Have a nice dayyy... duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh...

heeeeellllllllllloooooo.

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HIIIIIIIII!

hah.

ok.
so yesterday was good friday. special day for christians, mind you. the day God suffered and died for us. yes, for u, for u and u. even if u dont believe christ he still DIED FOR U, ok? haha. so yeah.

um. i gotta finish homework. not by today tho. heh. im lazy. and maybe i feel studious I'll study chinese. gotta practise guitar. practise piano. ummmm. write a song maybe. haha i shall TRY! um um ummmmmmmm tape my name is earl cos i gotta go to church. YAA.


meanwhile i shall go write chap 12 until my bro chases me off the seat.

you've got best friends
I've got best pens

baby don't be gentle; I can handle anything.

hey you all!!!!!!


peeeeeeeeeeoples.

haha. thanks for the um overwhelming "HELLO"s on my tagboard... very very... greetingful.

OH WAIT. haha I JUS REALISED. THAT IN MY LAST POST. I SAID "HELLO HELLO HELLO" many times. so maybe u guys were replying to it!

HAHA. im so smart.


ok. so im at the FOB web (like usual) and then theres this interview on Pete and his anxiety/depression problem (rmb overdose of pills...?) and then i started reading about bipolar disorder and anxiety and wat they are.

OH JEEZ THE EXPLANATION ISNT VERY GOOD. haha. iwas reading and was like "uhhh. ok. what?" cos i dont really get it. it says that a person with bipolar doesnt really know he/she has is so for all i care i have it and i dont even know. so.... how?

haha. i dunno. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna. hmm. but hopefully im find. maybe abit freaky, but hopefully fine. but the fact that me or YOU OR YOU OR YOU! might have any of this um disorders? yea. watever u call it. and like it's scary.

anyway JUST FYI, SUICIDE WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING. so if u ppl have thought about jumping off a building or slitting ur wrists DONT! cos like its not gonna help. when u hurt urself and make wounds visible, SURE U'LL GET ATTENTION. but its all FAKE. ITS FAKE FRIENDSHIP. ITS JUS SYMPATHY. so you wont gain anything. and suicide will harm the ppl around u.... and well, let's just say i doubt u'll get into heaven.

yea. SO DONT COMMIT SUICIDE HOOOOORRRR!

don't. yea. no matter how down life gets, theres still ppl who love u. perhaps not the kids around u or ur parents. maybe u dont have anyone but urself. BUT U FORGET!

GOD LOVES U. YES HE DOES.
HE LOVES U.

SO SHUTTUP AND SHUT OFF ABOUT SUICIDE.

ya.
hopefully i got the msg across.

HAHA. right.

so ive run out of things to post.

AAAH! band prac tmr! im panicking. isit gonna go well? isit? ISIT? i dunno. ahh. worrier.


OK. SO CHAP12 HERE I COME.

THE ACADEMY IS.... *drum roll*

hello.

hellooo.

hellOOO.

HELLOOO.

HELLLOOOOO!!

HELLO

haha. ok inuf with that. right. so im pretty busy. gotta do research. gotta study for my home econs. aahhh..

in the mean time, im watching videos. The Academy Is... videos and....


THE NEW LINKIN PARK SONG.

like OMG. i cant wait to see it. it's loading. hah. im so close.

AAAHHH! CHESTER! i see mike too. HAH. linkin park is so cool. chester's hair is cool. the song is cool.

haha. im cool. for the moment.

yeeeeeeah.

ok. i love the song. video's really cool. tho i would like it if chester did his screamo thing. but we dont wanna hurt his poor throat right? SO... YEA.

linkinpark is cool. HAH!


ok. right. so um. back to my research for now.

PS. eh. haha. this post is pretty boring is guess. bleagh. i shall blog another time and maybe you'll get so excited you'll pee in ur pants. or shorts. or skirt. or... bear suit?

Make us poster boys in ur scene.

so last night my mood went on a rollercoaster ride again. haha. im gonna delete the post. and i've got the rest of chapter11 written out in my mind, and now i gotta write it on on the blog. yea.

so this few days I've been coming back home at 6pm. thank god theres barely any homework, or i would be breaking down and eating alot of chocolate.

