ahh my lovely cobra starship.

I have a confession.

I am currently watching TAI TV and when they showed scenes of guitarist Michael Guy Chislett as he went to (As Jack emphasizes) THE GUITAR STORE(!) i realised that i am no longer attracted to him.

yes that's right.
no amount of sexy australian accent or sparkly eyes or funny laugh can get me interested again (i think).

this is wat happens when u have a stupid conversation with a celebtiry crush and then u get ur exam shit stuffed into ur brain.

ur hormones get written off the no. spot on the list. haha. seriously.
i dont find Michael ATTRACTIVE OR HANDSOME OR SEXY IN ANYWAY.

wat is wrong with me? HAHA.

brigid wants me to get a Facebook but i doubt i will.

NEXT MONDAY: CHINESE ORAL AAAAAAAND SCIENCE PRACTICAL EXAM.

like i wish i had taken the sc exam last monday but i think my bio teacher forgot about me so i have to wait til next mon.

sooo immediately AFTER taking oral ihave to rush off for the practical exam. when i think about it... oh gosh i dont want to. its just.

UGH. stressful. i seriously do not like close ecounters with teachers. if i were to choose between orals and hands on things with a teacher invigilating or exam papers i'll take papers anytime of the year. the whole i-am-being-watched-as-i-fail makes me fell pressurized which results in me embarassing myself AND failing. gah.

ah well. i wont think about it till monday. gah. im gonna die.

CHIN CHIN anyway.

I will never let you down. -Thrice The Artist in the Ambulance

I dont know wat my dad did with the com but it is DYING ON ME. he must have deleted some very important programmes because the computer is lagging and windows media player cant open.

hmm.

right i am reading someone blog and i am sort of happy im not rather involved in her in any way anymore. shes kind of emotionally imbalanced of as those ahem "COOL" ppl would say,

emo.

YA. ack. my stomach's hurting. did u know i did not go to school on friday thanks to my frens FATABUULOUR idea of eating a waffle at 4.30 resulting that being my only meal for a day RESULTING in gastric resulting in stressing with the fact that school toilet flushes sucks and also resulting in my having serious giddy spells (i thought there was another aftershock of the earthquakes. HAHA) and not gg to school resulting in my not passing up alot of homework and not getting the math worksheet that just might result in me improving my math.

yes. so now im doing my home econs. i seriously hate the fact that i made such a foolish mistake during the practical by taking grated COCONUT instead of grated TAPIOCA so that instead of the TAPIOCA SLICES i was making it was more like WATER GREEN COCONUT THING. i failed cos i exceeded the time line lucky for me, my teacher didnt want me to eat my product. and i blame it on the lousy labelling (there were NO LABELS. NO LABELS AT ALL) and my inexperience with tapiocas and coconut. they looked the same wat.

im supposed to be studying... gosh. ive only read thru geo and did some math. i am going to FLUNK EV.ER.RY.THING.

I think the Butcher is adorable.

*Slaps self*

alright im gonna finish my HE then do abit of chap 1 of my fan fic and then play some guitar and then study AHAHA. okok maybe i wont do the guitar part. i HAVE to study. or not im wasting my sat!
im not gg for cat class cos
1)its at 2.30pm andi dunno when it finishes and i need to study
2)my mum cant send me which means i have to go there myself which means im not gonna get ANY studying done today
3) i dont like cat class, today got some youth activity thing which means i have to work together with ppl but i am anti social. haaaa!


ya. lousy reasons, i know and my concsience is screaming at me. but i really cant waste my saturday. i even gave up the possibility of JAMMING! to STUDY! *clutches heart* haha. well ok im not that great.

right. so.

CHIN CHIN. i doubt u'll hear from me soon.

"Satuday" becomes "SAT ERR DAY."

me and jenn are talking about how cool british accents are. they are. oh yes they are.

chapter 18 out btw.

anyway im checking out local bands. surprising task for me as i have been against local bands ever since i saw the video Running Away by Electrico. trust me, i did not feel very patriotic then. also because everytime i hear/see a local band i get all up in jealousy.

