Saturday, May 17, 2008

over my head.

im sweating and sweating and feeling like crap and one side of my earphone does not work. did i mention i feel crappy? and im still sweating.

gahh.

i hate phases. well i cant really say i hate, if u think of that as a strong word. i'll say i dislike them, then. not that im going thru one. unless... is it possible to go through a phase where u dislike phases? i dont think this is how you use the word 'phase' properly. im not sure. but what i talking is about those periods of time when someone you know, someone you are concerned about, someone you have good times with, basically a friend, does stuff which makes you frown and shiver. because this isnt the person you befriended right? or am i just being prejudiced. because it's not their fault, its kind of natural right? puberty, dammit. and we all know not many can defeat the forces of puberty, not even artemis fowl. but then what if the phase lasts much longer and then they make mistakes and things go wrong... and its like "that's not you, that's not who you are, what you stand for." but i guess, isnt it them who know best?

oh well. just forget i ever said anything.

lala.

tmr is so undecided.

i cant wait for panic to come. i mean, so far i've been to ONE concert and missed ALOT OF OTHERS so knowing that neither band that have come will come back, so its like SMALL TINY possibilities that bands i like actually come to lil ol singapore (Which i love dearly). so yay panic! whoo hoo.

i feel like playing this computer game i used to play when i was a kid. where's that cd....