ALOT.

been doing situps lately. I FEEL STRONGER!! whoo.

no i dont.

but watever. its NOON NOON NOON. i woke up at 11am and kind of lazed around. got the whole house to myself.

haha im finally watching Stacey's Mom. haha. FUNNY. fountains of wayne are so perverted. i love the song tho.

well. guess wat? i need to go pee. haha. buhbye.

WINDOWS DOOOWN.

i wrote a song today. during math lesson. after PE. pe sucked. i feel like a useless piece of crapp. its not very good when u're a tall girl who acts stupid and isnt cool cos she cant play basketball. haha. but watever. the song made things better.

whoo that rhymes.

argh. i cant find... a certain Mark Hoppus Podcast which i wanna listen to... but fine. i wont die cos i cant listen to it.

but im damn thirsty tho.

grr. haha. got art stuff to collect and science ws to mark. but i dun really care actully. my arms are hurting from ballet. and i still gotta excersize. so yea.

read a few blogs, extend chap 11 and i'll be gone.

hello citizens of singaporeeee and more.

dear pete, whats it take to be the celebrity u are?

so today's character development period was spent kind of discussing with ourselves about the FUTURE. mann... i love the future. flying space crafts and excalators everywhere aside, its the time when i'll be a WOMAN(haha i feel like puking) and i go around and do whatever shit i wanna do and theres no way im gonna be handed a yellow booking form. ahyes the police. i will not steal dont worry.

right. so where was i? right the future. not too far into the future lah. mrs tan asked us to think abt wat careers we want so we can choose the right subjects. i kind of highlighted the careers i wanted which included legal stuff umum artist, umum nurse? (actually i wanted to be a doctor then i didnt want so the nurse thing was under some kind of weird impulse) and well, editor and blah. then we had to go line up in the career we wanted.

so with me and my trusty sidekick, darrilyn, we skipped off to be the only 2 students of SEC 2 to want to be...


*drum roll*

EDITORRR.

i felt damn good about myself. i looked at the line of future "Artists" and damn SJC girls do have wild dreams, no?

haha. so yea. me and darrilyn and viv and karijah (both who are SUPPOSEDLY INTERESTED in advertising. haha viv wanted to be a marine biologist but she didnt wanna leave the entertainment department. i told her she could jus tell jokes in the sea.) are in thie group and we gotta do research and other blah.

hah. talking to viv. we could be best friends.


watching the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. the lead's hair is freaking me out.. haha he sounds like tyson from AAR.I WANT AAR BACK. stupid hiatus!

im thinking of spiking my hair one day. and wearing cool clothes. and piercing my nose.

sheesh. the whole emo thing.. ARGH. get the newspapers, the adults, the parents, the immature kids, outta my sight! everyone's fussing about who where wat. slitting wrists, and wearing eyeliner and writing poems about suicide... is it FOB's/MCR's fault? IS IT? its not okay. so dont blame the bands. the bands inspire. what those kids are doing are what they choose to do. its them u need to badger. not us. stop the newspaper reports. its stupid. ur pushing ppl. kids are gonna read these newspaper and go : "so is this the trend? i gotta do it too."

don't worry daddy, falloutboy isnt gonna make me an "emo" kid.

oh gosh. how i hate that term. so watever.

been feeling and thinking alot lately. so i think im gonna write a song or something. and try to make music. argh. u suck bernie. haha.

but if the rockstar thing doesnt work out, theres always the editing thing... right?

haha. :)

So is this what we're up against?

wat i had for breakfast just a minute ago: Bread in brocolli soup.

u're probably going: EWWWW! she can't spell brocolli!

haha it's not my fault. anyway the FOB ppl are not keeping to their word. They said the video for Thnks Fr Th Mmrs was coming out on 23rd march. but it's not here yet....

so meanwhile i shall watch A conversation with Pete and Mark. Two of my fav bassists. Funny funny guys.

blink182 rules 4ever.

im waiting for keli, mandy, jas and cleo to come over. havent seen those aliens in a loong time (excluding jas i see her every sunday to friday.)

thursday. I AM BEING AN EVIL CHILD HAHA. i have a sc ws AND IM NOT DOING IT. YET.

"I like the fact that we're only half-done here."

Damen looked up at his opponent, beads of sweat falling from his brow. A sneer was the only sight he saw. That same old sneer that had been directed in his way for two years now, the same sneer that he had complained about, the sneer that the elders of the castle said that Hahras wasn't capable of.