BUT, i am opening up to them. i guess if u WANNA have a local band you gotta LIKE EM first. right? first i checked out The Great Spy Experiment's myspace cos Life! was raving about how good their new CD is. the guy is a really good singer, well i mean he hides his singaporean accent REALLY well so they sound like a British/American band. cant say much about their fashion sense. so i went to look for FrontLineDisaster's purevolume and myspace to see how they're doing because i really would like to know how a bunch of 14 year olds are doing. they're getting a number of gigs so that's good. jerald's a decent singer too, he can emo scream abit. (but he is still short). then i went to check out caracal's myspace again (ive done this for a total of 3 times if im not wrong) and im listening to their performance at baybeats.

i have a question.

WHERE ARE THE GIRLS.

yes yes, there a girl keyboardist and girl singers but really, WHERE ARE THE GIRL GUITARISTS? GIRL DRUMMERS?

GIRL BANDS??!

lets not say 'girl', more like WHERE ARE THE FEMALE BANDS. like HELLOOOOEEE. okay that means 2 things

-God is giving me a chance to be SPECIAL. haha
-Girls cant cut it.

bleagh i would not like to think the latter is true. because girls can ROCK. okay. i wont necessarily be the one to prove that but i will try.

but in the meantime, its time to hit the books and try not to fail every exam i come across.

P.S. if u are wondering why i checked out these 3 bands its cos
1) Great Spy Experiement's new cd came out and as i said above ^ Life! was raving about how good it was so i just HAD to check it out.
2) Front Line Disaster's vocalist and guitarist (jerald and paxton) are frens of my frens Bianca and Kelicia and well, i met em a loong time ago tho i barely remember... and also they were on Junior Jams and i find that HIGHLY AMUSING. haha. oh and so i jus wanted to see how they were doing.
3)Caracal's guitarist (Gabriel i think) is my fren's cousin and also my other fren's ex crush's cousin. which means my fren is related to my other fren's ex crush. HAHA cool right.

CHIN CHIN! (you jus gotta love guy ripley)

fangs up, baby!

everyone's frantic about the EOY (end of year... exams) and i think i am slacking alot. i admit it, i havent studied anything. eh. but i shall!



haha. so from today u wont really see anymore of me on the internet cos ishall be MUGGING.



whoo. okay. right.



i really have nothing to blog about.



oh yknw the "Original Musical Drama" that Mediacorp is holding auditions for? the advertisments for the auditions keep showing on kidscentral and i wonder, which insane kid age 9 to 14 would actually audtion when end of years are coming up. i think acting at such a "young" age engdangers ur studies and studies are very very VERY important in Singapore.


YEA. so thats all now. happy mugging, peeps.

So kiss me goodbye, i can see the venom in your eyes. -Bring it

OH IM READY FOR IT

C'MON BRING IT!

yea! Bring it is such a nice song. i know its abit late for me to get obsessed with it cos its quite an old song but IT IS NICE. ty to jenn for sending me and song and video(altho the video is louya pok one, the xray thingy wasnt put in) so i dont have to keep resorting to youtube.com :D but its all in itunes and i dont have an ipod but jasmin has one she has one, she has a VIDEO ipod which is so not fair if i had one i would be shoving video after video inside.

but i dont have one so yes.

fwalala. so i guess the holidays have already gone by and i havent even studied anything. ahh crap who cares. as soon as i finish all my hw i will study. i hope the teachers dont give homework in the following weeks. but i know they will.

ahh.

i want my yellowcard cd. i want SANTI! aiyo.

so back to my homework....

CHIN CHIN!

Hold on, if you feel like letting go. -Hold On (Good Charlotte)

yesterday i spent the whole day out. sort of. in the morning I had a trip to the NEWater plant, it was cool cos we werent IN the plant we were sort of in the building that the plant was next to. haha. its like this visitors centre with info about when NEWater, why NEWater, who NEWater, what NEWater and so on and so forth. and the doors and videos and thingys were all computerized, even the toilet door was cool, u have u push this button thing and it jus SWINGS open by itself. ultra cool.

then after that i went to VIVO city with my parents and brother to watch Ratatoullie (pronounced RAT-A-2-EE), the movie was nice, i actually kept wishing at one point, that it would not end and it didnt. haha there are like at least 3 story lines in the movie like when u think its gonna end it doesnt so thats good. and the animation is AMAZING i tell ya. remy is the rat is adorable.

so im supposed to be studying/finishing my history homework. ok i think i shalldo my history now. toodles.

am i talking to myself, cause i don't know what I just said. -Walking Disaster (Sum41)

so since theres a reason why im actually bothering to blog, i shall talk about it first.

today i had CHINESE. yes, MOTHER TONGUE. its not too bad really. miss chia is a good teacher but nono, shes not the subject. guess who is? THE GIRL WHO SITS BESIDE ME.

