that a friday. then a saturday. a busy one. then a sunday. then comes a monday followed by a tueday and then a wednesday.

and then thurday's coming round the mountain again.

don't you other people ever get so sick of it?


booo. week after week. stupid commontest coming up. stupid 2.4 run.

btw, i am over pete. yes. he and ashlee can go live happily or not or watever i dont care. haha. REALLY! trust me! im not lying! I WILLL STAND BY MY WOOORRRDD.

also, i am not very very serious and watever on becoming a professional musician. it is no longer my dream. no longer my passion. ok maybe music IS still my passion. but im not gonna think abt wat im gonna call myself when i get interviewed by Ryan Seacrest. playing music is just a hobby. listening to it is leisure. and well, music is my passion. so watever.

I HAVE NO IDEA WAT IM GONNA DO WITH MY FISHFUL LIFE.