"Let's just..." Hahras suddenly retreated and sheathed his sword. "Leave it here. Shall we?"

Eyes opened wide in slight surprise, Damen stood his ground but made small movements for his sword on the floor. This could be a trick for all he cared, victory was the only way of satisfaction for the man who stood infront of him. Only a few years younger yet more sly, more skilled and rather well-loved. But Damen had always seen through those fake speeches and his pretty brown hair and lovely blue eyes that could make any castle maid swoon.

Now this perfect cousin of his took another step back. The sword remained where he had sheathed it and one of his hand was running through his hair.

Disgusting.

Then just to make his leave fancy, Hahras flashed one of his smiles and saluted. Then he made a quick walk out of the room.

If Hahras had walked out on a fight before cutting his head off and hanging parts of his body all around the kingdom, Damen guessed that he hadn't decided to show his true colours to another others just yet.

Sighing as he got up, Damen could just imagine a heated conversation going on between him and the king.

The sad thing about telling his dad "I told you so" was that he would probably not believe him. Along with the kingdom.


hello HELLO. yea so wassup? i hv a sc ws to do so i gotta make this FAST. and up there? WAT IS THAT u're asking? well i was reading amanda's star wars and it inspired me. so i jus wrote a little passage. it's based on this story i wrote last year. about this girl.. and a guy. medival times shit. so yea. maybe i might continue this? who knows? ah well..


so tday i went for confession. i feel BETTER actually. i mean.. i feel all forgiven. haha. so cool right? and then during recess we had cake. for brigid and celine lim (U ARE BOTH 14 AND OLD. HAH.) and like. it was good.

i ate 2 pieces and almost puked. ah me.


JOY, we need to make a band blog. it is NOT stupid jenn. SHUTTUP. haha.

today i had NDP. it was LAME. it was raining so we sat in the shade for a FREAKING 3HOURS. its more fun than dancing but HELLO. IT WASTED MY LIFE.

there was this part where they gave out bread and everyone was screaming and reaching. and then my sc teacher walked towards me and ppl were like "AAAH" like he was a celebrity. so then i started laughing and was like


"MR TAN, I WANT UR AUTOGRAPH!"

its sad that no one heard me say it. haha i had to tell jas and helena and mel and deanna wat i said. and its not funny when u EXPLAIN IT.

sheesh. after NDP i went home and managed to catch abit of Ellen interviewing John Mayer.
they said something like this:

John: So yknw if u make people go "Wow... huh."
Ellen: Hey that's a song itself! Make ppl go "wow.. huh"
John: Haha, YEAH.

SOMETHING LIKE THAT. anyway it was funny. made me smile. and then John Mayer performed. love his voice.

and yea. that's pretty much it. thanks to jas for lending me her cds. thanks to you for reading this shit.

Buhhh-bye.

The city lights are too much for me.

HELLOOOOOO KIDDDOS!!

i bet all of u are really bummed out that school just started. SHEESH. don't feel alone, so do i. so wassup y'all? on sunday i did something EXCITING. okay other than gg church and drum class.

I WENT TO HMV.

yes yesi did! and i bought two cds. very very cool cds. i think they're like the coolest CDs i ever bought. okay maybe not. i love all my cds.

LOVE.

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

when i lost my gc and sp cds i cried for a night(okay im very sure i did. maybe i jus ALMOST cried and disillusioned myself that i cried. HEH) . and almost cried for a few more. but im not EMO. sheesh! ANYWAY i was heartbroken. i felt so dumb i mean I IMAGINE THE GIRL PICKING UP TWO CDS FOR FREE AND SHOWING IT OFF AND GG "hey i love gc and sp!"

SHEESH. watever! haha

yea. so i collect cds and i treasure everyone one of em. and these two cds are gg to be treated like kings.

first one.....

THE FRAY
How to Save A Life

and then

TAKING BACK SUNDAY
Louder Now (CD+DVD)

i cant wait to watch the DVD. if any of u have it, can u tell me if it's the home videos one? haha tt one if FUNNAYE. anyway watever it is, i know it'll be cool cos...

IT'S TAKING BACK SUNDAY FOR PETE'S SAKE. yea. and the songs are nice i cant wait to hear all..