EVELYN TOH.

ahah!you see. evelyn is this girl who sits besides me and is fishballlike and yes yes, "she makes chinese lesson enjoyable."

haha. ok i said it. i blogged about you! NOW MOVING ON...


im at halfblood prince right now. i mean the boook. been reading the 1st till the 6th i am at now. managed to squeeze in To Kill A Mockingbird and 2 chapters of Tunnels while i waited for my dear fren, brigid to finish the books (shes also rereading the whole series and im borrowing the books from her but while i took TWO DAYS TO READ ORDER OF THE PHEONIX [hem,hem], she took a rather longer time to finish half blood.)

yayaya. so this harry potter fever has gotten me um 'feverish' haha yes so i might MIGHT jus write a little fan fic about my four fav char (MOONEY, WORMTAIL, PADFOOT AND PRONGS)


hmm, so wat else? my sis got underclass heroes (sum41) and so far i have heard 2 songs and its okay. i was so afraid it might turn out.... avril lavigneish. that, my frens, is scary. if u dont get it, understand that: Avril is Deryck Whibley's wife and uhhh Deryck Whibley is Avril's husband. haha.

YA. so that's all folks.

mischief managed.

Cause i fear I might break -Pressure (paramore)

BOY DO I FEEL RELIEVED.

haha. finally stupid piano exam is OVER. tho i highly doubt i'll pass, i am still happy its over. do u know how depressed it made me? well let's see, occasional tears,a whole saturday of lying in bed and reading Order of the Pheonix(ahem i finished it in TWO DAYS.) and yes basically feeling very down in the dumps.

but it is OVER. oh yay yay.

also i have been eating an apple a day (on friday i ate 2, 1 red, 1 green) which probably means i wouldnt be seeing the doctor.

ha,ha.

i think i shall get started on:
buying cds
writing my hp fan fic
studying


yes i should.

trophy boys, trophy wives.

FRIDAY NIGHT! baby are u sleeping? -click five.

ah. sadly its merely halfway into the week and i have to study for final years. i am so gonna fail everything, get expelled and have to go pick leaves for a living.

joy is evil. she does not tag me and tell me her new url.eviil.

on a lighter note, this morning when i came to school they were testing out this video of little philipino kids on the vigiliser and then that usual thought of doing something good in my life struck me.

oh God, i thought, one day, since i am lazy, one day could u jus throw the opputunity of doing charity my way? thanks.

and guess wat? the video actually WAS about charity. this woman was telling us about how they were gg to philipines to help the kiddies there. and oh man, i was touched by wat she said.

then i realised, so was half of my class. so now asking my mum (who said i shud do it) hopefully, i am going on this mission trip and not mess things up.

yesyes. so today was an okay day. darrylin was pissed at me for saying she was insensitive cos she kind of told me that brigid was crying was SOO not nescesscary. but i hate that she said it cos for pete's (sexy) sake, DONT INSULT A FREN BEHIND THE GIRL'S BACK. i hate that.

grr.

ya so then i got myself all caught up in head and about 3 hours later started complaining to three frens. AH WELL. im okay now.

okay so i shall do a quiz(from karyn and kelly's blog) and im off, doing my art. plfff.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - karyn and kelly. or if u wanna say it really fast its krynnklly.

2. (your relationship with him/her is) – haha. they're my butlers.

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) – 1) OMG THEY LOOK THE SAME!
2) are they twins? 3)they HAVE to be twins. 4)they ARE twins. 5)gosh. they look the same!

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) – giving me Santi for my birthday, OH WAIT. they havent! hint hint. haha.

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) – "Bernadette!" "Stop hitting me with the pillow."

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) – slap them.

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) – having better taste.

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) – be sad.

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) – because.... i did something wrong or vice versa.

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - laugh at them. haha.

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - late on birthday gifts. HAHA. no la. um funny and nice and covered in ice. (rhyming)

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) – i think they would feel like they stepped into a really bad nightmare.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) – Being SPECIAL! haha.

