So it's like this. The world doesn't rotate the way you want it to, it doesn't work the way you planned it to so you gotta live with it and it's alright if you view it from the big picture but when it happens its freaking hard to cope with. When a friend decides something it's not your freaking business and yet it's your freaking business because it's your friend who is deciding and i feel like SCREAMING at her and strangling her and just kicking her ass multiple times and telling her to 'wake up' and realise that there is a GOD and that he is THERE and he LOVES you and WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS WHY ARE YOU SAYING THIS because IT'S NOT TRUE i know you are not what you claim you are, what you are close to bragging about so shut up and listen to yourself, listen to how ridiculous you sound and how much it's hurting me and driving me up these white walls of mine. i don't know why your doing this and i don't disapprove of it GENERALLY but i disapprove of it when you do it because it's you and friends are not biodegradable
on a lighter note, it is friday and on sunday i get to be with my one and only (haha music! what were you thinking, amanda?).
oh well.
there was something else i wanted to rant about but it all seems so unimportant which means it wasnt important in the first place. i feel like writing a story. haha but you know how non-commited i am. ah well. they shall stay fun and fluffy in my head.
i want to write i want to write i want to write like you do i want to write like you do i want to write forever