LALALA. so im pretty happy about this.

today something bad happened. i did something really weird and i was so shaken. okay my math teacher didnt come. so then i went to sit with jas (she ask me to sit with her) then on the seat was this orange blot thing which i didnt wanna sit on so i went to look for an empty chair then i grabbed it and as i was walking away with it my classmate walked towards tt table and was like "WHAT U DOING?" then i was faking a laugh (i didnt know wat the heck i was doing either) then i took the orange blot chair and gave it to her then i quickly walked away and i felt so weird and guilty about wat i did. LIKE HELLO I JUS GAVE A GIRL A ORANGE BLOT CHAIR.

then i went to sit with jas and POOF another classmate is standing behind me and im like "HUH WAT?" then she says mus sit in groups and like the girl whom i gave the orange blot chair was sitting behind me (she was in my group) then i felt super awkward then i went to sit down and i was shivering and having goose bumps.

it was the weirdest freakiest feeling ever. and i dunno wat the heck happened.

HMM. weird huh?

i was telling jas abt how i might have biopolar disorder. then i said i wasnt serious.

i think i freaked her out abit.

Step one...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I could have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Dammit. I really love the lyrics. if only i could write lyrics like this... haha. argh. this song makes me wanna cry. sigh. its damn nice. i get this chilly feeling when i read the lyrics. ITS DAMN NICE. AAAAAAAAAH. its nice. haha. i really have nothing else to say other then "this song is really really nice." it is. And when u read thru it i hope it makes u think. it's just really really nice. haha okay i'll stop saying that and get back to chap9.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and I could've stayed up with you all night, if I'd known how to save a life.

This afternoon after a VERY BAD ALMOST FAINT FROM MENSTRAL CRAMPS ndp practise, i came home, used to toilet and saw something very exciting in the newspaper.

5.00pm
The Ellen Degeneres show:
Edward Norton/Anne Hathaway/The Fray

Now what exactly you may ask, is so darn exciting about that? It's not like theres a tsunami or maybe my picture some how got on the newspaper. well i'll answer you:

EDWARD NORTON (i really dunno if im correct with spelling his sur name) AND THE FRAY ARE ON THE SHOW!!!

So then u ask : who the heck are these people.

then I'll answer: THE COOLEST THING. okay the only movie i ever watched with Edward in it was Italian Job and he was the BAD BAD MAN. but i really wanted to watch The Illusionist. and he interests me :) so i watched ellen interview him and he's really funny.

Ellen and Edward are playing PING PONG. edward was in China shooting his new film and was trained by this ping pong master whom he called "Pong Master D".

Ellen: I like badminton. Have you tried Badminton? I like badminton.
Edward: What do you like paddles or something?
Audience and Ellen (And my mom): *laughs*
Ellen: *Puts on serious face* It's none of your business.

WHEEEEEEE. AND THE FRAY IS DAMN GOOD. i really really like the song "How To Save A Life" it gives me goose bumps everytime i hear it. It's damn nice la. I wanna get their CD.

so anyway, MY TAGBOARD ISNT WORKING FOR ME. i cant tag on it! and its depressing. so i shall answer the HAPPY HAPPY ABUNDANCE OF TAGS here! whee.

to kelly: Haha i really dont get it. ok actually i do. but why isit mean when u say it. okay i dont get it.
to joy: huh? wat two chapters? do wat to ur story?
to viv: yea i know it was out LOOOOONG time ago but as an avid-non-hilary fan i didnt bother to watch or listen to it.... but for the sake of the hot guy, maybe i will... one day.... when im bored... and i remember...
to karyn: yea hilary cant sing la! she can HIT NOTES but thats NOTHING. i can hit notes too! but i can play guitar so im superior to her.... right? and paris hilton's songs are nice but she has a freaky LOW voice that freaks me out. heh. and i remember hilary crazy viv too... HAHAHAHHA. and no i am not avoiding you if i am, i didnt know :D

ok so much for tags. i wanna tell u guys an INTERESTING STORY.

so here i was, searching for blank cds in this cardboard (i owe cheryl teo Infinity On High and Chrons of Life And Death but she forgot when i told her i owed her it she was all "really? haha nvm" so nvm la. ok.) AND INSTEAD OF FINDING CDS, I FOUND TWO VERY COOL THINGS THAT WILL BENEFIT ME AND MY BAND (oh dear dysfunctional band).