14. (on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is) – everything.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) – someone whos nice and makes everyone around her feel happy.

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) – I CARE AND LIKE U TOOOO. :D

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) -
1) HAH i shall make Karyn
2) and Kelly do it again.
3) Amanda
4) Jasmin
5) Joy
6) Jennifer
7) Vivecka
8) Benita (if she even sees this)
9) Cleo
10) AHHA! michael guy!

(who is no.6 having relationship with?) – probably one of the Man U footballers.

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - dunno. HAHa female la

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) – *TURNS VERY RED* NO!

(What is no.2 studying about?) – i doubt she even studies. haha. but she still gets high marks! PFF.

(Whenwas the last time you had a chat with no.3?) – oh my. a week ago? i cant really remember

(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) - punk rock stuff :D

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) – 2 sisters

(Will you woo no.3?) – COFF COFF *pukes*

(How about no.7?) – first she tries to still chislett and now me? haha COFF COFF *pukes*

(Is no.4 single?) – yea, she turned anti-guy

(What's the surname of no.5?) - PRIYA! haha

(What's the name of no.10?) - MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT.

(What's the hobby of no.4?) – being anti-guy

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)- I JUS REALISED THEY DONT KNOW EACH OTHER! :-o

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - Xinmin

(Say something casual about no.1) – hello karyn!

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - COFF COFF *puke* if u ask too many of this ques i might become bullimic.

(Where does no.9 live?) – in cleoworld.

(What color does no.4 like?) – BLACK! haha im smart.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) – nope, they're too busy being best friends with ME. haha kidding.

(Does no.7 likes no.2?) – as in friends? yea.

(How did you get to know no.2?) - i was trying to borrow a harry potter book i think but she wasnt a very good librarian. we're exschool mates :D

(Does no.1 have any pets?) – Niki (right?) the dog.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) – nope, shes the SECOND sexiest. guess who's the first.....?


no. 10 lor.

Face it, this is what we're up, up against.

under the influence of the nagging voice in my brain, i watched about.... an hour of Taking Back Sunday. Yessiree, i took out THAT taking back sunday DVD which i so love and i watched it again. and boy, was it good. i'm all high in spirits cos the guys made me laugh alot.

if you have no idea who or what I am talking about, go to wikipedia/youtube, search Taking Back Sunday, watch their videos, listen to their songs.... TBS is really really good.

I am about to do the unthinkable. I shall blog about my day.

6.45, woke up. well actually i woke up a few minutes before to my mom asking me to get up, told myself i had to wake up but fell back to sleep. heh.

7.05, sat in car, listening to the radio. oh how horrid mainstream songs are these days. but their not that bad, some of them arent. i guess.

7.20, went to school. gosh. i dreaded it as soon as i got out of the car. well SURRE, education is a necessity! but is dealing with social problems and total boredom really needed. its like those shows where a certain scene is repeated over, and over and over and over.

7.30... gosh darn morning assembly. gahh.

8 to 2.10. had lessons.
nothign interesting during this. oh i got a measuring cylinder with a lil paper tag on it that says "Excellence for Science in Mid-year 2007" mid-year made me proud of myself, i dont think i will have a smarter moment than that. anyway cassandra seats beside me in sc and she kept insulting the measuring cylinder (which at the moment was being called the "test tube" cos thats wat we thought it was) and im like "aiya u're jus jealous" in a joking sort of way and she was all pissed and ignored me. so im like "if you're going to ignore me, tell me so i cant jus not say anything."then at first she didnt answer then she muttered something about not being jealous. and i clucked my tongue. cant she jus rest her case? well she did and the rest of the sc lesson was doing of workbooks and the finding of my chinese book.
then during chinese, did ting xie. evelyn was seating beside me like always and i am putting her name here cos she complains about how i dont blog about her and how shes very funny. well she is, she called me chicken once :)
ha, ha. haha.
i managed to pass my ting xie. hoorah.
then...... had to waste 20 bucks on the family day tix. garh.
wat else? cant remember. i hate school its getting abit boring. i need to time to study by myself anyway. why must we have school?