RIGHT. i found a cd label thinger. it is VERY DAMN COOL. u can label ur cds! LIKE LABEL! LIKE COOL LA!

and i found the microfone (finally, i tot my dad gave it away) the plug looks like it can fit into one of the guitar amps lying around my house so one day I'll try. i think mikes are cool. so are gerards.


HHAHHAHAHA.

ignore me. or dont. 7pm show starting soon. and thanks to amanda's post for reminding me I WANT KERRANG!. ARRRRRRRGH. i want my FOB and GC. bleagh. and i wanna watch Music & Lyrics.



GOOOOOOOOSEBUMPS. dont ask unless u wanna know.


chapter 9 here i cooooooome. dear sweet beloved! hah.


So where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.

HEY HEY YOU YOU

haha. avril lavigne is amusing me! yknw at first i was watching the video and i was thinking "SHIT! avril's become one of THEM (them as in those unoriginal pop-punk girls who merely walk around in a piece of cloth)" then the video started amusing me and i thought "hmm, maybe shes just kidding?" so then i go see her official web (usually theres like a JOURNAL BUT NOOO) and then i read the bio and it talks abt how avril feels abt the new album and the song and then i realise shes

NOT joking.

so its kind of hard for me to like accept the new avril. cos i used to really like her lyrics, they werent mindless crap and stuff, they had meaning (but pete's lyrics are the best tho. HAHA.). yea. but i guess its like more pop punk and i dont really mind cos the songs catchy.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

i think some weird virus person hacked into my hotmail.

cos i got TWO emails which were sent from MY EMAIL and they were abt GAS AND TRADE BLAH. and its SCARY LA.

im very very freaked out.

and the new MCR video isnt helping. the girl has freaky big pupils in her eyes IT SCARES ME. but gerard way looks like hes gonna cry and its kind of cute.

NAH.

so i didnt go to drum class. i got all dressed up and ready to go and then...

"I not gg drum today."

SHEEESH. NOW she tells me! then my mum said since jas isnt gg and since im kind of sick so i shudnt go. and i didnt bother to disagree because i didnt feel like going. going drum class alone BORES ME. especially since im the ONLY GIRL/FEMALE.

CHEEEEEEEE. im trying to play a game with joleen but the damn thing wont work. SO ANNOYING. haha.

Joleen reminds me of computer club. we shud have a freaking computer club reunion la! i miss those clowns. SIGH.

if i could, i would live SVA (the process, the awards, EVERYTHING) all over again.


baaaaaaaaaaaand practise! WHEN? WHERE? HOW?

HELLOOOOOOOO.

HAHA. i am AMUSED. by Fahrenheit AKA fei lun hai. yes isnt suprising that i listen to chinese music? WELL I DONT. haha. the speakers arent even on! im jus trying to see how the Jiro guy dances/sings cos i have been watching the 7pm show (its nice OKAY?) and hes damn funny la and its quite weird when i try to imagine him sing/dance/be all 5566/F4

well. its actually very very amusing. lala.


so its a sunday. im so happy i dont have school tomorrow. but IM SO SAD I DO HAVE NDP.


mAAAAAAAAAAAAN. i have to wakeup at 7am tmr. ARRRRRRRGH. annoying! and my school holidays are BUUUURNT. here's the schedule:

Monday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Movie: I plan to catch a movie after NDP.... MUSIC AND LYRICS!

Tuesday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Wednesday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm
Invite mel to my house: haha cos she wants to see my house -.-

Thursday
Fencing training: 12.30pm to 2.30pm

Friday
NDP: 7.30am to 1.30pm

NOW YOU TELL ME WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THAT? with ndp and fencing trainings. YEEEECH. pffffffffffffffft.

ah well. i gotta go for drums later then go to church. meantime i shall eat lunch/play neopets(haha its FUN OKAY?)/watch american dragon(WHAAAT. ITS NICE OKAY?). BUHBYE.

HELLO KIDDOOSS.

zingzagazoon, it's the late afternoon!

so it's a tuesday. and im not in school why? IM SICK. coughing all night. so two days; no school. yay. but its not like i have alot of time anyway. i woke up at 12pm.

have u seen the new patd video? Build God, Then We'll Talk. DONT SEE IT. i think they have some kind of sick mind thing going on. haha. the video's abt this girl. and his porn mime.