2.45-3.45 piano lessons.
i have been practising piano for all the days since NDP finished, except yesterday.and what happened? I SUCKED. i played my pieces really badly i think my teacher has this feeling im going to fail my exam (which by the way is on the 27th, and i am NOT looking forward to it). there was a period of time when i actually liked piano but who am i kidding? i liked piano but i dont like have to work hard. i think self teaching is the best way to go.

3.50 thereafter.
visited jasmin! i was really staying away from her, but nOOO she came out of the house and i had this urgency to run away. no offence but she has chicken pox and i havent mine yet and NOW is NOT the time to have it cos ihave so many shitty exams coming up. then i went back home and watched taking back sunday! im home alone so like whatever. i cant remember wat homework to do so im going to confine my self in the bedroom and put a guitar on my lap and try to write a song.

so that's it. my day.
boring... tired.

yesyes. i am not looking forward to tomorrow, theres music and all so that means guitar but i dont really like it, i mean we are learning SLOWLY. like SLOOOWWWLLY. we havent even gotten to chords yet. sure, i learnt something but, butbut. i dunno. plus theres training tomorrow, GAHH! i dont like my cca truth be told. first it was cos i was an annoyance to the seniors. now its cos im an annoyance to myself. im being so pessimistic. *slaps self*

:D

:D

i think Fred and George are cool.

weekendwarriors&ourbestfriends.

so hows the new blogskin treating ur eyes? haha. it took me 2 days to finish, garh, im so lousy. but i couldnt find any TAI blogskins on blogskins.com that had the new lineup in it (aka tom conrad was the guitarist in the skins) so i had to make one.

i don't think there's anything wrong with dreaming. unless you abuse the previlege by forgetting about life. farfetch dreaming disppoints, doesn't it?
I don't know what I'm saying. This post doesn't really have a point.

i came online to print some guitar tabs, so i'll be on my way soon. ahh. sidetracking, sidetracking. i've been asking quite a number of musicians (mainly people who can play musical intruments), well okay, joy, sirin and amanda only. but so far none have common musical influences with me so........

haha. i am bored.

throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the Great Escape.

Why oh why you wear sunglass in your home -Down and out.

HEYHEY.

i think benita and sirin are really lucky... i keep badgering them for details of their encounter with TAI and Cobra, im so annoying. :D

i still think its so annoying i had ndp on that day. i couldve have been getting pushed and squashed while watching 2 of the best bands but noo, ihad to be dancing around a fluffy skirt on a floating stage with really cool special effects.

life works in funny ways, huh?

haha.

ahhhhh. im still embarassed about the conversation with mr chislett. ah well. the next time i meet him i'll be sure to put on my aussie accent and bring 2 white boards and marker jus incase we can't understand each other.

:D

i dont want to do my home econs.

PS. sirin says that michael guy thought i wasnt speaking english.

argh.

Aust in translation.

haha.

i talked to michael guy chislett on the phone.

"hello?"
"hello?"
"OMGOMG IS THIS MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT?"
"ehh hey, what are you doing now?"
"ERrr, well i jus finished dancing at the national day parade and im very very tired."
*silence*
"......celebration....?" (this was when everything went crashing down. i couldnt make out what he was saying thanks to 1)noise around me 2)his really really strong aussie accent 3)he was speaking really loudly in the phone so it was like really really not clear)
"erm. huh?"
".............celebration.."
"huh, hUH? wait hold on its really noisy here." (i try to figure out wat to do with the phone.)
then he says something and i jus go "HUH?"
then we stop saying anything and i want to cry and i almost HUNG up ok then LUCKILY
"hey he cant understand what you're saying, i think its the accent difference." (this is BENITA talking)
"uhh okok, um tell him that im great fan and (i said something else but i cant rmb), goodnight"
"bye"
i hung up.

OKAY. then i started getting all depressed in the bus gg back to school and i complained to the ppl in the bus around me and then i called jasmin and amanda but she was in her grandmas house so i called jasmin again then i called jennifer and tried to call amanda but nooo.

theni called benita but she said something and hung up and i sent her a sms saying "WHAT?" then i was afraid she was mad at me or something so i smsed her again and thanked her for the opportunity but min later she didnt reply n i was afraid she didnt get the msg so i wanted to call her but i hung up then mins later she called me and explained:

"Michael didnt know wat the parade was so we told him it was a celebration."
"He seemed to be having an OFF day (at this point im like "WHAT?" cos to me off day=not working haha then she explained that) he seemed very glum."
"after u and him finished talking, we just told him that u were a great fan and that you loved him and he was like "really?" and he started blushing (i dunno if thats wat benita said, i couldnt really hear her)."

YA so after that i was HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and i was telling the joleen who was in the bus with me that i was having violent moodswings in the bus. haha.

MAN. that phone call with michael was the most embarassing yet coolest thing that could happen. I WAS SO RUDE AND LOSERISH. ahh!

but i still love him.
THANK THANK THANK YOU BENITA AND SIRIN!

and ndp was okay, i shook hands with one of the rollerblader guy he was really nice.

you can't tell me that you don't beg.

new TAI tv episode out, Jack's first music video :D its for the song 40 Sides from their B-side of Santi which i dont have because they dont sell the those in singapore (oh heck) but they DO sell Santi here and I eagerly await mine.

thinking about The Academy Is... makes me slightly disappointed. They play 7pm to 8pm on 9th August i think, that would be about the time I run out in an overly decorated costume and dance to Kit Chan singing.

amanda wants to await William Beckett's arrival at the airport. BUT HOW DO WE DO THAT. RUN PAST THE GATES NON STOP? we don't even know which plane they're on. Sheesh.

OKAY. i had a dream on the night after the OTHER dream. ahah.

it was ALSO about TAI! how amazing. this time they were coming to my house but it wasnt really my house it was this really big place and they were staying there for the day/night, watever. but i knew where to go so i was like being their 'tour guide' and i rmb helping william with stuff and i cant really remember anything except the part when i rmb thinking of calling melissa over cos we were having sushi. ANYWAY TAI started leaving and i was frantically tryint to call amanda so she could talk to beckett (she loves him) so i was calling her handphone but she wouldnt pick up and i tried to call her house phone but the number that was in my phone was like "6283818 123..." (numbers not specific) so like when i called it only the numbers before the spacing would be dialled out then the operator woman was all "there is a missing number.." bla so then after alot of calling i realised that i could jus try moving the number after the space , in this case, 1, to behind the other numbers so in this case i would get "62838181" but i think i was too late and they left and i cant rmb anything else which means i must have woken up around there.

so there it is. 2 nights in a row, dreamt of TAI. gosh darnit i love them. ahrgrhgrhgahr cant believe im not gg for singfest! but my mum says they'll come back so hopefully, yes. i'll wait. or i could take another alternative, start a band and actually OPEN FOR TAI! haha that way i could invite them for coffee even! haha how cool.

ah well. the piano tuner guy is amazing. he plays random notes then tunes the keys. pitch perfect, as they say.

lalala.

was it a dream?

i deleted the previous post cos yesterday when i was walking back from the ndp stage to the ndp holding area, me and viv were yelling at each other like drunken doughnuts (it was friendly yells) and she told me that she finds a certain sentence in my post offensive so i have deleted the whole post cos i feel the post is dumb.

:p

so im having a flu now. how sucky.

i had a dream last night. i dreamt i met TAI and it was like really real! like it wasnt all unrealistic to the point that i became friends with them or i started dating michael guy chislett but it was like i was their fan and i bumped into em and started badgering them for autographs. jack the camera guy was there too. there was this particularly embarassing scene after i had gotten beckett's and chislett's (both i addressed "MR beckett" and "MR chislett") i wanted to walk away but i couldnt leave without getting the whole band's autograph so i decided to ask The Butcher and Michael Carden and then it went something like this:

Michael: Ask Jackie too. (rather stern face)
Me: (Fakes laugh) who's jackie? (thinks of girl from That 70s Show. wonders if TAI got a new girl band member and its so embarassing that as a fan, i dont know)

then after a second i REALISE that jackie = jack = camera guy. then i go "OHH" and i give the autographed book to jack showing michael that i knew who "jackie" was. ok so it might be weird but it was EMBARASSING like i felt that michael didnt like me much.

hah. ok.

doing my HE. ahhh.

SANTI TO YOU TOO.

today i wrote "THE ACADEMY IS..." in pen in really small font on my school table. i wanted to write santi on my hand but then i decided not to.

im such a fan.