EEEYAACH. not for 14yr olds like me. anyway i watched 4 secs of it. then fast forwarded. then closed the thing.

its another one of those videos where patd arent seen playing.

bleagh. to tell u the truth im kind of sick of the whole circus thing.

but watever. im jus gonna spend the rest of my day doing ... nothing. maybe i shall call fellow sickling viv up? haha.

poodles to the toodles.

or was it the other way...

DOWN WITH A FLEW.

flu. haha

okay. so lets jump back to SATURDAY.

woke up at 5.50am. met viv. my mum sent us to the expo (my mum rocks la). me and viv got lost. me and viv found our way. sat there for 2 hours. then viv called Jarvitha or more like jarvitha called her. anyway they talked for awhile. 2 hours later i was running a fever. i tried to sleep. couldnt. viv called cleo. they talked for an hour. tried to sleep again. couldnt. viv tried to sleep. we were dead tired, dead bored, dead frustrated and damn pissed. cos like this group of girls came at 12pm and then they lined up infront of us cos they had a fren whos fren was infront of us. and that fren of theirs was lining up BEHIND us. like WTH. me and viv were damn pissed. so basically we suffered for 3 more hours.

so after lining for SEVEN DEADLY HOURS, jenn finally said she reached. i was damn pissed at her. haha. not really. i jus wanted her to COME QWICK. so finally she came. and jus seconds after jenn came, amanda tang came. and me and viv rushed off. and my mum came and fetched us home.

so i went home and took panadol and cough medicine and went to bed. at 5.30 pm or something i called jenn and she said there was a confusion when FOB came and the line went BLEAGH and it was all in a mess and she asked me to come quick. so i called viv and told her to meet me at 6pm. i was feeling MUCH better. then i went to shower and change and soon me and viv were headed to the expo thanks to my wonderful mom. again.

WHEN WE REACHED.... i saw isis. and apparently tt other person was her sister. anyway they both APPARANTLY HAD SPECIAL PASSES. i found out later it was jus normal tickets. sigh. wasted jenn's money. isis was all "WHY ARE U HERE" and i didnt understand wat she was saying. then i saw jenn and me and viv wanted to go to her but this man told us to go to the entrance. and i didnt know where the entrance was. and isis's sister was asking us weird questions. then i was like "WHRS THE ENTRANCE." then isis's sister showed us the entrance. and we went thru and there was like a huge crowd. me and viv tried to squeeze thru. but c0uldnt. finally..... like after 10min of fretting, i got damn pissed and walked outta the hall. then i walked out to the lineup place and i saw jenn and without thinking i RAN RAN RAN AND

JUMPED OVER THE BARRIER. then viv was like "AAAHHH HELP ME" then we pulled her over. haha. so I WAS HAPPY. cos i was with jenn and amanda and diana.

then after waiting we went in. we were like in the 5th row? then we were staring at an empty stage. me viv and jenn took pics of the stage. it was a pretty stage.

ppl started coming behind us. then PUSH PUSH PUSH SHOUT SHOUT SCREAM. more ppl stacked in and the behind ppl pushed infront, the infront ppl pushed behind the ppl at the side pushed and like we were screaming. then when alot of ppl came and the first opening band came to play (i didnt know WHO THE HECK THEY WERE.) ppl got super violent and the they jus PUSHED AND PUSHED.

it was BAAAAAAAAAAD. there was this part so bad that everyone behind me and viv fell and like we almost fell. jenn and diana and amanda got lost. then like viv started grabbing this angmoh's girl's hand. so since she was grabbing i thought "WHY NOT I GRAB TOO?" so i started grabbing ppls hands. finally the pushing subsided and i was back on my feet. viv wanted to cry i think. cos it was really really violent. plus her shoe came out and she lost her sock. yepp. she lost her sock. but then

SAW LOSER

came out. the pushing continued but the bouncers actually started to do SOMETHING. anyway SAW LOSER ROCKS. sam cooper, the bassist guy and masashi looks damn good in real life. haha. and they play real well. then at the end of Saw Loser's performance the pushing was like stopping and it was good. we waited half an hour until....

FALL OUT BOY

they finally came out. no wait at first there was this really weird RNB music and everyone was like "HUH?" then Dirty came out and i started laughing. I DUNNO WHY. dirty amuses me :D by the time i found out jenn and her frens had gone to the back cause they couldnt take it. anyway pete and andy and joe and patrick came out and i was hysterical. i was like "OMG" and viv was screaming her head off.

AND DAMN the concert was good! it was sad tt pete didnt throw the plectrum far inuf, I WANT IT. bianca got it! THE IDIOT! bleagh. im so jealous. i want! pete saw me i think. but i dont think he likes me cos he was smiling when he saw me then he stopped smiling and looked away.

BOOOOOO.

anyway they played songs like (NOT NESSECARILY IN ORDER. the first, second songs are in order but i cant rmb the rest) :

Our Lawyer Made Us Change the Name of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued
Of All the Gin Joints in All the World
Thriller
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"
Some Take This to Your Grave song which i am ashamed to not to know the lyrics to
Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner
I Slept with Someone in Fall out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Shirt
This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race
Grand Theft Autumn
The Take Over, The Breaks Over
Sugar we're going down
Some Take This to Your Grave song which i am ashamed to not to know the lyrics to

UM then Dirty comes out and he bites this can of beer and starts gg "DO U WAN MORE FALLOUTBOY?" and ppl chant "FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY FALL OUT BOY!" and fob comes out for an encore and before they play Pete looks at Dirty and laughs and goes "I'm crazy and drink beer!" and i start cracking up. then pete asks who was here to dance and everyone screamed. they played:

Dance, Dance
Saturday

then I see Pete's black bass (the one in the this ain't scene video in the hotel) FLY ACROSS THE STAGE. he lunges into the crowd and i cant see wat happened. and im like "WHAT HAPPENED. WHERES PETE." then i see him ontop of the crowd with his shirt ripped open.

so they finish the song and then they throw more plectrums and bottles and stuff. then they walk off. me and viv walk out, meet jenn and gang. i buy a coke, try to open, manage to open a hole before breaking the metal opening thing. getting frustrated, try to drink, squeeze the can so tt the coke comes out faster, end up breaking the can, coke spills out, i scream at jenn and viv (sorry) for tissue, get tissue, give remaining coke to viv, waves buhbye to amanda, diana and jenn.

then me and viv wait and i call isis. isis's sister picks us the fone and is all "WHO IS THIS?" and im like "bernadette la" cos i tot it was isis but it wasnt isis then isis's sister says "isis do u have a fren named bernadette." then i talk to isis. PFFT. so embarassing. then my dad fetches us home. THE END. all in all, it wasnt exactly worth 77bucks and 7hours of my saturday but it was a good concert.

FEW THINGS I'VE LEARNT:
1) Alot people who go to Fall Out Boy concerts have really heavy accents
2) they think they sing well
3) they are mostly angmohs (WHY?)
4) ppl who like FOB and curse F words can be nice tho.
5) Joe looks good, shaved or not.
6) Patrick is the cutest thing since giant teddy bears
7) Andy has sick tattoos! WHOO.
8) Being attacked by a girl behind u who is JUMPING JUMPIN infront and knocking into u is the most annoying crapp ever
9) getting hair into ur mouth while singing along to FOB is annoying too
10) Pete's abs are MUCH flatter in real life.
11) Fall Out Boy sounds damn good live

HELLLOO.

hello hello. it's a saturday. i can now say with full confidence that I KNOW SOMEONE WITH A BASS.

sirin, jazz bass, to be exact.

:D

OK. anyway. i said i wanted to elaborate on my last post. WAT HAPPENED WITH THE TEACHER WAS THAT....

me,helena,melissa: *walking in the school corridoor*
me: *hear's high heels. knows teacher is behind. doesnt bother to look back tho.*
teacher: excuse me, whrs ur name tag?
me: *knows she is talking to helena cos saw helena take out name tag an hour ago when we were in compass point. stops walking and turns back. sees helena and mrs susie lee."
helena: oh umum *reaches into pocket to take name tag.*
teacher: which class are u in?
helena: ERRRumumum 2..h...
teacher: why? scared to tell ur class isit?
me,helena,melissa: UMMM *walks v slowly*
teacher: *Walks faster then suddenly turns back* you probably don't even know my name right?
me: *puts hand up* I DO!
teacher: what?
me: umum GOOD MORNING.... ms lee..
teacher: good morning who?
me: um.. ms lee?
teacher: nooo! MRS LEE.
me: oops. sorry.

then the teacher goes on about how shes 100% gonna teach us later and mel and hel are stunned cos they thing by LATER she means later in the year but then she explains next year every sec3 has to lean social studies and she'll be teaching that. then she says that we shud not be her best fren. then she tells us to ask ppl from sec3 wat that means if we dont know. then she walks faster while me and my frens walk far behind her and finally she walks down the stairs and talks to this auntie while me and my frens rush past.