THE PING PONG SONG VIDEO IS LAME. but jonny the dj is in it!

haha. i cant believe im not gg for the SINGFEST! GAHH! and i cant believe TAI are playing EARLY i mean not EARLY BUT EARLY INUF FOR ME TO NOT BE THERE IN ANY SITUATION AS I AM DANCING.

like wahhhhh. hopefully they wait for cobra (WHO HOPEFULLY FINISH THEIR SET AT AROUND... 9?) to finish their set and then they WALK OUT TOGETHER haha then they walk to marina bay to check out the fire works!

WOOHOO.

if you were there you would hear this:
Will you make this island, amazing in all wa- AHHHH OMGOMGOMG- suprises every cor- OMGOMG WILLIAM! MICHAEL!- delightful nights and days...

and see this:
WHITE DOT RUNNING.... SEEMS TO BE RUNNING TO A GROUP OF MEN... LOOK AT THE SECURITY GUARDS GO!

what you would HEAR is me SHRIEKING and interrupting the ppl singing the finale dance song thing. and then me RUNNING to TAI.

yes that is wat i will do. BUT AS EXPECTED, id probably have no guts so i'll jus drop to the floor and cry.

ah well.

i am talking to cleo! SUCH A MIRACLE.

To padfoot
Well we AREN'T students there anymore, so what can they do, expell us? So we could go back.... soon hopefully. And how could you forget who Peter is! THOUGH SHE DISCLAIMED THE NAME. ah well. my famed sacarstic wit? when did I ever have one? I thought it was YOU.
Prongs.
Mischief Managed.

"I'll go up and you'll go up as well and i'll go down and you'll go down as well. It's really... I mean... I don't... It's frustrating!"-Ryland!

i could watch TAI episodes over and over and still laugh out loud. SIGH. okay today not much happened, my science teacher scolded the group of china students and made one of the girls cry. brutal. but i still respect him cause he's my teacher and he knows more about what happens in stomachs than i do.

i hate it when people change. i mean i cant stop them! but i feel like slapping their faces and saying "WAKE UP. WHY U DOING THIS, HUH?" in fairly broken english. but like that's selfish right? cos thats who they are.... and i shoulda seen that coming. so i shant say anymore. and i think i need to slap myself too,

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO STUDY. but i cant seem to! i mean NDP, PIANO, CCA? how to live like that. i really hate NDP, ruined my life. die you die. no longer will i be patriotic and be the only one in my school singing the anthem! NO MORE! all cos of stupidness which caused me to join the ndp. sure "this is a once in a lifetime chance!" well THAT'S GOOD. i'll never do it again! bleagh.

i found something interesting! THANKS SIRIN('s blog post)! http://community.livejournal.com/damnyouwentz/745038.html
brendon has no taste. but pete's jeanae is pretty and so is christine(amanda is not gonna be happy). and those pics with spencer and the gf are really gross and porn. AH WATEVER. AT LEAST NOTHING ON MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT :D

dear Padfoot,
you ugly git. how's life without me? i was thinking, why not remus&us take one more walk across the gym, down the stairs and through the corridoors taking as darn long as we want to. And everytime I think about Tonks and Lupin... I am sad. For obvious reasons. Ah, well.
From your fellow marauder,
Prongs
P.S.I can't believe Snivellus is the good guy. What about the HEAD BOY?

Never meant a word of it, never did.

TAI!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea! viv and the twins have yet to get me SANTI (new word i have been using) but thats ok. the fact they're getting it for me is good inuf and almost here is keeping me up in the mean time.

bands like The Academy Is.... are really inspiring. their a group of normal, funny guys who write damn good songs and really make me want to be a musician. But i dont know. i mean is it worth it? plus being a musician in singapore is really hard, it'll take alot to break the barriers.

i think the guy in my drum class is funny. my drum teacher asked us what kind of music we listen to and he goes:

emo music... with screaming and everyone wants to die.

he says this SACARSTICALLY la i mean jasmin thought he was serious but he was so obviously not, i was laughing my lungs out (lmlo HAHA so cool) but no sound came out (my laugh is really not a nice one, not something to brag about)

ah well. today was quite a good day. lots of things happened wrong but then they turned out okay. anyway as u've known ive been trying to stay away from people who are BENT on trying to spoil my harry potter experience (the last book is really really important and as i am savouring each page and not a fast reader, im only half way thru) but it seems the people closest to me and who know i really dont want the book to be spoilt have SPOILED IT FOR ME and it makes me so freaking pissed. its such a petty thing but ugh. sometimes friends can be so annoying. or all the times.