SO. ya. (sauce). it was pretty weird.

but watever. im gonna finish the story chap. becos im like halfway done i and I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT. cos it's a chap on jason and kaine's frenship. and i love love love writing conversations. haha.

PS. omgomgomgomg. falloutboy 7 days. i love love love them.
i want my earphone back.

last year's wishes are this year's apologies every last time i come home.

SUPERROBOTMONKEYTEAMHYPERFORCEGO!

I want to punch u. *punches* okay.

so wats the deal? I log into blogger and nothing happens. and i have to log in twice. think about my poor fingers.

nothing's more satisfying than finishing all ur weekend homework in 10mins in the morning. nothing kills the satisfaction more than the thought of stepping out of the house.
nothing decreases the de-satisfaction by a bit than the thought of the sweet sweet angpao.

i havent opened any yet, mind you. im gonna wait for a special moment where the thought of "im freakin rich" sinks in. or when im not too lazy. *yawn*

yesterday I went to jenn's house for band practise. band practise isn't band practise when it's not band practise with a band practising with bass, guitar and a drum set. all we had was a classical and an electrical guitar.

but we didn't throw ourselves off a building now, did we?

instead we sang while Joy played guitar (and dammit shes good) and tried to write a song. the singing worked, in a way. the writing failed. all we had was joy's spiffy guitar-melody-whatumightcallit-thing.

but we didn't slit our wrists, did we?

so i have come to the conclusion that Joy shall be lead guitar, I shall be rhthym and possibly vocals and Jennifer shall be the drummer without drums. let's use pails. anyway, with that said you guys should notice that


WE NEED A BASSIST.

Which means. the dream has to wait.

BUT I WILL CARRY ON!!! and not give up! and not get all depressed and start eating detergent. RIGHT-HANDED SALAD-BOWL SHALL PREVAIL. muaaaaahahhahahahaAAA.


nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnah.

anyway in the meantime joy's gonna write songs. and so am i. hopefully by next band prac we got material to brag about.

i gotta do a lit poem. mrs ng says dont "DO LOVE" so i shall DO LIFE.

waaaaaaaaaaaasssup?

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR.

its the new year for the cheena ppl.

so tt means angpao and relative-visiting. and i had bad cramps this morning.

but watever. so while waiting for my bro im watching OKGO.

the cutest thing on treadmills.

i needa go to my ahgong's house now, BYEBYE.

I am 100% cotton.

ARGH. cant find the stupid science answers for the question. HOW TO STUDY LIDDAT. ok so maybe i jus wanna see how many ans i got correct...

OH. haha i found it! means i enrolled in the wrong thingy again. ahh.

ok. so talking to the twins. ahhh. miss talking to em. lala. school's pretty much a bummer. same old same old. somehow life gets so darn boring. bleagh.

today was valentines day. i dont celebrate it. so i didnt buy stuff but alot of ppl gave me stuff.ok maybe not to ppl ALOT. but to me its alot. sharmini gave me a chocolate with a heart saying : UR SINGING ROX. haha. shes damn sweet la. and then helena gave me sweets. and i dropped one. ack. then darrilyn gave me alot of fruit plus. too bad i cant eat fruit plus. clare gave me m&ms. gosh i love m&ms. and she had a lil card attached saying she hoped me and pete MET. haha. WHOO. and then darrilyn also gave me this small packet of exploding crystal sweet thing (yknw the one u put on the lollipop then u eat but this one no lollipop :( ) then i went home and ate it and spilled it and it was all over my neck and i had to sweep it off and i could hear popping sounds. haha.

so ya. tmr last common test. home econs and science. finally can relax after tt. gg to see old frens on sat... new band on monday.

love me love me long time. :D