im having problems. the clique im hanging out with at school is getting on my nerves. they've changed and they're not exactly giving respect to teachers (not listening during class) and its so jackassy. haha i mean. i've realised that academically, i need to buck up and i've been listening intently to wat people say but my frens jus cant seem to shut up. and when i lecture them they get irritated and it annoys me. i mean i dont blame them, PEOPLE CHANGE. and i have to stop hanging out with them i guess. but then i wont any other frens.

i really miss gg recess with sirius and lupin and trying to save the library fishes and occasionally doing lame things like bursting empty packet drinks. THOSE WERE THE TIMES, MATE. gahh. lucky hermione has a time-turner. :/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im getting mushy. haha here are a list of things i am feeling right now.

IRRITATING THINGS
Ndp rules the list
Friends who don't remember you
Friends who change
People who do irritating things
Saying the wrong things
Knowing im not doing what I should
Me.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME GO "WHOOO"
THE ACADEMY IS!
Music music.
God!
HARRY POTTER BOOK!
going out with viv to watch HARRY POTTER!
BENITA! haha i love u la MAKE SURE U CALL ME AND HAVE HIM TALK TO MEE.
Friends who are always there and ARE COOOL.

SO SUCK UR SO-CALLED PITY DOWN. -Checkmarks (The academy is...)
why oh why u wear sunglasses at home when the sun went down about an hour ago?

Would u believe me if i said i didn't need you cos i wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me -Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is

NDP is a thorn in my fat ass. i really hate it. after much consideration, i have realised the worst enemies are the ppl from my school. they are intimidating! yes they are. especially those ppl who blindly bang into me for no reason and give me evil stares.

brrr.

i have an english compo to do. and science wb. but.................. i have to go collect my specs and go for drums and then go for mass. which leaves me an hour to do my compo.

IT IS NOT MY FAULT! harry potter is too good to leave behind. right now im at chapter 17 but im taking a break (hands are stiff from holding the book up). its really really good. and i love my mummy, i came back from ndp and she had collected the book for me. then stayed up till 1am to read it then this morning i woke at 8am and immediately started reading.

anyway i hate how ppl tend to call when im the only one at home. for example, i was in the middle of HP when my grandpa called asking for my mum. a dumb girl as i am I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SPEAK IN TEOCHEW so i said "um shes not home can u call her handphone" then i said handphone in chinese and then there was silence for a really long so i hung up. then i went back to my book feeling weird and my cousin-in-law i think called and asked for my dad and i had to tell him i didnt know when my dad was coming back from work.

haha im such a horrid daughter.

ahhhhhhh watever. i gotta rush and do me homeworky. ok.

sirius black.

:D

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. cheong fan.

!!!!


MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT RULES

yay. i talked about him today. haha. haaaaaaaa.

thanks to amanda for making me realise guy ripley and ryland were the same person. HAHA. so funny. i can be so unobservant sometimes.

anywayyyyyyyyy. I don't get the new click 5 video. kyle is cute tho but i miss eric. ahh u bozo u. wat happened? bands are supposed to stick together. i sound to retarded talking to someone who doesnt even know i exist.

i don't like ppl who gossip. i try not to but recently i told someone how bitchy a certain girl was. I FEEL SO BAD LA. but i dont really know her that well so i shud just shut up. gossiping. who gave u the authority to say such things? and if u do, what makes u think u're right? how do you knw you're not the enemy? SO DONT GOSSIP. thats right kiddos. dont make trouble if you don't want any. and who wants enemies for friends anyway?

YA. i jus felt like saying that. i really hate it when ppl try to pretend to be someone else. then they talk about someone as if he/she is inferior to them. and im like "could you not talk about ppl here?" and they're jus like "it's not as if u dont do it." ahh well. IM TRYING. haha.

and jennifer i was right! milo isnt coming to singapore you fat ass. only 4 of them are. sigh. how sad.


i still dont get the click five video? phone endorsment? something about japan... haha. but they are good eyecandy.

but this is:










How'd guy/ryland get there? haha. JUST KDDING. here's what's REALLY eyecandy.






THATS RIGHT KIDS.